heir loves me

Chapter 408

"I also want to know... why my father keeps avoiding me, so I didn't go away. My father said with a sigh, because I look so much like my deceased mother... My brother is speechless. My father said again If she hadn't given birth to me, my mother wouldn't have died like that... She also said that every time she saw my face, she would feel love, hatred, and sorrow in her heart."

"It's not that I don't love him. He is such a smart and beautiful child. Everyone loves him very much. But that child is so similar to his mother. When I think that Yunxiu may become like his mother, I will Didn't have the guts to look at him."

When the elder brother heard this, he lowered his eyes.Father said again.

"If only he hadn't been born."

His father's words shocked Lu Yunxiu's young heart.

"The fact that I am an unloved and unneeded person made me so sad and sad. I went back to my room and cried bitterly. I used to think that my father was too busy to talk to me...I always thought that my brother My sister and I love me very much. Because...they are so gentle, and seeing my brother express empathy for what my father said, I don’t know why I feel as if something is confirmed. It turns out that my brother doesn’t love me. I don’t I know why I think this way, maybe... because sometimes when I talk to my brother, he just frowns and stares at me, and never smiles at me, so I have this idea.

Lu Yunxiu sighed deeply, put out the burnt cigarette in the ashtray, and rested his head on Tranquility's shoulder.Tranquility buried her face in Lu Yunxiu's hair, stroking the hair with her palm, as gentle as stroking a child's head.The comfortable feeling made Lu Yunxiu close his eyes.

"Nevertheless...the words of my father and brother made me sad, but I had a nanny at the time...she was like a mother to me without a mother. After that, she always hugged me with a smile. Because of her existence, even knowing that my father and brother felt that way towards me, I didn't feel... so unfortunate. One day, she... and the newcomer Servant talk. She said my mother went crazy after giving birth to me..."

"You can't get too close to Master Yunxiu, because no one knows when he will become like his mother. The young master is indeed cute and gentle, but I have never really found him cute. When he looks exactly like his mother When he smiled at me, I trembled all over. I could bear it only because he was a child. Seeing him as someone else's child is really cute and not annoying..."

"After hearing those words, I had a fever that night...I was in so much pain and wanted someone to reach out...I reached out for her warm, tender hand, and her scented knee.

"Just like his mother!"

But the nurse let out a scream and shook off Lu Yunxiu's hand with a look of fear.She yelled hysterically, "Don't! Don't touch me! It's terrible! Don't look at me with that look! Don't! Master Yunxiu is also crazy!"

I don't know who took her away who was crying and screaming.Lu Yunxiu, who had a persistent high fever, was sent to the hospital, and when she returned home a month later, she had disappeared.None of the servants are willing to take care of the young Yunxiu.

"I really hope... to die like this... I know that my father's brothers and sisters regretted letting me live, not because my mother died after giving birth to me, but because she went crazy. I began to wonder why I was born ?I wish I would not be born... I was only 7 years old. At that time I wished I could be a different person... I wish I could be someone else instead of me... I prayed like this every day, thinking that if I wasn't I, maybe someone will love me!"

(End of this chapter)