Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 216

The sky outside is getting brighter. The warm sunshine dispelled the continuous coldness of the past few days. The snowflakes on the branches were shining brightly. Suddenly, a gust of wind blows them off the branches and falls on the children playing under the trees. Laughter came all the way, most of the winter has gone.

Yaling closed her eyes and didn't know what she was thinking. She could hear the bustling voices outside very clearly, and she could guess that today must be a good weather, but she didn't know if the snow had melted, or it still occupied the full branches. The head, the tentacles are a little bit, one after another, very romantic.

Don't know, really don't know, but, maybe that can be overlooked.

Ya Ling propped up her hands, sat up with the edge of the bed, touched the outline of the bed, and slowly drew a rough picture in her mind.

"This should be the innermost bed. On the left, there are three more beds."

Both feet were cautiously protruding to the ground. After the toes touched the cold floor, they retracted again. Soon, they stretched out again. This time, she was mentally prepared. Even though the cold made her shiver repeatedly Sliding, thinking of finding shoes.

"hiss"

A strong stabbing pain came, and she withdrew her foot abruptly. With her left hand, she found the painful place and touched it. There was a special texture of gauze under her fingers: "Are your feet hurt too?"

Reluctantly retracting his left foot, he switched to his right foot and continued the previous movement. After a long time, he finally found the shoe, and slowly slid his body down. With both feet inserted into the shoe, he stood up with the support of the bedpost.

"There should be another bed in front."

I measured the distance with my hands little by little, and the pictures in my mind kept changing with the steps I walked. These all depended on the layout of the ward that I took care of my father these days. I was just talking about it for my father. , at this time, it will actually play a role.

The railing is gone, and the hands are free for a short time, and the heart panics, with no one to rely on, nowhere to go, and only at this time, I feel a faint sense of fear.

Quickly took two steps forward, trying to touch something for reference, but his knee hit the itchy gas cylinder in front of him heavily, and a sudden burst of unspeakable pain came up, Yaling hugged his legs The whole body curled up, exhaling cold air hissingly, and the picture in his mind was disrupted again.

Cold, panic, and fear surged up all at once. Eladrin resisted them desperately, and almost exhausted all his energy, but they formed a net called grievance and covered her head, unable to dodge, she was covered in Inside, every movement is pain, every thought is heartache, together with the countless years, it has become a thing called despair, bit by bit eating away at everything she has.
"Why cry! Just stand up, what can crying solve!"

As if she wanted to scold those weak people away, every word of her was full of anger that hated iron and steel, she even put her hands on the ground fiercely, and the whole person stood up in a jerk.

She took two strides forward and bumped into the bed rail on the other side. Before the pain came up, she had already taken several steps forward.

When it's nothing to do with oneself, everyone can say the greatest words of comfort, always thinking that the great fear of others is just a momentary weakness; pretending to be considerate on the surface, but not sure what kind of ridicule is in the heart.Just like she used to, when she watched her father walk forward step by step with a cane every day, although she felt distressed, she never understood how hard each step of his was.How much bravery does it take to smile and say that he can go by himself after she lets go?

I don't understand, so even though she has so much distress, Dad is still lonely and scared, and she always asks him how happy and relaxed, as if these are easy. I think it's perfect, but never really I have achieved one point.

Thinking of these, I can't help but feel a little guilty.

It's like punishment, now that the disaster has come to her, she really knows that there is such a feeling of fear in this world.
You can't see the one who hates you, he can hurt you with the tiniest thing; the one who loves you, you can't see it either, even if his love can be seen by the whole world; They change the words they want to say simply by changing their expressions, so it seems inevitable that they will run into walls repeatedly.You can't see the truth of the matter, but you have to believe the words that spit out from the mouths of various abusive people as the truth; the world is blocked from now on, there is no beauty, no ugliness, no love at first sight, no love If there is a chance to have a secret love again, except for words and actions, everything will no longer have any meaning.

By the window sill, her hand finally touched the window, and the laughing and joking downstairs came into her ears more and more clearly, she couldn't help tilting her head, trying to learn to judge everyone's movements and moods at this time, It seems that the wind is too loud, so, is the snow on the branches about to fall?Is there any couple who stand under the tree and suddenly look up, seeing the beautiful scenery at this moment, the happier they become?Is there any child who ran into the garden mischievously, built a big snowman, secretly untied the scarf and tied it to the snowman, was scolded by his mother, but still ran around chasing his friends haha?Is there anyone, like her, standing blankly in a certain place, the sky is clear, that person's face is whitened by the snow, and the most moving waves are shining in his eyes, when he looks over occasionally, he sees standing by the window She couldn't turn her eyes away for a while, so she just stared straight at her?

Is there any?Is there any?
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"Uncle, let's make a snowman with us."

The little hand grabbed the man's thick coat, and the fine fabric was immediately printed with a circle of palm-shaped snow patterns. He looked down at the expectant child by his legs, nodded, took off the coat and casually hung it by the tree, But the scarf was untied and tied around the child's neck. The next second, he suddenly took a palm of snow and sprinkled it on the child's head. In an instant, he heard the sound of the child laughing and running away. He followed behind and walked to the snowman built by the child. Beside him, his eyes suddenly moved up, the smile on his lips slowly disappeared, but something else slowly accumulated in his eyes.

"Build two snowmen and let them stand together holding hands, okay?"

he asked suddenly.

"Okay, okay, two big snowmen, next to each other, getting ready, uh, getting ready."

The child scratched his head and couldn't think of the following words.

"Preparing to receive the priest's blessing."

The man accepted the words, but his expression was extremely complicated.

(End of this chapter)