Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 327

That was the last time we met.

The things between adults are always something we children don’t understand. Yesterday we were talking about linking the future of the two children together. Today, we flicked our sleeves and never went to the door of that house again.

Her departure seemed to take away the last breath of my childhood, so she stepped out of the door of the house with her front foot, and I stepped out of my teenage years with my back foot.

Dad's education is authoritarian, of course, it is also cold and hard, overwhelming lessons, endless lessons, I began to miss the drawing board locked in the small room, but I also know that those, have been After completing their mission, I may, never touch them again.

When I was ten years old, my mother’s body began to fall completely. Her life entered a countdown. Aunt Li made an exception and took me to her room. out.

She seemed sad and said, "Avi, can you call me mommy?"

I didn't move, and I didn't speak. All I could think of was the picture of her yelling, beating the servants, and arguing with your father. I really want to ask her, why can't she live a good life?Why do you want to make yourself like this?
When we were eating in the evening, my father came back early for the first time, and accompanied me to have dinner together.

Dad ate in silence, and the only sound in the restaurant was the sound of chopsticks and bowls touching, and I felt a little suffocated.

"Did you go to see her today?" He asked suddenly.

"Huh?" I didn't know who he was asking, but he looked at the top of his head and stopped talking.I thought about it secretly, and guessed what he meant, so I put down the bowl and chopsticks, sat upright, and said, "Yes, Dad."

He was slightly stunned, then put all the rice in the bowl into his mouth, hesitated for a moment, stood up and walked to the door: "Why don't you call her mother?"

I was petrified and thought he was the omniscient god in the book, so I honestly replied: "I'm afraid of her."

He came over and picked me up and walked upstairs. I smelled a faint smell of cigarettes on his body. He never smoked.

"She is your mother. No matter what happens, she will never hurt you. You shouldn't break her heart, understand?"

"I do not have."

"Wouldn't she be sad to be rejected and feared by her own child?" He stopped and put me down. We were already very close to my mother's room, but he stopped moving, just took my collar After tidying up, I patted my shoulder, looked at me at the same level, and said: "If you have time, go and be with her, she must miss you very much, you have to make her happy, you know?"

I nodded blankly, and he nudged me: "Young man, show some courage, you are no longer a child, go."

I bit my lip, walked up the stairs, and finally pushed open the door gently after having enough courage.

My mother was still asleep on the bed, and I went to her, but she didn't notice, I pulled a chair, climbed up to sit down, and leaned on my chin to look at her, she was very beautiful, but her complexion was very bad, Whiter than mine, there is a big blue under her eyes, her lips are dry and peeling, she is very thin, the flesh on both cheeks is sunken in, for some reason, I suddenly want to cry.

I touched her face, and my heart was sore and painful. I thought of the stories in the book about finding a mother, and felt that I was actually the same as them, but they were luckier than me. Their mothers loved them, but My mother is always by my side, but she doesn't care about me, wishing she would never see me again.

"Did I do something wrong? Why don't you love me?" I sobbed softly.

She was awakened by my voice, she opened her eyes and saw it was me, she was very surprised, I wanted to hide instinctively, but she held my hand, calling my name again and again, and finally Stand up and hold me in your arms.

The embrace of a woman is soft and warm, being held in her arms, I feel a little comfortable and want to sleep.

She helped me take off my little clothes, opened the quilt and let me sleep with her, she seemed to like my hair very much, she always touched them over and over again, she still asked me what story I want to hear?Do you want her to sing to me?She said in her mouth: "Avi is so handsome, just like him. When Avi grows up, he will definitely be a very good man. Avi must remember his mother. Avi must remember that his mother actually loves you very much. Avi Love Dad too, and love him on behalf of Mom.”

Perhaps, children are born to sleep in the arms of their mothers. I slept very sweetly that night, and I didn’t have any dreams. When I woke up at dawn, there was her kind smiling face in front of me, asking me if I was cold. He asked me if I was hungry, and listened to me without being impatient at all.

I was so happy all day long, I began to dislike my empty little bedroom, and I had to share a table with my mother while eating, even if she just sat across from me and looked at me.

I found that she likes to see me smile very much, so I try to smile every minute, my cheeks are a little sore when I smile, but don't stop, she pats me on the shoulder: "Fool."

If you don't get it, you won't suffer from the loss.

But I got her love precisely in the last days of her life, so I was destined to experience the first despair in my life because of her departure.

She went very peacefully. When she got up in the morning, she said she would knit a small sweater for me. At noon, she didn't even have the strength to sit up. I was pushed outside by a group of people, panicked, Mrs. Li Covering my eyes, my father also came home during working hours for the first time. During dinner, everyone retreated, and my father stood at the door of the room and said to me calmly: "Go and see her."

When I ran to the bed, she was out of breath, but her hands were still hot, I was at a loss as to what to do, told her to ignore me, my face was swollen from smiling, she didn't open her eyes, I Shout: "Mom, Avi loves you too."

In the end, she didn't hear the words that comforted her.

It was the first time, really the first time, I understood that no one would be with someone all the time, if she leaves today, maybe it will be his turn to think like this the day after tomorrow, the only complaints I have about my father It was crushed to the bottom of my heart.

The departure of my mother brought about subtle changes in the relationship between me and my father, but more importantly, I put away the last bit of my childish nature, and finally ended my childhood completely.

Later, I understood the relationship between my parents and the reason why my father could not give up but ignored her.

There has never been any hatred between the two of them, only boredom.

She was tired of life because he didn't love him, and he was tired of meeting her because of her entanglement, but they used to be childhood sweethearts who played together since childhood, just because one loved and the other didn't love, for the sake of fulfillment The last wishes of the parents of both parties are not in harmony with each other, which has caused a tragedy that will never be remedied.

These things are only said by Mrs. Li, but it doesn't matter anymore, because I didn't hate my father as much as Mrs. Li feared. I still respect and love him, but, We can never sit together and talk peacefully.

I don't know when, I always have a smile on my face. This smile has nothing to do with things or people. It is just a sign, the sign of Suwei.

The tacit understanding between me and my father is getting better and better, but the number of times we sit together can be counted on the fingers. He has already arranged the path of life for me. I am like a soldier who has been ordered to run forward. If there is no Unexpectedly, I will go on this road to the end, maybe I will respect my father's intention and use marriage as a bargaining chip in exchange for greater success.

can.

An accident came.

That day, I saved a frizzy girl.

She was ordinary like a drop of water in the ocean, I missed her sight slightly, and saw the face next to her that didn't change much from my memory, so I wrote down the name Fang Yaling.

I didn't want to get close to Jiaru rashly, and because I didn't understand why I was obsessed with her, so I got acquainted with Yaling naturally.

She is a girl who is easy to get along with, she is not beautiful, so she will not be frivolous or vain, chatting with her will give people a sense of stability with their feet on the ground, not gorgeous, but it makes you feel real and warm.

It's just that she has a confused personality, sometimes reckless, and her way of caring for others is a little regretful, which sometimes makes people misunderstand, and she is also stupid, impatient, and unable to explain, so there will always be embarrassing situations.

When she is in a hurry, she will really blush and have a thick neck, stammering for a long time but can't say anything useful. Sometimes I just happen to be there, and I will help her solve the trouble by the way, but the strange thing is that even if the problem is gone, she His face was still flushed, even more so than before. This is a rare species among the girls I have seen.

Getting used to this kind of thing is easy to do at first, but often in the end, you will be led by it, and you don't feel the slightest bit wrong.

Just like me and her.

At the beginning, I never thought of keeping a girl by my side for so long, but later, when I didn't see her chatting for a day, I felt like something was missing.

The number of troubles I helped her solve was directly proportional to the number of times she caused troubles. Correcting papers and writing reports became more and more handy. Sometimes, I would stop and tap my forehead. I didn’t understand why I was so willing to help her. clean up the mess
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Dear friends, please be nice to your loved ones around you. If you have something to say or do, do it right away. Don’t use the excuse of being busy with work or studying. Our time is really limited.Today a relative of Hua's was admitted to the hospital. When he received the call, Hua's legs were really weak. He was afraid that this time it would be a farewell. Although his condition stabilized later, Hua still felt very uncomfortable.When I was in school, I always said that I was busy with my studies. When I was working, I used work as an excuse. On Saturdays and Sundays, I would rather type in front of the computer for a day than go to see him. I counted with my fingers. It has been a month I didn't have time to visit him, and I was lucky enough to think that he would be by my side forever, so I don't have to be afraid at all. I will have time to do the things I promised him, but when I received the call this morning, I just Suddenly sober.
If the child wants to support but the relative is not there, maybe the above words will make the relative's mood worse, but Hua is here just to remind the relatives, if you have time, even if it is 1 minute or an hour, make a phone call to say hello, the old man's I will also feel very comforted in my heart, don't wait until it is too late to regret for the rest of my life.

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