Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 329

Maybe no one will believe me if I say it out, this is my first relationship, because of many reasons of myself and my family, I often can't follow my own way in relationship matters, so at the beginning with Jiaru, I was a little caught off guard.

There will always be some unnaturalness, and there will always be nostalgia for the natural scene of being with Eladrin from time to time, so the wrong god regardless of time and place went to find her.

And at this time, Jiaru often had to ask a few questions, I hid it with a smile, but my heart was a little confused, I don't know why I felt guilty.

In the evening, I caught Ya Ling who was coming back from cooking on the path of the cafeteria. Her panicked appearance made me very uncomfortable. Call back what?He tricked her and got the food box in her hand. Sure enough, it was those unnutritious and raw food.

Throw it away unceremoniously, as if everything is taken for granted. Maybe the parents have been doing it for a long time, and they will naturally leave a place for her in their hearts, and take care of her as a piece of their heart.

I'm angry that she doesn't know how to take care of herself. Once she is out of my sight, she will start to get up no matter what. You know, it took me half a semester to correct these careless problems in her life, and this is only a few days without her. , she germinated in a solid state.

I handed her the things I bought, she stroked her hair, a little embarrassed, I felt a little relieved, and turned to send her back to the dormitory.

She is small, not as tall as my shoulders. I glanced sideways at her and followed me silently with her head down. She always seemed to be an illusion I imagined. Such a faint sense of existence seemed to remind me of her. She She will appear, and if she forgets someday, she will disappear. The whole meaning of her existence is whether I remember her or not.
Is it really?I was puzzled, and my heart was a little confused. The more I thought about some things, the more I couldn't figure out why.

I was just annoyed by her depressed mood these days, and wanted to pull her over to have a detailed talk with her, but realized that the two had already walked to the central square of the dormitory building, coming and going, with many eyes, not for other reasons. , but also to think about her, so he forcibly suppressed what he wanted to say.

She stepped into the dormitory door silently. I raised my hand halfway, but I heard someone calling my name. I looked up and saw Jiaru's head poked halfway, looking at me with a smile. I looked over and waved. He made a good night gesture, and when he looked back, Ya Ling had disappeared.

That night, a silly boy who fell in love for the first time, a low self-esteem and consciously hurt the girl, just raised his hand and turned around. In just a few seconds, God made a small joke. After the laugh, it has been several years.

Falling in love is supposed to be a matter between two people, but I am always persistent in wanting to get Ya Ling, Jia Ru's smile is unclear: "Aren't you afraid that others will say that the three of us are in love?"

I was slightly stunned, and replied: "Ya Ling is not someone else, and besides, she has been in a bad mood recently."

"Emotional injuries require emotional medicine. How about the opinions I mentioned last time? I can organize them."

"No." I answered quickly, and Jiaru's expression changed accordingly. I frowned secretly, and I didn't understand why I had repeatedly obstructed me, so I had to find another topic to interrupt.

This happened so many times, I was inexplicably annoyed, and before Jiaru could speak, I found an excuse to evade it.

Let her solve the matter of Yaling alone, I comfort myself like this.

Unknowingly, time flies by so fast, such a weird trio has become used to it because of time, I didn't notice any difference, sometimes, I feel more comfortable getting along like this.

Yaling is still bored, occasionally when Jiaru is not alone, she looks a little happy, I want to ask the words many times, but every time I come to my mouth, something seems to be stuck, I can't say it, and finally I just give up .

Years later, I would always think, what would have been the result if I had been going on like this, and had been so confused and clear until the end?
Will I lose contact with Eladrin one day?Did she finally choose to give up her love for me because she broke her heart and marry another man to live a peaceful life?Or, I am married to Jiaru, but I have repeatedly mentioned the matter of Yaling in my life. The life after marriage is not as perfect as I thought. The wedding invitation burst out in a flash, but it was too late
Will it?I don't know, maybe, I would vaguely feel that something was wrong in the year of graduation, but after Yaling left, I understood my feelings, but I couldn't let go of my responsibility to Jiaru and still hesitated. In the end, he blessed Yaling's happiness with a false smile, while he worked hard to be another woman's perfect husband.

I am such a person, if I don't stand on the edge of a cliff, I will never lose my mind, cold and cold.

If it wasn't for such an accident that saved me and her, I'm afraid I would never confess completely, and I would never know what it feels like to feel pain and love deeply.

That day, I took Yaling and Jiaru to order a dress together. In fact, I already guessed that Yaling would resist, but I don’t know why I wanted to give her a small dress. I even planned and designed it a few days ago. The teacher decided on the appearance, and I just wanted to give her a surprise that day, but unexpectedly she still escaped due to illness. I accompanied Jiaru to choose a new dress from the store, and then took Yaling's dress back with me. I was afraid of her She didn't have matching shoes, so she asked someone to choose the look early, and finally dragged her roommate to bring them in.

I called her, her voice was intermittent on the phone, the dance scene was noisy, I couldn't hear what she said, I was a little anxious, I wanted to check on her condition, but was entangled by other people, so I had to Deal with the immediate matter first.

Later, when the dance party started, I caught sight of her figure, and my heart was hanging on it, and then I was relieved to think about Jiaru.

At such a ball, Jiaru is undoubtedly the princess of the audience. I bear everyone's envious eyes on me, but my mind is distracted by Yaling, worried that something will happen to her when she participates in this kind of ball for the first time. I was also worried that she would suffer from a salty pig's hand. After thinking about it, I was still worried. Just as the song was about to stop, I glanced down.

Searching for her figure along the whole field, I saw the back of a woman crouching on the table still holding a wine glass in the far corner, which looked like Yaling. Someone around her lowered her head and asked her what, and there were many people in front of her , Most of them just read the jokes, but none of them really wanted to help.

I was so angry that I completely forgot about Jiaru in front of me. I stepped off the stage and walked behind her, separated the man next to her, pulled her arm and raised her head.

The bright red on her face was not caused by the lights, but obviously because she drank too much. I glanced at the crooked empty cups on the table, frowned, and scanned the crowd again, successfully making them all After closing his mouth, he leaned over to her and said, "Yaling, give me the cup, I can't drink any more."

She looked at me with confused eyes, with a crooked smile on her mouth, but her eyes were shining like tears, I was suffocated, I took her wine glass from her hand and threw it on the ground, she refused, and went Pick up, I held her tightly, she started talking nonsense, and laughter came from around, I yelled angrily, and there was no sound at all.

My heart was sore, Ya Ling sang and laughed, but she smiled and stood with tears all over her face, saying something in her mouth: "If you don't love him, I don't love him. Those who love him are fools."

She loves that man so much?After such a long time, not only has it not been better, but it has gone too far?

Wipe away her tears, she flattened her mouth, looked very aggrieved, and calmed down obediently, clasped her hands together on her knees, seemed confused, but also sober, like a child who had done something wrong, I Flatten her messy hair: "Stop making trouble, go back."

She nodded obediently, but the moment I stood up, she went to look for wine again, and drank half of the glass in one gulp. I was really angry, and knocked down her wine glass. She was crying and fussing, and I stood up around her , seeing Jiaru standing not far away to answer the phone, she turned around after answering the phone with a cold expression.

At that time, I just thought it was my illusion, but now that I think about it, she must have received the news that the Su Corporation is facing a crisis, so she lost her interest in me in an instant.

At that time, I didn't know the meaning of this level. I picked up Elling and walked to her. She looked at us for a while, then suddenly laughed, and said: "The inspection in the dormitory is stricter, and Elling will be punished. Otherwise, go to the hotel outside and ask someone to deliver a message to the teacher."

I was impatient and didn't think much about it. I booked a room with her and helped Yaling in. Afterwards, it was a glass of wine. Jiaru said to celebrate our first anniversary, and I didn't doubt it.
What happened after that was a mess.

Yaling sat on the bed blankly, I blocked Jiaru's waving hand, and some classmates behind her who came to pick up Yaling with her were dumbfounded, I just felt dizzy and couldn't figure it out , Things happened so suddenly and weirdly that people didn't have time to sort them out.

On the way back, Yaling didn't say a word, her head almost fell to the ground. I saw her walking posture was a bit weird, and after thinking about it for a while, I understood the reason, so I felt even more guilty.

When I sent her into the campus, the surrounding eyes were unfriendly and bold. I felt her body trembling slightly, but there was nothing I could do. I am no longer qualified to refute rumors, because this is a fact in itself.

(End of this chapter)