Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 362

I don't believe she would do it, I don't believe it, I refuse to believe that it all started with Eladrin.

Because she is not someone else, but the girl who has been with me for too long, she may be impulsive, hot-headed and reckless, but she is still kind, I can't imagine what kind of mentality she had when she hung up on Jiaru Because Jiaru must have been begging for help on the phone at that time, didn't she have any soft-heartedness?
A kind of overwhelming disappointment even overwhelmed everything else, my Eladrin, she actually did such an unforgivable thing!

Full of anger and anxiety, the car is driving in disarray, I am like the father of a child who has made a mistake, I can't prove to people how obedient and well-behaved this child is, because all I know is mine , Even if I have a thousand mouths, I can't make people understand the slightest thing in my heart!This heart full of panic is just because this incident touched the soft flesh of my heart, and I can't help but feel pain.

I can't tell how busy I was, I was looking for Jiaru almost with a kind of atonement mentality, and I only knew that if I couldn't find her or something happened to her, then Yaling would definitely feel guilty for the rest of my life, that kind of The torment in her heart is unbearable for her, and I must do something for her to restore something.

As for Jiaru, I can't give her too much, but I still want to keep her safe.

On the way to search, I had an accident, and the car rushed sideways crookedly. During those few seconds, I suddenly had an illusion, as if everything had become a slow motion. Something is flashing through my mind quickly, the scene after scene, the scene after scene, there is always a familiar face of a woman, I remember the first time we met, she looked dazed and slightly open Looking at me, I'm up, she's down, the sun is shining from behind me, she must have been dazzled by the brilliance, that's great, such an appearance, really, very airy.

This idea is a bit silly and hopeless, it seems that she has led me to death.

The car crashed dangerously, but my problem was not serious. It was just that I couldn't move my body, and I couldn't open my eyelids, but I could vaguely hear the sound of the outside world.

I heard Mrs. Li walking back and forth nervously by the bed, and when the doctor said there was nothing wrong, she suddenly called to find Yaling. It seems to be floating in mid-air, powerless to do anything.

But I was a little uneasy in my heart. I was always afraid that Mrs. Li would overstate the matter. With Yaling's temperament, she probably wanted to rush here, and I didn't know what would happen on the way...

Although it was decided that she must be ruthless and punish her this time, firstly, she had an explanation to Jiaru, and secondly, it could slightly remove the guilt in Yaling's heart, so that she would not have to blame herself for a long time Well, it's good for me to be the bad guy and give her a long-term reassurance, but I don't want her to get hurt because of frizz at this juncture...

The more anxious I became, the more my consciousness sank. I suddenly heard a familiar scream in a trance, as if someone was gently waking me up in my ear. I knew that she was here, and she came over safely.

So, I really woke up, tilted my head slightly, and looked over. I couldn't get used to the instant flood of light, but I still saw her drooping head pressed against the bright glass window. what the man said...

I just watched quietly, the man's lines were tough, the corners of his mouth were pursed, but the angle of his head was slightly lowered like that, the two of them probably got closer unintentionally, but unfortunately, I fell into a very bad position From different angles, the small distance between the two of them can easily be regarded as intimacy by me.

Fingers also unintentionally reached for the cold mobile phone at hand, her heart suddenly rose, then fell slightly, the corners of her mouth felt a little painful, so her eyes dimmed, a little bit of grievance and anger rose, she seemed to be getting closer to him As we got closer, I even forgot my previous instructions. Hasn't she thought about being more cautious at this time?Did she forget that there is only one window away, and I am still inside?
Pushing the phone far away with his fingers, panting and forcing it down, he wanted to turn his head away, but his eyes seemed to be fixed in place.

Am I blocking something?Block her, will I wake up after a few seconds?

So childish, isn't it?But I did.

really.Only a few seconds later, Elling found that I had woken up. She didn't react at first glance, but then her screams almost filled the corridor...
That's good, but what is she hesitating outside the door?And why did she ask the man next to her repeatedly, and looked at him with an unusually trusting look when she turned her head to look at him. When did she learn to look at others with this look?
In an instant, doubts flooded my heart, and I remembered the photo that someone sent to the phone, how intimate they were doing in it!I remember that when I opened this photo, my breath was suffocated for a moment. I was driving normally, but because of this short-term distraction, I went astray. It was too late to react, and I just rushed down the mountain road... This matter I won't tell her, and I planned to delete this photo completely, because after thinking about it, I chose to believe her.

But now, facing so many coincidences, my "belief" began to waver. When I saw that he always appeared in our lives in various scenes from time to time, I had to carefully guess something.

She opened the door and came in, with a smile that couldn't be concealed, and rushed to the bed in a few steps, kneeling halfway, almost hitting the bridge of my nose.

I enjoyed her fluster and the gratitude in her eyes, but I couldn't respond.

Because I decided in advance to be stricter this time, and I couldn't be soft-hearted, and because the scene when she cut off the phone always flashed in my mind, it always made me feel chilled for no reason... So this time, I will not Re-Suvi.

She said so much, with tears in her eyes, I still didn't say a word, my indifference can hurt people, I have always known it, but it was the first time it was used on her, when she pushed the door and ran away, I My heart tightened for no reason.

She must not understand me, maybe people all over the world thought that I favored Jiaru and treated Yaling poorly, but no, at least this time, I favored Yaling.

I know Ya Ling's temperament too well, maybe this was not her intention, and Jiaru might not be in real danger, but no matter what, the haze of this matter will not dissipate from her heart easily, She will take the responsibility for my injury and Jiaru's dangerous situation on herself. Even if I treat her as if nothing happened and treat her leniently, she will not feel at ease, but will feel more and more about her behavior because of my tolerance. It's hard to forgive, and I feel that my smile must be covering up my disdain for her, because I don't even bother to express my anger to her.

You really can't imagine her kind of person. When you ask her what she wants, you always only dare to ask for the one that suits you. When you are in school, you are always the most casual to yourself except for those who help others get ahead. If someone invades her, she would rather lose one point, laughing and wishing for peace in the world, if possible, she would not hurt anyone, because she does not always have as many desires as others, her request is not much, extravagant hope Not to mention, so she is not threatening, and she has never really hurt anyone, so she is free and easy, as if she can fit a pyramid with a wide heart, but once she really hurts someone, her inner self-blame will be overwhelmed. Worse than the injured person, she doesn't know how to make up for it, and she can't find a way to get rid of this depression. No matter how many times you say it's okay, she will still think it's okay. If you say it's okay, she will think it's okay. The matter is so big that it is unimaginable, because it is not her who hurts, but others. She always sees others as more precious than herself many times.

Therefore, I will let her see the attitude I "should" have. She may be panicked for a while, but according to her usual temperament, she will take the initiative to admit her mistakes, approach carefully to apologize, and use all her abilities to get rid of her. My forgiveness does not require me to toss in every possible way in my heart, and I just need to change my attitude slowly and let her think that everything is the result of her hard work, she is really forgiven, and finally lighten her It's enough to just pull it out from the depression and self-blame.

All this should come naturally, as long as there is enough time, I believe I can do well.

Look, I am really partial to Yaling, but I am very regretful, except for me, I don't know if there is another person who understands.

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