Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 373

Please?When she used this word, it only made my heart twist unbearably.

She refused to hold her hand, but as soon as I turned around, she pulled my sleeve and moved forward step by step carefully.

She is very unfamiliar with this kind of thing, and it is only natural that she has no rules in her mind. I am by her side, but I am the one who has no position to speak up.

Xie Nan called to ask for help, but she was rejected by her, she didn't want Qi Lang to have any guesses, she always thought that she was already in this state, no matter how miserable she was, she would just die alone, why bother Involve others?
In fact, the blow of her uncle's death was a huge blow to her. Facing death was a very frightening thing, and because this person was her long-cherished hope, once he left, the hope was gone, and the cure for this disease also disappeared. I don't know how much is left over.
And I am afraid of this. I am not afraid of her temporary injury, but what I am afraid of is her quietly giving up.

Suddenly, I remembered her asking me: "If it were you, would you have the courage to attend the funeral of your loved one?"

Without my answer, she said again: "I must not dare, maybe, I will run to a place far, far away, so far away that I can't hear any rumors about him, and then pretend that he is still alive .”

Can't help but think again, is there any hidden meaning in these words?She's implying that even if she dies, she won't let me know anything, right?Will it give me the illusion that she is still alive, so that I will feel less guilty and live with more peace of mind?
"Things are not as simple as you think. Not everything can be achieved with hard work... Just like once, I swear seriously that I will be with him for a long time until my hair turns gray..."

"...sometimes it's one thing to work hard and another to get it, just like eating is one thing but being full is another, there will always be something you can't do You can’t get it, if Cui An has this feeling one day, and has something you can’t get, then… just give up… No one will blame you, no…”

Her mind is full of floating words, together with the operation of lightly clenching her fingers when she said those words, it lingers for a long time, and she understands in a trance that she must be unable to bear it, she is going to collapse, she has no strength How much longer has she persisted, and she has already begun... to think about the way to hide from the world after being seriously ill, and she is looking for... the final destination.

I was terrified and powerless in my heart, so I could only protect her. When she was cold, I helped her put on clothes. When she was thirsty, I helped her pour a glass of water, so as not to let her bump into each other, and pushed away all obstacles for her. Don't let her think that she is a useless person again because of these eyes when she is depressed. She is afraid of hurting others, and she will develop a gloomy mood.

It was only when I visited my aunt that I realized that my aunt’s mood became more unstable. I was worried about the burden on both sides, so I had to show my face in front of my aunt. She was quite surprised and wanted to say something, but because she was too weak, she fell asleep again. But that's okay, there are some things to talk to her in detail, but they can't be known by Eladrin.

Xie Nan came at the right time, he was in a hurry here, and Yaling couldn't do without me, so I entrusted all the related procedures and fees to him, so he was naturally very happy, and when he left, he was hesitant to talk Stop, with a last self-comforting tone: "In short, you are here, you will be much better than me."

I can no longer reject this man. He is really kind to Aladrin. No matter what the feeling is, he has taken care of Aldrin for me for so long. During that special period, Aldrin also once Because he has given birth to a lot of strength, just for these, I have to thank him. If I met other men, I am afraid that today will be another situation.

Thanks to him, at least until the end, he still loves Eladrin.

The doctor's conclusion about the aunt was not very good. Mental guidance, light and heavy, no one can control this level, I understand, and Yaling understands, so her eyes dimmed for a moment There is only a little life left.

She said she wanted to go back and pack up her things, but when she got to the ward, she wanted to drive me out. She made a small gesture of going out, and she believed it was true, and squatted in front of the cabinet to pack up the miscellaneous things. Sometimes, she would stop for a long time, I dared to reach in again, and when I took something out, I kept it in my hand for a long time before putting it down. It was just something left by my uncle when he was alive. It was just because he left it, and this thing was filled with memories. It was like re-enacting the past of this person.

In the end, she took out a bag, and her movements were very careful. I was a little curious, and I leaned a little closer. She piled those things on the bed/on the bed, and finally took out one from the bag, a coat!

my coat!The coat that was used as an excuse to see her, she kept it new and tidy, I couldn’t move, my eyes were so swollen, I couldn’t even cover them with my hands, the pain seemed to jump out of the eyes, pulling My nerves hurt like I'm about to go into shock.

I still keep it... I thought she should have thrown it away long ago, because she once took back her last souvenir, thinking that it would be clean and nothing would be left behind. Who would have thought that there would be such a thing in there. .

The more I think about it, the more my head hurts, and the more painful I feel, the more regretful I feel. Thinking of her current situation, every injury may be caused by me, and I feel that I cannot forgive her.

If it is depressed soon, why become sick?Buhanye searched for my report, why did it involve the symptoms of the eyes so early?If there is no such penetrating thought, there are thousands of men in this world, which one will not fulfill her feelings?And why every time you love and love, you don't invest in it, and you leave quickly and happily?
Not to entangle and get involved is because she hasn't fully put her feelings on it. The love she talks about is actually just an experiment, just a fulfillment, an experiment to see if she can fall in love again, and the perfect one has always been empty. The feeling of longing for love.

Annoyed, very annoyed, annoyed about why I always thought it was good, but actually hurt her very badly, I was so annoyed that I was disgusted, tired of my past self, and even more disgusted with her behavior that was still thinking about the past.

So, I snatched the coat from her hand, and wanted to give her the real me, but I couldn't explain it to her yet.

She panicked for a moment, even yelled at me because of this thing, and finally threw down the threat. I had to return the meaningless thing to her, and watched her carefully put it back into the bag, secretly planning in my heart. Throw it away secretly.

Yaling insisted on visiting her uncle. In fact, I didn't want her to enter that kind of place. I just wanted her to go to that kind of cold and lifeless space. I have experienced that I am afraid of being as sensitive as her, and what kind of thoughts will arise because of it. These little gloomy thoughts from the bottom of my heart are the most terrifying.

However, she insisted on going, even if she stumbled.

So, he had no choice but to compromise, and went in with her with ridiculous excuses, holding her hand tightly.

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Today's last update, just read it.What Hua subtracted are the less useful parts, the key ones will be kept, so don’t worry, huh, because Hua is also greedy for married, sweet fruit, huh.

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