The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 153

In the middle of the night, just after I woke up from the sedative, I heard An Yifeng shouting excitedly: "Go and call the doctor, she's awake!"

After a while, I heard the doctor say: "Just wake up, and let her control her emotions in the future."

"Is the child okay?" I asked with difficulty.

"fine."

I closed my eyes and fell asleep with peace of mind. I still had his tenderness in my dream, and he never let go of my hand...

I don't know how long I slept, but I woke up a few times, and when I opened my eyes, I could always see An Yifeng sitting next to me.

Sometimes he would ask me if I was hungry.

Sometimes they ask me where I feel uncomfortable.

I keep shaking my head and saying I want to get some more sleep.

I am not sleepy, but I hope that everything is a dream, and that when I wake up again, the person sitting next to me is Dai Xichen...

One morning, as soon as I opened my eyes, I heard a strange voice say. "Mrs. Dai, would you please sign?"

"What word?" I asked in a daze.

"According to Mr. Dai's will, you will inherit half of the property in his name, but Mr. An gave up the half that should belong to him, so you will be his sole heir."

"Why?" I looked at An Yifeng who had a haggard and worried face.

"I'm letting those people know - I won't kill Brother Chen for money."

"Oh!" He didn't need to prove it, I knew it too.

"You sign it."

"I don't want to sign."

"why?"

"I signed it to prove that he is really dead."

An Yifeng got a little angry, put the pen into my hand, took the document and put it in my hand. "If you don't sign it, he won't survive."

"I'm tired and I want to sleep."

"Sleep after signing!"

I didn't even bother to read the thick stack of documents. I only noticed a piece of paper attached to the top. The text was very short:
If I am in misfortune, regardless of the cause of death, half of the property under my name will be left to my daughter, Ai Beibei, and the other half will be transferred to An Yifeng's name.

Behind Feiyang's signature is the date, September 9, XX.

My tears flowed down, soaking his name...

How could I forget this day, the day after I gave myself to him, and the day I raised the knife in his heart.

He knew that I was going to kill him, that he would encounter misfortune, and he signed such a document...

He probably wanted to tell me: If I really wanted his life, he would not be stingy, let alone blame me!

What he hates is that I lie to him again and again!
After signing the name with trembling fingers, I don't want to sleep anymore.

Dai Xichen had already left, and any way of deceiving himself could not change this fact.

What should be faced, always has to be faced.

Seeing that I had finished signing, the lawyer handed me another document and explained: "Mrs. Dai, Mr. An wants to help you with all the funeral affairs. I hope you can authorize him to sell all of Mr. An's properties and shares into cash." , deposited in a Swiss bank at your disposal."

"Oh!"

Without even thinking about it, I signed it.

After signing, I said to An Yifeng, "I want to go see him."

He handed me a tissue: "The doctor said you can't be stimulated, for the sake of the child, you'd better not go."

"Okay." I nodded, looked at the tissue, and remembered the gift Dai Xichen had given me. "An Yifeng, I want the tissue he gave me. It's pink and floral. It's very beautiful."

"Okay!" He looked at the bodyguard beside him: "Go get it!"

The world is always full of irony. The toilet paper he gave me was to wipe my tears.

I held a big bag of toilet paper and cried for a whole day, only to realize that everything seemed to have its own destiny.

I have contradicted and struggled for him again and again, every time I am determined to let go of my hatred, he will definitely abandon me, and I am so stupid that there is no cure, once, twice, three times...

Crying until late at night, everyone left, and An Yifeng was the only one left.

He pondered for a long time before asking: "Why did you commit suicide? Brother Chen killed your whole family, doesn't he hate him?"

"Hate! I witnessed the tragic death of my parents and brother, how could I not hate him!"

"Then you should be happy."

"An Yifeng, you must think that I am very happy now, right?" I took out a piece of paper and wiped away my tears: "I know you won't believe what I say, and I don't believe that anyone is so stupid as to fall in love with me A sworn enemy... But I fell in love with him. From the age of 15, he said to me: You are mine... The balance in my heart began to swing, sometimes I hate more, sometimes I love more …Sometimes I want to let go of love, sometimes I want to let go of hate, but I can’t do it anyway. I went to England, and finally let go of love and hate together, and when I came back to see him, knowing that we had no good results, we made the same mistakes again!”

"Can you really let go of your hatred?"

"Is it meaningful to put it down?" I hugged the toilet paper and huddled under the quilt. "I'll sleep for a while, you don't have to accompany me, I'm fine."

"Okay. I'll take you to see Brother Chen when I wake up."

"Ah."

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Dai Xichen is a very suspicious person. He thinks that everyone in the world may kill him, including me, but he must firmly believe that there is one person who will never kill him, and that is An Yifeng.

In the silent night, I was lying on the hospital bed, listening to the slight voice in the bathroom, feeling chilled like never before.

"Don't worry, I have given up my property inheritance rights, and the police will never doubt me again, at most they will accuse me of obstructing justice..."

His tone was full of smug smiles, and all the haggardness and anxiety disappeared.

"Money... I have sold all the casinos and nightclubs, and the shares have been transferred to other shareholders... Well, she has signed it, and there is no legal problem. By the way, I also secretly kept 1000 million USD..."

"Yes, cash, it's probably enough for us to spend a few years..."

……

I signed, what exactly did I sign, I have no idea!

What kind of world is this?
I got out of bed and quietly walked out of the room.

In the dark night, I stood shivering on the street with bare feet, I really missed him...

A taxi pulled up next to me and asked me where I was going.

I said, "The cemetery."

He drove away immediately.

Another car came over. Hearing what I said about the cemetery, he hesitated for a long time before letting me get in the car...

……

I sat on the long withered white chrysanthemum, leaning against his tombstone with my back, just like leaning against his chest.

My mood finally settled down.

"I know you're lonely." I said, "I know you're disappointed in this world, and I'm just as disappointed as you. It's okay, I'm here with you..."

"Chen, I just now understand that you are a good person, you are a truly good person, and all you kill are damned people... Your heart is gentler than anyone else, it is the cruel reality that makes you indifferent... "

"You have experienced too much sorrow in this life, and God is unfair to you, and even a few days of peace can't be left for you..."

Unexpectedly, a voice sounded in the night.

"He always said that you are kind, everyone is a good person in your eyes... I never believed it, but now I believe it! You love him, a love deeper than hatred!" It was An Yifeng's voice, dead silent Such a sound from the cemetery was particularly frightening.

"You..." I unconsciously leaned on the tombstone.

An Yifeng sat beside me. "Let me chat with you."

"No, I just want to talk to him alone."

"Let me tell you a story."

"I do not want to hear."

He smiled and said in a relaxed tone: "When you were in England, Brother Chen and I went to drink coffee at the coffee shop opposite his hotel. I accidentally saw this story and thought it was so fucking funny at the time, so I smiled. Read it to him..."

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A lonely hedgehog often came to the river for a walk alone.

The willows sway gently in the breeze, and the catkins float down one after another. At this time, the young hedgehog will stop, look at the reflection of the willows in the water, and look at his own shadow in the water plants, silently lost in thought.

A fish quietly swam over, swam into the hedgehog's heart, and shattered the dream in the aquatic plants.

"Why are you always so sad?" the fish asked the hedgehog.

"Am I depressed?" The hedgehog smiled softly.

The fish looked at the hedgehog tenderly, stroked the fish's sadness silently, and said softly: "Let me warm your heart."

God, the fish and the hedgehog are in love!
God said, have you ever seen the love between a fish and a hedgehog?
The hedgehog said: "I want to pull out the thorns one by one. I don't want to hurt you when we hug."

The fish said: "No, how can I have the heart to look at your dripping blood? That blood is dripping from my heart."

The hedgehog said: "Because I love you! Love needs no reason."

The fish said: "But, you will not be you if you pull out the thorn. I just want to give you happiness..."

The hedgehog said: "I would rather tear myself apart for you..."

The hedgehog is pulling out the thorns on his body little by little, and every time he pulls out, there is a heart-wrenching pain, and every time the pain is on the fish's heart.

When the hedgehog pulls out all the thorns, the fish longs for an affectionate embrace with the hedgehog, it leaps up again and again, every jump is for every dream, and every dream is broken every time pain.

The fish said to God: "How can I have a pair of feet? I want to go to the side of my lover."

God said: "My child, please forgive my helplessness, because you have no feet."

The fish said: "Is my love wrong?"

God said: "Love is never wrong."

The fish said: "How can I make my lover happy?"

God said, "Turn around!"

The fish swam away resolutely, and under the vast waters, the fish's shiny scales gradually disappeared into the hedgehog's eyes.

The hedgehog said, "My God, do fish have tears?"

God said: "The tears of the fish flow in the water."

……

The hedgehog said, "My God, what is love?"

God said: "Love sometimes needs to learn to give up."

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funny? !
I lay on my knees and cried until the sky was dark.

He asked me again: "Do you know what he said to me after hearing the story?"

"say what?"

"The fish will not leave, and the fish will swim back, because the hedgehog is waiting for it! I asked him: fish and hedgehogs are two worlds, they are destined not to be together. He said: An Yifeng, we are men, fate is not It's in God's hands, it's in your own hands!"

"Stop talking!"

"There are more exciting things to come."

"I don't want to hear it anymore." I really can't take it anymore, and I will go crazy if I hear it again: "An Yifeng, give me your phone number, I want to make a call."

He gave me the cell phone, and I took it over, and skillfully dialed the number I had dialed countless times.Just like the past two years, I quietly told him what I wanted to say... "Chen, I'm not greedy, I just want to be with you, I can't see you every day, you can look at it from a distance, don't let me see, I can go to England, why die... I have already swam back, why don't you wait for me... Didn't you agree not to separate?"

"I miss you so much...It hurts so much, I can't stand the pain, what should I do? Tell me what to do?"

I was crying, and after crying for a long time, I realized that there was no annoying electronic recording on the phone, it was very quiet, so quiet that short breathing could be heard.

"Chen..." I pressed the phone to my ear: "Chen!"

"Babe..."

I tentatively asked quietly, "Is that you?"

"I love you!"

I couldn't speak anymore, and the tears fell.

Happiness came so suddenly that I couldn't bear it!
"What's going on? Where are you?"

"I just got my passport from Thailand and I'm going to Indonesia. My stepfather is waiting for me there, and he has helped me prepare a new passport for Australia. When I settle everything in Australia, you can come to me again, we all Start all over again!"

"Why didn't you tell me? Do you know that I...I..."

"I know..." He said softly, "An Yifeng told me that you kept holding his hand while you were sleeping..."

I burst into tears with a "wow". "I hate you, I hate you to death!"

"It's all my fault. I asked An Yifeng to help me, but his only condition was to keep it from you. He said: Don't let those policemen see you heartbroken, they won't believe that I'm really dead."

"He is not, he just wants to see if I will feel sad for you!"

"I was discovered by you...Actually, we made a bet. I said you would cry very sadly, but he said you would be very happy..." His voice was a little unsteady: "Later he told me that you didn't Crying, you didn’t shed a single tear...you are just crazy, insisting on jumping off the twelfth floor, insisting that I was waiting for you! If he hadn’t stopped you in time...he would definitely jump down with you..."

I glanced at An Yifeng beside me who was looking up to the stars, and I really wanted to laugh, but the tears still couldn't stop flowing.

"I thought... I thought he killed you."

"How come? Kill me, who will practice boxing with him in the future."

It was only then that I remembered the phone call. It turned out that An Yifeng was calling him.They have already discussed that they will leave this place, use suspended animation to transfer property, and transfer the half of what An Yifeng should have to my name, so that they can go to a desolate place like Australia to live a happy life The rest of my life.

It made me sad for so many days in vain.

But he's alive, it doesn't matter how long he makes me sad...

"Chen, when can I see you?"

"It will take a while. After your health is recovered, you will go back to England to continue your studies. After I settle down here, I will let my stepfather pick you up."

"Well, I remember."

"If you miss me in the future, you can make this call. I will definitely turn on the phone 24 hours a day, and I will never let you say that to the unreachable phone..."

"morning……"

"Take care of yourself, we'll see each other soon!"

"I love you!"

There was no sound for a long time, I thought he hung up the phone, just about to hang up, I heard him say: "I miss you so much..."

We didn't talk anymore, just listening to each other's silent breathing on the two ends of the phone, it turned out to be so happy!

His phone lost signal, probably out of Thailand.

(End of this chapter)