The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 59

If I didn't discover this secret today, would he put this ring on my finger and tell me that his love for me would never be broken, and would I lie contentedly in his arms , enjoy the most wonderful moment of life with him...

What's the point of thinking about it now!
I sat at the table and ate the cake bite by bite. I remembered the scene of sharing a piece of cake. Every day I spent for eight years, tears fell in the heart of the flower, and I ate it with the cake. Full of salty taste...

Love, if you haven't tried it, you don't know its sweetness. Only after experiencing it, you can understand its bitterness, but it just makes people want to stop!

I devoured the entire birthday cake and felt my stomach cramping.contracture.

Pressing her stomach and standing up quietly, she saw Dai Xichen standing at the door.

When he stood in front of me, the world suddenly became so small. His shoulders seemed to support the world, which made me want to snuggle and hug him.

"When will you come back..." Before I finished speaking, my stomach was churning, and I rushed to the bathroom to vomit.

If I could, I really wanted to spit out that broken heart so that it would stop torturing me, but it's a pity...it can't!

I finally spit everything out, I stood up with difficulty while leaning on the wall beside me, everything in front of me was shaking, including him standing beside me... I was just about to go out when he suddenly grabbed my hand. "Did you ever love me?"

I pulled it out and sneered: "Do you care?!"

Leaning on the wall, he managed to take two steps, and heard him shout, "Beibei..."

Hearing these two words, my anger could no longer be controlled, and I turned around and yelled at him: "I hate you! I wish you would die!"

Then there was a wave of dizziness, and I couldn't take it any longer.

When I fell down, the marble floor was actually soft, and the temperature...

After that, we never spoke again.

Every morning when I get up, I always take a picture in front of the mirror, and then go downstairs to have breakfast after I get dressed.

But he read the newspaper all the time while eating breakfast, even if he read the advertisement column, he didn't want to look at me.

Many times, I looked at him and saw that my vision was blurred, and I hoped to meet his eyes, and then I looked at the affectionate eyes in my memory, which made me believe that he was in love, and he never raised his head...

When I came back from school in the evening, he wasn't home, and he didn't come back for dinner.

I once waited for him, waiting until late at night with full expectation, thinking that he would put his arms around my shoulders and take me back to my room to sleep, but he turned a blind eye to me and walked upstairs alone.

After that day, I never waited for him again, and went back to my room very early to lie down, even though I couldn't sleep at all.

Many times, I said to myself: It's over when it's over, keep going your way.

But as soon as I saw him, I forgot everything rationally.

I just want to find his sight, just want to make sure that he still loves me, the same as before.

Sometimes I even impulsively think that as long as he loves me, I don't care about anything.

I used to think that longing is the most painful, but now I know that it is more painful than missing is called lovelorn!
After half a month of such days, I feel as if I have passed 1 years, and I will go crazy after another day.

One night after nine o'clock, I couldn't stand the cold and dark room, so I ran to find Xiaoqiu.

"Baby?" She held my chin and looked at my pale and thin face: "What happened?"

"He doesn't want me anymore! He just doesn't want me anymore..."

She didn't seem surprised, and smiled bitterly: "You are so naive! How can a man like him love a woman forever!? Once you have it, you will be satisfied."

"It doesn't matter if he doesn't love me, he shouldn't lie to me! He shouldn't let me fall in love with him and throw me away like garbage!"

"This is not cheating! Men, when they don't get you, they think you are the most perfect woman in the world, but when they get you, they think that any woman is more attractive than you... Sigh! It's okay, it's like this the first time Pain, I won’t feel it anymore!”

It turns out that feelings are played like this! ! !
It seems that my injury can only be blamed on my ignorance of the rules of the game!
She ordered a dozen beers. "Come on, my sister will drink with you, get drunk, go back and have a good sleep... Tomorrow is a new beginning!"

The first time I drank, the wine tasted like tears, bitter and astringent.

I don't think it's bad to drink, because I'm used to the taste.

(End of this chapter)