The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 91

He was wearing a dark blue shirt and looked gloomy, clearly in a bad mood. -
He put the things next to me with a blank expression. "have eaten!"-
I didn't dare to neglect at all, I obediently finished the sandwich and drank the milk in one gulp, only to breathe a sigh of relief. -
I looked up at him, hoping to see his satisfied smile, but he took the rest of the tableware and went out without hesitation. -
Didn't even say a word of nonsense to me. -
After eating, I seemed to have some strength, I got up and changed into a clean quilt, lay on the bed, and continued to sleep thinking about good memories. -
I don't know why, the more I sleep, the hotter I get. I take off my clothes, but I still feel very hot... -
It seems that what kind of dryness and heat is not the room, but the blood flowing in the body. -
I rushed to the bathroom to take a shower, cold water flowed down my body through every hickey, I looked at my body in the mirror, an inexplicable emptiness rose from my body, and the wet and sticky liquid kept flowing between my legs. -
I really want him to hug, let him touch... -
I covered my face and squatted on the ground, what was I thinking, why did I want him so suddenly? -
I ran out of the bathroom as if fleeing for my life. I didn't expect to control the urge to want him even more while lying on the bed. My mind was full of the various positions we changed on this bed... -
Just when I was about to collapse, Dai Xichen suddenly opened the door and came in. -
He was only wearing a light blue pajamas, and the exposed skin was full of honey-colored temptations. I swallowed and suppressed the urge to pounce on him.He buried his hot face in the quilt, not daring to look at him again. -
He didn't talk to me either, he took off his clothes, lay naked beside my pillow, and fell asleep with his back to me. -
I tossed and turned, the thirst and desire in my body became stronger and stronger, my legs were wet, and the man I wanted was lying beside me. -
"Chen..." I leaned over and put my arms around his waist, letting my soft chest rub against his back. "I feel terrible……"-
"Want it?" -
His voice startled me, annoyed. -
No matter how ignorant I am, I still understand the abnormality of my body.He doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't want to kiss me, and he doesn't want to go through that tedious prelude again, so give me medicine so that I can be played by him like a whore... -
I wanted to scold him a few more words, but my body felt another wave of heat. Anyway, there was not much dignity left, so I just didn't want it anymore. I hugged him longingly. "Chen... I want you!" -
He took possession again and again, each time more violently... until the effect of the medicine wore off, but he never kissed me, no matter how proactive I was, he never touched my lips. -
I curled up in the quilt with sore body, except to sleep and enjoy his tenderness in my dream for a while, I don't want to do anything. -
I thought he would leave, but he lay on my pillow and pulled me into his arms from behind. -
Such a hug broke all my patience, and tears fell on the pillow in strings. -
"Do you hate me?" I asked. -
"Well, how much I loved once, how much I hate now." -
I smiled, that should be hate, I guess I will never have a good life in the future. -
"I'm just the opposite of you. How much I hated before, how much I love now! Although you don't believe it..."-
He hugged me tighter, holding my hand... -
I persuaded myself, don't be sad, maybe I just don't want me to be bleeding by him. -
At least I haven't lost him, I'm still with him.He doesn't love me, I can still love him! -
By persuading myself like this, the pain in my heart eased a little,-
Curled up in the temporary warmth, fell asleep peacefully... -
(End of this chapter)