unresponsive love

Chapter 337 She Just Missed Him Too Much

Mrs. Rose returned to the villa that Morrison had given her, but before she entered, she saw the man she had known for more than ten years in front of the carving art gate outside.

"Why are you still here?" Upon seeing him, Madam Rose's face turned cold instinctively, "It's been so many days, why are you still pestering him?"

Listening to her words, Gavin just smiled bitterly, "I'm here to say goodbye to you."

The sudden words made Mrs. Rose startled.

"I know, you don't want to see me, so I decided to go back to Ireland tonight." Gazing at the beautiful woman standing not far in front, he smiled gently and said, "This is the last time I will see you, From now on, I will never appear in front of you again."

Inexplicably, she was shocked, "Will...never appear again in the future?"

Gavin nodded, "Yes."

"Why should I believe your words?" Madam Rose sneered again, "Who knows if you will lie to me again?"

"This time, I'm telling the truth." Faced with her coldness, Gavin smiled softly, "I came here just to see how you are doing. Now that I've seen everything, I can feel at ease. Now, since you don't want me to do anything for you anymore, then there is no need for me to show up again, so I won't come to see you again in the future."

"..."

His expression didn't look like he was joking. She had known him for more than ten years, so she could easily tell whether he was lying or not.

So... this time, he was serious.

She should have been happy. Didn't she always expect that she could completely escape the control of these people's eyes?
But why, she seems to be very strange today, she actually feels heartache...

With a forced sneering smile, Madam Rose said suddenly, "That's really hard for you, because you have done so much for that man who died for so long."

"I'm not doing anything for anyone." Gavin suddenly looked at her deeply and said, "I have nothing to do with anyone to come to see you, it's just my own wish."

"..."

The smile on Mrs. Rose's face suddenly froze. He looked at her deeply, as if there were many things hidden inside, and those things seemed to have a kind of affection called "affectionate".

"Ma'am, please take good care of yourself in the future. If Mo Lichen doesn't want to turn back after all, you don't have to wait for him. This is just a waste of your own time. You should..." Staring at her deeply, he said, "You should have the happiness that suits you."

"..."

"I will say no more, ma'am. Good-bye."

When the last voice fell, he turned around and took a step forward.

Mrs. Rose was completely stunned in place. She stared at his leaving back with stiff eyeballs, but the sockets of her eyes turned red inexplicably, and the tip of her heart seemed to be gouged out by something, leaving a big hole.

She seemed to have forgotten that there was always such a man who never abandoned her from beginning to end.

He knows how miserable she is, knows everything about her, understands her thoughts, and knows everything about her. However, even though the man has been dead for so long, he should have been able to leave her many times without needing to protect her at all, but he It's as if she's always by her side...

And now, is he even leaving?

Even this, the only person in this world who can understand her, is going to leave completely...

"I seem to have lost." Suddenly, she stared at his back and said, her voice trembling.

Gavin's feet stopped suddenly, and then he heard her say behind him, "No matter what, he will never accept me again, even if Lan Xi has left, he will not, so... I seem to have lost Thoroughly."

"..."

"I'm tired, but I have nowhere to go..."

Not knowing whether to say joy, surprise, or something else, Gavin turned around and looked at her for a long time.

Her eyes were very red, and there were crystal clear teardrops at the corners of her eyes. She looked helpless and lonely, like a little beast that had been abandoned by others.

His eyes were full of pity, but he smiled slightly, "If you think this is not your place to stay, I can take you anywhere you want."

Looking at him with hazy eyes, Mrs. Rose couldn't express the feeling in her heart. Although she didn't want to admit it, she was indeed defeated.

After these days, she knew that if she continued to stay in this place, which was not suitable for her, she would never realize what happiness is.

Her life is full of desolation, it is a cage she set for herself, even if she continues to stay by Mo Lichen's side, she will not be able to escape from the cage, on the contrary, she may sink deeper and deeper, and in the end, even herself I'm afraid I don't know myself anymore.

She didn't want to become that kind of person, she never wanted to, because returning to Ancheng reminded her of her former appearance...

But this place will never belong to her again...

**
More than a month later.

Italy.

Holding a note and following the address on the note, Lan Xi came to a house.

The house is a very common two-story building, not luxurious, even mediocre, but in front of the house, the clusters of domestic flowers in the small front yard add a lot of warmth to the house .

Standing by the wooden door outside, she wanted to reach out and push the door to go in several times, but she tried several times, but she still gave up.

But when she finally gave up the thought in her heart and wanted to turn around and leave, the owner of the house came back at this moment.

Seeing her standing in front of her house, the woman in her 50s smiled and asked, "Excuse me, who are you looking for?"

Hearing the voice from the side, Lan Xi suddenly turned her head, and the first thing that caught her eyes was the appearance of a beautiful woman. Although the woman was over 50 years old, her skin was very good, and she looked only about forty.

She smiled very kindly, and there were a few imperceptible crow's feet in the corners of her eyes.

And her appearance was unfamiliar to Lan Xi, but amidst the unfamiliarity, there was a trace of familiarity.

Staring blankly at the woman, she stayed where she was, and forgot to move for a long time, as if she was so stiff.

Beside the woman, a handsome, about 25-year-old man also came forward and asked, "Miss, who are you looking for?"

Lan Xi also looked at him in a daze. He was also a stranger to her, she had never seen him before, but it was not difficult to see that he somewhat inherited the appearance of women, because he was somewhat similar.

Is this... her son?

"Miss?" Seeing that Lan Xi didn't answer for a long time, she thought that she might not be Chinese and couldn't understand me, so she greeted in Korean again, "Miss, who are you looking for?"

"..."

He changed the Japanese again, "Miss, who are you looking for?"

"..."

He switched to English again, "Miss?"

She still didn't answer him, but stared at him and the woman fixedly, which made them very puzzled. The man turned his head to look at the woman beside him, and said in Chinese, "Mom, could she be dumb? Or what I said , she can't hear at all?"

"Don't talk nonsense." The woman gave him a reproachful look, "This girl is so good-looking, how could she be disabled? Don't talk nonsense."

"Oh." The man replied resentfully.

The woman looked at Lan Xi again, smiled and said kindly, "Girl, are you looking for someone? You can tell me who you are looking for and see if we can help..."

"I'm sorry." Tears rolled down unexpectedly, Lan Xi wiped her eyes and tried her best to smile.

"So you're not dumb?" The young man next to the woman couldn't help but said when he saw her talking, "And you still speak Chinese, I thought you couldn't understand."

"Sorry." She wanted to stop her tears, but the tears kept pouring out uncontrollably. Lan Xi wiped her eyes and said apologetically, "I was rude just now, I'm really sorry."

The woman couldn't stop her tears. Although she felt puzzled, she still asked with concern, "Girl, are you alright?"

"It's okay." Lan Xi waved her hand, "I got sand in my eyes just now, I'm sorry, I made you laugh."

"It's fine." The woman smiled and asked, "Do you want to go in and sit down?"

"I..." Looking at the man next to the woman, after hesitating for a long time, Lan Xi shook her head, wiped away her tears and said with a smile, "No need, you go in."

"That's it." The woman glanced at her hesitantly, and finally smiled, "Then we won't force you."

Lan Xi smiled, and the woman walked in with Young.

However, just two steps away, the woman stopped, turned her head slowly, stared at her, and asked hesitantly, "Girl, can I ask, what's your name?"

"name……"

her name……

Something stabbed the apex of her heart, trying to hold back something, Lan Xi tried her best to smile and said, "My name is Qiao Yi."

"Qiao Yi..." Seeming to be a little lost, the woman smiled again and nodded, "Then let's go in first."

"it is good."

The woman finally took the young man, opened the wooden door, walked in, and then stepped into the house.

Lan Xi stood there, staring blankly at their backs, her eyes lingering on the woman for a long time, but at this moment, a familiar feeling overwhelmed her, and her wrist was yanked——

The woman went back to the house, and for some reason, she walked out suddenly not long after she entered.

And outside the house, the girl from just now has long since disappeared...

"Mom, what's the matter with you?" Behind him came the questioning voice of his son.

Lowering her eyes in frustration, the woman turned around, waved her hands at him and said, "It's nothing, maybe I'm thinking too much."

She should be, not her daughter...

**
Pulled to a bench under the shade of a tree, Lan Xi's body was pressed into the chair, she raised her head in a daze, and looked at the handsome man in front of her.

Glancing at this familiar face, my heart seemed to be struck by something, my lips moved with difficulty, "Why are you here..."

Mo Lichen sat down beside her and said, "I miss you so much, I can't help it, I still came to look for you."

"..."

"That person just now..."

"It was the one who gave birth to me..." Perhaps, she was still too fragile after all, she leaned her head on his shoulder and spoke softly, but tears flowed down uncontrollably, "It's my mother."

During the time in Ireland before, Mrs. Rose told her that their mother moved to another city after remarrying, but later changed her name to Italy.

So for more than a month, she has been looking for her in Italy, working on her own, while inquiring about her mother everywhere.

And today, I finally saw it.

Although she doesn't remember what her mother looks like, and she hasn't seen her before, she can be sure that that woman is her...

Mo Lichen's red lips were slightly pursed, and he didn't say much for a long time. During the days of separation, he missed her so much that his heart ached. But now, he finally came to look for her and found her.

Just leaning quietly like this, I suddenly feel very satisfied, and I don't need any extra love words.

"You finally came to me." Leaning on his shoulder, she smiled softly, but tears welled up uncontrollably, "I've been waiting for you, waiting for you to come to me."

His body stiffened suddenly, and he looked sideways at her.

Lan Xi smiled, "I'm afraid I won't see you in the future."

He frowned slightly, "Why can't you see me?"

Without answering, but slowly, she took out a document from her bag and handed it to him.

"What is this?" He took the file, looked at her and asked.

Lowering her eyes slightly, she said, "Look at it."

He opened the file suspiciously, and when his eyes touched the words on it, Mo Lichen was shocked.

"Two days ago, because my stomach was uncomfortable and the medicine didn't work, I went for a test, and the result I got... seemed to be that I was going to die." She smiled and said, "Then I have been waiting, waiting for you to come Find me."

"..."

"I'm afraid that if I die, I won't be able to see you."

His body froze, his frozen eyes stared sideways at her on his shoulders, "Why don't you go back and find me?"

"I don't have the face to see you." She said, "I decided to leave by myself. I didn't dare to go to you before the appointed time."

"So just wait for me?"

"Because you never follow the agreement."

His body was so stiff that it seemed to be frozen, he took a deep breath, and he said unquestionably, "Come back with me now, go for an examination, and go to another hospital for an examination!"

"Wait." She grabbed his arm, turned her head away, looked at him at the same level, and said with a smile, "Don't be so anxious for now, let's calm down, okay?"

"..."

"Mo Lichen, I just want to get along with you quietly for a while now, can you listen to me first?"

It's just a little time, nothing to worry about.

Although in fact it was only more than a month apart, which was less than one-tenth of those five years, but this month, she didn't know how she survived. After leaving, she came here. Although she found a job, except Outside of work, she thinks about him the most every day...

She is so quiet and ethereal, she seems to have changed a lot, this month, she should have suffered a lot...

His heart seemed to be dug open by something, and his reason told him that he should take her away immediately, but seeing her so pale, he finally regressed.

She was so quiet that he was reluctant to destroy it...

Taking a deep breath to calm down the turbulent emotions in his heart, he said slowly, "Okay, what do you want to say?"

After thinking about it for a long time, she shook her head, "I don't know what to say."

Before seeing him, there were a lot of words, especially when she knew that she was about to die, those words were even more, but now seeing him, she didn't know what to say.

Maybe there is no need to say anything. After getting along for such a long time, I suddenly feel very hypocritical when I miss or say hello, so I don’t want to say it anymore.

But now, she doesn't want to ask anything, as long as she can rely on it, she suddenly feels very satisfied.

At least, she didn't fail to see him for the last time before she died...

"Mo Lichen." She slowly lay down on his lap, with her head resting on his lap, she asked him, "Can you sing?"

"Do you want to hear it?" He looked down at her with her head resting on her lap, "I can try."

"Then you can sing."

"What do you want to hear?"

"Listen to whatever you sing."

Caressing her hair, he slightly hooked his lips, "Okay."

The beautiful voice slowly sang a moving ballad. She rested her head on his lap and found a more comfortable position. Like a sleepy cat, she slowly closed her eyes and enjoyed it leisurely.

He caressed her hair, his bright red lips parted slightly, and the melodious and moving melody poured into her ears.

At this moment, the world seemed to be quiet. There was nothing, nothing to ask, nothing to say, only her pillow on his lap, and he softly sang the song of Scarborough Fair.

The corners of her mouth curled up into a smile, and tears flowed down her face uncontrollably, soaking the fabric of his trousers.

She never thought that because she wanted to leave willfully, she would almost never see him again. She never thought that she would be played by fate like this...

These days, she just misses him too much...

(End of this chapter)