unresponsive love

Chapter 78 So My Child Is A Spare Tire?
Xia Lin passed out due to anemia, and when she woke up again, she was still lying on the hospital bed.

It's just that he moved from the bed in the emergency room to the VIP advanced ward with nutrient solution on his hands.

She slowly opened her eyes with slender eyelashes, and her quiet eyeballs scanned around, only to find that the surroundings were pitch black and she did not speak.

His dull brain worked, and if he guessed correctly, it was night, midnight.

It didn't seem long before she fell asleep.

Her whole body was so weak that she didn't even have the strength to raise her hand, and even if she tried to move, she would feel uncomfortable.

"Wake up." Not far from the ear, there was a man's deep and hoarse voice.

She slowly turned her gaze away, staring at the man sitting beside her with empty and emotionless eyes.

In the dark, she couldn't see his face, but felt that he was sitting on the edge of her bed, his haughty figure had a dark oppressive feeling.

She knew that this was Lu Nansheng.

Since he can sit here and she can lie here, it means that Cheng Xiaoqing is fine.

The corners of Xia Lin's mouth curled up in a bitter arc.

She didn't know what kind of state of mind she was in to choose to save Cheng Xiaoqing, and she didn't know what kind of expression she should use to face Lu Nansheng at this time, she just felt a blank and empty heart, as if a big hole was missing in her heart. mouth.

There is also a deep guilt for the child in the womb.

It is undeniable that she is not a good mother. Even though she is pregnant, she still chooses to donate blood to save a woman who is hostile to her. She really feels that she is not like the Virgin Mary.

"Now," she heard her own quiet voice sounding empty, "can you tell me the answer?"

That, the answer to the real purpose of marrying her...

In fact, she felt that it was not so important anymore, no matter what the answer was, it was not important to her.

But there is still a little bit of unwillingness in her heart, as if she doesn't know the answer thoroughly, she will be a little bit unwilling, which will make her regret her act of saving Cheng Xiaoqing.

Lu Nansheng sat on the edge of the bed next to her, his heart was so depressed that he was about to suffocate, as if there was a breath of depressed air in his chest, which almost made him unable to breathe.

After a long time, he said slowly and hoarsely, "I married you because I found out that you have the same Mumbai blood type as her, but the same blood type is not enough for me to marry you."

Xia Lin listened quietly without making a sound, but her body and blood were getting colder bit by bit.

Now she finally knows why she had to be chosen instead of Xia Rou, because she has a different blood type from Xia Rou, only she has a Mumbai blood type.

His deep black eyes stared at her calm face in the darkness, although he was rejecting in his heart, his hoarse voice continued, "The real purpose of marrying you is to want you to have a child with me."

Xia Lin's eyes moved, "Have a baby?"

He repressedly replied, "Her health has been poor since she was a child. She went to the hospital for an examination before. The doctor said that she was not advised to have a child, so as not to cause the child to be born easily anemic and weak..."

Hearing this, Xia Lin suddenly understood something.

Laughing lonely in her heart, she pulled the corners of her mouth and said stiffly, "She can donate blood to the child, or you can have another one."

Lu Nansheng secretly clenched his suppressed fists, and said in a calm tone as much as possible, "The doctor said that direct blood relatives cannot donate blood. She is not in good health, and she will have the same result if she has another one."

Xia Lin understood, and then laughed, "So, the child I gave birth to you is a spare tire and a blood bank, right?"

Lu Nansheng seemed to feel the sound of his heart freezing, bit by bit, the freezing made him extremely uncomfortable.

Even though he really didn't want to admit it, even though he really wanted to tell her that none of this mattered now, he had to face everything he thought at the beginning.

Even if he once refused this request...

He hummed lightly, and Xia Lin closed his eyes, and smiled faintly, "It turns out that being in good health is also a mistake."

If she hadn't been in good health, they wouldn't have found her. It seemed that they had already checked her details and physical condition before marrying her.

Lu Nansheng was silent, and he had no way to refute this.

After a while, she heard her own voice say, "You must love her very much."

With dark eyes, he said slowly and solemnly, "She died once for me."

"So you can hurt me again and again for her?" She smiled, with a cool smile, "She died once for you, so you can let me come to the hospital to donate blood to her while pregnant for her. "

She knew that it was a little selfish for her to say this, after all, when a human life was at stake and only she could save it, she shouldn't just ignore it.

However, she is not the Holy Mother. After saving Cheng Xiaoqing, she regretted it.

Regretting that she didn't hesitate to hurt herself, and possibly hurt the child in her womb, she even went to save Cheng Xiaoqing, who had ruined her reputation, and agreed to his request.

But such remorse is useless, the fact is that she is saved no matter what, even if she is repelled in her heart, she has no choice.

"Trust me." He twisted her cold hand and held it firmly, the warmth of his palm completely wrapped her little hand, "I will use the rest of my life to make up for you."

For this matter, he has no choice, but he told himself, only this time.

After this time, he will treat her well at all costs, and will not let her be wronged or hurt in any way...

The fiery big palm held her hand tightly, and his heavy words were heard in her ears. She opened her eyes, looked out of the window, and pulled her hand back without any trace, "No need."

"..."

"I only have one request." She said, "I saved Cheng Xiaoqing, now I only have one request, can you agree?"

His pupils froze and contracted, and his body froze. Before she said anything, he had already guessed the answer.

Suddenly, he roared in a broken voice, "No! I won't agree!"

Her tone was so decisive, even before she said it, he knew that she was going to divorce.

This time, she will divorce no matter what!
"If you don't get a divorce, do you still want to continue like this?" She lowered her eyes and smiled silently, "Lu Nansheng, enough is really enough, I'm already tired, and I really don't want to entangle with you any longer."

"..."

"Divorce is the best relief for me now." She said, "Don't forget that I am pregnant with someone else's child. You can't really accept this fact, can you?"

"I said that I can raise with you!" He said in a firm voice, "I will slowly fall in love with him!"

But she said with a smile, "It's impossible for you to like him. What you have done made me realize how sad it is for a child without a biological father."

"..."

"Because, he was bullied, he had no father to help him, he was sick, no father to worry about him, he cried, no father to comfort him..." She quietly looked out of the dark window, where there was no moonlight outside the window Without starlight, all she saw was an endless darkness, "Such a child is doomed to be miserable after birth, and you are not his biological father, so you will not do anything for him."

"..."

"You will only hurt him, you just hate him, you won't really like him."

Lu Nansheng's handsome face buried in the darkness couldn't restrain the pain. Every word she said seemed to be whipped on him, and his body was bloody and bloody.

So painful, so deep.

He knew that she would never forgive him again.

However, he couldn't help but impulsively broke her shoulders, looked at her in the dark, and said in a strong tone as if coming from his body, "I won't let you forgive me Whatever you do, just listen carefully, then I will definitely love you with my life and soul, even if it is not my child, I will love you! Listen clearly! I will love him! Even if you say no now , I will love him too!"

His handsome face was close in front of her eyes, and after getting closer, she saw his bloodshot and scarlet eyes, which were full of paranoia, stubbornness, and obsessions that would not let go at all costs.

He is still like this.

No matter how much he was hurt, no matter how many times he was hurt, he was still like this, paranoid and decisive, and the stubbornness that would not let go was always engraved deep in the pupils of his eyes.

She really didn't understand why he could do this.

After being hurt again and again, she got better again, and after getting better, it hurt her even more.

Who would have known if talking about her behind this time would cause even greater harm?
Who would know that the kindness to her before was a chess game that had been arranged long ago, and everything was just carefully arranged by him, just to give her the most fatal blow?

His kindness to her, his respect for grandma, his thoughtfulness, and everything he considered seemed to have long since passed.

But no matter what, she was indeed tired, so tired that even spending time with him felt tired, deeply tired.

No matter what happened and how much she was hurt, she was sure that she could no longer get along with him, what's more, the relationship between them was not good from the beginning...

Xia Lin closed her eyes, and suddenly said wearily, "I'm a little tired, I want to rest for a while, go out, don't disturb me, let me think about it."

Lu Nansheng froze all over, her tired and tired look was so obvious that all his words stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say another word.

She is still weak now, and she has just finished drawing blood, so she will indeed be exhausted.

Slowly, he said in a hoarse voice, "Okay, I will sit beside you and not disturb you."

"You go out." She had no doubts, "Leave me alone."

Lu Nansheng's fingers were stiff and his eyes were frozen. As a last resort, he could only let go of her shoulders, "I'm outside."

After leaving these words, he stared at her deeply, and finally retracted his gaze, got up and walked out of the ward.

After the door was closed and she was alone in the ward, Xia Lin got up and pulled out the needle on the back of her hand that was infused with nutrient solution, picked up the phone in the ward and dialed a number.

The phone was connected, and she said, "Liu Yuechuan, if you don't mind that I was Lu Nansheng's woman, if you don't mind that I'm pregnant with someone else's child, please, please take me away..."

(End of this chapter)