Flowers and dances

Chapter 39

Xi Haoze was startled suddenly.

As soon as the fingers were loosened, the spoon fell into the bowl with a crisp sound, and the soup splashed out, spraying onto his chest, leaving mottled oil stains.

His whole blood was boiling, even if the child left, it was far less shocking than this sentence, "Chuwu, I never thought there would be such a day between us."

She never thought that such a day would come.On the day she knew she was pregnant, she was full of excitement and wanted to share it with him, but in just a few minutes, she fell from the sky to the ground, and she fell to the ground, seeing him with Suy, and the child in Suy's mouth. , that stab was too deep.

She said softly, "I also think I never knew, so I might be able to deceive myself and others to live with you. After all..." She took a deep breath, "After all, you were by my side when I was feeling sad. I'm here."

"You don't need to love me, but how can you use me as a substitute." She looked at her blankly, hesitated for a long time and finally said a word.

His voice was a little stiff, "Chuwu, you are not a stand-in."

"It's not a stand-in, could it be true love?" Chu Wu said mockingly, looking at him blankly, "Back then I was just a poor student with no family background and no status, so I'm probably only suitable for people like you to have fun. You Marry me, your family has no objection at all, I was surprised at the time, but now I finally understand that maybe Suy is not what they are satisfied with, and you are 30 years old and have not yet married, so I appeared at this time, so let’s take a step back."

Everything suddenly became clear. She didn't want to believe her speculation, but she had to believe it.

After saying these words, her entire internal organs were hollowed out, and every time she took a breath, countless needlepoints pierced her chest, and her liver and gallbladder were torn apart.

"If the child is still there, maybe I will pretend that nothing happened, and I can be a substitute for her. You know, my mother abandoned me when I was 5 years old. I really long for a complete family." Her hand unconsciously caressed her lower abdomen, Xi Haoze naturally noticed her small movement, and her eyes stinged.

"But now that the child is gone, what's the point?"

He clenched his fists, "Stop talking about divorce, I won't agree."

The light in Chu Wu's eyes widened bit by bit, biting her lip, "Not everything is performed according to your script."

"Mom and Dad, I won't agree." He certainly wouldn't agree, and looked at her deeply. "We are married in the military."

military marriage...

Little by little, she withered away, her heart was filled with desolation, and she murmured, "What's the point of such a marriage? It's just a cage." After a long silence, Xi Haoze put down the bowl in his hand, and heard her whispering Ruo said silently, "If you let me go, if you fulfill me, you will also fulfill you."

"How do you know that you are fulfilling me?" Xi Haoze murmured back, the light in her eyes was something that Chu Wu had never seen before, maybe it was what she had been longing for and pursuing.

She stayed in the hospital for a week, during which Xi Haoze had been with her for the first two days, and he would talk to her every day, but Chu Wu always seemed to have heard nothing, neither talking nor laughing.

Only occasionally, when Chen Luxia or the Han family came, she would say a few words.In one night, Chuwu built an iron wall for Xi Haoze. Once the door of the soul is closed, it is difficult to open it.

This morning, she was half leaning on the bed, still looking at the bird's nest outside the window, in a daze.

When there were a few knocks on the door, she still maintained her original posture.

"First dance——" Nan Shumei held a lily in one hand and a thermos bucket in the other.

Chu Wu slowly tilted her head and looked at her quietly, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

Nan Shumei didn't know what to say, looking at her thin face, her eyes gradually sunken, she felt distressed.After a long time, she hesitated to speak, "I made the soup myself."

Chu Wu just tilted her head and narrowed her eyes.Seeing her like this, Nan Shumei just poured a bowl of soup silently, blowing the hot air carefully.

"Chuwu, why don't you try it?" Her eye circles were reddish.

Chu Wu didn't reply.

Nan Shumei's eyes turned red, and her voice was harsh, "If you want to leave now, I can help you."

Chu Wu's fingers on the thin blanket trembled slightly, her eyes were sore and swollen.When Li Xiuyun came to see her, she would inadvertently say, "Xiao Wu, why is your life so hard?" At that time, she really wanted to hold Li Xiuyun and cry wantonly, crying out all her grievances, but she Still held back, looking at Nan Shumei at this moment, this is her own mother, the person who gave birth to her in October of pregnancy, the person who should pour out her bitterness to her, but everything is a fantasy.

She moved the corner of her mouth slightly, and the door suddenly opened.

Chen Luxia and Xi Haoze, who hadn't seen each other for a few days, hurriedly opened the door, and in an instant, both of them froze in place.Her mother-in-law's face changed extremely quickly.

Chu Wu looked at this scene without leaving a trace, and a vague smile quickly rose from the corner of her mouth.

"You went to the wrong room." Ms. Chen stepped forward aggressively, without hiding the hatred in her eyes.

Nan Shumei pursed her lips and was about to say something.

Chu Wu got up and held her with one hand, her quiet eyes swept over Xi Haoze resolutely, and then moved to Chen Luxia's face, with a slight smile, "Mom, this is my real mother."

As soon as these words came out, Chen Luxia's legs softened slightly, and she took a step back suddenly.Xi Haoze quickly supported her.

He looked at Chu Wu, not knowing what Chu Wu was thinking, how could it be related to this.His face was tense, and the moment his eyes touched her lightly, he was surprised to see the dead silence in her eyes.

Nan Shumei looked at Chu Wu in surprise, her daughter was willing to admit her identity, and her voice trembled, "Xiao Wu?"

Chu Wu's eyebrows were gentle, as if they had changed in a trance, and she smiled, "Mom, this is my mother-in-law." Nan Shumei looked at her ethereal smile, sting suddenly, and suddenly understood.

Chen Luxia's face was livid, she didn't say anything, she stared at her high heels angrily, turned and left.The daughter-in-law she loved so much turned out to be that woman's daughter, what a sin!

Xi Haoze looked at her without blinking, and walked over step by step, with his slender fingers clenched tightly, his joints were distinct, and he blamed himself for wanting to beat himself up, walked into her side, raised his hand and lingered in front of her with difficulty. The top of her hair.

Chu Wu turned her head like a frightened bird.

His hand was frozen in mid-air, and he said shyly, "Don't hurt yourself." That was the last thing he wanted to see.

Chu Wu bit her lip, two lines of tears flowed down, she slowly squatted down, forming a small ball, hugging herself tightly with both hands, weeping silently.

He gave her a beautiful world, but unfortunately, it was all lies, which would be destroyed with one poke.

Nan Shumei stood aside in a daze like an outsider. She understood that Chuwu was using her to push herself into a desperate situation. She gritted her teeth, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "Xiaowu—"

"Get out!" With a roar, Xi Haoze vigorously swept the thermos bucket on the table, "Get the fuck out of here!" The boiling hot soup instantly poured onto the dark velvet blanket, exuding curling heat.

A messy room.

When the lights come on, the city at night is even more charming.In the famous bar in the city, in the box.

There were already a few empty wine bottles scattered on the coffee table.Xu Yifeng slapped himself on the sofa with his hands outstretched, calmly watching Xi Haoze pouring himself cup after cup of self-torture.

After a while, he got up and pulled the cup away from his hand, "Come on, you want to destroy yourself." He rubbed the corners of his eyes, a few years ago he threw himself into the virgin forest for Suy, and almost died , and now it's for a woman again.Women are all disasters, the gentle tomb of iron-blooded men.Xu Yifeng said angrily, "Let her go if she wants to go, why bother to trample on herself."

Xi Haoze grabbed Xu Yifeng's lapel, and bloodthirsty anger flashed in his eyes, "Yi Feng, that child disappeared as soon as I knew about it."

child.Xu Yifeng's eyes dimmed, he sighed indistinctly, and there was a flash of pain in his eyes.

Xi Haoze murmured, "You don't understand, you don't understand..." Scenes flashed through his mind, the shock when he saw her for the first time in that art performance, she naughtily called him "Xi Haoze My lord", the past is vivid and clear, everything seems to be stuck in yesterday.

Chu Wu was leaning halfway by the window, the window was wide open, and the night wind was blowing on her body with a hint of coolness.Looking at the high-rise buildings in the distance, the lights of Wanjia are warm.

She picked up the mobile phone on the side, flipped through the address book quickly, and said calmly, "Mom, do me a favor."

(End of this chapter)