Flowers and dances

Chapter 48

"I'm late." In her sleep, she kept repeating this sentence in her mind, as well as his face, back and forth, lingering.That piece of blood, bright red and bright red, the blood dripping ferociously spilled over one scene after another.She felt as if her body was being torn apart, her stomach hurt so badly, and she was being beaten by something one after another.

She shook her head helplessly, her hair wet with sweat.Xi Haoze watched her kicking her legs from time to time, holding the quilt tightly with both hands, quickly took her hand, and whispered in her ear, "Chuwu, it's okay, it's okay."

He repeated it sentence by sentence, and Chu Wu miraculously quieted down.

When she woke up, her dark eyes rolled slowly, and a desk lamp was left beside the bed, her dazed eyes fell on the person lying beside the bed, the faint light enveloped him, her eyes froze.It was not a dream!With a slight movement of her hand, Xi Haoze woke up suddenly, his eyes suddenly lit up, and there was surprise in his eyes, "You're awake."

Chu Wu shook her head, her whole body was as powerless as if it had been dismantled.He still held her hand tightly, with no intention of letting go.

Chu Wu raised her right hand.

"I'll get what you want." Xi Haoze said with his brows furrowed.

Chu Wu slightly turned her body, her right hand drew a graceful arc in the air, and slowly landed on his hand, Xi Haoze's expression brightened.She pulled his hand little by little, frowning tightly as if she was struggling.

Just for a moment, the excitement he was full of just now faded away in an instant.At this moment, regardless of his identity, he is just a derelict husband and father.Looking at her swollen belly, she deeply felt the sadness and helplessness, and he twitched the corners of his mouth, "Are you hungry?"

Chu Wu didn't answer but asked, "How is Xiao Fen?" Thinking of Xiao Fen's pain at that time, she felt palpitations.

Xi Haoze was taken aback, and then realized who she was talking about, "She is fine, she gave birth to a son. Mother and child are safe." After speaking, his gaze fell on Chuwu's belly, and he sighed silently in his heart, "I I've already told my grandma."

Chu Wu knew that he had already seen his grandmother, otherwise he would not have known that he was in the county.

Chu Wu struggled to sit up, Xi Haoze took a pillow and put it on her back, and silently poured a glass of warm water.Chu Wu took it, gulped it down, and put the cup aside.

The two were speechless, and the room fell into boundless silence.Chu Wu lowered her head and looked straight at her belly. The two little guys were probably frightened today. They should be sleeping at this time on weekdays. They are still exercising now, and the corner of her mouth slowly raised a smile. .

Xi Haoze saw the long-lost smile on the corner of her mouth, and this smile seemed to have slapped him severely.

Xi Haoze looked at her calm expression, and hurriedly said, "I haven't eaten dinner yet, here is some hot porridge."

Chu Wu really wanted to say, "I'm not hungry." But the growling in her stomach made her unable to speak. Even if she didn't eat, the two little babies in her stomach would not be hungry.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Xi Haoze filled a bowl of shredded chicken porridge from the thermos bucket, and there was a strong fragrance in the ward for a while.He took a spoonful and handed it to Chu Wu's mouth. Just as Chu Wu was about to take the bowl, when he smelled it, he fell down and vomited in pain.

Xi Haoze quickly put down the bowl, Chu Wu's stomach twitched and felt uncomfortable, and Xi Haoze patted her on the back gently. He couldn't imagine how she had spent these five months?
A belly full of sour water and a belly full of bitter water are a perfect match.

Chu Wu managed to slow down, covering her mouth, her face was sallow.

"What do you want to eat?" Xi Haoze put away the bowl of porridge.

Chu Wu rubbed her stomach, "Hot and Sour Rice Noodles." After speaking, she looked at the dark night, and at this moment, she was indeed a little too strong.

Xi Haoze put on the windbreaker, pursed the corners of his mouth, "I'll go buy it, if I need anything, I can find the nurse." He gave her a meaningful look.After he left, Chu Wu stared blankly at the door, his breath still seemed to be lingering in the air, and suddenly the little thing in her stomach kicked hard.Are they reluctant?
She closed her eyes, what happened today was beyond her tolerance.In a daze, she fell asleep again, and she dreamed that she was wearing white gauze that day. It was a beautiful scene, but she always felt that happiness was far away.

She was awakened by the tempting hot and sour taste.She didn't ask where she bought it, and ate a whole big bowl without thinking.Xi Haoze remained silent as soon as he came back, and he only moved his chopsticks after she finished eating. It was the same as what she ate, except that his portion took a little longer, and the soup was dry earlier, so he ate it too. shiny.

Chu Wu glanced at him in surprise, casually swept some damp marks on his windbreaker, looked out the window, and sure enough, it was raining lightly.

The ward conditions in the county seat are very ordinary, with limited beds. At night, Xi Haoze nestled on the small sofa in the ward. Chu Wu slept all afternoon and was not sleepy at all. She turned sideways and looked at the people on the sofa.The cufflinks on his shirt had a faint cold metallic luster, Chu Wu remembered that she had bought them for him with the first month's salary, but now that she saw them again, they were different.After learning from the pain, she had already decided to let go.She bit her lip, and the corner of her heart suddenly felt as if someone had pulled her, and the pain was severe.

His face was tired, and from time to time he let out a few suppressed coughs, and lowered his voice carefully.

Relatively silent, lonely and silent.

How can love be so clear, there must be a cause and an effect, Xi Haoze thought that he didn't love, so he happily married her.Chuwu resolutely married him for love.Who would have expected that when the facts were revealed, the person would no longer be the person he was then, and his heart would have sunk unknowingly.

"Chuwu, come back with me." His voice was slightly hoarse.

After hearing his words, she slightly curled the corners of her lips. The pain she has experienced in the past few months was not for waiting for this sentence to go back with him.

"Because of the child?" she asked hoarsely.

Xi Haoze was startled, "No, it's just you." He sat up, panting slightly, as if he was suppressing something.Barefoot walked to the bed step by step and then slowly squatted down, looking at her, even though there was no light at the moment, he could clearly feel that he saw her every frown and smile clearly.

"It's just you." He repeated again, with a calm and firm voice, holding her hand, and slowly spraying warm breath on her face, "Chuwu, stop torturing yourself." Haoyue once asked him Do you love Chuwu? When he thought that Chuwu was held hostage by gangsters, he finally had a clear answer.

Chu Wu silently listened to his words, then turned around slowly, and laughed bitterly, "I'm tired." Her body and heart were even more tired, and she herself was confused.

"Do you think you will be happy if you are forced to be together for the sake of the child?" She asked after a long time.

Silence, still silence.It wasn't until his legs became paralyzed, as if tens of thousands of ants were gnawing on him, that he stood up and said in a deep voice, with clear words, "It's not because of the child, it's because of love!"

(End of this chapter)