The oath of rebirth not to be a concubine

Chapter 187
The old matriarch sighed, and continued slowly, "That kid Yun Chang has a kind heart, but he is stubborn, and he likes to hold back what he has to say.

This kid has liked some tricks since he was a child, and he has a rather boring temper, but fortunately he has a careful mind and everything is on his mind. In this regard, he is a bit like his father.His father also looks like that, he doesn't like to talk, but he loves others. "

I smiled slightly, and peeled a dried fruit to the old lady. She smiled and bit it, took another sip of tea, looked at me and sighed, "That brat Yunchang, I have been thinking about you since I was a child." , When I heard that you were missing that year, ouch, I was so anxious, I didn’t even eat. At that time, the old woman thought, this child is so thoughtful, and when he grows up, he is afraid that he will put people on the top of his heart Get on top."

My heart was a little sour, and I lowered my head slightly.

All these years, he has been by his side, never saying anything or doing anything, but those days of being young and carefree are truly priceless.

It was better when I was a child, carefree, without intrigue, and without too much thinking.When you grow up, some things change.

I suddenly remembered the boy in Tsing Yi who delivered porridge late at night when I was punished.

The night was very dark that day, he was wearing a jacket of the same color, and walked into the darkness with his hands behind his back, walking slowly, looking like a small adult.

Red beans in the southern country, small birds and mandarin ducks, icy hearts and jade pots, swan geese lovesickness...

He is not bad at expressing, but has been silently accompanying in an implicit way.

It's a pity that in this life, he will lose all his thoughts in the end.

The old matriarch sighed regretfully, shook his head and said, "That brat is unlucky, the courtyard of the Marquis's Mansion is shallow, after all, he won't be able to keep the golden phoenix..."

"Old Madam..." I had a lot to say in my heart, but I was at a loss for words.

She patted my hands and said, "Girl Qingmu, you are a person of great fortune. My old lady, I watched you grow up. You were born handsome, your thoughts are beyond others, and your family background and status are even floating on the clouds. This is a good thing, but also a huge bad thing.

You are cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and you like to think too much about everything, but as a woman, it is better not to be competitive. In the whole life of a daughter, you will marry someone. Although the husband and the child are mediocre, it is also a peace of mind. the way. "

I nodded, "The old lady said yes."

The old matriarch is also a sensible person. Both Dongmu and Zhonglu came to invite the concubine, and the two kings seized the crown. I somehow got involved in it. Although her words were as usual as usual, she also reminded me: If you have the chance, get out of here quickly.

But in the current situation, I can no longer withdraw.

Since Helian Yunqi dragged me into it, and I promised Helian Yunmao to help him win the reserve, this battle has only just begun...

The old matriarch sighed, and said with a smile, "Hey, when people are old, they like to talk more. I guess this short-sightedness can't be changed. Girl Qingmu, my old lady talked a lot today. It’s not pleasant to your ears, so don’t take it to your heart.”

I smiled slightly, "What did the old matriarch say? She has loved Qingmu since she was a child. Qingmu heard these words, but remembered them all in her heart. Qingmu has been taught."

"Hey, the old woman's nonsense, how can she say that she is uneducated. I have recently, for no reason, I always think of the past. Looking at you, I think of myself when I was a child. I was just worrying about it randomly. My old lady, I am the one who buried my neck, and I just want to see that you are all well, so that I can feel at ease..."

"Hi, stop talking, come here, eat almonds. When you were young, you liked almonds the most."

The old lady smiled and stretched out her hand to peel a dried fruit for me. I quickly took it and peeled a few more for her.

Her complexion was not good, she had been ill for several months, she seemed to have consumed a lot of energy, she was very tired after talking for a while, I hurriedly put a soft pillow on her back, she leaned on her for a while, and fell asleep.

I was afraid that she would not sleep well, so I sat down and let her lean on me, so that I could be more comfortable.

There is a faint smell of lavender on the old lady. I feel very at ease when I am beside her. I don't want to think about anything at this time, so I just sit next to her with my thoughts empty.

The wheels creaked under the thick snow, the sandalwood in the carriage swayed, the curtains swayed, and a light wind occasionally blows in.

After walking slowly like this for a while, the car finally reached the halfway up the mountain of Wolong Mountain.

I gently woke up the old lady, helped her get out of the carriage slowly, and walked slowly forward for a while, the incense was lingering in front of me, the ancient temple stood proudly on the snow mountain, and the Qingchan Temple was just there.

A monk had gone in to report a long time ago, and after a short while, the abbot of the temple walked over slowly after the chanting of Amitabha Buddha.

"Old benefactor, but I haven't come for some time." Abbot Fayuan held the palm with one hand and bowed.

The old lady bowed her head in return, "It's been a few months since I came here. I haven't been in good health since autumn, and I've only regained my energy in the past few days. I can't understand my dreams every night, so I want to listen to Master Fayuan's lectures." , and feel more open-minded."

"Amitabha, sowing the cause, reaping the fruit, everything is created by the mind. One thought of ignorance is prajna, and one thought of wisdom is prajna. Don't be too persistent, old benefactor."

I haven't seen him for a few years, but the appearance of the great monk Fayuan has not changed, maybe he has no doubts in his heart, there is a little more kindness in his brows and eyes, and he chanted Buddhist words, which really feels like he is outside the world.

The old lady smiled, "That being said, how many people can really do it, and how many people are as detached as the master in the world."

Abbot Fayuan didn't say much, and made a gesture of invitation, and a novice came to guide the way, and the maid supported the old lady, and then walked slowly to the inner hall.

He was supposed to follow along, but he saw me in a blink of an eye, but he didn't leave. He stepped forward and made a Buddhist salute with me, "Amitabha, since you're here at the Mahavira Hall, donna, don't you want to offer incense?"

I didn't believe that these ten thousand dharmas belonged to the sect, but I always felt that Fa Yuan's eyes seemed to be able to see through people.

When I was a child, I was guilty of looking at the eyes, and I still feel this way now.

I thought about it, and said, "As the master said, put an incense stick over there."

He nodded, and the incense novice brought the futon of high incense, leading me to bow in awe, and bowed three times before offering the high incense in front of the enshrined statue.

During this period, the great monk Fayuan has been rubbing the beads beside him, kowtowed and sang slowly. When I got up, he opened his eyes and said, "Looking at the face of the female benefactor, the heaven is full, but it is dim, but there is sorrow. thing?"

I smiled, "The Great Monk can still read pictures?"

"Amitabha, life is created by oneself, form is born from heart, everything in the world is form. There is form as form, all-encompassing. Everything is in the eyebrows of the female benefactor."

It sounded interesting to me, so I asked him, "Since this is the case, then the great monk would tell me how to resolve my worries?"

"Amitabha, this old man is powerless to resolve it."

I was deliberately embarrassed, "Since it can't be resolved, why did the monk say it again?"

"Amitabha Buddha, when you see people giving the way, you will be happy to help them."

It means, if you say it, it will help me relieve my worries?Ha, this big monk is really interesting.

Seeing that I smiled, he also smiled kindly, and saluted, "Amitabha, if the benefactor has any doubts in his heart, why don't you just hang a lottery."

Tag?

I turned around to look, and there were several bamboo tubes beside the enshrining of the statue, which contained some red tung hexagrams. A young monk with a ring scar was unwrapping the lotus for a woman dressed as a peasant woman. The woman nodded repeatedly.

It looked quite interesting, so I nodded in response, and the great monk Fa Yuan walked over, took a bamboo tube, told me to meditate on the things I asked and asked, and slowly shook the stick.

I have a lot of thoughts and wishes in my heart, but the most important thing in front of me is how to reverse the game, make King Zeen lose power, and let Baili Tianqi fall by the way.

I closed my eyes and meditated, shook it a few times, and a red paulownia stick jumped out of the bamboo tube with a whoosh and fell to the ground.The little novice at the side quickly picked it up and handed it to me.

This signature is empty, with a plain paper note in the middle.I pulled out the note and wrote a line on it.

The wind and rain beat the oars, and the peach blossoms on the riverside fall red,
Wake up the fisherman's spring dream, hold the haggard and wear it to lose things.

Wealth is dissipated, gains and losses are lost, pedestrians go, and cannot be chased.

If you can't get married or get pregnant, if you plan to make a plan, do it rashly.

What does this mean...

I handed the plain paper to the Great Monk Fayuan. He bowed his head and read aloud, saying, "The strong wind beats the boat, the rain beats the flowers, the fisherman loses his way, and he doesn't know where to go. What's the matter?"

"Ask the way forward." I replied.

The great monk Fayuan looked at it for a while, and said, "From the surface of the lottery, there are many twists and turns in the road ahead, and the rain hits the oars, which is dangerous and dangerous. If there is a slight mistake, the oars will come out of your hands. Walk in I lost my direction in the water, I lost my oars, if the wind and rain are heavy, I'm afraid I will be trapped in the water."

Hearing such an explanation from him, I feel dignified in my heart.

This lottery was drawn by myself, and I can't fake it. Looking at this lottery, it is really similar to my current situation.

Thinking about it this way, Buddhist metaphysics really has its own theory.

stuck in water...

You are right, I am the fisherman who was dragged into the water, and the current situation is slightly defeated, like rain beating down flowers, it really is unlucky.

I didn't dare to be ridiculous anymore, and asked politely, "Master, is there any response to the signing?"

The Great Monk Fayuan nodded, "Wealth is dissipated, gain and loss, if you make a plan, do it in vain. If the benefactor makes any decision, you must think twice, think about it when you are mature, and don't think about it. Feel free to think about it, otherwise, I’m afraid it’s not good.”

Thinking twice is thinking twice, thinking and maturity, but also thinking...

On the front foot, the old lady asked me to withdraw in time and make a decision early, but on the back foot, the big monk's signature made me think more about who to trust...

Besides, how can I think too much about the current situation...

I took a look at the sign, and it said that pedestrians should not be chased after. Does it mean that Xuanyuan Chen will not come back for a long time after leaving?

Perhaps it is true that the incident of the bombing of the people has caused Zhonglu to lose his peace for many years. As the younger brother of the emperor of Zhonglu, he is the prince of Xiaoyao in peacetime.

He left [-] elite soldiers for me, perhaps, he has already thought about it...

I sighed a little, and wanted to ask another question, but when I looked up, I realized that the Great Monk Fa Yuan had already left.I was so contemplative just now that I didn't pay attention.

At this time, many pilgrims came to offer incense. I was standing in the middle of the hall, so I backed away and turned to leave the hall.

The old lady listened to the Buddhist scriptures for an hour, and I was afraid that she would not leave. I was a little bored waiting at the gate, so I slowly walked out of the temple gate and walked slowly towards the back mountain.

It's cold in winter, and the Zen temple is halfway up the mountain. When we first walked, there were still people on the road, but when we walked further, it became quiet.

It has been snowing for several days, no one walks in the mountains, and the ground is naturally covered with thick snow. I walked forward step by step, and the scenery in front of me was picturesque, with a silvery white.

After walking for a while, passing through a shallow forest, we came to a wide field.

This place is where Yunshang talked to me back then. It was late summer, and she took off her socks to tread water and tried to catch fish.

I was in a trance for a while, walked two steps, sat on a strange rock, there was a bird singing in the distance, and my heart was a little quiet.

After sitting for a while, feeling a little cold, I got up and wanted to go back, but I heard a call, "Hey! Girl, the girl in the brocade, wait a minute."

Um, call me?
I stopped and turned around, and on the other side of the stream was standing a woman in a white fur cloak.

(End of this chapter)