dear miss jane

Chapter 734

Chen Zifan drank wine decadently. During the days when he thought he had lost everything, wine became his partner, accompanying him to sleep and waking up.

Although Ji Linlin lives with him, so what, he can treat her as air for someone he doesn't love, she can't enter his world, and she can't know how bitter his heart is. In fact, Ji Linlin's thoughts for him He knew very well, but it was impossible, they were impossible, so they didn't even have a chance.

But Ji Linlin didn't give up, she was very stubborn and persistent, doing everything that could get his attention, even if it upset him.

If it was before he met Jane Xin, he might be able to accept it, but now, he knows that his feelings for Jane Xin have changed, even so, he can't get out, so he can only suffer more .

Don't want to, can't, don't want to!
He told himself how much he didn't want to lose, he wanted to save everything, but who gave him a chance?One must lose to grow, but it hurts too much, he hurts too much.

Problems and contradictions still exist.

"She has nothing to do with you. Why are you torturing yourself so much?"

"Chen Zifan, don't be stupid! You are the one who hurts you, and I am the only one who loves you!"

Ji Linlin cried to stop him, but Chen Zifan ignored him, there was still a chance to make up for what he missed, and he didn't want to lose it, but why couldn't he get love if God didn't give him a chance?Does he have to suffer all his life?so cruel?
That's right, jealousy, he has never been so jealous of a person, Xiang Yihang, why did he get Jane Xin's love and heart.

For Ji Linlin, now she knows how difficult it is for her to love someone who no longer loves her. Is it true that Chen Zifan is also contradictory and painful?They always like to look at other people's happiness, never knowing that they also need to be comforted by others, as long as he turns around, he will be where he can see him.

Will there still be a chance?Even just once, she doesn't want to give up.

"Chen Zifan, give me a chance to love you once," Ji Linlin said, "I understand your pain, only I can understand you."

"You are not alone, I will accompany you."

"But I don't need it."

Chen Zifan refused, "I don't need you."

"Then what do you need? Li Na or Jane Xin? Who will come to you again? Why are you in so much pain? Why can't a man live and take good care of himself!"

"Chen Zifan, open your eyes and take a good look. The person by your side has always been me, only I have never left you!"

"Why can't you accept that I love you? It's because of Jane Xin, but I don't mind at all. The person I love is what you want and you!"

"Chen Zifan, we can also live happily together. Having children and a family is no worse than Jane Xin. Please, don't hurt yourself again. Let's love once again. If we really can't be together in the end I won't force it, at least give it a chance!"

"It hurts me to see you sad, you are not only torturing yourself, but also me!"

"OK."

Ji Linlin walked up to him and wanted to hug him, Chen Zifan stood up and faced her, Ji Linlin's face was full of tears, she loved him so much, but Chen Zifan couldn't feel it.

"I can only treat you as my younger sister, Ji Linlin, you shouldn't love me, and you can't love me."

"I want to be alone, you don't understand my sadness at all, and you can't understand it!"

"Don't always be self-righteous, loving someone who doesn't love you is far more painful and difficult than you imagined!"

"Yeah, isn't that what you are?"

(End of this chapter)