Returning to the Pastoral: Mrs. Yipin

Chapter 253 Responsibilities
"Sister-in-law, I didn't..."

Lu Xi'er shook her head slightly, looking at Su Yun with sadness in her eyes, "If you can't marry Lu Lang, then what does it matter who you marry?"

Su Yun was stunned for a moment, and then a feeling of heartache filled his chest.She has never been in a serious relationship, but she also had a crush on others when she was young.I also saw that the person I liked fell in love with someone else because I hadn't had time to confess my love in the future. Although the feelings at that time were not unforgettable, for me at that age, such loss was also painful.

The two were silent, and after a long time, Su Yun raised his head and let out a long sigh, and said, "Sister, do you know what you are talking about?"

While talking, he walked to the table, sat down slowly, poured himself a glass of water, raised his head and drank the water in one gulp, and then slowly said: "Sister, have you heard such a sentence?"

After a pause, he smiled and said, "It's extremely difficult to be a human being. My sister-in-law is someone who has experienced it, so I know that you are suffering very much now. But it is because of the extreme suffering that you can experience the bliss. There are no great people in this world who can make achievements like you. Others have more, but they have only learned one thing."

Su Yun said and looked at Lu Xier, "Learn to laugh out loud in times of suffering. You feel that you are in pain now, but there are more people in this world who are suffering more than you. Think about the days when you didn't have enough to eat, think about it. Thinking back to the days when you were bullied by others, it was not easy for you to be the elder sister, and you had a very hard time, but is it easy for your sister-in-law? If your husband is gone, and your sister-in-law is like you, chasing after your brother, what about you? What should I do?"

"It's not easy for people to live. Even the saints in the Golden Temple can't live as they want. Sister-in-law can understand you and Lu Da, but can the etiquette of this world tolerate you? You want to go far away? Well, sister-in-law can do it for you." You prepare money, take care of everything for you, and let you go far away. What about the future, how will you live in the future? Will the clan let you go?"

"Since you like Lu Da, haven't you thought about him? You want him to abandon his old parents and leave with you, and then he will never see each other for the rest of his life. For the rest of his life, he keeps recalling that he abandoned his parents. The truth, and then suffer for a lifetime?!"

"Sister-in-law, I, I didn't, I didn't..."

Lu Xi'er finally reacted, backed away with a pale face, shaking her head like a rattle, "I, I didn't let him, I didn't let..."

"You didn't? But you are doing it. If I hadn't stopped you that day, you would have made a big mistake. Lu Da is the eldest son of the family, his father has bad legs, and he is the only grown man in the family. If he followed you If they leave, their family will collapse..."

Su Yun sighed slightly, "If something goes wrong with his parents and relatives, tell me, elder sister, can your conscience be at ease in this life? What about Lu Da? What would he think? You are still young, and there are many people in this world You can’t see things clearly, some things are impossible to do, once you do it, you will regret it for the rest of your life..."

Seeing Lu Xi'er's pale face, Su Yun sighed again, staring at Lu Xi'er, and said seriously: "Sister-in-law's words still count, if you really want to leave with Lu Da, then let sister-in-law take care of everything for you." .Just before that, you have to think clearly..."

Su Yun's tone gradually became harsher, "No matter what choice you make, you must clearly know the consequences of the choice and whether you can bear it... People can pursue their own desires, but only if On the basis of not hurting others, and also, be responsible for yourself!"

After Su Yun finished speaking, he got up, took a deep breath and said, "You are an older child, not Yuaner and the others. As the eldest sister in the family, you can't be willful like a child. Because a child will be self-willed. Cute, but if an adult is more willful, he will be extremely irresponsible to himself and the people around him who care about you. This is all my sister-in-law said, you should think about it."

Lu Xi'er stared blankly at Su Yun's leaving back. After a long time, tears flowed down her cheeks, and she murmured: "Sister-in-law, I understand what you're saying, but if there is no Lu Lang, I will be alive again in the future." What does it taste like?"

Crying and throwing herself on the bed, Su Yun's words pierced her heart like a needle, "If something happens to their parents, can you rest assured?"

"Can I feel at ease?"

Lu Xi'er muttered to herself, "If this is the case, will Lu Lang still accept me?"

Tears kept falling while talking, love in youth and ignorance is always bitter, and Lu Xier is experiencing this bitterness at the moment, no one can really help her except herself.

The days passed like water again, and half a month later, Lu Xi'er finally cheered up.He was also busy helping Su Yun with housework and business affairs.

Seeing this, Su Yun felt slightly relieved.

Time is the best healing medicine, all pain will be reduced to dust in front of time, maybe there will be a slight heartache when thinking about it in the future, but it will not be so unforgettable after all.

The turmoil disappeared invisibly. Although Lu Xier would still cry when she thought of Lu Da in the middle of the night, she still made her own choice and assumed the responsibilities that an adult should have.

"Miss, that Mr. Cao has come to see you again..."

"Why are you here again?"

Lu Xi'er murmured softly, this Cao Kun has been coming to the door frequently in the past half month, and he always uses some weird gadgets to please himself, which is extremely obvious to him.It's just that she pretended to be Lu Lang in her heart, and besides resisting this man's hospitality, she also felt a little panic.

I always feel like I have failed others' good intentions, the more attentive I am to myself, the more out of breath I feel.

"The madam is seeing him..."

Listening to Ying Liuliu's report, Lu Xier thought for a while and said, "Then let sister-in-law deal with him, I won't marry him."

Ying Liuliu was a little puzzled and said: "Miss, I actually think Mr. Cao is quite a nice person, and he looks handsome too."

"Then I decide to marry you to him, okay?"

Lu Xi'er smiled lightly, looked at Ying Liuliu's flushed little face, thought for a while and said, "You should be sixteen this year, right? It's time to get married..."

"Oh, big girl, don't make fun of me, you are not married, how can I get married..."

Ying Liuliu was an outspoken girl, when she saw Lu Xier making fun of herself, she couldn't help but pouted, "Madam found you a companion room, I won't be able to serve you when you get married..."

Seeing that Lu Xi'er was displeased when she heard the word "accompanying room", she hurriedly shut her mouth and said with a smile: "Miss, Mr. Cao caught a bird for you, it's so pretty, why don't you go out and have a look? "

"Little bird?"

Lu Xier was stunned for a moment, then shook her head, and said: "This man is really boring, isn't he a catcher from the yamen? Why is he still hunting birds? If you want to see it, go and watch it. I'm tired, I want to rest for a while... "

PS: I'm so sleepy, but I have to persevere, I can't keep my promises, I have to watch the fourth watch today... By the way, I seem to keep my promises all the time... My integrity was eaten by dogs, forgive me for being an unscrupulous gentleman Bar……

(End of this chapter)