Returning to the Pastoral: Mrs. Yipin

Chapter 267 You don't understand anything
Su Yun was silent for a long time, and after a while, he smiled wryly, and said with a sob: "Thank you, my son, for your love."

After speaking, he felt as if all his strength had been drained, he struggled a bit, and wanted to get up from the bed, but was held down by Xuan Haorui.

Xuan Haorui stared at Su Yun for a long time, then sighed slightly: "I have sent someone to report to your house, saying that the mother concubine left you in the mansion for the night, and I will return early tomorrow morning."

After a pause, he continued: "It's getting late now, and you will inevitably worry the children when you go back like this. Let's stay here tonight. When you feel better, it's not too late to go back."

After finishing speaking, without allowing Su Yun to refute, he rushed to the door and shouted: "Xiao Luzi, bring the food."

He smiled slightly at Su Yun and said, "Eating is a big deal, no matter what happens, let's eat something first."

Su Yun nodded, and did not refuse Xuan Haorui's kindness.To be honest, let her go home now, she really doesn't know how to face the children.If the children look at their red and swollen eyes, they must be worried.

And I don't know how to tell them.

Why are you crying?What are you crying for?

For Lu Shi?Tell them that their clan brother is going to marry the princess?She couldn't explain such an explanation.

Xiaoluzi came up with a group of servants carrying food.The white rice porridge boiled in chicken broth, added shredded mushrooms and shredded chicken, and sprinkled with a little spring onion, looks appetizing.Coupled with two small dishes, although simple, it is easy to make people feel satisfied.

It's just that the delicacy that was so attractive to Su Yun seems to be overshadowed by this bitter feeling of loss.Su Yun was just eating numbly, acting mechanically like a marionette, anyone could see that her mind wasn't on it at all at the moment.

And the delicacy in his mouth also lost its proper taste, what Su Yun tasted was only full of bitterness.

"First love is beautiful, but most of them end without a problem."

I don't know where I heard or saw a sentence in my previous life, and it flooded into my mind at this moment.

Tears fell silently.

The food in the bowl lost its flavor and became unpalatable.

Silently put down the chopsticks, lowered his head and said, "I'm full."

Xuan Haorui put down his chopsticks and looked at Su Yun silently.

At this moment, she is weak, a weakness he has never shown since he knew her, and he is both jealous and pity.

Xuan Haorui watched silently like this, and the woman seemed to have a soul dissociated from her body, her tears flowed silently, crying very quietly, but it was very heartbreaking.

No one spoke, just sat quietly like this.

Under the candlelight, the tearful woman in Lihua was very pitiful, but the tears were not shed for him. Thinking of this, Xuan Haorui couldn't help but feel a bit bitter in his mouth.

"Sanniang..."

Xuan Haorui called out in a low voice, and seeing that the woman didn't respond, he stretched out his hand and pushed her, saying: "What are you doing so listlessly? There are so many good men in the world, that idiot is not good enough for you."

Su Yun bit his lip, only to hear these words in his ears, and the pain in his heart deepened a bit.

Suddenly, sadly, she found out that the relationship between her and Lu Shi was inexplicable at first, and now, she is even a little uncertain. Did they really love each other?

Memories are like a movie, jumping across scenes in front of her eyes, she tries to open her eyes wide, trying to find a reason to persist in these pictures.

But no matter how hard she searched, she found sadly that there was nothing in the memories that belonged to her and Lu Shi.

In the end, there was only the sad self.

Tossing and turning, those sleepless nights, only myself.

Her heart was like a river breaking its embankment, and it was shattered all of a sudden. The startled people screamed and left. The world was dejected, leaving her wandering alone.

It was just the beginning, but it ended like this, the first love, fresh and heavy.

It's hard to put into words the feeling of heartache, her heart convulsed, and she suddenly felt some hatred, she knew she shouldn't blame Lu Shi, she had no reason to blame him, right?

The result is already known, isn't it?I have known for a long time that the identities of the two are different, but why are they still stuck in it?

At this moment, Su Yun suddenly realized that his tolerance for Lu Shi and his casualness towards him had actually planted a love for him as early as the moment he walked out of the ancestral hall with his hand, but she didn't know it.

Thinking of this, she hated it even more.

Since there was no result, why did God let her understand her own mind?
Lying on the table, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

He is getting married, he is going to marry a wife, but the person is not himself!

Past oaths are like bitter wine in a cup, illuminating every bleak corner of the past, everything from yesterday fell in embarrassment with the rain in front of the window, and went away...

Her body was shivering, she felt cold and tired, the love affair that ended without a cause, she was serious.

A warm hand stretched out and pulled her up from the table, and a shout exploded in her ear, "Su Sanniang! How long are you going to cry?!"

Su Yun raised his head, looked at Xuan Haorui with tears in his eyes, suddenly pushed Xuan Haorui away madly, and then rushed forward, hitting Xuan Haorui's chest with his clenched fist, her voice became Sharp and sharp, "What do you know?! What do you know?! How can a high-ranking, carefree prince and grandson like you know heartache, how can he know sadness?!! Why can't I cry, why can't I Cry?! Don’t people like me even have the right to cry?!!”

After saying this, my hands hang down feebly, my heart dies, but those fantasies are still there...

Xuan Haorui grabbed her hanging hands, and said calmly: "How do you know I don't?"

After speaking, he pulled Su Yun to go out. Su Yun struggled and screamed: "Where are you taking me?! I won't go, I won't go! I've had enough of threats from you dignitaries! I No, I'm not going anywhere, you, don't force me... woo woo woo..."

The voice gradually became low, and at the end there was only the sound of crying.

"Look at yourself!"

Xuan Haorui grabbed Su Yun's face and said angrily: "Look at yourself now?!! Where is your elegance and grace? You say I don't understand, you say I don't feel sad, Su Sanniang , I found that you are really self-righteous, you judge others by yourself, is that how you judge others by yourself? Heh..."

Xuan Haorui sneered, "Okay, okay, tell me, why do you think that my son won't be heartbroken, and won't understand sadness?!"

Taking a deep breath, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and there was a trace of sarcasm, "It seems that I really think highly of you, you are just like the world. You don't understand anything, and you define a person inexplicably. Am I sinister? I'm high above me, I don't understand sadness?! Su Sanniang, you are so ridiculous!"

(End of this chapter)