I heard that you are always alone

Chapter 1 Milan has no next forever

My name is Jiuyue.

If I hadn't met that man, I think even if I was abandoned and neglected, I would be a calm and easy-going woman.

However, I finally met it, when I was most helpless.

Although my physique is not very good, I am always weak and weak, but I still hang around the nightclubs in Milan day and night, playing until I am exhausted every night, exhausting all my enthusiasm, and finally I am so tired that I don’t say a word.

He always looks plain, but he likes to wear sharp high heels, especially black.I always laughed out loud. When I graduated from high school, in the souvenir book I bought at a roadside stall, someone used a beautiful sentence to describe my smile: eyes bent into blurred arcs.Later, I tore off that page of the booklet and put it in a drawer. I would occasionally turn it out and read it, telling myself, don’t forget that I still have such a deliberate and beautiful smile.

During those years in Milan, I had three good friends and one boyfriend—if Fu Heng counted my boyfriend.

Ji Xiaoqing is a gentle girl, her eyes are always blinking when she speaks, she has long eyelashes that flutter, and two shallow sweet dimples.She likes love, and she pursues material things. She said that love is beautiful, as beautiful as material things.

Therefore, she needs a love full of material things.

Another friend is Xiangnan. If I don’t see this person, but just hear this name, I always feel that this is a wonderful woman. However, the reality is not ideal. She has short hair, thin cheekbones, and pale cheeks. She is a resolute and decisive woman.

There is also a friend named Cheng Zi, who has the best family background in our circle.

Xiangnan always wanted to create her own brand after graduation, but Xiaoqing wanted to marry a good husband after graduation.

I envy them very much. People who have ideals, goals and pursuits are always good.I will never live so lonely and powerless like me.

Sometimes I don’t sleep all night, and I squat on the sofa in the living room drinking alone. After drinking, the sky turns pale, and I fall into a deep sleep on the bed. When I wake up the next day, it is almost dark.

My hair is always messy and grows to my waistline. The most gentle care I give it is to wash my hair every day when I get up, wash it for a long time, and then loose it casually, or put it in a messy ponytail.

I haven't permed or dyed it. It's not that I don't like the ostentatious colors and gorgeous curly hair. On the contrary, I'm always envious. However, I am too lazy to take care of it, but I am obsessed with long hair.

At that time, I didn't know that this kind of life was the best day in my youth, so I squandered endlessly, never cherished it, and never stopped to tell myself: I am so pure and happy now.

It was already autumn in Milan at this time, and I was half lying on the pure white Hennessy leather sofa, looking at Xiangnan who was seriously drawing design drawings: "Shall we go play tonight?"

"Huh?" She responded casually, but her hands and eyes were not half an inch away from the design drawing.

"Stop drawing! Let's go out to play, and invite Cheng Zi to treat you today?"

"No." She said without raising her head.

I turned my head to look at Xiaoqing. She was drinking coffee and reading fashion magazines with her legs crossed.

"Is there a man?" She asked the usual question lazily.

"Uh..." I faltered for a while, and said without confidence: "Isn't Cheng Zi?"

"He's not quite a man."

"Then who counts?"

"Like Shi Beicheng." She didn't even think about it, this woman only had Shi Beicheng on her mind.

I really don't know what's so good about that man, he fascinated her so much.

"Okay, no." I stood up and stroked my long, transparent nails: "I'll go by myself."

"where are you going?"

"Look for Chengzi."

"Hey!"

I took the car keys, waved my hand, walked to the door without looking back, put on ten-inch high heels, and slammed the door away.

Ji Xiaoqing's whining voice came from behind: "Has this woman gone drinking again?"

Cheng Zi insisted that I take a ride in his new car, so I had no choice but to abandon my red BMW MINI.

I opened the car door and jumped in.

Cheng Zi didn't even look at me, he started the car and started racing, I turned my head and looked at the high sky, Milan, Milan, Milan is empty to me.

This kind of weather is very similar to the day when I first met Fu Heng in Milan. At that time, I didn't like him, but in a strange country, when I was lonely, I couldn't help a man caring for me.

Until the end, I also felt that I loved him very much, but loving him made me even more lonely.

"Where are you going?" Cheng Zi asked casually.

I shook my head and raised the corners of my mouth lightly, I don't know where to go.

"Go wherever you want, people will get numb after staying in the house for a long time."

Cheng Zi smiled, and the car turned into a quiet alley.

Along the way, Cheng Zi was hesitant to speak, as if he was hiding something from me.

"Is there anything you can't say?" I asked him.

He looked ahead and hesitated for a long time: "Yes, there is one thing that I think I need to let you know, if you keep it from you, it's really wrong for us to be friends..."

But at this moment, my mobile phone rang in my pocket.I picked it up and saw that it was Xiangnan, so I picked it up.

"Hello?" I lazily.

But he was taken aback by the sudden soft and numb voice: "I said Jiuyue..."

"What's wrong with you? Ask me something?" I said.

"Hey, don't you want to go out to play! I'm done, Xiaoqing has nothing to do, where are you, let's go find you!"

I switched to my right hand to hold the phone, and at the same time adjusted my sitting posture, and asked her seriously: "What's the situation?"

——It's nothing, she won't talk to me so softly!
"It's okay, it's just that our sisters haven't gone out to play together for a long time, and haven't gone out to harm men for a long time, so let's go crazy for a while today!"

When I heard it, it was true that playing with Cheng Zi was better than playing with my sisters, so I simply said on the phone: "Okay! Then we will go shopping, then go back to find you, and go to the bar to go crazy at night."

"Succeed, Xiaoqing has already started painting her face, then we will wait for you."

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After hanging up the phone, I told Cheng Zi to go back.

Cheng Zi was unwilling: "Co-author and treat me as a free driver!"

"What do you want to be! Be careful, I'll go back and tell our family, Fu Heng, to tell LISA all your affairs outside, and see how you clean up the mess."

After hearing this, he curled his lips and wanted to say something, but he still didn't say anything.

"What's wrong? Scared?"

He shook his head: "I have nothing to be afraid of. Lisa didn't take me that seriously at first. Unlike you, she is so devoted. Let me tell you, if you are really serious, you will also take good care of your family Fu Heng." gone."

"Who said that? Who said I'm dead set, you're dead set, your whole family is dead set..."

"Cheng Chengcheng, stop talking, I was wrong."

Seeing that he admitted his mistake, the hand I took out was about to pat his head, and I retracted it in mid-air, "It's not bad. Tell you, don't insult my independence!"

"Are you independent?"

"Yes!" I nodded, "Independent, live alone!"

"I hope so."

After he said this, I didn't talk back, because I suddenly lacked confidence.

Yeah, am I independent?Am I living alone?

I just seem to be in a hurry, but in fact, my car and my house are all obtained from Fu Heng?Although the conditions at home can provide me with these materials, I don't want to take any money from them.

I don't like my stepfather.

Because of him, my biological father is still lying on the hospital bed, always with an expressionless expression and a soul without a soul.

Yes, my father turned into a vegetable in an accident, and the reason for this accident was because he was in a hurry to chase after my eloped mother.

At that time, I was only 12 years old.

My parents had already signed the divorce agreement, but I couldn't bear my mother, and I couldn't bear to see my father's sad appearance, so I cried and asked my father to chase my mother back.

As a result, not only the mother could not come back, but even the father became a lifeless body.

It seems that since then, I have become very snobbish.

I clearly know how hateful the man who abducted my mother is, and I hate him and her crazily in my heart.

However, I chose to live with my mother without hesitation, because I needed their money and the living expenses they gave me to give my father the best treatment.

In fact, I have told myself many times that I must live alone and have my own career and economy, so that I can no longer depend on others, so that I can swagger away from that disgusting home.

However, he met Fu Heng.

He raised me, who had just learned to survive on my own, into such a lazy and crazy cripple.

I am ignorant and ignorant, but I fully believe in his promise: I don't need you to do anything, I will give you everything you need.

Those words, like the words my father said to me when I was young, are warm and at the same time make my heart soft and proud.

Xiangnan and Xiaoqing didn't let me drive there because they knew me too well, and said that I must be drunk when I came back, how to drive?
But I insisted on driving, because it has been like this for so many years.

"Don't worry, don't you drive the car every time, and call Fu Heng to pick me up when you come back? Just let him drive back."

The two of them couldn't resist, so they had to look at Cheng Zi with a bitter face.

Just as Cheng Zi was about to speak, I pushed the door open and yelled, "Hurry up! Do you want to go or not? It's so long-winded!"

They had no choice but to follow me out.

The bar has just opened at this time, and there is no business yet.

When the boss saw that we were some of our regular customers, he came over to greet us with a smile and asked us what wine we were drinking today.

I quickly waved my hand, indicating that it was still the same.

So not long after the boss left, a waiter brought up three bottles of wine and some desserts.

I have this habit of always eating a few local dessert snacks before drinking, otherwise I will always have a stomachache.

"Tell me, is there something I'm sorry for, and suddenly you are willing to put down your precious design to hang out with me?" I looked at Xiangnan, sipping dessert.

She glanced at Xiaoqing with a somewhat embarrassed expression on her face.

"What's the matter?"

"Xiaoyue..." Xiaoqing opened her mouth, but closed her mouth again.

"Tell me, I will do whatever I can to help you!"

"Actually……"

"Xiaoqing, have a drink first, we'll talk later." Xiangnan stopped her in time.

"Just say what you want, why are you hesitating, and let me play!" I threw down the fork and looked at the two of them depressedly.

"Then...you must not be too sad, actually...it's nothing at all, I know you are very strong, it's no big deal..." Xiaoqing struggled to think of words.

"Ji Xiaoqing," Xiangnan picked up the wine glass and drank it with his head up, and immediately had the courage to look at death as home, "Let me tell you, Jiuyue, Fu Heng is having an affair, and may be married soon, so you put Let him turn over, we Jiuyue will have the same job with him or without him, let him marry that ignorant woman like a grandma, huh? Do you think so?" After she finished speaking, she glanced at Cheng Zi, and Cheng Zi also Stupid, he may have known about Fu Heng a long time ago, but he has been hiding it until now, but he didn't expect to be told by Xiangnan.

I stared at the three of them stupidly for a full minute, and then laughed so hard that tears and snot flowed out.

"What joke are you talking about? Fu Heng doesn't understand other people, don't you understand? I have been chasing me since high school, all the way from Beijing to Milan. My mother would look down on him. He wagged his tail and swayed beside me differently. Come and go, now that I give him a good face, he will find a woman outside?"

"Jiuyue, you have to know that men are like this, the less they can get, the better." Xiaoqing said.

"The more you get it, the more you will go out to find women." Xiangnan added.

"They are right." Cheng Zi concluded.

"Fart!" I raised my hand and poured half of the bottle of wine into my stomach, "Where's Fu Heng? What about others? Why doesn't he come and tell me?"

"If he's going to tell you, we won't come here to be bad guys."

"What do you mean?" I don't understand.

"He didn't cheat in a day or two. This woman followed her right after she arrived in Milan," Cheng Zi said.

I collapsed on the sofa, suddenly silent.

It has been more than three years since I came to Milan. He knew that I love to play, so he gave me enough time to eat, drink and have fun, bought me a car, rented a house for me, and gave me a lot of money to go shopping and buy luxury goods, he said , He wanted to give me the best life, the most space and tolerance.

So, did I just become a mistress invisibly?

I picked up the glass and refilled myself.The shallow, transparent liquid looks particularly bright at the bottom of the glass.

I laughed and raised my head to look at my three good friends. I only felt that my eyes were hot and uncomfortable, and my throat was a little congested, but I still smiled.

What people call being lovelorn and betrayal is probably this kind of feeling.

"Don't look at me with such disgusting Bala eyes, I'm fine." My voice suddenly became very calm.

Because I never thought that I would encounter him cheating like this, and I never thought about the future, so I lived like this day after day, and I also thought about whether he would fall in love with other women, but I I always thought that he was the kind of man who would tell me immediately if he changed his mind.

Because he said he wanted to give me enough space and freedom.

So I feel that he has positioned me in the ranks of unrestrained women, and even if he changes his mind, I will laugh it off instead of hiding and covering it up.

But obviously not, he played with me for three years.I also went to show off how good our family Fu Heng was to me whenever I met.

Really ridiculous.

Just like that, he smirked and kept adding wine to himself.

Xiangnan came over and took my hand: "Yue, you can't drink any more."

"Why?" I broke free from her hand and took a big sip of wine, "You know, I'm in a bad mood, wouldn't it be too cruel if you don't even let me drink wine?"

Xiangnan thought for a while, and had no choice but to give up and stop stopping me.

She called the waiter and ordered two more bottles.

He poured himself a full glass, and then filled both Cheng Zi and Xiao Qing.

"That's called girlfriends!" I laughed out loud.

They also laughed and drank one cup after another with me.I don't know why, while liquid poured into my throat, liquid flowed out from the corner of my eye.

No matter how I endured it, the tears just flowed down disobediently.

Finally, I called Fu Heng.

His voice was a little tired on the other end of the phone, asking me why I called him so late.I was silent for a few seconds and said, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

He felt baffled, but he still said to me in an almost pampering tone: "Xiaoyue, are you drinking again?"

I said: "Yes."

"Okay, then you wait for me there, I'll take a taxi and drive your car back, have fun, be careful."

When I hung up the phone, I despised myself for not being able to speak up and expose him.

In a trance, not long after, he came.

He came over and helped me up when I was crumbling, and said to the three of them, "I'm really sorry to trouble you again."

Xiaoqing curled her lips: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

He didn't pay attention, just put me on the sofa, went to the cashier to pay the bill, and then came back and helped me out.

I leaned on his shoulder, my stomach felt as if it was on fire.I thought about it and said, "Fu Heng, drink with me."

"Xiaoyue, you drank too much today, can you drink it another day?"

"No, just today."

"I'm going home today, go home and sleep." He helped me and continued walking.

I struggled to break free from him.Looking at his clean and clear pupils at the door: "I want to drink today!"

"Jiuyue!" He would yell at me like this when he was in a hurry.

"Why? Why?" I looked at him. If today passed, I was afraid that I would not have the courage to ask.

"What why?" He looked at me puzzled, then at Cheng Zi.

Cheng Zi silently lit a cigarette at the side, and said to Fu Heng: "Hengzi, let's go first, you should have a good chat with her, she is not in a good mood."

After finishing speaking, Cheng Zi drove the two of them away, and Fu Heng and I stood face to face.

"Okay, go home, dear." He coaxed me.

"No."

"Then what do you want to do? Tell me."

"Are you impatient? Are you finally impatient with me?" I cried, tears falling.

He sighed, "Xiaoyue, don't be childish."

Child temper?
I sneered, pushed him away, and stood at the door blowing cold wind.

I need to wake up, it seems that I am really dizzy.

After a long time, I moved slowly and walked to the car he sent me.Seeing that I was finally willing to come over, he raised the corners of his mouth, and a reassuring smile bloomed on his face.

I looked around and saw only a few flower pots scattered along the roadside. I could tell that they were the plants that the owner liked.

I have seen many times during the day that the owner of the store is doing business, while carefully watering it with a water bottle.

Among them, there was an empty flower pot with no soil or plants. I walked over, reached out and picked it up. It was not very heavy.

"What are you going to do?" Fu Heng has always only dared to ask me, not to stop me.

"I hate it, don't I? I'm scary, don't I?" As I said, I picked up the flower pot and threw it at the red car.

With a bang, the glass of the car window shattered, and at the same time, I heard my heart shatter.

"What are you doing!" Fu Heng finally became anxious, and stretched out his hand to pull me.

"What am I doing? What do you say I am doing? I don't want any of these things you gave me!"

"You drank too much and messed around!" He grabbed my hand and walked to the side of the road, "Let's take a taxi back, and tomorrow I will ask someone to clean it up."

"No, I don't want it."

"Xiaoyue!" He sighed, "Are you really spoiled by me?"

"Really?" I looked at him, tears finally welling up in my eyes again, "I'm spoiled by you, so what about her?"

He froze for a moment, then fell silent.

After a long time, he said softly, "You know everything?"

"Yeah, I know everything. What should I do? I heard that you are getting married, but I don't know anything."

"Little Moon..."

"I'm very funny, isn't it? I've always been grateful to you for giving me so much space, and thank you for pampering me all the time. It turns out that you just achieved the best of both worlds."

He still held my hand, but the hands that once gave me infinite warmth became extremely cold in the winter night in Milan.

I looked up at the sky, there were no stars at all.

He looked at me and said, "I'm sorry."

I didn't look at him, I still looked at the sky: "I'm very angry, really."

"Xiaoyue, that's the ending my parents arranged for me. I don't want to hurt you, but I dare not tell you. I thought we would always be like this. I didn't think about it. I just want to be able to One day counts as one day..."

"Don't talk about it." I took a breath: "I'm going to graduate soon, and I should leave anyway."

He looked at me in surprise, his expression and tone were as sad as when I first met him.

I think of those days when I first came to Milan, I couldn’t get used to everything here, so he would make me happy every day in different ways and let me fall in love with this city.

He took me to Navigli to listen to traditional jazz, to listen to a good Italian rock band live, to buy expensive clothes in Via Monte Napoleone.

He said: "I can let you have whatever you like."

I believed in his oath too much, and I was too used to his kindness to me, so I completely ignored it, and I didn't even know when there was an extra woman by his side.

"Let's go, since you won't drink with me for the last drink, then let's go." I still said it flatly.

"Xiaoyue." I don't know what's wrong today, he doesn't seem to be able to say anything, he only calls me by my name.

"You go."

He still stood there calmly, looking at me.

"You go!" I pushed him, "Leave me alone, we are nothing from now on! —— If you don't go, will you? Then I'll go, don't chase me, don't bother me."

I staggered forward, not knowing where I was going, I just thought, let’s end today, don’t procrastinate while I’m still drunk, if you betray, you have to end it once you break up.

"Okay, okay, don't move. If I don't go over there, I'll call Cheng Zi to come back and pick you up."

After speaking, he called.

I knelt down, hugged my head, and burst into tears. The winter in Milan is so cold.

I haven't been home for a long time, and I don't know how my father is now, is he still looking lifeless at the roof every day?
I don’t know if it’s because of a broken relationship, or because of being drunk. This night was very sad. I squatted on the side of the road and kept crying. Finally, I vaguely saw a man walking towards me. He held my shoulders. , asked me in nice Italian if I was okay, I answered him directly in Chinese: I'm fine.Then continue to cry.

Hearing this, he showed his two rows of teeth happily, and said in standard Chinese, "So you are also Chinese."

I raised my head, feeling dizzy, but his face was beautiful, with sharp edges and corners. I smiled at him, then turned my head to look in Fu Heng's direction.

He just hung up the phone, saw me looking at him, then at the man beside me, and walked over slowly.

"Who are you?" he asked.

I stood up, looked at Fu Heng, wiped away my tears, and with a smug smile on the corner of my mouth, I threw myself into the arms of the strange man, whispering: "Young Master Yan, go home, take me home."

He froze for a moment, then hugged me tightly, with a warm breath blowing on my face: "Okay."

I looked up and saw that he was so good-looking and had such a nice voice.

I grinned, smiled, and closed my eyes, knowing nothing.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, the phone next to my pillow rang loudly, I opened my eyes in a daze, and raised my hand to press it.

But suddenly found that this room was very strange.

I sat up suddenly: "Where is this?"

But there is no one around, it is empty, only my own echo.

I rubbed my matted hair, had a splitting headache from a hangover, and tried to think about yesterday.

Drink, drink, punch, drink.

Later, Xiangnan told me that I had been betrayed.

Later, I called Fu Heng and he came.

after that……

I tried my best to recall, but my memory only stayed in the last part where I picked up the flowerpot and smashed the car, and then I didn't know anything.

God, what have I done?Who sent me here?

I stood up, hurried to the window, looked down, it was not high, it looked like a three-story building, and on the plaque below, the capitalized word "albergo" (hotel) was reflected.

I immediately ran back and picked up the phone that was screaming, it was Xiangnan, and I quickly picked it up: "Hey, Xiangnan, where are you? Where am I?"

"You have a fever? I was just about to ask you, how do I know where you are?"

"Yeah, where am I? Come and pick me up."

"How can I pick you up if you don't tell me where you are?"

"Wait." I opened the door and shouted to the waiter. Not long after, a middle-aged woman came over. I asked her where this is. After she told me, I immediately told Xiangnan, "Did you hear that? Come quickly !"

Twenty minutes later, Xiangnan rushed over in a hurry.

As soon as he entered the door, he immediately asked, "I said Jiuyue, you have a one-night stand, right? Why did you come to such a place?"

"Ah?" I stared at the room distractedly, lowered my head and twisted the strap of the bathrobe: "To be honest... I don't remember, I don't remember anything..."

"Ah?" Xiangnan was immediately alert, she was just joking, but she didn't expect that instead of refuting her, I had this uncertain expression.

"You really don't remember anything?" She looked at me who was bewildered.

"Hmm." I nodded.
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"Oh my god! Then, who changed your bathrobe for you?" She pointed to the fluffy robe hanging on my body.

"Ah..." I just discovered this question suddenly, and immediately changed my expression. After a long time, I shook my head with tears in my voice: "I don't know, Xiangnan, I don't know..."

"It's okay, Xiaoyue, don't cry, it's okay, if you think about it again, could it be... Fu Heng?"

"No!" I immediately shook my head in denial, "It's absolutely impossible, I hate him so much, no matter how drunk I am, I won't let him touch me with a finger!"

"Who is that, my aunt!"

I lowered my head and couldn't recall any other men except Fu Heng.

However, there was a faint smell of tobacco on my body, which was clear and lightly passed into my nostrils. I really didn't know if I had sex with other men.

Because as early as two years ago, I handed myself over to Fu Heng.

Therefore, this night, I seem to be unable to estimate whether I have lost something.

Now that I have broken up with Fu Heng.

What is there to lose?

I sniffed, picked up the clothes on the bedside table, and walked into the bathroom.

Without looking back, he said, "Wait for me, I'll come out after taking a shower and changing clothes."

"Okay." Xiangnan didn't blame me for calling her here in such a hurry but let her sit here and wait for me to take a bath, she just responded softly.

Before going out, I picked up the bathrobe I took off and smelled it again. It really didn't smell like Fu Heng.

Fu Heng's smell is very pure, but this smell is mixed with the vague smell of cigarettes.

Shaking his head, he told himself, whoever he is, don't think about it.

Anyway, I, Jiuyue, have nothing left. Since I don't have any memory of this night, it's best.

Even if he wanted to come to that man, it was only for one night of pleasure.

After returning home, Xiangnan and I tacitly did not say a single word to them. I secretly bought contraceptive pills and swallowed them with cold water.

However, just like that, I lost contact with Fu Heng.

I heard that their wedding will be in one month, and Cheng Zi will definitely go.

Xiangnan and Xiaoqing said that they would not attend his wedding with that woman even if they were killed.

I once asked Cheng Zi insinuatingly, is that woman beautiful?
He faltered and hawed for a long time, and only said that it was very coquettish.

I laughed dryly, that must be pretty, men like flamboyant women.

The day they got married was March [-]rd.

I sit at the desk all day, draw pictures, and rush to draft.

until dark.I groped into the kitchen, poured myself a glass of red wine, then sank into the sofa and drank it down.

The red liquid poured into the stomach, and the stomach was burning like fire.In the darkness, I heard footsteps approaching, and I knew it was Xiangnan without looking.

At this time, damn Xiaoqing should still be tinkering with her expensive cosmetics in the room, or dreaming about her rich second generation unconscionably.

"Xiaoyue." Xiangnan's voice came softly: "The teacher of the printing class told us today that the class will end in two weeks, and then the graduation project, and the remaining few classes are very important. Do you want to listen?"

I shook my head: "I don't want to hear it."

"So, after graduation, where are you going? Xiaoqing said that she wanted to go back to China, saying that it would be too difficult to stay here, and she would be a good designer after going back."

"Well, she's right, but I haven't thought about it yet." I looked at her, "What about you?"

"Me? I don't know yet. I think about this question every day. I want to start a business, but - no funds, no contacts, nothing."

I stopped talking, there was no light in the darkness, I sat there alone, hugging my knees, holding the transparent goblet tightly in my hand.Sitting next to him, Xiangnan silently lit a cigarette and handed it to me.

I shook my head and looked at her with a lonely smile: "I don't know why, but I can't learn to smoke."

She sucked in so silently that I could almost hear my own breathing.

After a long time, I drank the wine in my hand: "I want to take a long vacation."

"Still can't forget?"

I smiled wryly, "I forgot, I forgot long ago."

She covered mine with her hand, "After graduation, let's change the environment and everything will be fine."

"Hmm." I smiled, the wine I just swallowed was almost bitter in my lungs.

Three months have passed in a blink of an eye, and I am busy with papers, designs, drawing, and messy procedures every day, and it will soon be time to talk about work.

Cheng Zi's family owns the leading clothing brand "ann67" in China. When he heard that Xiaoqing was going back to China, he introduced us to his company, but he stayed in Milan to open up new markets.

Because I have designed film-specific costumes for several film companies sporadically, they wanted to keep me in the company after graduation.

As for those film companies, one of them is headquartered in Beijing, and the owner of the company has been to Milan several times. We met at a celebration banquet. In my memory, it was a young man who said "hard work" to us with a glass of wine. Sometimes there are shallow dimples at the corners of the mouth.

After I graduated, he invited me back to China to join his company.

The day of returning home was set on July [-]th when the sun was shining brightly.

When we were transiting at Shanghai Pudong Airport, I took the opportunity to turn on my phone, and three messages immediately appeared on the screen.

They are from Cheng Zi, Fu Heng and a Japanese classmate.

Cheng Zi said, be careful on the road, and contact me at any time after returning home.

Japanese classmates said, Jiu Xiaoyue!You also miss me when you go home!

Fu Heng's text message is very long.Under the harsh sunshine of Shanghai, my eyes were swollen.

He said: Xiaoyue, I know that you are going back to China today, and I don’t know if there will be a chance to meet again in the future. I am married, and Cheng Zi must have told you.In fact, that day, I really hoped to see you at the wedding, but I knew that was impossible, and that would be too unfair to you.That's okay, time will make people forget everything, I'm always sorry for you.Hope you are home and all is well.

Hehe, I hope I'm home, is everything okay?

I will, don't worry, I know how to survive without you.

Or it is because of you that you taught me not to rely on anyone in the future, only myself can be independent and live alone forever.

(End of this chapter)