Su Dongcheng felt that he was about to be tortured to the point of madness. It would be great if his life could be exchanged for hers, instead of living in pain like this now.At this moment, he stood there dazedly, looking at the empty door of the emergency room.

I thought, what would he do if she died?

Die together, or continue to live in guilt and torture?

The more I think about it, the more I blame her!Even more heart-piercing!

After the doctor came out, everyone surrounded him, only he stood outside the crowd with a dull expression.Not far away, Ai Wen'er stood at the corner of the corridor, watching the scene quietly, her gaze fell on Su Dongcheng.

At this moment, I feel that he is quite pitiful.

However, he did it on his own.She had already stated her position, but he was still stubborn.

Some people, if they miss it, they miss it, so why bother to obsess over the past.She thinks that Su Dongcheng feels more guilty about herself than he loves her. Perhaps, he doesn't love herself anymore, it's just because of guilt.

When she heard the doctor say that Ji Xinrou was rescued, she felt at ease and left quietly.

The so-called rescue is just that she continued to breathe. Ji Xinrou was still in a coma, breathing weakly, maintaining her fragile life.

Everyone didn't know whether to breathe a sigh of relief or sigh.

Sometimes I feel that if Ji Xinrou is like this, he might as well die.Sometimes I'm glad that she still has a sigh of relief, Doudou and her mother.

She was sent back to the ward.

Under the leadership of Gu Liangchen, Ji Jingnian went to the patient's side, but he couldn't see anything, he just touched her hand and said nothing.

Grandpa Ji stood aside, turned to look at Su Dongcheng outside, the old man was thoughtful.

Ji Xinrou's mother, Shen Hui, was sitting by the side, stroking her daughter's face, "Poor child, we shouldn't have let Su Dongcheng marry you!", Shen Hui choked up and said.

Gu Liangchen also learned more or less about Su Dongcheng and Ji Xinrou from Ai Wen'er. At the beginning, Su Dongcheng was forced to marry the stupid Ji Xinrou, and failed Ai Wen'er, his lover.

She is silly and cute Su Dongcheng's heart is true.There is nothing wrong with Su Dongcheng, let him face a fool all day long, and he was forced to marry, it's normal to feel unhappy, but, we have been together for so many years, and our son is seven years old, why——

"Auntie, don't cry, it's too late to say this now. I just hope that a miracle will happen, and Sister Rourou can wake up!", Gu Liangchen said.

"What's wrong with our Ji family? Rou Rou is only breathing, and Ah Jing is blind—" Shen Hui stood up, wiped away her tears, and said, looking at Ji Jingnian distressedly.

"Be optimistic! Ah Jing's eyes will be fine! A piece of mouse droppings won't hurt the Ji family!" Grandpa Ji said in a deep voice, his words made the unconscious Ji Xinrou's eyelids twitch.

"Yeah, Brother Ajing's eyes will be fine! Auntie, don't be pessimistic. Sister Rourou is still standing strong. Maybe someday a miracle will happen!" Gu Liangchen said with a smile Well, as long as Ji Jingnian is still alive, she feels that the future is still beautiful, and it will get better!

She wasn't worried about his eyes at all!

Hearing the words of the person beside him, Ji Jingnian's heart was agitated, but he didn't speak.

After going out, Su Dongcheng leaned decadently in the aisle outside, with a bruise on his cheek, "Is Dongzi there?" Ji Jingnian asked in a deep voice.

"Brother Dongzi is here."

Su Dongcheng's pair of empty eyes, this is the brilliance, Ji Jingnian said, talk to him alone, Su Dongcheng took the lead and walked to the end of the aisle, Gu Liangchen sent Ji Jingnian off, and then left quietly.

"Do you still want to beat me? Beat me! Lao Ji, I really want to die now! I really want to die! If I die, these corneas are just for you!" Su Dongcheng stood on the balcony Ji Jingnian roared in pain.

Ji Jingnian was very calm. When he calmed down, he could feel Su Dongcheng's pain. What should be said, he once said, "Dongzi, no one in the Ji family blames you now. The blame is for letting you marry Rourou. Don't I'm blaming myself, I believe Rou Rou doesn't want to see you like this either. Get rid of it, don't feel guilty, and continue with the life you want to live."

Su Dongcheng didn't expect Ji Jingnian to say that, the more he said this, the more pain he felt in his heart, even if Ji Jingnian punished him severely, he would feel better.

"What the hell do I want to live now?!" Su Dongcheng yelled, clasping his head with his hands, then let go in a slumped manner, turned around, and went to the direction of the ward.

Continue to take care of her, make atonement, what else can I do.

Life is gloomy, there is no hope, it doesn't matter tomorrow or the future, if you continue to suffer and want to go, if this is what she wants, it will be a torture to him.

When Su Dongcheng returned to the door of the ward, he saw Grandpa Ji coming out, and Gu Liangchen went to look for Ji Jingnian.

"Grandpa—" Su Dongcheng called out wearily.

"Don't go in, why should you go, the Ji family doesn't need your guilt, and neither does Rourou!", Grandpa Ji said in a deep voice, Su Dongcheng shook his head, and went in anyway.

She was still lying there as usual, motionless, only the electrocardiogram was beating, proving that she was still alive.

His head was bald, now he wore a red woolen cap, his face was pale and his cheeks were thin.

"How long are you going to torture me? Ji Xinrou! How can I suffer if you are so immortal?! Hate me for playing with you all these years, and then abandon you again?! You are a fool, your love , I don't understand! I'm also an asshole, why should I divorce you—" Su Dongcheng yelled, exhausted, and sat on a chair with his head on his head, lowered his head, and pressed her hand.

If time could be turned back, he would not abandon this little fool. For the rest of his life, he would just treat her as his daughter and forget about it. What kind of love does he want, just live in a muddle--

However, time cannot go back.

***

Ji Jingnian was still very withdrawn, often nestled in his room, holding a carving knife and a piece of wood, and sculpting randomly.Gu Liangchen often came up with his daughter in his arms. Although he didn't like to talk to her, she kept talking to him.

Sometimes, when he was sitting at the desk and engraving something, she would lie on the bed and recite the contents of his diary backwards.

"Girl Chen, seeing you standing on the defense bench and defending your client righteously, I feel extremely proud in my heart-little girl, I have finally grown up! I am proud of you and applaud you!"

Gu Liangchen was lying on his bed, talking nasty about the contents of his diary, her little face flushed red from embarrassment, but she looked at his back, still talking.

"Little girl will be a lawyer from now on, no matter when, you have to remember, believe in fairness and justice—"

"Gu Liangchen! You're annoying! Get out!", Ji Jingnian couldn't listen anymore, felt that these words were disgusting, it didn't look like he had written them himself, so he interrupted her with a red face.

Gu Liangchen got up with a smile at this moment, and she, who was wearing slippers, ran behind him, only to hug his neck, her chest pressed against his back.

"Don't go out! Don't you think it's disgusting? These words are all your quotations! I'll print them out later, it's best to publish—"

"You dare! Let me go!" Ji Jingnian said sullenly, with a tense expression, and did not push her. She still hugged his neck and pressed her face against his back, "Mr. Not even cute!", Gu Liangchen said with a smile, sucking the mature masculinity on his body.

Ji Jingnian was speechless, picked up the carving knife and continued to carve.

"When will you come with me to get the certificate? They belong to you now, so irresponsible—" she whispered.

"Are you free? Not working? Not taking cases?" Ji Jingnian said coldly.

"I just recovered from a serious illness! Are you going to drive me to work?!", let go of him, retorted, not really angry, "Husband...", put his hand gently on his arm, and shouted in a low voice.

"You don't need to study after you get a lawyer's qualification certificate? Do you have all kinds of laws and regulations at your fingertips?" He was indifferent to her coquetry and continued to teach.

"Husband... I read books...", she replied, looking at his resolute and stern side face, her heart palpitated, and she stared at him foolishly with greedy eyes.

Ji Jingnian stopped talking and remained silent, with a cold look on his face.

"Why are you willing to go back to how you were before?" He asked softly, sniffing, looking very aggrieved.

Ji Jingnian paused, "Go away if you can't stand it!"

"No! I can't bear it. Seeing you like this now, I think of myself before. It's okay, I won't care. Wait until the day you open your heart completely!" Gu Liangchen came behind him again, covering him with his hands "I really want to donate a cornea to you, and we will become the same. Unfortunately, there is currently no independent cornea transplantation." Gu Liangchen said slowly.

He put down the carving knife in an instant, and slammed the table down heavily!

"You want to prove how great you are? Let me tell you, I don't mind!" He pushed her away, stood up, angrily walked towards the balcony relying on his perception of light, and she quickly followed.

After he stood still on the balcony, she hugged his waist, "It's just talking, the hospital has already filed you, there are so many kind-hearted people in the world, I believe we can find a donor soon, no need Worry." She said softly with her cheek against his back.

Ji Jingnian was silent, and slowly covered hers with his hands, this move made her a little startled.

She didn't dare to move, held her breath, and just hugged him quietly, a faint smell of woody flowers came over her, she closed her eyes, and at this moment, she was full of happiness...

"Ms. Ji... don't you feel happy when you are with us?" She asked calmly.

happiness……

Apart from not being able to see them, he is happy.

However, there was still darkness in his heart, and that darkness tormented him, making him sleepy and irritable.

"I must feel it! Qingqing likes to cling to you so much, I love you so much—" Gu Liangchen said with a smile, "When your eyes are healed, you can go to teach, I have seen that you have a teacher qualification certificate in your drawer , and the title of associate professor."

"I know, you must still be reluctant to part with your original career. If you want, you can do it again." She said thoughtfully.

"No! I won't go back again!" Ji Jingnian said in a deep voice, looking very repulsive.

"If you don't answer, you won't answer. Then listen to me and go teach!" She ran up to him, looked up at him, and said quickly, "Or, you can be a lawyer too! Walk with me, I am Your senior, haha!", Gu Liangchen said excitedly.

Ji Jingnian really wanted to stare at her, but unfortunately, he couldn't see anything, so he raised the corner of his mouth disdainfully, "Just you? You're a rookie, don't be shy! Go read!", he said in a deep voice.

She stuck out her tongue, feeling that Ji Jingnian had finally become more cheerful, "By the way, I heard, I heard..."

"Speak directly! Don't hesitate!" Ji Jingnian shouted in a deep voice.

"I heard that Ji, Ji Minhong... wants Qian Yongjun and his father, and Qian Cheng to be his defense lawyer." Gu Liangchen said cautiously, afraid of arousing Ji Jingnian's sadness.

Ji Jingnian's expression was calm, and his body was still hugged by her. In the darkness, he didn't feel so helpless.

He was not surprised to ask them to defend.

"It seems that they also agreed. If it were me, I would definitely not agree!" Gu Liangchen said with righteous indignation.

"It's nothing, every criminal suspect has the right to defend himself." Ji Jingnian said calmly.

"Well, I understand! Don't talk about this, let's go for a run, okay? I see that your muscles are much more relaxed than before!", she pulled him, and said in a deep voice, it's approaching evening, go to the playground for a run .

"No." He said indifferently, pushing her away.

"We must go!" Gu Liangchen said domineeringly, dragged him, walked to the side, pushed him down, squatted down, and helped him put on his shoes.

"Say no more!" Ji Jingnian got annoyed, sat up and pushed her away!

"Ah—" she plopped down on the floor, made a deep sound, and exclaimed in pain, seeing Ji Jingnian's tense expression, she snickered, "It hurts..." and said coquettishly.

Ji Jingnian groped and pulled her up, and she sat in his arms, "Where did you fall?"

"Ass!", not shy, said.

"Can you be gentle with me? I just narrowly escaped death! Bastard..." He snorted in a deep voice, lying in his arms, rubbing his face, he hugged her, his words of comfort stuck in his throat, and said not come out.

The big hand slowly caressed her back, sliding gently, as if to comfort her silently.

"I'm not angry or hurt. I also know that you have me in your heart. When I was in ICU, I woke up after hearing your recording. I know that you must not be able to show up at that time, so I had to You did that..." Feeling his hands getting harder and harder, Gu Liangchen's heart warmed.

"Uh--" Suddenly, the back of his head was held by him, his head was raised, and his kiss fell, first touching her nose, and then finding her mouth.

This time, he took the initiative and kissed her hard!

His heart was throbbing, stirring, because of guilt, because of love, thinking of almost losing her, thinking of not being able to be by her side when her life was in danger, he kissed harder...

She also...

Active and hard, the two are like opposite-sex magnets, tightly attracting each other.

"I'm sorry...", he said from the bottom of his heart, with his chin on the top of her hair, tremblingly.

"No need! As long as you love me!", she retorted.

"I have no confidence in love, idiot, why suffer with me..." Ji Jingnian said tremblingly, his lips trembling.

"Ji Jingnian! What's going on in your head?! I feel very happy now, without suffering! Why are you so inferior?!" She cupped his face and yelled loudly.

"Say it again, I'm really going to get angry! You don't have to love me, I will love you!" She said excitedly, really wanting to strangle him to death!

The deep and powerful voice knocked on his heart, Ji Jingnian was moved and felt even more inferior.

"Go, let's go for a run—" He whispered, with a slightly embarrassed expression.

Gu Liangchen couldn't help laughing, "I'll help you change your sneakers!", she said, the corners of her mouth raised, and she squatted down.

He was still cowering, but he was already trying to get out.

After a while, on the empty playground, on the outer plastic track, there was a pair of figures. She held his hand, and the two ran slowly along the playground. After a while, she was out of breath, her throat was on fire, and her lungs It's about to explode.

"No, I can't take it—" she sat down.

He stood and stretched out his big hand, "I'll pull you." He said in a low voice, not seeing where she was.

Gu Liangchen couldn't help but grabbed his hand, got up, "Let's go—" She obviously asked him to come, but in the end, his physical strength was much better than hers.

After walking many laps along the playground, she was still talking, and he was still silent.

***

Only when he helped his daughter take a bath, could he see his precious smile. The little baby's giggling made him smile softly even though he couldn't see his daughter.

He often pictured her now in his mind.

Xiao Qingqing was in a big wooden barrel, with a swimming ring around her neck, swimming happily, smiling, Gu Liangchen watched the interaction between their father and daughter, smiled, and went out quietly to help Qingqing get clothes.

"Qingqing?", his daughter's laughter disappeared, and he opened his hands and poked into the barrel.

"Cough-cough-"

"Qingqing?!" Hearing the baby's cry, Ji Jingnian shouted in fright. Gu Liangchen rushed in when he heard the movement, "What's wrong with Qingqing?!"

"Qingqing!" Seeing the little baby's head in the water, she roared and scooped her up.

"Cough cough—cough cough—" Little Baby's face flushed red and he was coughing in pain, Gu Liangchen almost collapsed on the spot.

"What's wrong with Qingqing?!" Ji Jingnian stood up and asked excitedly, he couldn't see anything, and left after listening to Gu Liangchen's footsteps.

He stumbled out, tripped over something at the door, and fell over.

Gu Liangchen put the little baby on the *., lay flat, pressed her chest, and pressed gently, "Baby, spit out the water, it will be fine!", and he couldn't control Ji Jingnian any more, he pressed his daughter In her chest, the little baby was coughing, frowning, feeling saliva trapped in her lungs, "cough—cough—"

She finally spit out a mouthful of water, and water sprayed from her nostrils, and she finally cried out with a "wow".

"Baby, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, be good, be good...it's okay..." Gu Liangchen hugged her naked and naked body in distress, and comforted her softly. Seeing Ji Jingnian getting up from the ground in a panic, he hurried forward .

"Qingqing is fine, don't worry!", said quickly, his daughter was crying, and he was in a panic.

Ji Jingnian's heart was pierced like a knife, hating his own incompetence.

"Go to the hospital!" He said in a deep voice, Gu Liangchen nodded quickly, and suddenly realized that he couldn't see, "Okay, I'll go right away, don't worry, the water has been spit out, there will be no serious problems !" After Gu Liangchen finished speaking, Zhao Suyan rushed in.

Qingqing is fine, the doctor told her to be careful when taking a bath in the future, and someone must be around to watch her.

Gu Liangchen heaved a sigh of relief, and when he returned home, he found that Ji Jingnian was not there, he must have gone back to the next door.After putting the baby to sleep, let the mother watch, she quietly went to the next door.

His door was locked, no matter how you called the door, he would not open it, so she had no choice but to go home and climb over from the balcony.

In the room, it was pitch black, and he had already fallen asleep.

"Why don't you open the door?", sat down on the edge of the bed, and asked reproachfully, "I know you're not asleep!", she said loudly.

"Are you blaming yourself again? Because Qingqing choked on water?" She sighed and said.

He must feel that he failed to take good care of his daughter, right?And it was because he couldn't see, so he couldn't find out about his daughter in time.

"Cheer up, okay? It won't be like this forever!" Gu Liangchen said in a deep voice.

Ji Jingnian clenched his fists tightly, never felt that he was so useless!

"Go away! I'm asleep!", he roared!

"Ji Jingnian! You are so helpless, do you know that?!"

The quarrel between the two reached the ears of Grandpa Ji downstairs. The old man sighed, sat up, put on his clothes, went to the study room, put on his reading glasses, found paper from the drawer, took out a pen, and was full of Black carbon water, start writing...

In the room, the panting sounds of men and women echoed, and the quarrel finally turned into a fierce hand-to-hand fight. It seemed that only in this way could the helplessness and melancholy in each other's hearts be eliminated.

He demanded and vented, she clung to him, and kept whispering words of encouragement and touching words of love in his ear...

"Mr. Ji...you are still perfect..."

"I love you...", she bit his ear and kept saying, just like he used to treat himself.

His heart trembled, his heart palpited, and he exerted even more force...

He buried his head in her chest, couldn't see her wound, and only kissed her gently.

***

After more than half a month, Ji Jingnian finally became much more cheerful.

Grandpa Ji has been laughing and laughing every day recently. He often sits in the yard with his little great-granddaughter in his arms, teasing him. Gu Liangchen feels that this is the so-called family happiness.

There is no news from the hospital. There are many people who need cornea replacements. Ji Jingnian is queuing up. Blindness is not terrible, the key is to have a good attitude. She knows this, so she has been enlightening him.

Su Dongcheng only went out of town for two days, and after returning, Ji Xinrou was almost dying.

I heard that she woke up, her mind was still normal, and she left an oral suicide note...

Now, the coma has returned.

"You are lying! In order to treat Ah Jing's eyes, you have to give up her, are you?! Liar! I don't believe it!" In the ward, after listening to Ji Xinrou's recording, Su Dongcheng shouted excitedly, all Ji's family members all there.

"Su Dongcheng! No one lied to you! Although Rou Rou is stupid, we won't give up treating her for Ah Jing!" Grandpa Ji shouted in a deep voice, "Besides, this is the Ji family's business, you have nothing to do with it!", Grandpa Ji drank in a low voice.

"None of you want to touch her! As long as she is still breathing, I won't allow you to touch her!" Su Dongcheng stepped forward like crazy, and hugged Ji Xinrou, as if they were going to kill her.

He also didn't believe that Ji Xinrou would suddenly wake up and say something that broke his heart... But the voice in the recording was clearly hers...

ps: [-] words are finished today!

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