The world is enchanting, the handsome man is so enchanting

Chapter 180 For Me

"Qingyan, do you feel it?"

Pei Yekai held Yu Qingyan's soft and boneless little hand and pressed it against her firm chest, allowing her to feel the violent beating of the heart in her chest.He told her affectionately, "Qingyan, this heart beats only for you, this heart exists only for you, and there is only one woman in this heart's heart all the time - that is you! "

"Brother Pei..."

Hearing the dreamy and unreal affectionate whispers, Yu Qingyan was drunk, infatuated, and confused.She understood that after today, they could no longer get along like ordinary friends.She looked at the handsome and resolute face in front of her, and her black jade-like deep and boundless pupils were even more dazzling today, brilliant and radiant.She understood the regretless affection in his eyes, and she knew that she must not let him down in this life, otherwise, she would regret it for the rest of her life!

However, she once promised Yue that she would keep her heart and never marry a husband in this life until Yue returned...

How could she break her promise!
If Bai Xiaoyue wakes up and comes back one day, what face should she face Bai Xiaoyue?

"Qingyan, I didn't mean to force you."

Seeing the tangled pain on Yu Qingyan's face, Pei Yekai took a deep breath to suppress the layers of bitterness in his heart.He raised his head and looked at the lush and towering trees, the blue sky and white clouds, occasionally a wild goose flew by, and then disappeared into the sky soon.

Isn't life like wild geese sometimes?
He lowered his head and looked at the blue waves thousands of miles away, calm as a mirror.

The breeze blew gently, blowing Pei Yekai's temple hair, and the intense emotions gradually calmed down.Without getting her answer, his heart was filled with a touch of loss and loneliness.He tried his best to calm down and make himself seem not to care so much.He said gently to Yu Qingyan: "Qingyan, in a few days, I will lead my troops to the north and station at Fengxia Pass. I don't know when I will be able to return. I just want to say something to you before I leave. If I speak the words that have been buried in my heart for a long time, then even if I can't return in this life, I will have no regrets in this life."

"Brother Pei, what are you talking about! How could you not come back!"

Yu Qingyan was stunned when she heard the words, and there was a loud "hum" in her ears, and her eyes went blank for a moment.Probably feeling the emotion of the mother, the baby in the stomach moved uneasily and kicked Yu Qingyan, the pain made Yu Qingyan linger all over her body.Yu Qingyan suppressed her dizziness, caressed her stomach, and comforted the restless baby.

She took a deep breath, trying to calm down the frantic mood.When the white light in front of her eyes dissipated, she settled down and asked Pei Yekai excitedly, "Brother Pei, what's going on?! Why do you say such pessimistic words?! No matter how hard or difficult the struggle, we have come all the way. I have never seen you lose confidence, why this time..."

"Qingyan, the emperor's intention is quite clear. This time, I will lead the troops to garrison Fengxia Pass. Without the emperor's summons, I will never return to Beijing..."

"what?!"

Yu Qingyan's eyes widened in disbelief.

Fengxuan Palace finally couldn't bear Pei Yekai's great achievements, is he going to attack Pei Yekai!

To put it nicely, it's called garrisoning troops, but to put it badly, it's called exile!Fengxiaguan, that desolate place in the northern desert where birds do not lay eggs and is inaccessible, Fengxuan Palace obviously wants to send Brother Pei there to let him fend for himself!

Yu Qingyan held Pei Yekai's hand and said excitedly: "Brother Pei, you can't go!"

Gently caressing Yu Qingyan's beautiful black hair, how much reluctance and affection in her eyes.Pei Yekai shook his head with a wry smile, and sighed self-deprecatingly, "The imperial decree has been issued, and I will set off on the road in a few days."

"Brother Pei, this is clearly a trick of Fengxuan Palace. He first transferred you away from the capital, leaving you beyond reach; then he tried to seize the soldier talisman in your hand, making your general position useless. When you have nothing, he will think Way to kill you!"

"I know!"

"So, Brother Pei, you must not go!"

"Holy orders are hard to disobey, Qingyan, I can't defy the order openly. Otherwise, I won't be the only one who died..."

At that time, the whole Pei family will be affected by hundreds of people, big and small.I can't be so selfish!

Yu Qingyan was silent.She deeply felt the pain and sadness in Pei Yekai's suppressed heart.The king wants the minister to die, and the minister has to die!It's not that he doesn't want to resist, it's just that the lives of hundreds of members of the Pei family are in the hands of Feng Xuandian, so he is really powerless to resist...

"Brother Pei, marry me!"

Yu Qingyan suddenly held Pei Yekai's hands, raised her head and stared at Pei Yekai with firm eyes and sincere affection.

If you want me to be your only concern in this life, then let this concern be more real and deeper!If I can give you the courage to live firmly, then I am willing to fetter you for the rest of my life!
Breathing suddenly suffocated, Pei Yekai's eyes widened, his eyes were red, and he stared at Yu Qingyan in disbelief.The hands holding Yu Qingyan were trembling slightly, contracting forcefully, the grip became tighter and tighter, the body trembled due to emotional excitement.Staring at her flowery and beautiful face, he asked tremblingly in disbelief: "Qingyan, are you serious?"

"Brother Pei, as long as you don't mind that I'm married, as long as you don't mind that I have two husbands, as long as you don't mind that my baby is about to be born, then I am willing!"

Staring at him deeply, he did not hide the sincere affection for him in his eyes.I kept avoiding before because I couldn't face the sincere feelings between Lv Junliu and Bai Xiaoyue.Now she decided to confess her love because she knew that if he had made her so distressed that she couldn't breathe, if she could no longer watch him leave in a dim way, then let them be entangled for the rest of their lives!
His chest is so solid, his arms are so wide, his masculinity and hers are fused together, there is no gap in the tight body, under the bright sunshine in the sky, the shadow on the ground is like a person .

If Lu Junliu's temperament is like wind and Bai Xiaoyue's temperament is like water, then the stalwart man hugging him tightly in front of him is the green pines and cypresses on the top of the mountains, despite the wind and rain, standing alone!

In his arms, there is no deceit, no betrayal, no imperial power, no hatred, only peace and steadfastness, calmness, a real feeling, which makes her heart inexplicably peaceful, inexplicably calm!

His arms are her best safe haven.

"Qingyan, I am willing!"

If he couldn't bear to leave her side, then there was nothing he couldn't accept.Since Bai Xiaoyue, as a teacher of a country, can condescend to marry, what else does he care about!

As long as you can be with her, any worldly vision, any desire for fame and fortune are just floating clouds!With her, he owns the whole world!
However, he was also worried, "Lv Junliu and Bai Xiaoyue, can they accept it?"

Yue...should not mind...as for Junliu...

Yu Qingyan could already anticipate Lujun Liu Leiting's furious and ferocious expression, he would pinch her neck as hard as he could, wishing he could kill her, a playful, bad woman.

Thinking of this, Yu Qingyan couldn't help shrinking her neck, feeling sorry for her.

"Qingyan, are you afraid?"

Feeling that Yu Qingyan shrank suddenly, Pei Yekai asked gently.His hands still hugged her lightly, endless ecstasy and pride filled his heart.Qingyan, there is such a strange woman in the world, and she is in his arms right now, within reach, how can he keep him from getting drunk and his heart beating wildly!

"I was thinking about Jun Liu...he will kill me..."

Although such words seemed quite impressive in such a beautiful atmosphere, Pei Yekai still answered her in a very educated manner, "No... Mr. Green loves you... no matter how many wrong things you do, he I will forgive you in the end..."

"But……"

Thinking back when she had no choice but to marry Bai Xiaoyue because of the emperor's order, Lu Junliu was so angry that she wanted to kill someone, and she ran away in anger.If she hadn't held her back with a stern face, desperately begging him to stay... Sigh... Now if she really wanted to marry Pei Yekai, how would she talk to Lv Junliu?
"Qingyan, you don't have to worry."

The so-called wedding was just a formality, what he cared about was her heart.

"As long as you have me in your heart, that's enough."

"But……"

Yu Qingyan couldn't help sighing.She wanted to marry him because she wanted him to have something to worry about.She wanted him to remember at all times that there was another woman waiting for him at home.She hoped that he would take good care of himself for her on the battlefield, and she hoped that in the days when he was going to Fengxia Pass, no matter how many hardships and hardships he encountered, he would grit his teeth and persevere because of thinking of her!
"Qingyan, you don't need to say it, I understand..."

How could he not understand her thoughts.She is such a kind woman, she said that she wanted to marry him, in fact, it was to make him worry more.She hoped that he would persevere and not give up easily!

How could he not love such a kind-hearted her, how could he not love her!

He held her tightly in his arms, buried her neck, and breathed in the fragrant and charming mandala flower for a long, long time.He leaned against her ear and exhaled like blue, "Qingyan, what should I do? I haven't hugged you before, but I don't think it's a big deal. Now that I hug you once, it's like an addiction, and I don't want to let go for a moment."

Yu Qingyan bowed her head in silence, with a slight smile on her face.He stayed in the military camp all year round, fighting with gold and iron horses, and never thought that when he talked about love, it was so sweet and natural, which made her feel a slight throbbing in her heart!

"Brother Pei, I promise you, as long as you come back safely, I will let you hug me like this for the rest of my life!"

"Qingyan, don't call me 'Brother Pei' anymore, call me by my name—Ye Kai..."

"Ye Kai..."

Yu Qingyan smiled, stretched out her hand to caress his resolute cheek, and teased, "My silly general!"

She looked at his handsome face flushed with joy and excitement, with tenderness in her heart.

The green forest is secluded, and the blue waves are thousands of miles away.The bright sunlight shone on the two people kissing affectionately, and the figure reflected on the ground looked like a single person.

So is love, so is love!In his and her world, there is no third person except each other at this moment.

(End of this chapter)