The world is enchanting, the handsome man is so enchanting

Chapter 184 Unspeakable Bitterness and Sadness
How much affection, how much infatuation, but no one noticed, the lonely and pale figure of Feng Yuli standing quietly under the weeping willow and red silk in the same bright red robe.The rosy pupils lost their brilliance, revealing deep pain and sorrow unabashedly.He leaned on the weeping willow with one hand, and his blood-red headband fluttered gently in the cold night wind.

The woman he loves is married, and the one who married is the best brother in his life...

Is it a taunt?It is merciless ridicule!God, how cruel you are to play such a big joke on me!

Since this life is destined not to be together, why did you let me meet her again...

Bai Rushuang looked back and saw Feng Yuli's eyes full of pain and loss, his brows were slightly furrowed, his expression seemed indifferent, but there was a hint of worry.

Feng Yuli's hand slowly slipped from the tree trunk, her eyes followed Yu Qingyan's beautiful figure closely.She was very beautiful and touching tonight, which attracted his eyes firmly, but also made him taste deeper pain.

How much he hopes that the person who can make her put on her wedding dress and smile tonight is him...

"Congratulations."

He walked up to Pei Yekai and Yu Qingyan, opened and closed his pale lips slightly, and uttered two words in a trembling voice.

Pei Yekai raised his eyes, his eyes stopped on Feng Yuli's bloodshot eyes, the corners of his lips moved slightly, revealing deep worry and sourness,

"Yu Li..."

"Won't you buy me a wedding drink?"

With a seemingly relaxed tone, no one knew how much effort he needed to suppress the overwhelming grief and grief in his heart.The fatal pain and suffering, like a stormy sea, almost swallowed him.

"Yu Li, you don't have to..."

Pei Yekai just opened his mouth to speak, but Bai Rushuang stepped forward, grabbed Yu Qingyan's arm, and said forcefully: "You have been tired all day today, now obediently follow me back to the room to rest! Overwork, the baby not good!"

Yu Qingyan opened her mouth to refuse, but was swept away by Bai Rushuang's icy eyes, which concealed a sharp warning, which made Yu Qingyan secretly startled, and quickly shut up obediently.She turned to look at Pei Yekai, Pei Yekai nodded to her, signaling her to go at ease.Only then did she obediently follow Bai Rushuang back to the new house.

"Ahhhh—the wedding is over! I'm going to find a drink!"

Lan Lingyu hugged the back of her head, giggling, turned around and walked towards the backyard.

……

Under the moon, the two talked to each other silently.Feng Yuli drank cup after cup, silent.Pei Yekai sat quietly with his eyes downcast, thinking deeply about the wine.

"Mo Li... Mo Li, who hasn't had a drink of the moon for a long time..."

Pei Yekai sighed softly as he stroked the cup, "The wine of the national teacher is the best in the world, and only the national teacher can brew such a profound wine."

"Don't leave... Don't leave, don't give up, don't lose, never forget... I miss him..."

"The national teacher is great...we all miss him..."

Because of the extremely heavy and depressing atmosphere emanating from the two of them, everything around them became quiet and depressing because of the cool air emanating from their bodies.

"Mr. Yue said that wine is born of love. How bitter the love is, the wine will be as bitter. Ye Kai, isn't it bitter when you drink this wine?"

Pei Yekai's body stiffened instantly when he heard the words, the hand holding the wine glass subconsciously tightened, his thin lips were tightly pursed, and his eyes were dark, it was difficult to conceal the deep pain in his heart.

"Yeah! How could I forget? Tonight is your big day, how can you be bitter when you drink this wine?"

Feng Yuli suddenly laughed loudly, her red clothes fluttered and her hair fluttered.The night wind was blowing faintly, and under the pale and misty moonlight, Feng Yuli's eyes looking at Pei Yekai gradually became hazy.

"Ye Kai, my good brother!"

He suddenly grabbed Pei Yekai's wrist which was placed on the stone table, and the blood-red robe sleeves and Pei Yekai's festive and magnificent clothes overlapped each other on the stone table, like blood spreading, which made people feel inexplicably frightened.

"I should bless you! But, I don't want to bless you, what should I do!"

"Yu Li..."

Pei Yekai watched Feng Yuli hold his palm tightly, with a sad and mournful expression on his face, "I'm sorry..." The faint night wind blew strands of melancholy, and sent Pei Yekai to apologize softly, "I'm really sorry..."

"Why do you say I'm sorry..."

Feng Yuli suddenly lowered his face in pain, and slowly let go of Pei Yekai's wrist.

"You know, I don't need 'sorry'…"

Feng Yuli raised his neck, and the strong wine entered his stomach, burning hotly, causing his stomach to twitch with stinging pain.

Pei Yekai didn't stop Feng Yuli.He quietly watched Feng Yuli pouring wine glass after glass, with deep guilt and pain on his face, "Yu Li, you and I grew up together, not relatives but better than relatives. I regard you as a brother, You are the only confidant and good friend in this life. Yu Li, I never thought of hurting you, and I hate myself for hurting you even more..."

"Ye Kai, you don't need to say it! You know me, and I understand you too! I know everything you want to say. You want to apologize, and I know it too! But, is apologizing useful? If your heart is hurt, it is hurt , I can’t make it up anymore... Hahahahahaha—”

Feng Yuli was drunk, he was laughing back and forth on the stone table, his seemingly unrestrained smile was filled with deep pain and sadness, "Ye Kai, my good brother, I bless you! I wish you happiness! I wish you happiness! I wish you and Qingyan a happy marriage for a hundred years and grow old together! I wish you and Qingyan have a son early and be united forever! Hahahahaha—"

"Yu Li, you're drunk."

Pei Yekai frowned, and supported Feng Yuli's precarious body, with worried eyes.

"I'm not drunk! I'm sober now! I know what I'm talking about!" Feng Yuli stood up abruptly, staggering, her drunken body swaying in the wind.

In the sad air, Pei Yekai got up anxiously to support Feng Yuli's swaying body, and said with worry, "Yuli, I'll help you into the house to rest!"

"Need not!"

Feng Yuli suddenly pushed Pei Yekai away, staggered, and fell on the wet soil covered with fragrant herbs.The bright red robe is like the most noble and gorgeous peony, covered with herbs.He laughed crazily and shouted flamboyantly, "Do you think I'm in the way when you're married? Don't worry! I won't be in your way! Hahahahahaha—go—don't worry about me —Go—go! Go! Go! Go—”

"Yu Li..."

Pei Yekai squatted down slowly, facing Feng Yuli who was almost insane and clamoring, the pain in his heart could not be increased.

Yu Li, you still blame me after all, right?

"Pei Yekai, you are happy! You are satisfied! But me, what should I do! You clearly know that I like her, and I have always liked her so deeply... Why do you want to take love away! Why do you want her Take it from me! Why! Why! Why!"

The choked and trembling shout echoed in the empty night sky, and hit Pei Yekai's heart directly, causing Pei Yekai's heart to constrict suddenly, and then blood flowed profusely.

Yu Li, I'm sorry...

"Qingyan...I love you...I really love you very much..."

Feng Yuli's body fell back slowly in the desolate night wind, and a teardrop as clear as glass rolled down the corner of her eye under the silver-white moonlight.
"I have nothing. If even you abandon me... I really don't know if I still have the courage to persevere..."

"Yu Li..."

I was wrong... I was really wrong...

I shouldn't fall in love with Qingyan, I shouldn't hurt you...

The night wind was sad and desolate, blowing willow branches into disorder, flying flowers like butterflies, hovering beside Feng Yuli and Pei Yekai.The fine petals slowly fell, covering Feng Yuli's blood-red robe.

"Yu Li, can you forgive me?"

In the faint air, Pei Yekai's faint inquiry came.His expression looked so painful and tangled under the blue moonlight, and his tightly knit eyebrows revealed too much sadness and contradictions, which made him unable to let go.

"You want me to forgive you..."

Feng Yuli straightened up slightly, the petals falling from his body fell off because of his movements, Pei Yekai quickly reached out to support Feng Yuli.Feng Yuli leaned on Pei Yekai's shoulder, the blood-like magnificence melted into Pei Yekai's fiery red, and they burned each other, burning more and more intensely.

"You know, I can't forgive you... Ha ha ha ha ha ha - I can't forgive you in my life - ha ha ha ha ha ha -"

Feng Yuli fell into a drunken confusion.He looked up to the sky and screamed, like the last cry of a cuckoo crying blood, heartbreaking like a knife, and hot blood sprayed all over the ground.

Pei Yekai's chest felt tight, and he was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe, "Yu Li, I'm sorry... I used to think that I could let go. Only when we met again did I realize that some feelings can be forgotten just by forgetting them. She is like a vivid brand , has long been deeply imprinted in the deepest part of my mind, can not be forgotten, and can not be forgotten. I have promised that this time, I will not leave her for anything. In this world, there is nothing more important than protecting her important……"

Pei Yekai slowly hugged Feng Yuli and buried his head in his neck.He didn't want to hurt Feng Yuli, but he had to hurt Feng Yuli.In fact, his heart hurts more than anyone else's!
In the quiet night wind, there are thousands of quiet sorrows and pains.Yu Qingyan did not know when she appeared in the yard.She seemed to feel the pain of Pei Yekai's betrayal, which was heavy and painful.She walked slowly in front of them, the herbs rustling under her feet.

"Pei Yekai, I hate you—I hate you—I hate you—what kind of best brother—what kind of life and death partner—you actually took away the woman I love most in this life—hahahahahaha—I I won't forgive you—I won't ever forgive you in my life—"

Painful and suppressed sobs came hoarsely from Pei Yekai's arms, almost like shouts.

One day, at some point, it began to drizzle. ...

The thin raindrops were more like autumn frost, falling on the bright red dress, leaving wet traces one after another, very cool, very cool.

"I'm sorry for Yu Li..."

Pei Yekai gently lifted Feng Yuli up, with deep pain on his face.

"No...Ye Kai, you are not wrong..."

"Qingyan, you don't have to comfort me. Seeing Yu Li suffering so much because of me, I really wish I could kill myself! Yu Li is the best brother in my life, and I can't treat anyone as hurting him, even if that The person is myself—nor can it be!”

My heart trembled, and suddenly I was so heavy that I couldn't breathe.

"Ye Kai, if there is something wrong, then I should be the one who is wrong! If you hadn't met me, you would still be best brothers, life and death partners! You wouldn't torture each other, you wouldn't hurt each other! Ye Kai , I'm sorry! Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish and ask you to marry me!"

(End of this chapter)