The world is enchanting, the handsome man is so enchanting

Chapter 284 Father and Son Recognize
"Daddy, are you happy now?"

With downcast eyes, Bai Xiaoyue smiled self-deprecatingly, "What is happiness? Even I don't know it anymore..."

Seeing Bai Xiaoyue's sentimental face, Pei Chuyi couldn't help feeling sad, and said excitedly: "Father, Yu Qingyan is destined to have peach blossoms, she is destined to be burdened by love all her life. Are you really happy when you are with her?"

Bai Xiaoyue smiled lightly and asked: "Back then your mother was also eight husbands and twelve servants, how happy are your parents?"

Pei Chuyi was at a loss for words.He has only one wife in his life, and he cannot understand the kind of love that can be divided.In his consciousness, if he wants to love, he must love one person with all his heart, and there can only be one person in a lifetime!

"Chu Yi, your mother said something back then, and I still remember it in my heart."

Pei Chuyi was stunned, "Daddy, have you recovered your memory?"

"Never. Just a fraction."

Recalling the past, Bai Xiaoyue curled her lips and smiled, "Mengli once said that she is very caring because she has fallen in love with many people. But she is also very dedicated, because she loves every husband wholeheartedly. Looking at that person, she puts all her thoughts on that person. She devotes all her feelings to everyone's love, wholeheartedly, without complaint or regret! Tell me, is the person loved by her happy? ?”

"Daddy..."

Brought back to the past by Bai Xiaoyue's words, Pei Chuyi seemed to see the joy and happiness of every father and mother when they were together, that kind of sincere smile, which made everyone's heart warm and full of joy with happiness.He suddenly understood what his father said.

but……

"Father, if you were happy with your mother back then, what about now?"

Why can't I see the temperature of happiness on your face, instead it is full of sadness and loss, always with a touch of sadness?
Dad, are you really happy now?
"I have no idea……"

He didn't know why the happiness that was once within easy reach seemed so out of reach now...

Is he missing it, or is his heart tired, and he doesn't understand and can't experience the taste of happiness...

Maybe it's a fan of the authorities. Seeing Bai Xiaoyue's sentimentality, Pei Chuyi couldn't help reminding, "Father, I can see that Qingyan is the same as my mother back then. However, she is different from her mother in one thing..."

"what?"

"Attitude towards feelings."

"Ok?"

"Daddy, the person my mother loved the most back then was Daddy Yege, and the person I admired the most was you, right? Daddy Yege was the most important thing in all her decisions, and your opinion came first."

"good."

Back then, Mengli had promised Ye Ge a couple for the rest of her life. Although she couldn't fulfill the promise in the end due to various reasons, no matter which husband she married in the future, she would definitely get Ye Ge's approval.

If Ye Ge said no, Meng Li would definitely not...

"Daddy, I can see that Qingyan also takes your opinion seriously. If you say 'no', she will never dare to say 'yes'."

"really……"

From Yu Qingyan's attitude towards Bai Rushuang just now, it can be seen that Yu Qingyan always takes his opinion as the leading factor.She will only do what he approves.

"It seems to be the same result, but the essence is completely different."

Bai Xiaoyue raised her brows lightly when she heard this, and suddenly realized something.

"Father, back then mother was obedient to Yege's father because of love; now Qingyan is obedient to you because of guilt, right? Because Qingyan feels that she is ashamed of you, so everything Always put you first. And this is the reason why you are unhappy..."

Sure enough, one word awakened the dreamer!

Bai Xiaoyue suddenly realized.It turned out that the thing he had been obsessed with, the thing he couldn't let go of, was because of this!

Because he felt that Yu Qingyan's love for him was not love, but guilt!

What he wants is not Yu Qingyan's guilt towards him, but her love!
Shaking her head, Bai Xiaoyue couldn't help but smile wryly, no matter how much he did, no matter how much sacrifice he made for her, if he couldn't get her love, then what's the point of all this? !

He finally understood why he was jealous of Feng Yuli!

Because Yu Qingyan's feelings for Feng Yuli are true love, and she is willing to live and die with yin and yang forever, a true love without complaints or regrets!

And he is jealous of this love!
"Chu Yi, you're right! I'm caressing! I'm struggling! I'm jealous! What I can't let go of is such a relationship!"

What he wants is not guilt, but true love!
"Daddy, have you ever asked Qingyan personally?"

Ask personally?
No!He is not such a delicate person!He couldn't ask such a question, and he didn't even bother to ask it!
"Daddy, why do you think Qingyan doesn't love you?"

why?
Because, it was his plan to abduct Yu Qingyan from the 21st century to Yufeng Kingdom, his encounter with Yu Qingyan was his plan, the subsequent double cultivation was his plan, and even the final marriage was forced by him!From beginning to end, he is the most active one!And Qingyan has always been a role that she is forced to accept!Before him, she loved Lu Junliu with her face; after him, she loved Feng Yuli with her face.Whether it is his own hot head, or the two are in love with each other, this question has haunted him for a long time!He was not sure whether Yu Qingyan had more love for him or more kindness to him.

Or, this is just a habit that you have to get used to...

He hates this feeling!Really quite annoying!

"Daddy, since you can't be sure about Qingyan's thoughts, why don't you plan to test her?"

"Try?!"

Bai Xiaoyue pondered, thinking something in her heart.

Pei Chuyi bent down to pick up the water ladle, and while scooping water to sprinkle flowers, said to Bai Xiaoyue: "Daddy, you mentioned Xili just now, have you seen her already?"

"Yeah! Xili is in Fengxiang Country. Both she and Lange are fine."

"That's good!"

"Xi Li cares about you very much."

After a pause, seeing that Pei Chuyi didn't react too much to the flowers, Bai Xiaoyue asked, "Are you really planning to never see her in your life?"

Pei Chuyi's hand holding the water spoon paused for a moment, and suddenly said: "Father, if you go to Fengxiang Country to meet Lange and Xili, it shouldn't be so simple to recognize relatives, right?"

So sharp!As expected of his son!
Bai Xiaoyue lowered her eyes in admiration, and smiled, "What do you think?"

"Qiyu is alive, daddy's purpose is probably for the secret behind Qiyu Qiangwei?"

"good."

Raising her eyes, she looked directly at Pei Chuyi, her clear pupils smiled lightly and meaningfully, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Pei Chuyi also answered meaningfully, "It depends on what Dad wants to know."

"That day I went to Mu Ronglange and Pei Xili to ask about the secret of Heilongpei. When it came to the matter of Heilongpei's recognition of the master, Xili tweeted that he didn't know and had to ask Luo Jinan. As for the question about Fengwuling, Mu Rong Lange never told me either. These two things have troubled me for a long time, I wonder if Chu Yi can give me an answer?"

Pei Chuyi said, "Feng Wu Ling belongs to the Mu Rong family, no one knows better than Lan Ge. Asking me, it is better to ask Lan Ge. If Lan Ge refuses to tell, I believe it is because the time has not come."

"Then what about Black Dragon Pei's recognition of the Lord?"

Just as Pei Chuyi opened his mouth to answer, he suddenly heard Yu Qingyan's excited scream from a distance, "Yu Li—you're awake—you're finally awake—"

Bai Xiaoyue looked over after hearing the reputation, with a look of surprise on her face.He turned to look at Pei Chuyi, and opened his mouth.Pei Chuyi nodded to him, and he quickly turned around and hurried away from Feng Yu's room.

Yu Li, you're awake!You finally woke up!

Because the good news of Feng Yuli's awakening was spread through Yu Qingyan's loud voice, a large circle of people crowded around Feng Yuli's sick bed.Bai Rushuang sat beside Feng Yuli's bed. He stretched out his hand to hold Feng Yuli's pulse, focused on making a diagnosis, shook Feng Yuli's still cold big hand, put it back under the quilt, and covered him up.He got up, and said to Feng Yuli who was looking directly at him with a pair of clear pupils without blinking: "There is no serious problem!"

"Great!"

After hearing the words, everyone let go of a huge stone in their hearts, and couldn't help cheering and applauding each other.

Yu Qingyan squeezed Bai Rushuang away like a magpie, leaned in front of Feng Yuli, tightly held his big palm that was placed under the quilt, gently stroked his thin and pale face with her small hand, and said distressedly: "Yu Li, you've lost weight!"

"Sweet face!"

Tightening the overlapping hands of the two, Feng Yuli's heart was surging at this moment, with mixed feelings of happiness, joy, and touching, which could not be expressed in words.During the coma, although he couldn't open his eyes and move his hands, he still had a sense of the outside world.He knows many things that Yu Qingyan whispered in his ear, and he also knows the wedding that Yu Qingyan held for him, which was similar to a ghost marriage. Pity, and deep happiness.

"Qingyan, thank you!"

Thousands of words finally turned into a most sincere thank you. Although he didn't say it clearly, Yu Qingyan already knew it.

Yu Qingyan's beautiful eyes drooped slightly, hiding the shyness in the bottom of her eyes.She held Feng Yuli's big palm with her left hand, and gently patted the back of Feng Yuli's palm with her right hand, her voice was low, a little relaxed, a little relieved,

"Yu Li, just wake up! Just wake up!"

"Qing Yan..."

Staring at Yu Qingyan's sharp and thin chin, her slightly haggard look, and the big dark circles under her eyes, she has lost weight and haggard, must she have worked hard during this time!Because of his injury, she suffered so much and suffered so much.Feng Yuli held her hand tightly, full of pity in her heart.

Qingyan, thank you!Because you never gave up on me, I was able to persevere!Because of your love, support me through this difficult time!Qingyan, thank you!Gave me a new life!
The sound of steady footsteps came from afar, and everyone turned their heads when they heard the sound. The white sun shone down on the courtyard, illuminating the snow-white halo that was more dazzling than the sun under the backlit silhouette.

The halo gradually approached, revealing Bai Xiaoyue's incomparably handsome face. Although her expression was light, it was hard to hide the emotion in her eyes.He passed through the crowd, walked to the side of the bed, bent over, put his left hand lightly on Feng Yuli's shoulder, and asked with concern: "Yuli, you finally woke up!"

(End of this chapter)