A ray of white moonlight

Chapter 316 I Love Too Selfishly
The sunlight in the hospital was too glaring, just like Lu Yiyi, it hurt so much that Shen Ya couldn't open his eyes.

He was walking in the corridor of the hospital. Half an hour ago, Benjamin's words pierced his heart like a heavy sword:

"I remember that Ou Chen once told me that because of her father's admission to the hospital, Xiao Yi went to London to study in order to support her family's finances, but the scholarship she received could only support her family and tuition fees, and her living expenses were not even a penny. So she started to go out to work.

But just arrived in London, Xiao Yi is not very proficient in English, and she often gets lost. She could write a book about her lost deeds, because she was lost and could not understand the language, so she couldn’t ask people. Often, even if it was only 5 minutes away, she could Lost for an hour, so in order to avoid getting lost, Xiao Yi dared not walk casually, and the scope of her actions was very small.

However, the shops where Xiao Yi could afford to pay for lunch were too far away, so she had no choice but to stop eating at noon, so as not to get lost and delay the afternoon class.Later, Xiaoyi went to work in a restaurant. In order to avoid the system that students in London can only work for four hours a day, she wanted to work a few more hours, so she did illegal work.

The boss of the black worker is very mean, not to mention deducting tips, and often delaying working hours. She originally got off work at [-] o'clock in the evening, but she always asked Xiaoyi to go home at one or two o'clock in the morning. Naturally, she would not be able to eat at any time. The nervousness and irregular work and rest caused stomach problems, and it has affected the present. "

Accompanied by such words, Shen Shi stepped into a ward in the hospital, which he thought he would never step into in his life. Looking at Lu Qiming on the bed, he felt a little unsteady.

He always thought that the biggest harm he did to Lu Yiyi was the day Lu Qiming fell ill, but now he knew that the harm he did to her was not that day, but after that.

Yes, if after Lu Qiming fell ill and was admitted to the hospital, if he didn't leave, didn't drive her away like a plague god, and didn't draw the boundary between the two of them at his own discretion, he would be able to protect her.

If he could be thick-skinned, even if he was mean, and let Lu Yiyi stay by his side, she wouldn't be so wronged.

He originally thought that he would be good to both of them by separating the two of them simply and neatly, but he didn't expect that he would leave her home without anyone to rely on, and he would fall in lovesickness with no one to ask for.

What the hell did he do.

It turned out that Lu Yiyi had nothing to do with Benjamin. She knew Benjamin and even gave Benjamin lunch boxes for a whole year.

According to Benjamin, one year Lu Yiyi suffered from serious stomach problems due to long-term malnutrition, and she did not have British social security and could not afford medicines, so she just gritted her teeth and lay down at home. It passed, but she passed out from the pain in the end. If Ou Chen hadn't found out in time, sent her to the hospital and was rescued by Benjamin, she might not be able to come back.

The Royal Hospital where Benjamin was working at that time did not accept ordinary patients, let alone patients who could not afford the money. Therefore, to Lu Yiyi, Benjamin was not only a lifesaver, but also a creditor for the hospital fees she owed.

That guy Lu Yiyi never liked to owe favors, so naturally she had to pay them back. Fortunately, the place where she works is a restaurant, and she can get fresh food every day, so when there was no other way to pay back, she chose to send a boxed lunch .

Thinking of this, Shen Shi sat down beside Lu Qiming's hospital bed, looked at the fluctuations on the medical equipment, and looked at the person who had been sleeping on the hospital bed for a long time, and said seriously: "You know why I have been here for so long and have never come to see Have you ever been? Not because of guilt, but because I hate you, I hate that you are her father, I hate that you have become the biggest obstacle between me and her..."

As he spoke, Shen Ya raised his head slowly, smiled bitterly, and continued: "...But, now it seems that I love too selfishly."

(End of this chapter)