you are my treasure

Chapter 103 The Secret in the Heart of the Goddess Gu Anning
When Chi Bao entered, Gu Anning was leaning against the bed, the warm sunlight was shining on her slightly pale face, she was looking at something outside.

The room was very quiet, surrounded by flowers and plants, and it didn't even have the smell of disinfectant in general hospitals.

Chi Bao's steps were very light, afraid of breaking the silence of the room.

"Look, the sycamore leaves outside are all withered." Gu Anning didn't look at Chi Bao, and spoke slowly.

"When the weather is cold, new ones will grow again in the spring of next year."

"Ah."

I saw Gu Anning twitched the corner of her mouth vaguely.

When Gu Anning didn't speak, Chi Bao was extremely embarrassed, he didn't know how to speak, and stood by the side, helpless.

On the other hand, Gu Anning turned his head unhurriedly, as if I would watch you grow old if you don't speak, "They said you want to see me, what's the matter?"

"I... are you feeling better?"

"What do you think?" Gu Anning asked back.

The smile at the corner of her mouth made Chi Bao retreat, and someone who was about to retreat really wanted to run away.

But obviously he didn't do anything bad, where did this sense of shame come from!
"You don't have to be nervous, I'm no longer a threat." Seeing her helpless look, Gu Anning finally couldn't bear it.

When Chi Bao heard this, he hurriedly shook his head and waved his hands, "No, that's not what I meant...I..."

"About my life experience, when Ah Fan knew about it, I knew about it. I'm serious, I knew about it early in the morning."

Chi Bao opened her mouth subconsciously. She has known for so many years, but she has always had such feelings for Song Fan.

"You also think I'm disgusting, don't you?" Gu Anning smiled even more bleakly.After saying this, she lowered her head.

Chi Bao knew that his reaction offended this fairy-like woman.I opened my mouth to explain, but couldn't utter a single word.

"I thought, if Song Fan hadn't told the truth to my face that day, I might have chosen to pretend to be a fool for the rest of my life. Only when he said it did I really feel relieved."

"You didn't choose to escape, you just changed a way to escape." Chi Bao recalled Song Fan's painful expression, and couldn't help but force his tone, "But let the person who loves you endure cruelty."

Song Fan, he has been holding on.

Whether it's eating, sleeping, or taking Shibata to Xitang.

Always pretending not to care, an expression of indifference.Chi Bao really wanted to pretend that he didn't notice his inadvertent loss of focus, and he could still see his sighing back when he woke up in the middle of the night.

The two of them were almost inseparable, and Chi Bao was too sensitive, how could he not notice Song Fan's abnormality.

For so many days, Song Fan has not been to the hospital once, but every morning, noon and night, he will call Song Wu to confirm Gu Anning's situation.

Every time after answering the phone, the beautiful eyebrows will be frowned together, feeling lost.

Chi Bao was suffering.The more careful Song Fan is with him, the more unhappy Chi Bao will be.

Chi Bao really didn't know how to deal with this situation, so he could only pretend to be stupid.

Sure enough, every man's first love is a sacred territory that cannot be pried at will, not to mention a perfect goddess like Gu Anning, her every move reveals elegance and intelligence, and that faint melancholy temperament is not something everyone can comprehend.At least a brain-deficient girl like Chi Bao couldn't learn it.

"Love me? Who still loves me? The mother who died when I was born? Or the father who wants to hide that I am his daughter? Or the elder sister who reluctantly takes care of me every day? Or the one who I don't care about morals and ethics? A man to love?"

Gu Anning was complaining, but it was the first time Chi Bao had seen her look so out of control.Shouldn't Gu Anning be gentle and polite?

"You're right, I'm escaping. But if it were you, you might not be willing to live." She was just a joke.

"That's not true! At least the two men outside are very concerned about your feelings, and want you to live a happy life more than anyone else!" Chi Bao rudely interrupted Gu Anning's cynicism.

"They just care about me because of the responsibilities they can't escape and the moral constraints they can't get past."

Chi Bao rushed up suddenly, grabbed Gu Anning's shoulder, and shook him vigorously, "Gu Anning! What are you complaining about? Anything can be deceiving, and human eyes can't! Have you ever seen them? Your eyes! Didn’t you see that Grandpa sat outside your door and watched over you all day for your damn self-esteem? Didn’t you see how thin he has lost these days?”

"And Song Fan! Because he was worried about you, he had nightmares all night long, and it was also because of your fragile self-esteem that he dared not come to see you!"

"They all love you so much, can't you see this! Why do you want to be a hedgehog! It's because they don't love you and care about you the way you do!!"

Chi Bao had no idea that the woman she was shaking vigorously was still a patient.Gu Anning wanted to break free, but was caught by Chi Bao tightly. She resisted the surging nausea and didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.

When Song Fan rushed in, Chi Bao was like crazy.Without saying a word, he grabbed Chi Bao and rescued Gu Anning.

When Song Yunxiang and Song Wu followed, Gu Anning was about to fall off the bed.

It was Song Wu who reacted quickly and hurried forward to support the pale-faced Gu An Ning.

"What the hell are you doing!" Song Yunxiang slapped Chi Bao cruelly when he saw the ashen-faced Gu Anning.

Chi Bao was frightened by the slap, stopped struggling, and suddenly collapsed in Song Fan's arms, panting.

"I'm sorry." It took a long time for Chi Bao to realize what she had done. She was a little scared and apologized weakly.

"Get out!" Song Yunxiang's self-cultivation has long since disappeared, "Don't appear in front of An Ning again in this life!"

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On the bench in the park, Chi Bao sat stiffly next to the silent Song Fan.

"I'm sorry, I was too reckless." Chi Bao lowered her head and admitted her mistake. She herself didn't know why she was so impulsive today.

"She's just a patient."

"En." Chi Bao clenched his fists.

"You go home first, and I'll take care of the rest." After finishing speaking, Song Fan got up without looking at Chi Bao again.

Chi Bao tried his best to open his eyes wide, looking at Song Fan's back, as if he was hated.

But indeed, I made a mistake.She has no position to say these things to Gu Anning, but when she thinks of Song Fan, she doesn't care.

Song Fan seldom talked to Chi Bao in such a cold tone. At this moment, her entire chest was empty, and the surrounding air was about to be evacuated.

Chi Bao sat in the park for a long time, and returned home after making sure that Song Fan would not come to her again.

She didn't go to Xu's house as previously agreed with Song Wu, but went home directly.Chi Bao thought, at this moment, probably even Song Wu would feel that she was being unreasonable.

Song Fan didn't go home until ten o'clock in the evening.Chi Bao lay on the bed with his eyes open, but couldn't fall asleep.

She wanted to make a phone call and ask when he would be home.But whenever he thinks of his back when he left during the day, Chi Bao can't do anything.

The screen of the mobile phone is bright and dark, dark and bright.

She reflected on what she did today, and if she was her former self, she would definitely, absolutely, 1 times impossible, she would do such a thing.

In the past six months, she has become less like herself. As long as there is something about Song Fan, she is always particularly prone to blow up, terrible jealousy.Chi Bao, Chi Bao, you have gone too far now.

Such a self, even I began to loathe myself.

Chi Bao hid his face in the pillow and cried silently.

(End of this chapter)