Chapter 198 At Least Loved
Ji Xiangyang sat in the car, smoking one cigarette after another, the wind outside the window poured into the car and hit him on his resolute face, blowing away his restless heart.

Closing his eyes, his mind was full of Xia Qing's image. He had used his work to numb himself for the past three days, but when he really stopped, his heart and mind were all about her, her image.

How can this be good, how can he let her go in such a state.

Ji Xiangyang looked towards the 13th floor, the room was dark, and the surrounding lights were just starting to come on, only the lights in his own apartment were on.

Is she leaving?After such thoughts grew in Ji Xiangyang's heart, the man held his cigarette butt, and his hands leaning against the car window were trembling, and the fear and fear spread all over his body.

After smoking the last half of his cigarette in a daze, and throwing the cigarette butt away, Ji Xiangyang got out of the car and walked up without even parking the car in the garage.

It was late at night, Xia Qing curled up in a corner of the bed, the room was dark, she had no appetite, and she shrank herself into the room after eating a little food.

In the past few days, she seemed to be locked up in the apartment by Ji Xiangyang. Every day, a servant would come over with prepared nutrition, cook for her and clean the apartment.

The servant who came over kept saying that Xia Qing was so lucky, her husband even wrote the daily menu, and urged her to eat and rest well.

he's great!yes!He is a good man, a good man who stays out at night.

She didn't forget that the two were still on the cusp of divorce.

There was a car whistle outside the window. After hearing the car whistle, Xia Qing's sensitive heart throbbed. She hurriedly got up from the bed, ran to the window barefoot, and rolled up a corner of the curtain. , The lights downstairs fell on the car, and he could clearly see the appearance of the car on the 13th floor.

The long-lost heartache surged up, the tip of the little woman's nose was sour, and a soreness spread to her eye sockets. The car hadn't moved for a long time, and the little woman's heart also fluctuated. She was afraid that he would turn around and leave in the car.

He waits, she waits!Waiting for him to come back to hug her and give her warmth.

That lonely man standing by the car window, what is he mourning?Why is he so lonely now? Why does he deliberately reject him even though he is in love? If she angers him like this, it will only push him further away, and she will never be able to find him again.

Xia Qing has been waiting at the door. When Ji Xiangyang came back, the first figure that caught his eyes was the pitiful white figure standing at the stairs, with bare feet, looking at him like a poor little boy.

The two confronted each other for a long time, Ji Xiangyang's eyes were sour.

In such a stalemate, in the end it was Ji Xiangyang who slipped his shoes first, and walked over, he immediately hugged her, and stretched out his big palm to her feet, he could wrap his two jade feet with one big palm.

As soon as he touched her cold feet, Ji Xiangyang became angry, "Why don't you wear shoes."

His breath rushed towards his face, and Xia Qing burst into tears when he heard his words.

She did not speak, only shed tears.

"Do you think it's okay not to speak? When will you stop pretending to be dumb in front of me, and when will you be more confident." When it came to the end, Ji Xiangyang's own voice was choked up. He was just blaming her for not being confident, blaming her for this This love is not firm.

The loss of the child really makes Ji Xiangyang a fool, he doesn't understand!He could find out the truth after a little research. What he hated was her compromise and concession, and her cowardice.

Neither love nor marriage should work like this.

There were tears in Xia Qing's eyes, she shrank her head and hid in his arms, she didn't want, she didn't want her to yell at her like this, "Woooo." Her crying made Ji Xiangyang feel distressed.

He used to dote on her, that kind of dote was originally distorted, he was 12 years older than her, and he was like a child when he doted on her, that's why she was so dependent on him, and at the critical moment, she also relied all on him .

But one day he won't be able to bear it anymore!
"Xia Qing, Xia Qing." He still called her by her name, and the first word he yelled was Xia Qing, the name he knew so well, the name that forcibly affected his internal organs.

He bowed his head, with too much affection in his eyes, "Answer me, why don't you take good care of yourself, how can you live without me!"

He softened his voice, why did he still yell at her?She is still at home, she did not try to escape, this is the best proof, she is also reluctant, isn't it?
"Ah, why didn't you come for three days." At that moment, Xia Qing burst into tears, "I'm so afraid of being alone." At that moment, Xia Qing relied on the man in front of her like a child, "You go Where is it?"

"I went to Singapore, I went to Japan, I went to Thailand, I went to Korea and Japan, I went to so many countries just to forget you." He said to himself, "I dare not come back, I am afraid to see you, I am afraid I can't give you happiness, I'm afraid I won't let you go."

"Qing'er, Qing'er." The man went into the bed and hugged the woman in front of the window and murmured. Xia Qing didn't reach out to respond to him. She stood there stiffly like a puppet.

He really wants to forget her, he really hates her, his words made Xia Qing's heart bleed
Ji Xiangyang stretched out his fingers, and wiping away the tears from the corners of Xia Qing's eyes with his fingertips.

Through the starlight outside the window, Xia Qing could see the beard growing on Ji Xiangyang's cheeks. From the time the child left to now, he has really aged a lot!

Is old, tired, tired!
Ji Xiangyang touched Xia Qing's cheeks with his hands, "Why are you so thin? Didn't you eat well? Hmm! Let me take a good look, didn't the servants come over to cook for you?"

He pressed her forehead and whispered, "Qing'er, why can't we live a good life, live a good life, I earn money outside, you cook and wash for me at home, and there are a circle of children around us Mom and Dad? Qinger, Qinger." Ji Xiangyang kept whispering, as if he was afraid of losing her.

He was crying, and in front of Xia Qing, he cried like a child, "In the past three days, I have been to many places, including Japan, Singapore, the United States, and so many places. Could it be that after the death and the plane crash we won't get divorced?"

Xia Qing was crying until she couldn't make a sound.

"I just want to forget you, but I can't, what should I do?"

Ji Xiangyang rested his head on Xia Qing's neck and muttered, "You said that during the two years from our acquaintance to our marriage, you were not happy, unhappy, then those laughters were all fake, you once said that you Maybe falling in love with me also lied to me, is it fun to lie to me like a fool?"

Ji Xiangyang's breath hit Xia Qing's cheeks, "They said that I was trampling on myself, and you also said that I was self-indulgent. I can't find any kind of woman, so why should I hang myself on a tree like you?" Death, but I have been one-sided since I was a child, and what I believe will never change for the rest of my life."

When he said this, Ji Xiangyang suddenly stopped, he reached out and touched Xia Qing's hair bun and said seriously, "Even my mother is talking about my upcoming marriage, are you willing?" He asked with firm eyes .

"Hmm." Xia Qing bit her lips tightly, screaming in her heart that she couldn't do it thousands of times, her heart ached, but she didn't dare to say it out.

He has lost weight, a lot, even his jaws have sunken, but he is still so good-looking, even if he is standing among thousands of people, he is still the first one to see when he looks around.

"Qing'er, Qing'er." In the darkness, the man eagerly wanted to find the woman's cherry lips, but when the cold lips touched the softness that had been there for a long time, the dry wood was like a fire, and it was out of control.

"Are you still talking about divorce? Do you still want a divorce?" Ji Xiangyang hugged Xia Qing's waist tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body, melt into his flesh and blood, and never be separated again, " Qing'er, I love you, I love you so much that I can't help it, what should I do?"

Ji Xiangyang's sudden confession shattered Xia Qing's heart. The man carried the woman onto the big bed, carefully treating her like a treasure, for fear of breaking her accidentally.

Ji Xiangyang's kiss was deeply imprinted on Xia Qing's forehead, cheeks, and fair neck like an iron brand.

"We don't quarrel anymore, stop arguing, I'm so tired, my heart hurts, why am I always chasing after me desperately, why can't I always get your response, I'm so tired, so tired, my heart hurts, like being caught It's as uncomfortable as a wild animal tearing you apart." The man said in a loud voice, which broke Xia Qing's heart.

Xia Qing inserted her fingers into the man's broken hair, tears covered her small face, and those fan-like eyelashes were covered with clear and crystal teardrops, facing the wind like a fallen leaf. Trembling, "I'm sorry, Xiangyang, those words are angry words, woohoo." She burst into tears and nearly lost her eyes from crying.

Ji Xiangyang leaned down, and the man's lips came to Xia Qing's in the darkness. Looking at her with tears all over her face, the man called out distressedly, "Qing'er, Qing'er." Looking for the long-lost warmth and breath.

They just haven't seen each other for a few days, but they have been separated by more than ten years. When he returned to China, he was so afraid, so afraid that she would just disappear, follow Huo Ting, and never see her again.

He just kissed her and didn't do anything substantive. Ji Xiangyang couldn't do anything with her current body, otherwise he would have raped her that night.

How could he be willing to hurt him a little, how could Xia Qing be willing to let go of such a man, how could he let such a good him be given to others.

"Xiangyang, don't you not go home, I'm afraid by myself."

"But do you know what a home is?" With her, is there a home here?

She didn't leave, she was still where she was. If she wanted to run out, she would have run away with Huo Ting when he was abroad, right?

"Qing'er, thank you for staying where you are." A tear fell on Xia Qing's lips, cold, salty, and wet, piercing into Xia Qing's heart like a sharp sword.

He leaned down, and put his thin lips close to Xia Qing's ear, "If this love makes you really painful, even if I love you to death, I will let you go, let me love you for the last time, don't resist, just treat it as the last farewell .”

The last time, she didn't want the last time, when she was firm, why did he start to waver again.

It turns out that he won't be waiting for her all the time!
"Qing'er, Qing'er remember me, I have loved, whether you love me or not, it is enough that I have loved."

Maybe after tonight, he and she will be strangers in the world, she is his passerby A, he is her passerby B, you and I each return to our own trajectories to live, and then talk about a plain love.

This night he was talking about their journey, when he was talking about happy things, the corner of Xia Qing's mouth twitched, and when he mentioned the estrangement between the two of them, her heart ached again.

"Xiangyang." She didn't want to continue talking, she looked at him with tears in her eyes, and whispered, "I don't want to say goodbye."

His eyes moved and suddenly lit up, but he didn't say anything.

Xia Qing stretched out her hand and hugged him tightly, "Really, I'm sorry! I was angry that day, do you know that child?" She didn't want to go on, because those two people were Ji Xiangyang's closest two people.

One is his mother, and the other is his most distressed sister!
Why are people so vicious.

The man reached out and hugged her, "We will still have children." He said firmly.

Did that child, an innocent child, Ji Xiangyang's flesh and blood, kill Cheng Juan and Ji Xiangyun?He can't do such a righteous killing of relatives!
The most heartbreaking thing is Ji Xiangyang!He was the one who was hurt the most.

Ji Xiangyang Ji Xiangyang has been hugging the woman in his arms and watching for a long time, he put her little head on his arms, the little woman's disc feathers still glistened with tears, the man bent down and sucked away the woman's tears .

Ji Xiangyang's fingertips rubbed against Xia Qing's cheeks, "If this love makes you so hesitant, makes you suffer, makes you hurt, we will never see the best in this life."

A tear fell on Xia Qing's eyelid.

(End of this chapter)

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