song on the clouds

Chapter 3 The First Flower Everyone Has a Secret

[1] what is your secret

I escaped the weekend piano lessons and came to the hill that Jiang Mi told me about with a small drawing board on my back.

It is not far from the back gate of the school, next to a river embankment, looking up, you can see the most beautiful sky in Changle.

When I climbed that hill, I remembered Jiang Mi asking me on the playground after the high school entrance examination: "Tang Yunduo, what is your secret?"

I categorically denied it, but she looked at me in disbelief and said, "Stop lying, everyone has secrets, why don't you?"

What is my secret? I turned my head to look at the clouds in the sky, and finally fixed my gaze on Xia Shi's teaching building. A beautiful five-star red flag was flying in front of the building, and the air was full of dampness.When Xia Shi first brought me to "Tianyi" to go to school, it was this breath, mixed in Changle, a city with abundant rain, with an inexplicable dampness.Xia Shi held my hand tightly that day and said, "Yun Duo, you don't have to be afraid of anything with my brother here."

What is the secret of summer time?Is it this little hill where he often runs alone?So close to the sky, you can see pure white clouds when you look up.

When I looked up at the sky and saw that my neck was sore, Xia Shi suddenly stood below and shouted at me: "Tang Yunduo, get out of here."

His voice was so loud, and his face was pulled into a ball, as fierce as a tiger.I promise, he is definitely not like this normally, and the reason he is so angry is that I didn't go to the piano lesson.

I made a face at Xia Shi: "I'm not going down, only a fool."

I stood on the hill looking at the sky and the water with peace of mind, imagining myself as a beautiful white swan.

Jiang Mi said that I have incurable intermittent narcissism, which is the performance of a little girl.

I'm not a little girl, I retorted in my heart, but I know that in Xia Shi's eyes, I will always be a little girl.I like drawing, reading novels, buying candies, and forgetting about things.These are things that little girls do.

"Tang Yunduo, don't let me say it a second time." Xia Shi's voice raised an octave, his raised eyes were deeply golden, and the snow-white shirt was blowing against his tender white skin, and his unbuttoned clothes The collar was blown by the wind to reveal a beautiful collarbone.Thin mouth pursed.He's so pretty even when he's angry.

I squatted down, looked down at him, and said threateningly: "Don't come up, I'll hit you with a stone."

He didn't care about me, and rushed forward in a panic. At that speed, he could definitely participate in the Olympics.

I thought he would scold me, but I looked at him calmly, with my hands neatly placed on both sides of my trouser legs.

There was anger in his eyes, and his clean hair formed a cold posture in front of his eyes.

"Why don't you go to class?"

"I hate that piano teacher, she keeps poking my head with red nails."

"She said that if you are not serious about learning the piano, you will laugh when you play it. What is going on in your head?"

"Ladders, clouds, rain."

Xia Shi was silent, his stern eyes looked into mine, he stretched out his hand, and took my hand on the side of my trouser leg.

"Go home." His voice was cold.

His hands were sweating a lot, I knew he was nervous, he was afraid that I would do bad things, that I would get lost, like a father, he was afraid that I would be hurt, so he always cared for me carefully.

His brows were deeply furrowed, as if there were endless worries in his life, and he hid these things so deeply that no one could see them.

I was sitting on the bicycle, he was driving me, his back was so cold, I hugged his waist, put my ears on it, the temperature of his skin was transmitted to my face through the shirt, his body was so stiff, I knew He is angry.

"Brother, I'm sorry." I said.He didn't answer me.

"Brother, that hill can see the bluest sky and the most beautiful clouds."

"Brother, what is the secret in your heart?"

"Brother, don't be angry...

I closed my eyes, whispering alone, Xia Shi's car passed through the peaceful streets of Changle, his back was really warm.The sound of the chain is like a circular lock in this city, fastening Xia Shi and me tightly together.

[2] The Lost Ring

Changle is a coastal city, with abundant rain, moist and gentle air, and fresh fragrance can be smelled everywhere.I have lived in this city and summer time for two years, and it is almost three years in my mind, so vividly filled with happy memories in my burning but blank head.

I guess it all has to do with daylight time.

Xia Shi was the first person I saw after waking up three years ago, and it was the only familiar picture in all my blank memories.

Somewhat comically, I lost all memory after a car accident.

The only thing I remember is the warmth of Xia Shi and the gentle smile in the corner of his eyes. He was dressed in white clothes, and he looked at me with sad eyes. He said, "Yun Duo, I am your brother."

He is my elder brother, his name is Xia Shi, I am his younger sister, and my name is Tang Yunduo.

One of us takes my father's surname and the other takes my mother's surname.My father passed away very early, and my mother worked for the local international financial newspaper.Not at home all year round.

My relationship with my mother is so-so, maybe it’s because I can’t remember her, or maybe she seldom smiles in front of me.She always wears bright yellow and lavender clothes, her lips are bright red, her pupils are bright, her face is delicate, and she is as indifferent as Xiaolongnv when she just met Yang Guo.

I'm not used to calling her mother, I call her Tang Xin in my diary, I call her Qiu Ju, not the Qiu Ju in Tang Bohu, but because she likes Qiu Ju very much and keeps many pots indoors.Colorful.She loves them very much, like her own children.

"Do you like painting?" Xia Shi asked me when I was eating egg dumplings.

I was pouring ketchup, and the ketchup got on my hands. Xia Shi wiped my hands with a paper towel, and the egg dumplings were still chewing in my mouth. The lights in the kitchen shone on Xia Shi's head, forming an angel's halo.

"I don't like anything." I answered Xia Shi perfunctorily.

"What should I do with you?" Xia Shi helped me pour the ketchup and looked at me helplessly.

I like to see his helpless look, with his brows tightly locked, his mouth twitched, his eyes glowing with warmth, his curled eyelashes flickering under the light, his stern side face slightly showing a nice curve .I think Xia Shi is the prettiest boy in "Tianyi" Middle School. Although Jiang Mi said that I am a handsome guy in my younger sister's eyes, Xia Shi's handsomeness is recognized by all girls after seeing him.

"I lost my ring." I changed the subject.It was a ring that was always on my finger, old gold, without any lines, just a circle.A "Y" of my name is engraved on the inside.It's been on my hand since I woke up, to cover a scar on the inner side of my ring finger, which Xia Shi said was caused when I set off fireworks when I was a child.

I lost it for a few days, and I dare not tell Xia Shi that it was actually snatched from me by my sophomore senior.I am afraid that he will go to them.

"Where did it fall?"

"I don't know, maybe it was too slippery, and it fell off my hands" I lied to him.

Xia Shi was silent, and took the bowl I had eaten to the sink.I sat on a mahogany stool and looked at Xia Shi's profile. His hands were nimble in operating in the water, his body was slightly bent, and he was so tall that he was about to hit the disinfection shelf. Under the light, his face had a hint of vicissitudes and sadness.

[3] The man in the small photo

Tang Xin quickly found out that I didn't go to the piano class. She dragged her luggage and walked into the house. She said, "Yun Duo, explain to your mother why you don't have the piano class."

"Headache." This is my usual excuse.

"This excuse is not new anymore." Tang Xin steeped the chrysanthemum tea into hot water and shook the cup in her hands. The liquid rolled out of her relaxed face along with the lavender nail polish on her fingers.

I stubbornly lowered my head, not knowing what to answer.

"Don't be like Xia Shi. If you don't take piano lessons well, you can't do it." Tang Xin was a little angry. She once told me that playing the piano is to cultivate a girl's temperament.

"I know, Mom, I won't do it next time." I replied obediently, I am different from Xia Shi, I am very afraid that Tang Xin will get angry, every time Tang Xin shows signs of anger, I will immediately apologize to her.

"Mom is not scolding you. Mom just hopes that you can study piano well. You also know that your grades are not good. After learning piano well, there are still other ways out." Tang Xin began to talk to me in a pleasant manner.

Xia Shi just came back from shopping in the supermarket. When he saw me standing in the living room, talking to Tang Xin with his head down, he was taken aback for a moment, put the things away, and asked in a slightly raised voice, "Did you scold Yun Duo?"

"What's your attitude?" Tang Xin placed the glass on the glass table fiercely, and the water splashed out because of excitement.

"Brother, mom didn't scold me." I quickly explained, I don't know why Xia Shi and Tang Xin got into such an incompatible situation, he has always been deeply wary and hostile towards her.

"I told you a long time ago that if Yun Duo made a mistake, you can scold me and beat me, but you just can't blame her."

"I'm her mother, why can't I blame her?" Tang Xin's face was flushed red, blood vessels were visible.

"Do you still remember that you are her mother? Have you fulfilled your duty as a mother?" Xia Shi said fiercely.

"Xia Shi, I didn't expect you to miss me so much. You really let me down." After a while, Tang Xin said something.Then slam the door and go in.

Xia Shi picked up his things and went to the kitchen, turned around and asked me as if nothing happened: "Yun Duo, what do you want to eat? Brother will make it for you."

"Brother, you shouldn't treat Mom like that."

Xia Shi took the big row out of the box and deliberately ignored my words: "How about the big row of noodles? The fried big row with a layer of soda crackers is delicious." Xia Shi never wanted to discuss my mother with me.

Xia Shi always wants to talk back to Tang Xin, but I know Xia Shi cares about Tang Xin very much. He knows that Tang Xin likes chrysanthemums. When Tang Xin leaves, he helps her take care of chrysanthemums every day. Tang Xin likes to eat Huamei likes to eat apples, so he must buy them and put them on the coffee table before Tang Xin comes back.He loves Tang Xin, but he doesn't want to admit it.

What caused the distance between him and Tang Xin?Every time I asked, he said, children don't care about so many things.

Who is the child?He's only a year older than me.Why does he take everything to heart.

When I was making big ribs in summer, I was fishing for noodles. He patted the ribs loose with the back of a knife, then kneaded soda biscuits into powder, wrapped them on top of the ribs, and fried them in a pan. The whole kitchen was full of fragrance.Tang Xin originally wanted to hire us a nanny, but Xia Shi refused. Xia Shi said that he didn't like food cooked by strangers. Tang Xin had no choice but to let him go.

When the noodles were ready, I saw Xia Shi sandwiched two big noodles in a bowl of noodles, and then fried a pile of lettuce.He put it aside and gave me another bowl: "Yun Duo, this is for you."

I pointed to the noodles with two big rows and asked Xia Shi: "Is this for mom?"

"Whatever you want." He turned to scoop up the noodles, his tone softened.Xia Shi just had a stubborn mouth and a very soft heart. I chuckled twice and went over to raise my face. I said, "Brother, I will thank you on behalf of my mother."

When Tang Xin opened the door and entered, Tang Xin had already removed her make-up, revealing her fair skin. She was combing her hair in front of the mirror. She was a little dazed, her eyes were red. She must be very sad that she and Xia Shi had such a quarrel.

"Mom, eat noodles, noodles cooked in summer."

"Leave it alone." She glanced at each other, and the sadness in her eyes was less.

I helped Tang Xin comb her hair. Her hair was black and shiny, thin and long. She held it in the palm of her hand and had a strong fragrance. She is such a beautiful woman, but she always looks so sad and tired when she doesn't wear makeup.

"Yun Duo, Mom really doesn't care enough about you. Do you blame Mom?" Tang Xin took a bite of noodles and looked at me worriedly.

"Mom, don't say silly things. How could I blame you? It's Yunduo who made Xia Shi misunderstand you." I obediently put the comb back into the box.

"It's not your fault, it's because I didn't do it well." She put down her chopsticks, and her sadness surfaced again.

When I was going out, I turned my head and saw Tang Xin holding a music box on the dressing table, and took out a small photo from the box. I could vaguely see that it was a man's face. The emerald green lights on the dressing table covered everything It's all blurred, is that person dad?Is it the father Tang Xin has been reluctant to mention?
[4] Tang Yunduo with eccentricities
This July, I just graduated from junior high school, and Tang Xin paid me sponsorship fees before I went to "Tianyi" high school.I always felt that I was sorry for Tang Xin's tolerance towards me. She never asked me to study hard. The only thing she asked me was to play the piano well.Be obedient.

Jiang Mi said that a 16-year-old girl should know the secret of collecting herself, and should also find a boy she likes.Otherwise youth is shameful.So when she found a brother next door who graduated from technical secondary school to watch a movie during the summer vacation, I was "shamefully" resisting the heat at home. The air conditioner at home was broken. I called many times and no one came to fix it. I was so hot. In the middle of the night, I used a mat to make a bed in the living room, with the big windows open, and the song "Linkin Park" in my ears.

When I woke up, I saw burnt mosquito coils under the window and a blue blanket covering my stomach. Xia Shi was leaning against the opposite side, hugging the pillow, with my head slightly tilted.Showing a good-looking side face and a pointed chin.

I remembered that when we first came to Changle, I had a faint headache, as if some residual fragments flashed out and cut my head open.I panicked more than anyone else. The strange environment, unfamiliar people, and blank memories in my mind all condensed into a huge panic that swelled in my body.

My classmates didn’t like me, and the senior girls also looked at me with displeasure. Most of them were followers of summer time. They felt that I took up all the time other than studying in summer time, so they often tried every means to punish me.

So it often happened that I was locked in the school toilet and couldn't go to class. When Xia Shi knew about it, he ran to pull those senior girls out after school and gave him a hard lesson. I still remember his lines: "Tang Yunduo is my dearest person. No one can replace her. If anyone dares to bully her again, I will not only hate this person from the bottom of my heart, but also use all my methods to make her feel uncomfortable."

Xia Shi's eyes widened when he was angry, all the veins on his forehead popped out, his stern face seemed to be buried in frost, his words were very intimidating, I stood beside him, slightly raised my head to look at his side face, So clearly imprinted in my memory.

It was a memory about protection, a very determined love.

After that time, I was determined to get rid of the panic disorder. I tried to get in touch with my classmates more, trying to get out of the shadow of amnesia.I don't want so much effort in the summer time to fail to see results.

I have a very bad symptom, always awakened by nightmares.In the dream, there was a small hot water pot on a silver-white cooker. The hot pot burst suddenly, and the fragments turned into crystal drops of water, rushing towards me, icy cold to the bones.The scene is very simple, but the atmosphere is too scary.Every time I woke up from a dream, I just sat on the bed, stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, and watched it all night.The next day my eyes were terribly red.

I found out later that I just had to sit barefoot on the wall under the living room window and that cold panic would fade away.Xia Shi once woke up in the middle of the night and saw it. He came over and grabbed my hand and asked, "Why is it frozen like this? Go back to your room quickly?"

"Let me sit down so I can sleep well." I begged him.

Xia Shi didn't force me, he took the quilt from the room and covered me, then held my hand tightly and said, "Sleep well, Yun Duo, brother will accompany you."

Xia Shi has always been my company. After many years, as long as I think of Xia Shi's name, I feel that he is not only a synonym for my brother, but also the achiever of all my bad qualities. He is used to my good and bad temper, and he suffers from my mischievous little waywardness.

In the year when he grew a beard, I insisted on shaving him, and I made a fuss in the bathroom and finally ended in blood.When everyone was lamenting that he had a big tape on his face, I felt very guilty helping Xia Shi to clean the room.

Although I don't remember my memories before the age of 13, I have always firmly believed that all my bad habits over the years were caused by summer time, and I have always been such a selfish child.And Xia Shi is the elder brother who will never be able to separate himself from me.

Our relationship is a kind of intersection between the veins of the palm and the heart, and will never be separated.

[5] Be a boarder
After the high school entrance examination, I applied for a student dormitory, but Xia Shi disagreed. Tang Xin was very happy. She said, "Don't be stuck with your brother all day long. He should have his own life."

The reason I want to live in the dormitory is to let Xia Shi get rid of my burden as soon as possible. I feel that I have always brought him heavy pressure.Everyone is saying behind his back that he is 24 filial brother, I hate when they say that about Xia Shi.

Another reason is that I don’t want Xia Shi to accompany me to sit under the window of the living room to feed mosquitoes. In order to make Xia Shi feel at ease, I started to take sleeping pills. The medicine was prescribed by Jiang Mi’s father, a doctor. The white particles are in the palm of my hand. Rolling around in my stomach and swallowing it in my stomach made me fall asleep every day, full of energy, and I had to fake it to show him.

Xia Shi was very satisfied with my improvement, agreed to my living on campus, and told me to live on campus like an old man. In those few days, he was always smiling, and even the little Beijing bus in the park downstairs was infected with his excitement. Jumping up and down at me.

I saw that Xia Shi was so happy, I was suddenly sad, I seemed to be sick, my memory loss made me stupid and strange, I felt like a monster, growing abnormally, and dragging down Xia Shi's life.

I was dark and thin, and when I went out with Xia Shi, people said: "Is this your relative from afar?" I hung my head, I was very disappointed.Xia Shi will seriously correct them: "This is my own sister, named Tang Yunduo."

I sometimes feel that Xia Shi and I are not biological. He is so good and good-looking, like a nobleman in ancient times, no matter how much you expose him to the sun, he can’t turn him black. But I just need to stand by the beach for half a day, and the next day it’s dark enough to take pictures. Bao Qingtian.He has excellent grades, does things properly, is neat and clean, and is a key training object for various competitions, but I have to wait and see to make a curve equation and end up blank.Things are often lost, and I live in memories every day.Xia Shi occasionally calls me Tang Xiaomu.I'm such a fool.

I often ask myself, how did I grow to be 16 years old, Jiang Mi said that this is a scientific project to be studied.

I only have one good friend, Jiang Mi. She is the time when I bid farewell to walking alone in Xia Shi. At the beginning of class, Xia Shi was always by my side. He took me to school, picked me up after school, cooked for me, and helped me Arranging clothes, the whole old lady.

One day I finally couldn't bear to refuse Xia Shi's company, and went to school by myself. Maybe I was unlucky and was robbed halfway.I had already taken out the money to give them, and Jiang Mi came out, and immediately turned into the shape of Shui Bingyue and threw the candied haws in his hand at those people's foreheads.

"I don't even inquire about it, Tianyi is my territory." That posture and appearance are really cool, but within half a minute, the brigade found out that she was the leader of "Thunder and Rain" and rushed over collectively, Jiang Mi held the candied haws in one hand, pulled me up with the other and ran for a few streets, exhausting me half to death.

Our relationship was established from that time, people always need a partner with themselves.Later, I broke away from Xia Shi and acted alone, hanging out with Jiang Mi all day, eating Changle’s delicacies, listening to school gossip, and gradually overcoming the panic of unfamiliar environments.

So I believe that friendship is great, it is the source of vitality in your youthful campus life.It is also an indispensable necessity in life.

[6] Start of residential life

Xia Shi helped me carry my luggage to school. The suitcase was full of necessities he bought for me, such as toothpaste, toothbrush, clothes hanger, new pillow and quilt, and pink curtains.There is only one curtain in a dormitory. Xia Shi knows that I like pink, so let me wear it. The school hasn’t started yet, but many people have already come. Tianyi is worthy of being the most noble school in Changle. The sports car is parked in There are several cars downstairs.

Xia Shi sent some small gifts to the aunt who was watching the door, and the aunt let him in.

"You are so lucky to have such a brother." When the aunt said this, many girls who came in from the dormitory stared at Xia Shi.

I really don't like standing with summer time, I feel like a beast.

The dormitory building is in the first room 401 on the corner of the fourth floor. There are four bunks, all of which have only the lower one. Each person has a desk. The balcony faces north, and the male dormitory is opposite the playground, facing each other from a distance.

There are actually not many students living in the dormitory, because "Tianyi" is not a closed school, only some people who live in remote areas or find it troublesome to go home will choose to live in the dormitory. When I first entered, I saw a girl playing with her repeater, looked up , gave me a smile and said: "My name is May."

"Hello, dear Yunduo, I'm here..." Before I could speak, I heard the sound of the bell on Jiang Mi's nails floating from the corridor to the door. Before the sound came, the bell came first, which is Jiang Mi's usual style .

She was wearing a large floral T-shirt, flip-flops, her hair was tied up high, and the person carrying the luggage behind her was our Ruan Xiaogu who had always quarreled with Jiang Mi. When it was time, he jumped up to Xia Shi and said, "Brother Xia, do you want to eat?"

Ruan Xiaogu and I wanted to spurt blood on the spot because of this title.

"How could Ruan Xiaogu help Jiang Mi carry luggage? Could it be that a comet has appeared?"

Ruan Xiaogu said: "Don't get me wrong, the reason I helped Jiang Mi carry the luggage is because she promised to recruit ten students for my guitar club."

Ruan Xiaogu didn't say that we all forgot that he has been promoted to the president of the school's guitar club.Ruan Xiaogu is the scourge of the art class, his paintings are in a mess, and his limbs are basically stiff when dancing. The only good thing is playing the guitar and singing lyric songs.

Ruan Xiaogu was the first person who gave me childhood memories after I came to Changle except for Xia Shi. He said that he was from Jingfang, and he was the best friend in my memory before the age of 13. He said that because he missed me day and night , so followed me to Changle after a year and a half.I discount his theories, but judging from his closeness to Summer Time, he must have been a very important character when I was a kid.

Xia Shi doesn't talk, he always doesn't like to talk when there are many people, he quietly helps me change the curtains, and the whole dormitory is filled with the HELLO KITY atmosphere.

"Clean up slowly, I'll go eat first." The girl named Wuyue took her bag and went out.

Jiang Mi also started to pack her things. The things she brought scared me to death, such as balls for curling hair, electric sticks for straightening hair, transparent nail polish, and exquisite manicure sets.

"You are here for the beauty treatment." Ruan Xiaogu said.

"What do you know? Beauty is a lady's nature."

"Just you, Huan Shu? Hun female? Are you female? Why do I always think you are male?"

I stood there giggling, the conversation between Ruan Xiaogu and Jiang Mi was always joyous, Xia Shi's eyes were also crooked, he said to Jiang Mi: "In the future, you will help me take care of Yun Duo, and when she can't sleep well at night, you Don't worry about it."

"Brother Xia, don't worry, it's also my responsibility to take care of Yun Duo." Every time Jiang Mi called Xia Shi Xia brother, there was a kind of comedy effect.

"I'm not disabled, I have nothing to take care of, I have hands and feet." I don't understand why these two people feel that I need to be taken care of.

I went to the balcony, the smell of food from the dormitory cafeteria wafted into my nose, Xia Shi said: "I bought you a lunch box, it's in the middle of your schoolbag."

"En." I didn't look at him.

"I go first."

"kindness."

The sound of light footsteps gradually disappeared, Jiang Mi shouted to the balcony: "Your brother is gone, your illness is not cured, he thought you were cured, can you lie to him like this?"

"I just don't want to drag him down. I have to learn to be independent. He will leave me one day. If I don't study now, what should I do when he leaves?"

"My silly Yunduo, I really don't know what you are thinking. If something happens to you, I guess your brother will be the first to kill me?" Jiang Mi fell on the bed in the dormitory.

"Are the summer movies good?" I deliberately changed the subject.

"Don't mention it, it's boring, the movie theater is full of darkness, his hand always rubs on my leg, I feel like throwing up."

I laugh, I like Jiang Mi's carefree and unrestrained character, and I can tell immediately if I like it or not.Straightforward.I raised my head to look at the blue sky. The sky at the end of August was a bit grayish blue. The clouds changed positions in the air with the wind, and a plane flew by, piercing it all at once.My head started to hurt again, I trembled in pain, let myself remember, finally I curled up in the corner of the balcony and began to cry, I don't know what happened to me, the memory made me so painful, heart-piercing.

[7] Good Student Mo Bai

The head teacher is a chemistry teacher, or Miejue Shitai, who is well-known in the school. Her teaching purpose is privately told by students, that if you don't fight, you can't succeed.For the grades of her class, she requires at least the top three in the grade. She has a unique weapon - a slender rattan. It is said that people who are drawn by this thing will bruise for three days.

I seem to have fallen from heaven to hell. My worst subject is chemistry, and I have never scored [-] points.

I lay on my newly assigned position and screamed that life would be worse than death. The teacher went to the stage and ordered several class leaders to stand in a row on the podium like a prisoner. The teacher said: "Everyone remember our class As cadres, I will assist them in their work in the future."

I glanced at it, and only remembered a boy named Mo Bai, because his eyes kept drifting towards me, his eyes were cold and a little uninhibited, as if the world was dismissive in his eyes Gu's.

Jiang Mi pushed me and said, "This Mo Bai, I seem to have seen it somewhere."

I lowered my voice and said with a smile: "You say that every handsome guy seems to have known you before."

"Ah, I remembered, he was one of the students who robbed you of your money the day I met you." Jiang Mi's big decibel was before I had time to scream with her.He was called out by the teacher.

"Whoever is talking, doesn't respect the classroom at all, stand up for me."

The teacher heard my voice and asked: "Who is talking, you don't respect the class at all, stand up for me yourself."

Jiang Mi and I stood up very consciously. Jiang Mi smiled at the teacher first, and then said: "Mr. Chen, I just told Tang Yunduo that your clothes today are really beautiful. It combines the common advantages of Chinese and Western styles. Your own unique temperament, worn on you, is indescribably elegant."

I was taken aback, Jiang Mi's words really made me feel like looking for a trash can, but the teacher seemed to be very helpful, she asked with a smile: "What's your name?"

"My name is Jiang Mi. It's not a secret." Jiang Mi corrected.Because everyone who just met Jiang Mi would think that her power is a secret.

"Okay, you can sit down now."

Jiang Mi is too good at flattering, and never flatters a horse's hoof. When get out of class was over, Jiang Mi said: "I did an investigation before I came here. The teacher likes others to praise her for her taste and temperament."

I admired her very much. When I turned my head, those eyes stared at me again. It was Mo Bai. He was appointed by the teacher as the representative of the chemistry department because he entered the school with the first grade in chemistry.

But more than a year ago, why did he hang out with those little gangsters? I closed my eyes and didn't think about those old things. Xia Shi said that I should not always recall the past. No matter what happened in the past, just be happy now .Summer time was my first head teacher in this world, at least as far as I can remember.

When school was over, I saw Mo Bai talking to a girl at the door. The girl was wearing a bright red short skirt and a white T-shirt with a lot of graffiti on it. The high heels were 8 cm long, her hair was tied sideways, and she wore a row of Exaggerated colorful bracelets.The earrings are in a retro style, and green eyeshadow is rubbed on the eyelids, like a goblin in the forest.

She was talking to Mo Bai, Mo Bai gave her some money, she kissed Mo Bai on the face, and Mo Bai's face turned red immediately, how could he mess with a girl like a monster.And they have a lot to do with their actions.

[8] Narcissistic handsome guy with aroma
When I was practicing the piece with the piano teacher, I made a mistake again. The teacher said, "You don't have any emotion when you play the piano now. How can you participate in the performance of our piano association?"

I never thought about participating in any performance. In fact, this performance is a few prestigious music teachers in the city who put together the best students they have trained to show their strength.In this way, you can impress the teacher, and you may be recommended to study abroad.

In terms of strength, I'm not the best, but Tang Xin gave the old witch a set of Italian jewelry, so the old witch agreed to give me this opportunity.

This is where I find it most boring.The problem that money can solve is not a problem, but it is an ugly problem.

"If it weren't for your mother's face, no matter how much you line up, you won't be able to participate." The old witch said casually.

I rolled my eyes in my heart, why didn't you just say it, if it wasn't for the sake of that set of jewelry.

At this time, someone knocked on the door, and the old witch said, "Practice by yourself, and I will listen to it later." She closed the door, and I quickly took out a small mirror from my schoolbag and placed it in the place of the score, my hands were carelessly on the piano As he played, his face turned to the small mirror in front of the piano and began to grimace 72 times.According to Jiang Mi's book, regular exercise of facial muscles will make the face smaller and more flexible.Not sure whether it is true.

When I probably achieved ten changes, I felt sour.

"Who invented the piano, I must kill him." I said viciously.

"Invented by the Italian Bartholomew Christophe in 1709." I heard a boy's voice, small, lazy but powerful.

The first thing I saw in the mirror was his peach blossom eyes, and his smile seemed to be able to charm people away. He was wearing a very gorgeous, golden woolen sweater, a brown trench coat, black leggings, and earrings A sapphire stud earring.On the finger is a new men's ring from a big brand.He leaned against the door, folded his arms, and looked at me with a strong smile.The room immediately exudes a faint fragrance.I really don't believe that the old witch's family can produce such a masterpiece.The star who came out of the TV.

He saw the way I made faces, and I was a little embarrassed.I didn't turn my head, I just took the mirror away from my eyes, pretended I didn't hear it, and continued to play the piano.

"You can pretend to ignore me? But I believe you are already screaming madly in your heart, right?" Just now, there was still a sliver of goodwill towards him, but after he finished this narcissistic dialogue, the last sliver of goodwill disappeared.

"I'm interested in Bartholomew Christophe now," I answered him coldly.

"Good girl, I remember you." He went out, closing the door gently.

I sighed, the old witch's house was full of weird people, good-looking and strange people, I didn't turn my head from the beginning to the end, just with such a small mirror, can he really remember me?It's a joke.

On the way back to school after practicing the piano, Jiang Mi sent me a text message: Ruan Xiaogu liked a girl.Come on, old place.

The old place is the beef noodle shop at the back door of our school. It used to be the old place for me and Xia Shi. After Jiang Mi joined, it became the old place for the three of us. After Ruan Xiaogu came, it became the old place for the four of us. That shop mainly focuses on beef noodles, supplemented by a variety of delicious lo-mei, and comes with two dishes of side dishes.Four people eat around a table at a time, it feels like a big family.

When I arrived, Jiang Mi and Ruan Xiaogu were already eating happily inside. Jiang Mi looked down at her magazine. People who didn’t know thought she was reading, but in fact it was a gossip book that she assembled herself. , Cut out the news she likes from the newspaper, paste it on it, and circle it.

When I passed by, Jiang Mi saw me and said, "My dear Yunduo, why are you here?"

Jiang Mi calls others sweet names, and every time it makes people laugh, but after listening to it for a long time, I think it is so interesting.

I rolled my eyes and thought, you don’t know how I got here?
That idiot Ruan Xiaogu sat on the side and pressed his phone fiercely, Jiang Mi whispered in my ear, "Did you see that Ruan Xiaogu was tricked?"

"How did you get it?"

"With a smirk on his face, he can't finish sending text messages, he is absent-minded, his head is empty, and he laughs unconsciously. From all signs, Ruan Xiaogu has someone he likes."

"Who, who is so unlucky?" I patted the table, and the boss immediately came over and said, "Little Yunduo, don't be angry, aren't we busy, we didn't mean to not greet you."

I smiled awkwardly, Ruan Xiaogu put down the unfinished noodles and said: "Little daughter-in-law, you can eat, I have something to do."

As if someone was setting fire to him behind him, he quickly disappeared.

"Even Ruan Xiaogu has a secret, Yun Duo, what kind of world do you think this is?"

I was playing on the table with chopsticks, and Jiang Mi's words inadvertently reminded me of that small hill, where I could see the blue sky and white clouds, and the sadness of summer.

Everyone grew up slowly and began to have their own secrets.Everyone becomes unfathomable.I'm the only one standing here to speculate on other people's secrets.

[9] Tang Xiao is confused

There is a big difference between high school and junior high school. Classes are from Monday to Saturday, and I have to study by myself at night. I have to take an exam every month. As always, I do very badly in the exam.Tang Xin donated three pianos to the school, and the special treatment I got was the key to the piano room, so I could take time to practice at will.I still go to the old witch to learn the piano regularly every week.The title of piano girl is not so easy to come by.

When I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, I was still sitting on the bed with my bare feet on the cold floor, my eyes wide open, staring at the pink curtains with tiny lace trims that Summer bought me.In May, I got up several times in the middle of the night and was scared to death by me, thinking I was sleepwalking.Jiang Mi asked me: "Yun Duo, what happened to you?"

What's wrong with me, I also want to know this problem.The dormitory room is not soundproof. There is a girl next door who is always on the phone. The sound of her phone often overlaps into my ears, which is a bit sharp.

I didn't tell Xia Shi about my situation, I said to him: "I'm fine, I'm fine."

I heard from Jiang Mi that Xia Shi had a girlfriend. I thought it was a rumor. After hearing what Jiang Mi said, I suddenly ran home on a Saturday night. As soon as I walked to the door, I touched my pocket for a long time , I just remembered that I forgot to bring the key.Ring the doorbell, Xia Shi is not here, so I have no choice but to call Xia Shi.The melodious sound of a violin came from the phone.

"Brother, I didn't bring the key. When are you coming back?"

"You fool, wait for me at the door."

When I stood at the door, I thought, I seem to often forget to bring my keys, forget to bring a certain textbook, and forget where I put my things. I get stupid.

Damn amnesia, damn it, 13 years lost memory.Where did it go.

When Xia Shi came out of the elevator, I stood at the door and watched him walking towards me. His washed jeans, off-white cotton shirt, and his stern face under his hair always showed a hint of helplessness when he saw me. smile.

"Why didn't you say in advance that you're going home this week?" Xia Shi asked while opening the door.

"Are you free?" I asked softly.

"Fool, Yun Duo is looking for me, I will always be free." If it was normal, I would definitely grab his arm, hang on him like a wombat, put my head on his neck and say coquettishly and firmly: "Brother treats Yun Duo the best."

But today, I didn't, I lost confidence in my previous affirmation.

He turned his head to look at me, the lights in the room were not turned on, and our four eyes were shining brightly like jewels in the night.

"What are you thinking about?" he said, then turned on the light and breathed a sigh of relief.

"There is nothing to eat at home. I made egg dumplings, which can be cooked and eaten directly."

The eternal egg dumplings, Xia Shi told me, this is my favorite thing to eat when I was a child, I stuffed it into my mouth and chewed hard, suddenly, I asked: "Were you with Fu Yanruo just now?"

"En." He nodded, with some hesitation.

"Is she your girlfriend?"

"Did you listen to Jiang Mi's little gossip again?"

"Is it true?" I asked eagerly.

"Don't think so much. Finish the dumplings quickly." He avoided this answer, and the avoidance represented certain affirmations. I'm not a fool, I can understand.

At night, I looked through my schoolbag and found that I didn't bring sleeping pills, so I couldn't sleep.When he opened the door and came out, he saw Xia Shi sitting on the floor of the living room with his lonely eyes.Holding an unopened marshmallow in his hand.

"Brother, what are you doing?" I sat with him.Leaning against the rose-colored wall in the corner.

"Which hand do you think the marshmallow is in?" Xia Shi shook both hands and asked me.We often play this game when we are bored. He puts the marshmallows in his hand, shuffles the order behind his back, and then lets me guess. Guess wrong, give me marshmallows during summer time.

"Brother, you have a girlfriend, will you still love me?" I asked him while eating cotton candy.

Xia Shi's eyes froze for a moment, and he tilted his head to look at me. The halo of light at night was shining under the moonlight, and the hair fell on his eyes so that he couldn't see the color of his eyes clearly.

"Fool." Xia Shi took my shoulders, and I leaned into his arms, hearing his calm heartbeat.

"Brother, we must have had a good relationship when we were young."

"Of course." Xia Shi smiled, revealing a childlike innocence.The moonlight fell on both of us lonely, and Xia Shi's embrace was always so warm.

[10] Shitai's Cane and Wounded Heart
"Tang Yunduo, you're distracted again." Jiang Mi yelled at me.I just came back from this memory, we walked to the school bulletin board, what award did Xia Shi win, and the name was far away.

"Your brother is amazing. In just two years, he won many awards from the school. Why didn't you inherit a little bit of his IQ?"

"I don't know about that either." I replied regretfully.

We walked through the crowd and walked up the steps. In the distance, the chemical extermination teacher ran towards the classroom with handouts. She was hostile to me, because my chemistry scores did not exceed [-] points each time, and I dragged the entire class behind. Her legs also hindered her dream of winning a bonus.

When she looked at me, her eyes squinted 45 degrees. I thought to myself that even if you squinted 90 degrees, I would still not exceed 30 points.

"Be careful, the old witch is targeting you everywhere recently." Jiang Mi told me.

I stuffed the bread into my mouth and said, "She wants to destroy me if she can't get me."

Jiang Mi rolled her eyes at me: "Tang Yunduo, you have finally learned to entertain yourself."

I laughed, just in time to see Xia Shi coming down the stairs, still in white clothes Shengxue, with a little brilliance on his stern face, he didn't notice me, he was talking to a girl next to him, the girl was wearing The tender pink chiffon skirt, the beauty's pointed chin, and wide and clean forehead, they are like two iceberg snowdrops.Arrogant and indifferent.

"Your brother." Jiang Mi said.

I didn't call him, I passed the girl next to him, Jiang Mi said: "What's wrong with you?" I shook my head and said: "It's okay."

Jiang Mi said, "That's Fu Yanruo, your brother's rumored girlfriend."

How could I not know, I went to Fu Yanruo's concert in the music center a week after I got home, the 17-year-old violin girl's concert is so exciting, in the dark hall, I saw a little She is so beautiful, but every song can suppress the scene, her skirt is swinging on the stage, she is so beautiful that people can't eat it.

She is perfect, perfect beyond fault.

I was absent-minded throughout the chemistry class. I took a blank paper and drew on it. I still drew clouds, ladders and rain.The sky was cloudy and it was about to rain. I was thinking about the scene when Xia Shi walked past just now. Did he see me?After he got rid of my burden, even his smile became much warmer.

"Tang Yunduo, what are you doing?" The teacher came to my side while I was distracted. She found out that my painting was too late to accept. She pulled my painting and walked out of the seat together with my people. pull up.

"Stand in front for me." Her voice was cold.

I honestly stood in front.I knew that Shitai was going to use her "unique weapon" - rattan in the next second.Sure enough, the teacher took out her cane from the drawer of the podium, and began to slap my arm once, twice. When the soft cane hit my arm, it hurt like a needle, and I didn’t feel anything. Say.

"Ask you to draw in class? You're not an art student. What art are you pretending to be? Do you think you are Van Gogh? Every time you take a chemistry test, you get 30 points to slow down our class. It's not that you have money in your family and you can buy our Tianyi Are you coming..."

What she said was always ugly, and I finally couldn't help but jumped up: "You damn mistress, if you hit me again, I'll call the police."

The teacher’s face was deformed, no one in the class dared to stand up, Jiang Mi signaled me to stop talking, the teacher rushed over and grabbed me, at this moment Mo Bai stood up suddenly and said: “Teacher, don’t hit Tang Yunduo, Even if she is painting in class, you shouldn't hit her."

What Mo Bai said made the whole class look at him with admiration. I looked at Mo Bai gratefully, and Mo Bai said: "Tang Yunduo, let me take you to the medical room. I heard that some canes will leave scars. .”

At the gate of the school hospital, Mo Bai and I saw Xia Shi holding Fu Yanruo and coming at the same time. Fu Yanruo seemed to have been injured, with a painful expression on his face, his eyelashes trembling slightly, looking very pitiful.

There was only one school doctor, and the doctor said, "If you come at the same time, who will see you first?"

This is undoubtedly a multiple-choice question for Xia Shi, he frowned and said to me: "Yun Duo, Fu Yanruo just fell because of me..."

I waved my hand and said, "Forget it, let her see." I covered the pain in my hand and walked out of the gate slowly. At that moment, my heart seemed to have fallen from a heavy stone, and the sun was fierce. Mo Bai asked me: "Are you okay? "

I waved my hand at him, trying to give him a sunny smile, but I couldn't smile, and my heart was astringent and uncomfortable. When I went down the stairs, I didn't know where the wind was blowing, which made my head dizzy. Steady on, fell down the stairs.

[11] What hurts is not the body but the heart
When I woke up, I was lying in the dormitory, everyone surrounded me, and I saw Xia Shi's eyes in a moment, so sad and sad, I looked at him with wide eyes, I wondered if I could still see him in his eyes To his past love for me.

"Yun Duo, don't scare me, why don't you talk?" Jiang Mi shouted.

"Yun Duo, where does it hurt, tell my brother." Xia Shi sat by my bed, I turned my head, not wanting to see him, I grabbed my hands on the bed sheet and refused to speak.

"Little daughter-in-law, did you fall and lose your memory again?" Ruan Xiaogu put his finger in front of me: "How much is it?"

"Stop harassing Yun Duo, you all go away. Just stay here during the summer." Wu Yue said from the side.

Wuyue is a very calm girl, she keeps everything in her eyes and keeps her face, and she can see the essence at a glance.

The fan in the dormitory turned its head gently, and the pink curtains swayed in front of my eyes. I remembered that when Xia Shi helped me buy curtains, I said to the clerk: "My sister likes pink, and there are lace ones, please help me." I'll take one." His eyes were so focused when he spoke, and he smiled contentedly when he got the curtains, and turned to me and asked, "Yun Duo, is this pretty?"

"Clouds." He leaned over and called me in my ear.

"Yun Duo, I'm sorry, I don't know you have been wronged so much."

"Yun Duo, don't ignore me, you never ignore me, brother feels uncomfortable when you are like this." I heard his voice a little hoarse.

I turned around and saw his eyes, so close to mine, with curly eyelashes, fair skin, and anxious expression.

"I'm fine, brother." I said slowly, I can't see Xia Shi being sad, it's not pretty at all.

I wanted to get up, but found that my whole body was in pain, I frowned, Xia Shi took the medicated oil from the table, took out my arm, and applied it seriously.

"The doctor came to give you medicine just now, but the bruise on your arm will be easier and faster to heal if you massage it with medicine."

I thought of the scene where he hugged Fu Yanruo and talked, and all my pain disappeared.

"It hurts. Why didn't I notice the injury on your hand just now, and I said something that hurt you so much. You were bitten by a crab when you were a child and cried desperately for a day. Today, you were beaten and fell again. Why don't you cry? You It must be so painful that I even forgot to cry."

I want to tell Xia Shi that I don't cry, not because I don't feel pain, but because there is no way to heal the most painful place, so I simply gave up the right to cry.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Xia Shi kept repeating this sentence with his head tilted.

"Brother, I'm really fine." I wanted to comfort him and let him stop blaming himself.I felt something cool fall on my arm, I looked down, it was Xia Shi's tears, in the red filled room, turned into crystal pearls on my hand.

I turned my head and bit my lower lip, restraining my urge to cry, Xia Shi and I have been dependent on each other since childhood, why, we have to make each other suffer so much.Tang Xin once said that half of Xia Shi's pain comes from her and half from me. Although I don't understand the meaning of this sentence, I really want to get half of Xia Shi's pain away.into my body.

When Xia Shi left, he covered me with a quilt, and he said, "Yun Duo, brother won't let you suffer in vain." His eyes were ignited with determination again.

"Brother, what are you doing?"

"Don't worry about it. Sleep well. I'll help you ask for leave."

[12 Bingshan beauty Fu Yanruo

Summer time is gone, I took out a sleeping pill from the side of the bed and stuffed it into my mouth, I fell asleep without dreaming again.When I woke up, it was already the evening of the next day, Wu Yue sat on the bed and flipped through the newspaper, the dormitory was a bit abnormally quiet.

"What time is it?" I asked May.

"Six o'clock." She replied calmly.

"I've been asleep for a long time." I shook my head.

"I'm afraid that you would rather not wake up when you hear the news of waiting."

"What news?" I was a little nervous.

"It's not good, Yun Duo..." Jiang Mi rushed in, shaking the little bell on her nails.

"What's the matter? Tell me well."

"The BMW that Shitai bought was splashed with paint."

"That's a good thing." I said.

"But your brother was called to the principal's office."

"Xia Shi, you idiot." I threw off the quilt and jumped out of the bed.

"Yun Duo, slow down, the injury is still not healed." I didn't care about Jiang Mi's voice calling to me.I sprinted down the stairs, bumping into several people on the way.Forget that you are a wounded person.

The school classroom had just turned on the lights, and when I arrived, everything seemed to be over. Xia Shi and Fu Yanruo were standing on the steps downstairs of "Yunxiao" talking, Xia Shi lowered his head, frowned, and kept shaking his head while talking .I stood and looked at him silently.The light in the sky was fading little by little, as if the darkness was about to cover everything, Fu Yanruo was like a proud saint, and Xia Shi was the only god who could coexist with the saint.She saw me first, and Xia Shi cast her gaze over.

The first time I looked directly at Fu Yanruo, like a very slender bayonet, it pierced into the depths of my memory, and suddenly another person ran out there, and her aura was as arrogant and hostile as Fu Yanruo.

Is she who I remember?Or is it an enemy I imagined?

Xia Shi quickly walked up to me: "Yun Duo, why are you here?"

"I heard that you splashed paint on Shitai's BMW."

"You think it's me?"

"I don't know." I shivered with cold.Xia Shi took off his coat and gave it to me: "Go back quickly, brother is fine."

I glanced at Fu Yanruo, this was the first time I saw her up close, her face was small and clean, with a pair of exquisite big eyes, mellow and dark, very attractive.

"This is your sister?" Fu Yanruo asked Xia Shi in disbelief.Her voice was cold, with an inexplicable sense of distance.I do not like her.

"This is my sister Yunduo. Yunduo, this is my classmate Fu Yanruo." Xia Shi solemnly introduced us to each other for the first time.

"I'll go home this week." I didn't mean to say hello to her. After I finished speaking, I turned and walked towards the dormitory. Halfway through, I saw Mo Bai sitting on a bicycle, dressed like a student, and rushed towards me. He waved his hand and said, "Do you need me to drive you?"

Although the dormitory is not very far from the school, in order to get rid of Xia Shi and Fu Yanruo as soon as possible, I jumped into Mo Bai's car and hugged his waist, no matter what kind of eyes Xia Shi had behind me.

I smelled a little bit of paint on Mo Bai's body, and I suddenly asked alertly: "Did you do it?"

He stopped the car, with a smile that could not tell friend from foe on the corner of his mouth: "I just don't like Shitai's way of doing things." Mo Bai gave people the feeling that he never did things regardless of the consequences, like a prodigal son.

I jumped out of Mo Bai's car, and a girl grabbed me from behind, pointed at me and shouted, "Who are you? What's your relationship with Mo Bai?"

I can recognize it, it is the girl with green eyes like a goblin from last time, she painted bright red nail polish, wears black socks, grabs Mo Bai's hand, and is full of jealousy.Said: "He is my man, don't make up his mind."

I think she is very funny, a kind of indescribable fun, as if seeing my beloved toy being robbed by others.

Mo Bai called her very calmly: "Really."

I saw something called emotion flowing in Mo Bai’s eyes, just like the egg dumplings made for me in summer, every time I was hungry, the first thing I thought of was it, that kind of warmth, I couldn’t hide it joy.

Mo Bai likes her.I see it.It turns out that if you like someone, you can really see it.

I ignored the girl's question and walked away silently.

Around me, everyone has someone they like.Is it true that there must always be liking and love in youth to be complete.

So, where is my love and my fullness?
The pain hit for a while, and the wind blew up, making my skin ache. I hugged Xia Shi's jacket tightly. The jacket Tang Xin bought for him from Beijing last fall was very warm. I found a jacket in his pocket. The thing I have is the ring that was taken away by my senior sister not long ago.Summertime wraps thin red string around the top quarter.The original Y engraved on it was also wrapped into the thin red string.I don't know how daylight time finds it.I put it on my hand, and it felt cold to the touch.I touched that ring, as if feeling the heat of summer.In those memories that I can't remember, they keep warming me.

(End of this chapter)