Bring back ex-wife and baby

Chapter 131

Meng Shaoting felt as if his heart was being tightly clenched by these hands. After a long time, he said softly: "This is, what's going on?"

Jingzhi has never liked to stretch out her hands for people to see these years. She used to be very particular about perfection, because she loved playing the piano, and she cared about her hands very much, but since those things happened five years ago...

Her mother insulted her day and night, full of grievances and humiliations, pains that she had no place to express, and on occasional nights when she could get a good night's sleep, through thin walls, she wanted to cry, but she didn't dare to cry Come, covered with a quilt, I bit my ten fingers with blood dripping, curled up shivering on the cold and hard bed, opened my eyes wide and saw the endless darkness.

She never knew that the good upbringing that accompanied her for more than 20 years, the perfect posture that could be used as a model, the elegant smile, the decent manners, all the beautiful things that seemed to be born in her, were destroyed. At that time, it was so easy.

Perhaps, to put it bluntly, her life is "cheap".

When enjoying the glory and wealth, she is like a fish in water, but when living a poor life, she can still adapt herself quickly.

When she was Miss Qianjin, she was so perfect that no one could fault her. When she was the most humble and cowardly ordinary woman struggling at the lowest level, she could still survive by gritting her teeth.

Just like now, it's like being tortured every day by this person's side, and she's suffering like swallowing Coptis chinensis, but she can still live with a smile on her face.

Sitting in such a beautiful garden now, think about those who live in the cheapest rental area, have endless work, endless laundry, smell of oily smoke, being scolded at home, and stared at when they go out to work , Walking on the street, when you hear the sound of the horn, you will be frightened and sweat all over your body. When you are sitting at home, you will hold your breath in panic when you hear the knock on the door to pay the due fee, and you will bite uncontrollably when you are nervous. Those days when my fingers were dripping with blood, when I saw people and I couldn't help lowering my head, timidly like a frightened little sparrow, it was like a dream.

Jingzhi gently pulled her fingers out of his palm one by one, she looked at it for a while, then raised her head, passed her hand in front of him, and looked at him quietly: "Is it ugly? "

There seemed to be a slight pain in Meng Shaoting's eyes, "No."

I just see you like this, and I feel a little indescribably sad.

Jingzhi smiled slightly: "I'm used to seeing it, so I don't find it ugly, but... I won't be able to play the piano in the future."

"You can do whatever you want, no one will talk about you." His tone was a little urgent.

"No, it's because I feel so sad when I see myself, why don't I just leave it alone."

Jing Zhi curled up her fingers and held them in her palms. She lowered her head, as if she was silently remembering alone, and also seemed to say to him: "This is a bad habit I developed after my father passed away. Every time I I can't sleep at night, thinking of my father, thinking of that poor child..."

Jingzhi shook her head, frowning tightly, as if talking about those dark past would give her a headache, she braced her temples, looked down at the corner of her clothes, and after a long time, said slowly: "It's hard to think about them. When I was scolded by my mother so ashamed but didn't dare to cry, when I walked outside to meet those people's cold faces and fingers, I couldn't pay the rent and water bills, I was driven to move, and I was beaten by hooligans. Harassment and bullying, being forced by my mother to go on blind dates with all kinds of wretched and disgusting men, being knocked on the window by those hooligans, hearing my mother and those people yelling, walking on the road, and hearing people say, look, it is that woman with a clear face When she was handsome, but messed around with men, and she was pregnant with a child and didn't know who the father was, Meng Shaoting, do you know how hard it is to sink into a swamp like a swamp, the pain that you can't extricate yourself from? ?”

Her tears rolled down suddenly, but she didn't care, she still looked at the blooming flowers in front of her quietly: "At the beginning, there was Jingyuan supporting me, that was the only thing my father left for me and my mother." Although the thing was sold, at least it still existed intact. When I went to see it, I had the courage to live again. But later, Jingyuan was demolished, and even ran to When I was there, I only saw bulldozers and a large area of ​​ruins. At that moment, I had the first thought of death, but in the end, after I cried a lot, I thought in my heart, what else do I have? How about going to see Dad? I can't even keep the last thing he gave me..."

Her voice began to tremble, and she could hardly speak any more.

Meng Shaoting's face was pale, and he stood there like a puppet, unable to utter a single word.

If she hadn't told him personally at this moment, he really wouldn't have been able to imagine that apart from the things that shocked him, she would have endured so much.

Every word in that sentence was like a chisel cutting bloody holes in his heart.

He didn't even dare to speak, didn't dare to interrupt her, even though it was a kind of delay for him to hear her calmly and smilingly tell her about her past, but he couldn't move, couldn't open his mouth, only the buzzing sounded in his head, Hearing her small voice was like a clear spring piercing through the mist, slipping coldly through his heart.

"Later, I met Shaoxuan, he was the one who rescued me from such a humiliating life. I didn't know he was Meng Shaoxuan at first, but I thought it was worth entrusting such a person to treat me like this. For the rest of my life. In the end, his identity was revealed, and I didn't want to see him again, and I rejected his overtures, just because he was from the Meng family, and I, the person I least want to see and hate the most in my life, They are from your Meng family."

Speaking of Shao Xuan, her condition seemed to be getting better, and her voice softened. Meng Shaoting clenched his hands tightly, and the pain in his palm was almost numb. He just listened in a daze, listening to her five years later. It was the first time I talked so much with him, and it was the first time I heard her speak to him in such a gentle voice after five years, but it was another man.

"Later, he did so much for me, so much. He gave up everything just to be with me. I was really moved by him. If we say that I was with him at first, it was because I was so moved. So, in the end, I agreed to marry him, and I handed myself over to him, but it was because I really, really had his place in my heart..."

"Stop talking." Meng Shaoting said suddenly, he didn't dare to listen any more, didn't dare to listen to her continue to say more cruel words.

He once had a little fantasy in his heart, that she was only grateful to Shao Xuan, if that was the case, he would have a great chance of winning.

But now, she said it herself, she has Shao Xuan's place in her heart. Although he has only been with her for a few months, he understands her very well, understands how stubborn she is, and understands how helpless she is. Little stubborn, when she falls in love with someone, she does it wholeheartedly, and she treats that person as her whole world.

Just like how she loved him obsessively five years ago, so she foolishly waited, foolishly forgiven his indifference and cheating again and again, foolishly, made a promise that could never be fulfilled and wanted to live with him lifetime.

Later, those loves and hatreds faded away, and she finally resolutely drove him out of her heart, and finally accepted others again. Meng Shaoting knew that he knew with certainty that he could not make her love again on myself.

"I didn't want to say this to you at first, as if I was begging for your pity and compensation, but now I tell you, just to let you know clearly, Meng Shaoting, I don't love you anymore, yes, five Years ago, the moment I signed the letter, I no longer love you. No matter what you do or say in the future, my heart will not move like a rock. So, I ask you to think about it, yes Let me go, or leave this heartless woman by your side..."

Jing Zhi took a deep breath and felt his slightly disordered breathing, she laughed a little self-deprecatingly, why did she still hold such hope.

"Of course, if you insist on keeping me, I will follow the agreement and be a qualified lover. Except that I won't like you or fall in love with you, I think I will try my best to make myself The perfect..."

"Shut up!" He couldn't see the indifferent look on her face, he would rather she played petty temper with him like last night. After seeing her, I can't see her expression that if he refuses to let her go, he will create a big evil...

Yes, their Meng family owed her, so what?He said he came to pay back, he said he came to make up, what else?

She turned her face slowly and looked at him in the warm sunlight.

His eyes fell on her tears, felt dazzling, and moved away, but saw the slightly trembling fingers twisted together, the thumb of her left hand had already been scratched by herself and bled, but she still didn't know it Usually keep doing that...

He felt a pang in his heart, and he hugged her in one step.

"It's all over, Jingzhi, don't think about it anymore, okay?" His hand held hers, preventing her from continuing to hurt herself.

"It's easy for you to say, but what if I can't forget?"

"I will make you forget, forget all the pain..."

"Nails driven into wood will leave eternal scars, how can those pains engraved on the bones be forgotten?"

"Yes, trust me, I will make you forget."

As Meng Shaoting spoke, an idea slowly rose in his heart. He wanted to tell her, but held back. He would tell her after he finished the matter. She would be happier.

"Why bother?" Jing Zhi's voice sounded muffled.

A few years later, Jing Zhi also asked herself this way, why bother, why bother forcing the three of them into such an irreversible situation, why bother to block everyone's escape path?
If she hadn't been so stubborn back then, or if she had been tougher back then, wouldn't everything have been another kind of situation?

Perhaps, everything is not the case.

But in this world, who has seen maybe?Who gets what if?

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At noon, Jing Zhi fell asleep after reading a book in the garden for a while. When Meng Shaoting drove back, she didn't even hear the sound of the car.

Seeing that she was sleeping soundly, he didn't wake her up, and his husband went upstairs to take a shower, but at this moment, the phone in the living room rang.

"Miss, your phone number." Although the servant didn't dare to disturb her, they couldn't afford to offend the person on the other side of the phone, not to mention that the other party kept saying that it was just a small matter to talk to the lady. There is no way to directly refuse.

Jing Zhi opened her eyes in a daze, saw the servant holding a phone in her hand, and picked it up casually. Because she was pregnant, she never used the phone again, and even the phone was rarely touched.

"Hello?" Half asleep and half awake, the voice was still a little lazy, and when it reached the ear of the person on the receiver, it became more harsh.

Mrs. Meng gritted her teeth and forced herself to put on a polite tone: "Miss Fu, can you come out for a light meal?"

"I'm really sorry, Mrs. Meng, I'm not feeling well these days, and I'm lazy to walk." Jing Zhi heard Mrs. Meng's voice, and couldn't help cheering up and said slowly.

"It's because I don't feel well that I need to exercise more. I also have something to say to you Jingzhi. How about this? I have reserved a good seat at the Huxinting Tea House. Why don't you come and eat with Jingzhi Have some tea to relax?"

Mrs. Meng was polite and polite, but Jing knew that she didn't know how to refuse for a while, her good self-cultivation was still lingering in her bones, and she was never good at rejecting people harshly, especially when the other party retreated repeatedly.

Hearing the hesitation here, Mrs. Meng hurriedly said again: "Jing Zhi, no matter what, you called me mother back then. Although I did something wrong, but it's too late for me at my age." , and he was only thinking about his son..."

"Mrs. Meng, I don't want to hear this." Jing Zhi immediately interrupted bluntly, she was not in the mood to listen to her say something that didn't hurt or itch.

Mrs. Meng saw that she was ignoring her, so she said straightforwardly: "I came to you this time to have a good chat with you about you and Shao Ting. At three o'clock in the afternoon, I will wait for you in the box on the second floor of the teahouse..."

"Whose phone is it?" Meng Shaoting came out of the shower and saw that she was talking on the phone, so he didn't interrupt her. Instead, he leaned over until he got close, and whispered something softly in her ear...

From that day on, he made it clear that he was unwilling to give up, and she really followed the agreement and stopped giving him cold faces. From a dazzling look, the two of them really looked like a couple in love.

Mrs. Meng listened to Meng Shaoting's words and couldn't help being annoyed: "Miss Fu, I will wait in the teahouse until you come!"

With a bang, the phone was hung up very loudly, Meng Shaoting answered her phone and put it aside: "My mother's phone number?"

"Don't pay attention to her. I'll tell the servant later that you don't want you to answer any calls from the Meng family." Seeing her uneasy expression, Meng Shaoting frowned, bent down and hugged her, and put her on his lap while talking She said softly, kissing her cheek lightly.

"She asked me to meet, and she said it was at the Huxinting Tea House at three o'clock in the afternoon."

"Don't bother with her, I won't go." Meng Shaoting played with her cool hair with one hand, wrapped her waist with the other, and gently stroked her lower abdomen: "How do you feel these days? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Jingzhi shook her head, turned her face suddenly, and almost bumped into his nose, with a sly smile in her eyes: "I want to go to an appointment this afternoon, to see what she wants to do."

"What can you do? It's just coercion and temptation to force you to leave me." Meng Shaoting kissed her exposed white neck wholeheartedly, and replied vaguely.

"I just want to meet her and give her some sulk." Jing Zhi gritted her teeth, pushed him, her eyes rolled, and Shui Lingling looked at him: "I plot against your mother, you won't feel bad, will you?"

Meng Shaoting smiled lazily, and narrowed his eyes slightly to look at her: "That depends... What reward will you give me?"

Jing Zhi took a look at him and pushed him away: "I'll go to sleep for a while and then leave, I'm so sleepy."

"I'm with you..." He immediately stood up and pulled her towards the room.

Jingzhi's heart trembled sharply, thinking of the time when he almost misfired a few days ago, he couldn't help but frowned: "Farewell, I'm sleepy, don't bother me, let me sleep for a while."

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