Chapter 151

He has no chance to know again, time will not go back, just like when he regrets the most, there is no way to go back to the past.

Because she loved him deeply at that time, she endured all the humiliation he gave and married herself to him, and because she loved him deeply, she indulged everything about him, and because she had been so deeply Loved him, so when she gave up on him, she had already decided not to look back, never to look back.

He had lost her a long time ago, not in Phoenix town, nor at the time of divorce, no.

Earlier, when she loved him and he didn't know it, she no longer belonged to him.

"Ido." Meng Shaoting laughed at himself, he raised his head, his eyes slowly moved to Jesus on the cross, he closed his eyes, and said softly in his heart, I am willing.

Although the meaning is the same, he is still unwilling to say it to Manjun in Chinese, I am willing.

Jingzhi, I think, I really like you, but it seems really too late.

If, I said if, if time can go back, I think, when I hold a wedding with you, I will seriously say, I am willing.

Jingzhi, I think, I really don't like you deeply enough, so I can retreat, I can marry Manjun, as for you, I don't know if I can give up completely, I don't know either, Can I act as if nothing happened, like we used to do after we quarreled, reconcile with you cheekily and continue to please you, maybe, we really can't continue to be together.

In fact, you never thought of continuing to be with me.

When his words were settled, Mrs. Meng immediately let out a long sigh of relief, and held hands with Mrs. Shen. The two looked at each other and smiled, both with expressions of relief and satisfaction.

As long as Shaoting and Manjun get married, what kind of waves will that Fu Jingzhi make?
The one who thought of the law deceived Shao Ting away, and the one who thought of the law did not want Shao Ting to marry Manjun. Who knew that Shao Ting was shrewd this time, and left the woman alone in that remote town. Son, doesn't she know?If Shao Ting is certain about women, if he can settle down, unless the sun comes out from the west!

When the pastor heard his answer, he cast his eyes on Manjun, and asked again solemnly:

"Will you marry this man? Love him and be loyal to him, whether he is poor, sick or disabled, until death. Doyou?"

Manjun subconsciously turned his face to look at Meng Shaoting. His expression was the same as before, but his eyelids were slightly lowered, and he couldn't tell what kind of expression he was. The church windows were very high, and the sunlight came in from afar and fell on the top of his hair. But he is like snow that has been accumulated for thousands of years and will never melt.

Man Jun withdrew his gaze, and replied in a low voice, "I am willing."

She heard the sound of applause, she heard cheers and lively music, she exchanged rings with him in a daze, and then was pushed to change dresses one by one, and then followed him There was a toast all over the place. In the end, they seemed to be drunk. They were sent to the bridal chamber. When Manjun was lying on the bed, she felt like her bones were falling apart. She was so tired that she couldn't open her eyes, and she didn't have the energy to speak. say.

The room was very quiet, in a trance, she seemed to hear the phone ringing, and then the voice of someone talking, and then gradually, the voice of speaking fell down, her consciousness was chaotic, but her hearing was excellent at the moment, rustling After the sound of walking, there was the sound of closing the door, and then, the room fell silent.

Manjun was lying on the bed, she hardly dared to breathe, so she held her breath and listened intently. After an unknown amount of time, she gradually relaxed herself. She turned over and buried her face in the soft pillow, Line by line of tears could not stop falling down, covering her face coldly.

He was gone, she knew, but she didn't even have the courage to stop him.

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"Sister Jingzhi, I asked the housekeeper to call Er Shao and told me that you are not feeling well and I will send you to the hospital for examination."

Pingping pushed open the door of the study room, and saw Jingzhi leaning on the window sill, holding a book in her hand, but looking out of the window with a somewhat scattered gaze. It was about to give birth, and after returning from Fenghuang, Jingzhi and Pingping lived in the villa in the western suburbs. In the past few months, except for the first few visits, the second young master never appeared again.

"Oh." Jingzhi replied, looking at the tree that had begun to shed leaves outside the window, her face became paler, and she lost a little bit of flesh that she had raised a while ago, and she became thinner and thinner .

Pingping felt distressed when she saw her like this. She took a blanket and put it on Jingzhi's body. Seeing that she was still in a daze, although she couldn't bear it, she still had to say: "Sister Jingzhi, the second young master said today that the company He's very busy, he didn't have time to come, so he asked the driver and An Cheng to take you to the hospital for examination, and asked me to take good care of you."

Jingzhi's eyelashes trembled slightly, but her eyes were as calm as before. She put down the book in her hand, and her face seemed to turn pale again: "Pingping, pour me a glass of water, I want hot water."

"Hey, sister, wait a minute, I'll be right there." Seeing that she asked for water, Pingping hurriedly went to the water dispenser to pour water for her.

Jingzhi drank a few sips of water, and felt that the whole person felt better. She gathered up some strength, and just turned to look at Pingping, and said slowly: "Pingping, I have told you many times, whether I am Dead or alive, don't call Meng Shaoting again, why don't you listen?"

Hearing her harsh tone, Pingping's eyes were sour, but she bit her lips firmly, and said with some grievance: "Sister, you didn't know that you scared people to death last night, and now the baby is so big, if you come out It's a bit of a surprise... what should I do, the second young master won't come, the servants here are still lazy, you said the day before yesterday that you wanted to drink poorly cooked porridge, and the kitchen was just messing around..."

"Pingping, don't talk about it." Jingzhi saw that she was wholeheartedly for her own good, after all, she couldn't bear to criticize her too much. She took Pingping's hand and asked her to sit down beside her. I am very satisfied. Compared with before, I have to do a lot of work every day. I am so busy that I don’t touch the ground. I have to worry about making a living every day. Now the life is really heaven and earth. Pingping, I like this kind of person very much. So, really, I don't care at all whether he comes or not, to be honest, I wish he wouldn't come in the future, completely forgetting about me..."

"Sister, what about your child? The baby can't live without a father, I know, I know that you are unhappy when Er Shao gets married, but I also blame you for this matter. Originally, Er Shao liked you so much and cared about you..."

"Pingping, you are still young and don't know much about love. Let me tell you clearly today, if you meet such a man in the future, and if he treats you like this, don't be tempted, isn't it? Love, it can even be said that it can’t even be called caring and liking, there is no love like this, all people experience is pain and torture, and there is no peace of mind and joy.”

Pingping looked at her peaceful and quiet face with some doubts, and she asked in a daze: "But sister Jingzhi, the second young master really treats you very well, others don't know, but Pingping sees it." , I think, if this is not considered liking and caring for a person, I really can’t think of what else to do to be considered liking.”

"Pingping, let's not talk about him, shall we? Don't you want to go to the hospital for an examination? Get ready and we'll go."

Jingzhi changed the subject, although Pingping was a little disappointed, she still packed her things diligently.

Pingping walked around the house cleaning up, but Jingzhi was lost in her own thoughts again. She couldn't figure it out. Many people said that Meng Shaoting cared about her, liked her, and treated her really well, but she Why do you feel pain and humiliation?

Pingping said this, Zhan Qingqiu said this, and even He Yijie's girlfriend Wen Xiangsi said this one day.

But Jingzhi just doesn't think so. She thinks that liking must be based on respect and equality. For example, if she is married, if he really likes her, he shouldn't break them up in a different way. For example , she doesn't like him at all, shouldn't he respect her wishes and leave?
But the fact is that he destroyed all her happiness by unscrupulous means. This is not called liking and caring at all, but just the result of his selfishness and possessiveness!

Jing Zhi shook her head, and threw the words Meng Shaoting out of her mind again.

Speaking of which, after he brought her back from Phoenix, they only met two or three times, which was also a few months ago. Now that the baby is about to be born, she has to worry about the baby's future. She still remembers Meng Shaoting saying However, he promised her to give birth to a child, but once the child was born, he would send the child away.

The situation has changed now, I heard that he and Shen Manjun get along pretty well, but there is a new love outside, but he is very fond of that new love, and a few times he even made a fuss over that new love, which is very unnatural, and treats a woman like Shen Manjun He was so angry that he fell ill. Mr. Meng and Mrs. Meng dealt with him severely, but they still refused to change. Now it seems that they simply moved out and lived with that woman.

From this point of view, he must like that woman very much. Also, a man like him cannot do without women who throw himself into his arms. Those women are in various poses, just like blooming flowers in the garden, so he will naturally be tempted Well, she, a yellow-faced woman with a child in her arms and a big belly on her shoulders, will be completely forgotten by him sooner or later.

Jing Zhi didn't care in her heart, how he made trouble, how he messed around outside, it has nothing to do with her, she even wished that he would forget her completely, then she might have a solution after giving birth to a baby After leaving, she and Zhan Qingqiu got along well these days, and she also showed some meaning in what she said, she felt that if Zhan Qingqiu could help her when the time came, maybe she would be silent. He left City A without a trace and left without a trace. From then on, we never saw him again.

Jing Zhi thought of An Cheng again. Although this man has been with Meng Shaoting for more than ten years, he has not learned all the bad habits, but he is kind-hearted. In the past few months, she has not seen Meng Shaoting, but she sees An Cheng coming here from time to time. , if it wasn't like this, those servants must be lazy.

If she begged An Cheng, maybe An Cheng was soft-hearted, so he would secretly let her go.

Thinking that Ancheng might come over to accompany her to the hospital, Jingzhi sat up with her arms on the window sill. After Pingping came in, she asked Pingping to bring out a small box. It was the day she and An Jiahe stayed in Phoenix , The gadgets I bought while shopping in the small town were just right for An Cheng to put in the car.

After waiting for a while, Ancheng came by car, and Jingzhi asked Pingping to bring the gadget to Ancheng. Ancheng seemed to like it very much, so he hurriedly put it in the car, and sent Jingzhi to the hospital on the way From time to time, Meng Shaoting's name would pop up in Ancheng's mouth, but Jingzhi just turned her face and looked out the window, pretending not to hear it.

Seeing that she was still so indifferent, An Cheng sighed helplessly. This Miss Fu looks soft and weak, but she is so stubborn in her bones, but Er Shao is really too!It turned out that the relationship between the two of them was so deadlocked. He happened to be married to Shen Manjun. If he didn't marry, it could be said that Ms. Fu was his girlfriend, but now she was a veritable "mistress" raised outside. Don't even think about it, what kind of person and temperament is Miss Fu?If he and Ms. Shen were really married, then the possibility of him and Fu Jingzhi being together was completely cut off. It would be strange for a woman with Miss Fu's temperament to be willing to talk to Er Shao more.

With such a reputation, which woman would not be angry?

I really don't know what Er Shao is thinking in his heart. He obviously cares about life and death, but he still pretends to be a gesture. If he wants An Cheng to say that he is not a man at all, if he really likes a woman, he will definitely not hide it. Tuck it in, at least you should tell her clearly what you have done for her!

Otherwise, you have done so much, isn't it all for nothing?Sometimes when I think about it, I think Er Shao really has no IQ...

After Jingzhi went to the hospital for an examination, nothing serious happened, but the doctor still told her a few words, saying that her physical condition was too poor, and she had better be hospitalized a week before the due date, just in case, and prescribed some miscarriage medicine, Pingping carefully wrote them down on the paper, and then asked Ancheng to send them back.

Jingzhi felt tired when she went back, and she was too lazy to eat. Anyway, Pingping persuaded her to drink some porridge and fell asleep. She was getting heavy, and she had to take a deep sleep every noon. Pingping saw her tired Pingping couldn't bear to force her to eat any more, so she helped her to the bedroom to lie down and sleep. After she slept soundly, Pingping went downstairs to get busy.

The curtains seemed not to be drawn tightly, and a gap was exposed, and the sunlight sneaked in. Jing knew that she was half asleep and half awake, and felt that she was sleeping extremely unsteadily. She changed a few positions in the dream, but she still felt uncomfortable. It was as if she heard the voices of many people talking, so noisy that she frowned in her dream, and pulled the quilt indiscriminately to cover herself, but then heard a loud bang, as clearly as if it was right next to her ears, Jingzhi was awakened from the dream, and opened her eyes suddenly...

But when the door of the bedroom was pushed open, Ping Ping's thin back came into view. Jing knew that she didn't sleep well, and she was not feeling well, so she was a little annoyed, and her tone was not fast: "Ping Ping, are you making a noise?" What? Do you know that I am sleeping..."

"Sister, just lie down and don't get up, it's fine... Oh, why are you pushing me! The lady is sleeping, and she told you to wait downstairs, but you insist on coming up... Hey...you Why is this..."

Pingping suddenly staggered and fell to one side, Jingzhi was startled, but saw a middle-aged, very young girl walking in with a bit of arrogance.

"Don't go in, our lady is pregnant, don't disturb..."

Just as Pingping stood firm, she came over to stop the girl again, but unexpectedly, the girl raised her eyebrows and said crisply: "I just came in to take a look, why are you so anxious, I don't know how to eat people!"

Jingzhi sat up slowly, watching the girl getting closer and closer, she squinted her eyes slightly to look at her, but saw that her skin was fair and dazzling, but her hair was black and bright, she was not beautiful, but rather delicate, After a few more glances, I found that the girl's eyebrows and eyes were a little bit like myself, and Jing Zhi felt a thud in her heart, and was a little stunned.

"You are Fu Jingzhi? You are also Shao Ting's woman?" The girl opened the curtain and walked to her bed, looking straight at her, with a somewhat arrogant tone and unspeakable grievance...

"Yes, who are you? What are you doing here?" Jing Zhi called Ping Ping over, just glanced at the girl indifferently, and began to dress and get up on her own.

ps: Happy Lantern Festival everyone! ! !I even added more, but the monthly ticket list continues to decline, everyone is too bad~~~~ tears run~~~
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