Bring back ex-wife and baby

Chapter 159

She suddenly asked quietly: "Qingqiu, I don't know what's wrong with me. I hate him and will never forgive him, but I feel guilty for him in my heart. Qingqiu, if it were you, what would you do?"

Zhan Qingqiu was gradually stunned, her pupils filled with water and slowly fell out of the window, she didn't know, she really didn't know, just like she and Shen Beicheng had come to such an unbearable situation today, she was already disheartened, But he still didn't want to really leave.

"Jingzhi, do you still love him?"

Jingzhi put down the bamboo stick in her hand, and the bitten apple gradually turned yellow. She looked at it indifferently, her head lowered, the light in her eyes fluctuated. After a long time, she raised her head and fixedly looked at Qingqiu: "I don't love you any more. .”

"It's true, I don't want love anymore."

"So, what's the reason for your guilt? Because he likes you, and you can't respond to his feelings, or are you soft-hearted towards him too?"

What Qingqiu said, Jingzhi was stunned instead, and waited, she shook her head slightly with a confused look in her eyes; "I don't know, Qingqiu, I really don't know, he used to be so bad to me, I I have already given up on him, and, I have Shaoxuan and the child, it is even more impossible to be with him, but I don’t know why, sometimes I look at him with such a lonely expression, and sometimes I see him clumsily treating him. I'm good, clumsy to please me, just indulge everything I do, but I feel so uncomfortable in my heart."

"Jingzhi, maybe, maybe you still have his place in your heart..."

"No, it's not like that." Jingzhi shook her head slightly again, and her low voice was hoarse and clear: "When I look at him like that, it's like seeing me six years ago, the me at that time, That’s how I stay by his side cautiously and try my best to please him, but he always ignores everything about me, just like I am completely indifferent to him today.”

Qingqiu gradually understood, but he couldn't help being distracted in his heart. Shen Beicheng is hurting her so much now. One day, will the feng shui turn around, and he will not get what he wants like Meng Shaoting's cold face?
She laughed at herself for thinking such a ridiculous idea, Meng Shaoting and Shen Beicheng are completely different people, how cruel and heartless he is, a woman who has never been him will never understand.

"Qingqiu, do you know? Because I have tasted how hard it is, because I know how painful it is to be ignored and hated by someone I like, so I hate him, and I tortured him He, on the one hand, can't help but feel sorry for him. Sometimes, I watch him sitting there silently, not daring to talk to me, carefully looking at my expression, feeling uneasy about my words or expressions. , sometimes he wanted to get angry with me, but after a long time of brewing, he turned around and left in a slump. I felt like I was looking at myself. Isn't Fu Jingzhi, who loved Meng Shaoting in the past, like this? Qingqiu, I really can't stay by his side anymore, I just want to leave, never come back here, never come back, never see him, don't see everyone in the Meng family!"

"Jingzhi, I know that the pain in your heart is over, didn't he promise to let you go? You will see Shaoxuan soon, family reunion is a happy thing, don't cry, don't cry, ah... ..."

Qingqiu gave her a tissue, Jingzhi took it and covered her eyes, Qingqiu watched her tears wet the white tissue in the warm sunshine, she couldn't help but feel sad when she thought of her current situation, Fu Jingzhi She got what she wanted, and what should Zhan Qingqiu do?

"Yeah, he was willing to let me go. I never thought that he would let me go so suddenly. I should be happy. I should be happy to finally get rid of this devilish man. But Qingqiu, I don't know What's wrong, I always want to cry, I always feel that fate has been playing a joke on me, why did he treat me like that when I loved him deeply, why did he entangle me like this when I no longer wanted it ...Qingqiu, am I too cowardly and too scolded? Their family treats me like this, owes us the Fu family like this, yet I still get entangled with them..."

"Jing Zhi, don't blame yourself anymore. Emotional matters cannot be controlled by human beings. If people can control their own hearts, then why are there so many idiots and resentful women in this world? You are a kind woman. You are kind and kind. Let you suffer a lot, but one day, you will have a blessing, believe me, you will be happy!"

Qingqiu gently held her hand, her fingers were a little cold, trembling slightly in her palm, they were suffering from the same disease, but Fu Jingzhi was luckier than her, there were two such outstanding men who loved her, and someone was willing to wait for her forever She promised to be hers for the rest of her life, someone loved her in a clumsy and clumsy way and tortured herself, and she Zhan Qingqiu, she had nothing, nothing.

She held back her tears and tried her best to smile. Fortunately, she could still find a quiet place in Zigui Garden, where the small pond understood all her pain and grievances.

"Yes, I will be happy, Qingqiu, I don't believe it, people will never be unlucky all their lives, right? I will never be so miserable all my life, Shaoxuan is waiting for me, and I will return to him soon by my side!"

Jingzhi's tears gradually stopped, she gently hugged Qingqiu, her eyes were bright, she opened her mouth slowly, and whispered to Qingqiu's ear: "Qingqiu, you will be happy too, believe me, you and Mr. Shen will eventually be as happy as me and Shaoxuan."

Qingqiu knew that she was comforting her, but she tried her best to smile and said: "Well, I believe you, I have bothered you for so long, you are a pregnant woman, you should take a good rest, the due date is only a few days, You have to keep your spirits up, I'm in the room outside, if you feel uncomfortable, you must call me."

"I know, I won't be polite to you, you are my good sister."

Jing Zhi smiled cleanly and purely, Qing Qiu also smiled, she gave her a big hug, and said solemnly: "Yes, you are also my good sister."

They looked at each other and smiled, but felt that the world was not completely hopeless and cold.

Qingqiu turned around and walked out, Jingzhi lay down slowly, the little Feitong in her belly was so naughty, always making her a mother too hard, Jingzhi complained sweetly, and turned over carefully Get down...

She stretched out her hand to pull the quilt, but suddenly her lower abdomen twitched, followed by a surge of warmth from under her body, Jingzhi's face turned pale all of a sudden, although she had done enough homework, she knew that the amniotic fluid was broken and she was about to give birth , but her heart was still beating wildly, wave after wave of pain gradually hit her, her face became paler, but she still calmed down, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, her hands were shaking, but she still managed to press the bed Head ringing...

It seemed that she had exhausted all her strength to ring the bell. Jingzhi only felt that her whole body was soaked in boiling water. The pain was unbearable. She curled up on the bed, and her fingers unconsciously touched the ring hanging around her neck. , that was her and Shaoxuan's couple ring, the cold touch seemed to restore her sanity little by little, she heard the sound of the door being knocked open, heard Qingqiu's panicked voice, and heard the chaotic words of doctors and nurses The sound of the sound, and the sound of the collision of surgical machinery, but her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them no matter what...

She hugged her belly, as if feeling the baby's struggle, he desperately wanted to come out, and couldn't wait to open his eyes to see the world.She was pained and relieved at the same time, it was finally the day. Their children, hers and Shao Xuan's children, sounded so beautiful...

Jing Zhi felt like she had a long, long dream. When she woke up, she felt as if she had died, and she didn't even have the strength to move her fingers. Only her eyes could move. The line of sight falls outside the window, and the sky and the earth are vast, and the trees outside the window that had lost all their leaves have become covered in silver, and it is snowing...

Jing Zhi murmured in her heart, she instantly thought of the winter with Shao Xuan, how heavy the snow was that night, he was standing downstairs of her, standing himself as a snowman, he was so stupid, she Also silly.

Joy arose in her heart, but that joy suddenly turned into surprise. A beautiful little baby appeared in front of her eyes, staring at her with big black and white eyes, and suddenly, she smiled...

"Jingzhi, you're awake! Our little Feitong is very beautiful, but it's just such a poor baby. She hasn't been able to get breast milk these days, she's only eating formula..."

Qingqiu's voice was full of joy and pity. She carefully placed Feitong beside Jingzhi, knowing that she must want to hug the child very much at this moment, so she put Feitong in her arms, and pulled She took her hand and gently circled the different swaddle.

Jing knew that her whole body was trembling with excitement, but she had the strength to gently caress her son's little face. Such a soft touch made her feel boundless joy and love in her heart. She carefully looked at his eyebrows and eyes, and felt that there was no One place is not like Shaoxuan, there is no one place that is not good-looking, the ecstasy in the bottom of her heart is gradually like a sprawling green radish, wrapping her whole body, this is her heart, just her heart, she can give up everything, won't give up on him...

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