Bring back ex-wife and baby

Chapter 199

"I won't fall down twice in the same place, but I still want to say thank you, thank you for your love, and thank you for letting go..."

At the end of her speech, she couldn't make a sound, the thin shoulders lying on his knees trembled violently, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down, wet Meng Shaoting's clothes, his hands were stiff on her hair, and the pain in his chest Like a tidal wave, it diffuses silently and silently.

"Don't say Jingzhi." His voice was a little trembling, and he forced himself to smile and wipe her tears away, but his lips were trembling, his hands were trembling violently, and the swelling was high and bulging. His hand hurt so much that he just wanted to chop off his hand.

"Let me tell you, let me say these words, Shao Ting... When I left with Feitong two years ago, I already told myself in my heart, forgive you, forgive you so many years ago Unintentional fault, even, I forgive you for everything you did at my wedding with Shao Xuan, but you and I are really over, Shao Ting, I signed the divorce agreement, and you and I are over It’s over, it’s over, and I can’t go back, Shao Ting! I can’t go back, I don’t love you anymore, I spent so long, so long, forget you, don’t love you anymore, please, don’t love you anymore Drag me into eternal doom, okay?"

She suddenly raised her head, and looked at him with tearful eyes without blinking, and the tears fell from her dark eyes, falling on his heart one by one.

She really has no feelings for him anymore, even if she took away the comb he gave, even if he was sick and she came to see him, even if she smiled politely at him, it would not mean anything, it was all What he imagined was his wishful thinking, and had nothing to do with her.

"Okay, okay, I promise you, it's over, we're done, it's over." He nodded and smiled palely. Then, he reached out to hold her face, but suddenly lowered his head to kiss her tears, which were tears. Salty, bitter, begging.

Jing Zhi slowly closed her eyes, a string of tears rolled down from under the black eyelashes, his lips covered her eyes, kissing all her tears gently, Jing Zhi didn't escape or resist, she He just raised his head slowly, a line of tears slid across his trembling lips, and his lips also fell, after hesitating for a long time, finally, they covered hers.

Jing Zhi shuddered all over, her eyelashes trembled for a long time, but she didn't open them in the end.

He kissed her, but only touched her lips lightly.

Meng Shaoting felt that his heart seemed to have collapsed in half somewhere, and he was finally about to let go. From then on, he stayed in City A and never came back.From then on, she lived the life she wanted, and there would be no life where he would appear again. They could only be strangers.

"Jingzhi, you have to be good. If one day you find someone you like and you get married, don't let me know."

He let her go gently, but still held her in his arms.

Jingzhi nodded, she didn't know why she was so sad in her heart, she didn't know why her tears couldn't stop, she didn't know why she suddenly missed his arms so much, she even wanted him more Hold her for a while, she wants to remember his smell.

The familiar smell of smoke has not changed in seven years, the familiar taste of cologne has not changed from that summer ten years ago until now, the familiar temperature of his lips, from their first kiss to tonight is still deep in my memory .

She loved him for so many years, and it took her almost death to free herself. She was afraid, deeply and deeply afraid. Loving someone like that was too hard, too hard.

She can't bear it, she is no longer an ignorant girl of seventeen or eighteen, she is no longer qualified to put all her eggs in one basket, she no longer has the courage to love a man with a lonely heart.

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It was already four o'clock in the morning.

She suddenly felt that the time was too fast, she suddenly felt that the night was too short, and she suddenly felt that the moonlight tonight was too cold and desolate.

And he held her, and she was still in his arms.

She wanted herself to forget the hatred in the past, forget that she was Fu Jingzhi, forget that he was Meng Shaoting, forget that she was married to his younger brother, forget that she was a mother, just this one night, just these two hours, and indulged herself for the last time.

Hugging him with her backhand, her face was pressed against his chest. On the blue night, the Big Dipper was lined up neatly, and the Orion constellation was about to move to the north.

"Have you seen the Orion constellation?" Jingzhi had no tears, she turned around suddenly, and pointed to the stars in the sky.

"Where is it?" He hugged her, put his chin on the top of her hair, and asked softly. He felt vaguely that they were like a young man and woman in love.

And he likes this feeling. He was originally a ruthless and indifferent man. He has lived in his 30s, and he has never tried the happiness of ordinary human fireworks.

"Look to the north, do you see it? There are three very bright stars lined up in a row, that is the jewel on the hunter's belt."

Meng Shaoting raised his eyebrows slightly, with a warm smile on his lips. He stretched out his hand and pointed at the sky, but the direction was slightly away: "Is it there?"

Like a child, she aimed at his fingertips, frowned, and waved her hand again: "No, no, a little bit to the left, do you see it? Three stars neatly arranged in a row, very bright and very bright of."

"Here?" His finger moved a little more, just skipping the Orion constellation.

She was anxious, pursing her lips like a child desperately trying to show her beautiful toy to her friends.

"It's here, you pointed the wrong way again." She simply held his hand and corrected him in the wrong direction.

Her hands were cold, but smooth and moist. His heart seemed to be hit by someone suddenly, and the sore feeling swept through his whole body instantly.

She holds his hand, she holds his hand.

"If the Orion constellation moves to the south, it will be the New Year. When I was a child, I hoped that it would move to the south as soon as possible."

She had a longing face, and there was a bright and bright light in her crescent-shaped eyes. She thought of her childhood, the childhood of only her father and Jing Yuan.

"Do you like Chinese New Year very much?"

He asked softly, holding her fingers instead, the movement of fingers crossed, infinitely lingering.

"Yes, my father is always very busy, running all over the world. I often don't see him for months. I was very vain when I was a child. I was very envious when I saw my sisters and sisters wearing beautiful clothes. And my father must be at home during the New Year. Yes, when Dad is at home, he will take me to buy many good things that I usually want, so I look forward to the New Year most. Dad can accompany me from New Year’s Eve until the end of the Lantern Festival. I love glutinous rice balls most. Dad always Take me out to eat, we don't go to big hotels, we don't go to famous brand stores, my father took me to drill several small alleys, eat Yuanxiao in dilapidated small restaurants, it's really delicious, I can eat it in one sitting Up to twenty, and then put down the bowl and started crying."

She smiled suddenly, but covered her mouth shyly, her eyes were as bright as the shining gems on a hunter's belt.

He also smiled, and his smile was really pretty, and his cheek was pressed against hers, his arms were around her waist, and she was leaning against his arms, there was no gap between them.

"Why are you crying? Could it be that the Lantern Festival is not delicious?" He asked curiously. He was really happy to hear her say so many words and speak softly.

She glanced at him with a smile from the corner of her eyes, very charming eyes.

Then I couldn't help but burst out laughing; "I'm crying, I eat so much, my stomach is bulging, how can I wear the new dress my dad bought for the first day of the new year tomorrow? It's the latest one I bought back from Paris." The little dress is made around my waist."

He also smiled, and kissed her with a smile: "What a silly little girl."

Jingzhi gradually suppressed her smile, and lowered her head, her hair slid over her shoulders and curled around his knees.

His heart was beating violently, and he remembered the one of the few poems he could memorize.

Su Xi didn't comb his hair, his silk hair fell on his shoulders, his wrists stretched out on his knees, how could he not be pitiful?
He felt that his discomfort was flooding out like a flood, he couldn't bear it, he couldn't control it, he hugged her tightly with his arms, so tight that she could hardly breathe, but she didn't want to move, she didn't want to move.

Jingzhi, Jingzhi, is it okay, don't dislike me, don't hate me, don't say disgusting me, don't resist me, don't push me away.

He closed his eyes, and there was a tingling pain around his eye sockets, his always chaotic mind seemed to be a little clear.

Mingyue can testify that maybe he loves her.

"Dad carried me back, and I cried and fell asleep. I don't know when I arrived in Jingyuan. When I opened my eyes, I was on my little bed with beautiful clothes neatly placed next to my pillow. The two sets were exactly the same. Yes, one is the original size, and the other is the new clothes that are a little wider. I was so happy, I smiled and danced to put on the new clothes. When my father saw that I was happy, Le’s beard was also up and down. Meditation Jingyi was so envious, but she didn't dare to come over and snatch my new clothes like usual, because my father loves me the most, and I don't allow anyone to treat me badly."

Jingzhi's tears fell again, she moved slightly in his arms, bent down, and fell on his lap again, her voice became muffled.

"On the day my father left, he insisted on buying glutinous rice balls for me. I sat in the car and watched my father's tall body walking on the snow. No, the temperature is gone, I cried and shouted desperately, I dragged him hard, trying to pull him to the car, but I was really useless, I had no strength, I even took my child... ..."

"Jingzhi!" He suddenly called her name, and she looked up at him in confusion: "Shao Ting? Did you know? The father is dead, and the child is also dead. I didn't take it away, I didn't take it away." .”

"Jingzhi..." He looked at her regretfully, reached out to hug her, kissed her forehead lightly, and murmured in pain: "Jingzhi, it's all over, it's over, don't think about it, don't think about it, okay? "

She seemed to have recovered a little bit, but her eyes were still a little dull. She stared blankly at a certain point, her eyes were big and bright, but there were no tears.

"I heard the child crying, crying hissingly, his little hands grabbed my stomach and refused to come out, but in the end, he turned into a pool of blood, and I even saw his little hands that were about to take shape. By five months, it will be gone, gone, gone..."

Her body softened and fell into his arms, his tears finally fell, and he experienced ten times more pain than her.

"I often dream about him. He giggles and crawls on the ground. He is very cute. His eyebrows and eyes are like yours, and his mouth and nose are like mine. He always reaches out for me to hug, and then disappears suddenly. I am alone. Waking up, sitting on the bed with the quilt in your arms, looking at the dilapidated room and crying secretly, and at that time, you were in the United States, and you left me alone in hell."

"I beg you Jingzhi." His voice could hardly be heard, he looked at her with red eyes, and begged hoarsely: "I beg you, don't say it, okay?"

She seemed to be a little confused, and gradually her face began to turn pale again. She clutched her painful and twitching stomach, her eyes were filled with steam, she looked at him sadly, her voice was small.

"Shao Ting...I hurt, I hurt..."

"Where? Jingzhi, where does it hurt? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." He hugged her in a panic, seeing her hand firmly on her stomach, he put her down in a panic, and wanted to get her medicine, but Her fingers suddenly grabbed his arm.

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