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Chapter 190 Never Forgive Forever
Xiao Feizhu bit her lower lip, stared at Chong Shangjin with blazing eyes, and her heart pulled hard, she walked around him and wanted to go somewhere else.

How could Chong Shangjin let her go? He grabbed her wrist with his big hand and pulled her over. He held her shoulder and asked her in a bad tone, "What are you trying to pretend you don't know me? when?!"

Xiao Feizhu withdrew her hand vigorously, but she couldn't fight his strength after several attempts. She frowned and asked impatiently: "What do you want? I even said I don't know you, I don't know you at all!"

What was he thinking of holding her like this?Did he think that with his appearance, she would be as soft-hearted as before?She couldn't do it anymore... The moment she watched Fei Ji fall off the cliff, the moment she lost her child, she had completely given up on him!

Hearing her words, Chong Shangjin's eyes darkened, Jun's face was full of loss and loneliness, and he said in a deep and sad voice, "What do I want? Don't you know?" ?”

At this point today, what else can he think about?Besides wanting to bring her home, what else could he want to do?
Looking at his lonely handsome face, Xiao Feizhu's heart tightened. Suddenly, her aura of wanting to push him away just now seemed to be extinguished by him. She silenced her voice, raised her eyes and stared at He squinted at the handsome face that looked a bit embarrassed.

Chong Shangjin couldn't stand her looking at him with such eyes, and hugged her into his arms with big hands, Xiao Feizhu subconsciously wanted to break free from his embrace, but he heard him say in a soft and shallow voice: "Zhuzhu, you You know? I can't live without you, and my family can't live without you."

In his heart, she was his home, no matter what happened, the last thing he wanted to see was to lose her, and the thing that made his heart hurt the most was when he came home, but she was no longer there.

He is so cunning, how could he say these words that touched her heart so much without blinking his eyes?Xiao Feizhu bit her lower lip, thinking weakly in her heart.

Chong Shangjin looked down at the top of her hair, he hugged her even harder, it's really rare that she didn't push him away.

"Zhuzhu, just treat it as me begging you, okay? Don't lose your temper with me anymore, come home with me, huh?" He stroked her head with his big hand, and his voice was full of pleading.

Are you losing your temper?Was she really just throwing a tantrum?Xiao Feizhu thought it was a little ridiculous.

In the past, when they quarreled, he would hold her in his arms and coax her softly. He was usually such a cold and hard person, and it was hard for him to coax her with such a gentle voice, so that she was blind , She didn't even know what he said in her ear, coaxed by his soft voice, she believed everything he said was true, even when he said she lost her temper, she really felt that what she said was just a joke The purpose of throwing a temper tantrum is very simple, just to let him coax and pamper me like a sweetheart.

Times have changed, and now it is completely different from those small fights in the past. She has lost too many things, not only her children, not only her sister, but also her confidence to live in this world. I would think about whether I am an ominous person, who can inexplicably travel through a good job, and then fall in love with a man, and the child I have with this man cannot be kept...

Xiao Feizhu pushed Chong Shangjin away, and the action was so fast that he was caught off guard. He saw Chong Shangjin's arms hanging awkwardly in the air and still maintaining the hugging posture just now. She said first, "I'm not losing my temper, and I know exactly what I'm doing. Even if you're right, I'm Xiao Feizhu, and the person I love is Chong Shangjin, but that's all in the past... "

"What about the past and the future?!" Chong Shangjin strode in front of her, reached out and grabbed her shoulder, "You are right in front of me, even if you don't say or do anything , just look at me with those big clear eyes, and I can tell what you're thinking? You say you don't love me? Liar!"

She obviously loves him more than anyone else, why does she push him away again and again?What did he do wrong that made her so unforgivable? !
"I didn't lie to you!" With red eyes, Xiao Feizhu stared at Chong Shangjin with those big eyes. Her tone was cold, and she said one sentence after another: "I don't love you...I don't love you!"

"You can say it as many times as you want, I've already...uh..." Before Xiao Feizhu finished speaking, his mouth was blocked by Chong Shangjin.

Chong Shangjin pressed her body against the tree, sucking her lips violently, one of his big hands clasped her slender waist forcefully, and the other clasped the back of her head forcefully.

"Hmm..." Xiao Feizhu kept pushing him back. For the first time, she felt suffocated when she kissed for the first time.

He parted her lips and teeth, exploring the beauty inside her lips with his flexible tongue.

How long had he not kissed her?One day or two days, or one month or two months?He doesn't remember, he only knows that he misses her so much that his heart hurts and his whole body is about to explode.

The kiss that was as violent as a storm suddenly became as gentle as a drizzle. He gently licked her lips and tongue, inducing her small tongue to dance with him.

No matter how the heart rejects him, the body still can't forget him. As long as he hugs her tightly with those powerful arms, she will feel warm and feel unable to push him away. Her whole body will tremble and want to Lean toward him.

At this moment, he was kissing her tenderly and domineeringly, and her legs were weakening. If she hadn't been attached to him, she would definitely be limp on the ground now.

Chong Shangjin slightly let go of Xiao Feizhu's body, and held her shoulders with his big hands. He bent over her forehead, panting heavily, and carefully held her face with his big hands. He said softly, "Zhu Feizhu Pearl, I miss you so much..."

He leaned against her face, kissed her little face gently and softly, and kissed that fair and beautiful face all over. He pulled her into his arms and held her tightly, "Even if you don't love me anymore It doesn't matter, as long as I love you, it's still the same sentence, no matter what happens, I don't want you to leave me."

Xiao Feizhu's eyes were red, and after a while, tears overflowed her eyes. She was sobbing and crying. She really hated him, hated his sweet words, hated his hugs, hated his kisses. !

"Our child is gone..." With tears streaming down her face, she said in a choked voice, her words were filled with grief and sorrow, "I hate you so much! Why didn't you kill Qian Feifei! If you didn't kill her, she killed ours now Child!" As she spoke, her legs went limp and she slowly slid to the ground, Chong Shangjin's hand trembled, but she couldn't hold her in time.

Why don't you kill Qian Feifei...you don't kill her...she kills our child now...

Xiao Feizhu's words kept circling in Chong Shangjin's mind like a magic voice, it was really Qian Feifei who did it, it was Qian Feifei who really killed their child!

Xiao Feizhu cried bitterly, her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't even speak, she covered her mouth to try not to cry, but everything was in vain.

Chong Shangjin clenched his fists, and after a long time, he came back to look at the person sitting on the mud floor, he slowly squatted down, stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms, "Don't cry, be good, Zhuzhu, don't cry!" No more crying..."

Xiao Feizhu grabbed his clothes tightly, stared at him tearfully, gritted his teeth and said, "Chong Shangjin, why do you defend her again and again?! Why do you abandon my life and the child's life at all!"

"I didn't..." Chong Shangjin wanted to explain to her, but he couldn't tell.

Things have come to the point where he is today, what else can he do?It is a fact that he did not protect her and the child well. What qualifications does he have to defend himself? She is right. He is cruel to everyone. Among them, he is the most cruel to her. He would rather protect Qian Feifei than Protect the person he loves the most. These days, she has suffered so much, but he still blames her for being ruthless.

"Zhuzhu, you get up first, the ground is dirty..."

"I don't need you to take care of me!" Xiao Feizhu cut his teeth and yelled at him, "I don't need you to pretend to care about me now!"

"I'm not hypocritical! I really care about you!" He really couldn't stand it anymore, he couldn't stand her cold attitude, he couldn't stand her not even willing to give him a chance to redeem himself!

In an instant, Chong Shangjin's eyes were red, he pursed his thin lips, and looked at her tear-stained face with discomfort, "What do you want me to do? What do you want to do before you are willing?" forgive me?"

Xiao Feizhu stopped crying, she raised her hand to wipe her tears, she smiled coldly, looked at him and shook her head, and told him heartlessly, "I will never forgive you for the rest of my life! "

After the words fell, she supported the tree behind her and stood up slowly, bypassing him, and walked towards the exit of the dense forest.

Chong Shangjin's heart was aching, he raised his hand to press his heart, closed his eyes and panted slightly, is this the feeling of dying!He actually felt his heartbeat stop for a moment.

Boom—a thunder sounded, and with the sound of thunder, the sky was suddenly covered with dark clouds.

Xiao Feizhu looked up at the sky, a drop of rain fell on her fair and tender face, she curled her lips, thinking that there is no one more unlucky than herself in this world?You can encounter thunderstorms every time you go out.

Just when Xiao Feizhu was about to leave in the heavy rain, she felt her wrist was being grabbed by someone. She frowned and turned around, only to see Chong Shangjin looking at her with a gloomy expression, without saying a word .

(End of this chapter)