Fast-passing system: female support, not serious

Chapter 200 [Lianxin Fanwai] The Cowardly Monk
I don't know since when.

Get used to waiting for her.

When she wasn't looking for him, missing him would grow wildly like weeds.

*
Still can't bear the abbot's words.

She said that she would take him away to travel the outside world.

He also had this thought in his mind.

But as long as I think that people and demons have never had good results, this thought disappears.

*
It turned out that he thought that maybe he was envious of her freedom and unrestrained behavior.

He didn't wake up until she disappeared into this world.

His feelings for her were not that of envy.

But... love.

*
For a while after her death.

He lived like a walking corpse, chanting scriptures and chanting Buddha as usual, with empty eyes and numb heart.

Seeing that he was upset, Lu Wu just glared at him angrily before turning around and leaving.

The white horse passed by, and in a blink of an eye it was the day when he would reach Jiji.

A lot of family members came to the monastery to pick him up.

Ask him if he wants to leave the temple and inherit the family business.

Without giving a clear answer, he returned home and asked about the fire incident seemingly unintentionally.

His father kept silent.

Reluctantly suppressing his mixed emotions, he secretly investigated the matter.

After a long time, the truth came out.

His father was really the executor of the fire case, the executioner who massacred Ye Yanguan's family.

The hand hidden in the armhole clenched unconsciously.

He seemed to understand why she approached him.

"Why are you being nice to me?"

"I want to eat you."

Her purpose is to make herself emotional, that's right, he is emotional, so why isn't she?

Destined to take a different path, why should strangers have known each other before.

*
"Zhu'er, have you really thought about it?" Song Wenzhu's mother asked with tears in her eyes.

"Well, Wenzhu only wishes to accompany the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha in this life." Song Wenzhu said resolutely.

It's just that I don't know if Fan's heart has moved, does the Buddha still want him?

The shoulder-length hair was shaved again...

become a monk.

*
at night.

That lingering figure would appear in his dreams, sometimes laughing, sometimes crying, sometimes crazy.

The guilt never diminishes with each passing day.

Looking at the familiar place, it seems that she can be seen in the daytime.

In the sunlight, it dances like a black butterfly.

The sunlight stretched his solitary figure long.

*
On a rare rest day, Song Wenzhu held up an umbrella and saw a ghostly figure in a daze.

He got up and chased after him, disturbing the people who came.

"who are you?"

Song Wenzhu's heart sank.

"Sorry, I admitted the wrong person."

She became his heart knot.

Every time he saw a similar figure, he couldn't help but want to take a look.

Is it her.

Although I know that she no longer exists in the world.

……

Seeing the little movement of a blue eye and white hair, his pupils regained some brilliance.

Hold it and go to the wishing altar.

Standing quietly, eyes downcast.

……

He gave it a name.

Xiaoqing.

Although Xiaoqing is very similar to her original form, it cannot replace her.

soon.

Xiaoqing also died.

Song Wenzhu's eyes were dull and he buried it.

Since then, Song Wenzhu has become more withdrawn and taciturn.

No one wants to talk to him.

"The witch..." he murmured.

It is said that if you write down the names of two people in this life under the acacia tree, they will be able to continue their relationship in the next life.

But he dared not write.

Don't dare to hope.

He is a coward, a coward.

Also an accomplice.

……

Twelve years have passed.

He still can't forget her.

The guilt never fades.

Twelve years have passed.

Twelve years have passed.

He thought he could forget her, but he couldn't.

　ah ah ah ah ah ah

　　It's so hard to write special episodes.

　　I feel that this male protagonist is quite cowardly, a bit scumbag.

　　emmmm
　　start the next plane

　　
　
(End of this chapter)