Pillow wife

Chapter 115 I Know I'm Despicable

Seeing such a sudden change in Yueyun, Qin Yuexin was a little scared.

Suddenly, Yue Yun, who was struggling from the chair, seemed to have gone crazy, irrelevant and distorted to the point where she could no longer see her original appearance, because of her movements, the rope tied to her body was so tight that her skin and flesh were almost torn. Stretch the same.

But Yueyun didn't seem to feel anything, neither pain nor discomfort, just struggling like this, very scary.

Qin Yuexin watched all her actions in disbelief. At this moment, Yueyun suddenly rushed forward. She was obviously tied to the chair by a rope, but she just tied the chair and moved. .

Qin Yuexin yelled subconsciously, and Lu Chenan behind her helped her, hugged her and backed away a bit, then turned her head and yelled: "Ah Qing!"

Then he hugged her with both hands and walked out, Yueyun was still yelling, Qin Yuexin stared at this scene in a daze.

"Give it to me! Lu Chen'an, you scum! Quick, quick, I'm dead, so don't even want to know her whereabouts!"

It wasn't until she was hugged and walked out of the room that she came back to her senses, and looked at Lu Chen'an in a daze while holding Lu Chenan's arm: "What's wrong with her? What happened, why is it like this?"

He reached out and touched her hair, and smiled: "Let's get out of here first, and go back and tell you."

Yueyun's cries kept coming, which made people feel inexplicably frightened.

Qin Yuexin didn't know why, but suddenly felt that Lu Chenan, who was looking at her now, was a little fragile.

She raised her hand and hugged him back, without opening her mouth to force him: "Okay."

There was a bit of silence in the carriage, Lu Chenan sat there without saying a word, with a gloomy expression on his face.

Qin Yuexin took a look, raised her hand and took the initiative to hold his hand.

Lu Chen'an felt her hand, turned to look at her, but didn't speak.

New Year's Day has passed, but there is still the atmosphere of New Year's Day around.

When they arrived at the villa, Qin Yuexin also calmed down, and followed Lu Chenan into the study step by step.

He didn't speak, and she didn't ask.

Until he showed her a copy of the photo, then took out a cigarette from his pocket, as if he wanted to light it, but when his eyes fell on Qin Yuexin, he put it away.

Qin Yuexin took the photo that Lu Chenan handed over, and was a little puzzled, not knowing what it was, until she opened the cover, she was shocked: "Chenan, this—"

In the photo, the two cars that collided with each other were burned horribly. This is the first photo.

Then the second photo was taken at the police line, and the charred bodies were being cleaned out.

Even though she only looked at it from the photo, Qin Yuexin couldn't tell.

The third photo was a close-up. She closed her eyes and quickly flipped through the photos. Her hands were trembling while holding the photos, and her voice was a little choked up: "Is this a photo of your parents' car accident?"

She remembered that Lu Chenan's parents had been in a car accident when he was five years old. After these photos were washed out, there was a date in the lower right corner, and they were all from decades ago. The photos from more than 20 years ago were still black and white, but Shocking enough already.

It's just that Qin Yuexin doesn't know what these photos have to do with Yueyun. The water in Lu's house is too deep, and there are too many things hidden in it, but she doesn't know anything.

Lu Chen'an raised his head and glanced at her, his usual smile was restrained and his face was cold and cold: "Isn't it scary?"

She nodded, and put the photo on the table. Looking at him, she felt a little sore in her heart. She couldn't help walking over and reaching out to hug him from behind: "Lu Chen'an, tell me, okay?"

He didn't move, as if he didn't know where to start to make things easier. After a while, Qin Yuexin heard Lu Chenan's voice: "My mother is not dead."

He didn't say anything, just said such a sentence, Qin Yuexin froze and looked up at him in a daze: "What do you mean?"

Lu Chen'an lowered his head and glanced at her: "My mother is not dead. When Du Yueyun's parents took my mother away, only Du Yueyun knew where she was."

In fact, she really expected a lot of whimsical answers. For example, Du Yueyun is actually Lu Chenan's half-sister or elder sister, and the daughter of a certain benefactor of Lu Chenan. He is just repaying her favor or helping her, so it doesn't matter at all. Whether she likes Du Yueyun or not, will it threaten her problematic existence.

Until more than an hour ago, when she saw Du Yueyun in that room, all her thoughts were overturned, and she didn't know how to add the relationship between Du Yueyun and Lu Chenan.

She was in a daze all the way back, even until now, she is still in a daze.

Lu Chen'an didn't speak, neither did Qin Yuexin, the only thing that was quiet in the study was the breathing of the two of them.

It was noon at this moment, and the sun shone in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, warming the person's body.

After a while, Qin Yuexin finally found her thoughts: "You want to find your mother, don't you?"

She asked a stupid question. In fact, there is no one in this world who does not want to find his mother.

Like Lu Chen'an, Lu Qihua and Lu Zijie are the ones who jointly want to hurt him, and the other offshoots are not good people. Probably in this world, only his biological mother will treat him well.

It's just that Lu Chen'an's reaction was not as she expected, he smiled, but the smile was not half-smiley: "Yes, I want to find her, and ask her why she knew there would be such a car accident, why did she know that there would be such a car accident? Run away alone, but don't take your father with you!"

Qin Yuexin was taken aback, and looked at him in disbelief: "What do you mean? Do you mean that your mother knew something would happen, so she arranged for someone to take her away?"

Lu Chenan looked down at her, pulled away her hand, and handed her a recording pen.

Qin Yuexin knew that this must be something else, took a slight breath, but still took it.

"How did your news get out? How did you let that bitch Yang Xin go?"

"It's okay, she doesn't dare to come back anyway, big brother, now Li Hua is just the two of us!"

"Don't worry, brother knows how to do it."

The recording is very short, only about ten seconds, that is, these three sentences.

But Qin Yuexin immediately understood what was going on. One voice belonged to Lu Qihua, and although she had never heard the other voice, Ye Huaying only had three sons in total. When the conference decided whether to keep her in Lihua, Qin Yuexin knew that the relationship between Lu Qihua and his cousins ​​was not very good.

So this matter cannot be seen by the Lu family, who are cousins, then there is only one person, and then it is Lu Qihong, the younger brother of Lu Qihua, and the second elder brother of Lu Chenan's father, Lu Qihao.

She has always known a lot of dirty things in the wealthy family. Not long after she married into the Lu family, she broke the matter of Lu Qihua and Ye Meifang, and later, Lu Qihua was acting like a mistress.

These things have actually refreshed her three views. She has always grown up under the supervision and guidance of Ye Huiyun and Ye Yuan, and most of the things she comes into contact with are very clean things.

Although she is smart, she still lacks some experience in intrigue.Such a thing, if Lu Chenan didn't tell her today, even if she died, she wouldn't know that it would be like this.

Qin Yuexin suddenly remembered what Ye Huaying said when she was dying three years ago. She didn't say anything at that time, but the most she said was "I'm sorry for you, good morning".

At that time, she only thought that the old man felt that Lu Chenan lost his biological parents in the early years, and was crippled in a car accident when he was just an adult, and because of his status, he was afraid of what other people would say, and ignored Lu Chenan in all aspects, so he said such a passage of.

But looking at it now, it is obviously not the case. Ye Huaying is sorry for Lu Chenan, and of course she is sorry for Lu Chenan.

In fact, Lu Chenan didn't need to be so bleak at all. He became an orphan since he was five years old. Except for an accident, when he was 28 years old, he was forced by the Lu family to marry him.

If it wasn't because Lu Qihua and Lu Qihong killed Lu Qihao, it wouldn't have happened this time. Maybe he would have a father and mother who loved him very much, and live happily ever after.He may be a young man admired and chased after in the school, not like now, who has endured for more than ten years and done so much viciously, just to get everything that maybe should be him.

In fact, thinking from the perspective of a bystander, Ye Huaying's actions are understandable. All three are her sons, and she has already lost one son. What else can she do? lost too?
As a mother, the only person she feels sorry for is Lu Qihong, and as a grandmother, the only person she feels sorry for is Lu Chenan.

No wonder Ye Huaying said such things when she was dying. It turned out that there was a reason for everything.

The news was a bit shocking, and after she figured everything out, she found that she was trembling all over, and she raised her legs and walked to Lu Chenan who was sitting in front of the sofa, her eyes were a little red: "Chen An, your accident, is it right? Did Lu Zijie do it?"

Lu Chenan reached out to hug her, and she hugged him along his arm: "Xinxin, you're so smart."

The Lu family is really a den of wolves, full of cannibals.

Qin Yuexin couldn't tell what she was feeling. Many thoughts were mixed together, but the most was distressed.

Distressed, it seems that she can forgive what happened in those two years.

Yes, she has been brooding about those two years.

She is just a woman, even though she and Lu Chenan maintain this superficial peace, the things Lu Chenan did to her in the past two years, the cruelty she has done to her, is something that no woman can bear things.

She wasn't hypocritical or trying to get into a dead end, but her useless life in those two years was indeed given by the man in front of her.

But now, she felt that she was a little bit resentful.

Ye Huiyun always taught her to be considerate of herself and others, so that she must be humble, polite, tolerant and kind.

It's not a good thing to learn too many good qualities. She is too soft-hearted. As long as she thinks about it from Lu Chenan's standpoint, everything seems to be less important.

He has endured so many things by himself, but he actually knows why he is so cruel. If he hadn't been so cruel, Lu Qihua's fate would be his fate now.

She just couldn't figure it out: "What's going on with the Qin family?"

Qin Yuexin raised her head slightly, and asked the last doubt.

Lu Chen'an thought he didn't want to hide it anymore, so he told her the only thing left: "Qin Shenyu and Lu Qihong are friends, and he was the one who arranged this matter back then."

So, all the things here have a reason in the dark.

Lu Chenan suddenly lowered his head and kissed her, with a smile in his eyes: "Are you still angry? Are you still angry?"

She didn't know what he was referring to, but Qin Yuexin couldn't help but see the smile in his eyes, and raised her hand to cover her eyes: "Lu Chen'an, don't look at me now. laugh, okay?"

Laughing makes her feel even more uncomfortable.

I am obviously so uncomfortable, why do I still laugh.

From the age of five to the present, in more than 20 years, he has endured so many things by himself.

Qin Yuexin felt that she had never seen through Lu Chen'an, and indeed she had never seen through this man.

It wasn't until today that she felt that she had truly stepped into this man's life for the first time.

She knows his past and his thoughts.

There has never been a day, like today, that made her feel at ease and uncomfortable.

She actually didn't want to cry, these things have passed, Lu Chenan told her today, obviously he didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable.But she couldn't help it. When she first met Lu Chenan, she felt that his temper was weird and gloomy.At the beginning, I just thought that he was lame, so his personality would inevitably be more sensitive and changeable than normal people, and she never cared about it.

But after the two divorced and she knew that he was pretending to be lame, it became something she found ironic when she tossed and turned every night.

Lu Chenan didn't seem to be real at all in front of her, it was all fake, even his character was fake.

Thinking about it now, she felt that she was the only one who got into the scene, but how could she be clear about it? He had endured it by himself for more than 20 years. In this scene, how could he figure out who was the most deeply involved.

"I'd like to have a cigarette, do you mind?"

Lu Chenan's voice came suddenly, accompanied by her tightly suppressed sobs.

Qin Yuexin didn't look up, but just nodded while tightly tugging at his collar: "I don't mind."

Thinking about it, he is also uncomfortable. With so many things on his mind, it is really uncomfortable to bring them up one by one.

She hugged him and asked him in a low voice: "Lu Chen'an, do you still want to throw me away?"

His voice was hoarse and dull because of crying.

The strong smell of nicotine came, and he directly lowered his head and kissed her lips. The smell of cigarettes rushed into her mouth, carrying the breath of this man.

Qin Yuexin stretched out her hand to grab his collar, and for the first time greeted his kiss proactively and eagerly.

He touched her finger, the cold diamond ring didn't get into her hand, Qin Yuexin was slightly taken aback, Lu Chenan had already moved his lips away, looked down at her, earnestly but with a bit of a smile: "Although it's despicable, Qin Yuexin, I still hope that you will take pity on me and marry me."

The marriage proposal came too fast, she couldn't react at all, the ring was a bit heavy on her finger.

She turned her head to look over, and only then did she realize that the ring was the ring they used when they got married in the earliest days.

Qin Yuexin remembered that they had obviously abandoned the ring in the restaurant, she left without looking back, and he also left without looking back.

But now, this ring that should be gone is quietly worn on her ring at this moment.

She looked up at him, and her eyes, which were already full of tears, were constantly flowing out at this moment like a reservoir with no dike.

"When did you go back and get it back?"

He didn't answer her question, but lowered his head and kissed her tears: "Xinxin, I said before, what's yours is yours, I'm yours, and you can never throw it away."

She was inexplicably resentful at what he said, and the past came to her mind little by little. She couldn't help raising her hand and hitting him: "It was you who threw me away at the beginning."

"It's me, but you said you didn't want me first."

Qin Yuexin thought about it, and felt that Lu Chen'an was really abominable.He has always had a firm goal in doing things, and he will only give up if he has achieved it, so when he let go, he didn't even have a word to persuade him to stay.Now he wants to turn the past over so easily, Qin Yuexin reached out to pull out the ring, but he tightly clasped his hand: "Xinxin, once you put it on this time, don't take it out again." gone."

He looked down at her, and for the first time, she saw affection and longing in his eyes that had restrained his smile.

Probably because he just knew everything about him, so now he can easily see her emotions clearly in his eyes.

Her decisive movement was a little stagnant, and the two of them just stared at each other, and the study suddenly fell into silence again.

He looked at her for nearly four or five seconds, then raised his lips little by little, watching her slowly smile: "Xin Xin, marry me, this time it's true."

Marry me, this time for real.

She knew that she should refuse, and she also knew that she shouldn't let him go so easily.

But she also knew that in fact, Lu Chenan couldn't tolerate it. For so many years, there was no definite number of days for him to live.

What is an affair between a child and a daughter? Can it compare to one's own life?
Seeing that he didn't speak, he immediately acted like a hooligan, lowered his head and kissed her tears little by little, and said, "If you don't speak, you are acquiescing. We will go get a marriage certificate tomorrow."

Qin Yuexin just stared at him with her eyes open. In fact, she still thought he was mean, but after going around for so many years, she still couldn't help saying: "Okay."

His kiss fell little by little, Qin Yuexin closed her eyes, and hugged him tightly.

The first 30 years of Lu Chenan's life were occupied by misfortune, and she hoped that she could occupy all his happiness in the future.

She is actually just a woman who loves a man named Lu Chen'an.

(End of this chapter)