Pillow wife

Chapter 95

She didn't expect that when she looked up, the person she would meet would be Lu Chen'an.

There are quite a few men behind him, obviously out to talk about work.

Holding the flowers in his hand, Qin Yuexin frowned, and subconsciously took a step back: "Thank you."

She bumped into Han Zhen who was behind her, but she didn't shy away from it.

As long as it's not Lu Chen'an, she doesn't care whoever she bumps into.

Lu Chenan looked at her with slightly wrinkled eyes, and someone behind him called him: "Young Master Lu."

He glanced back at the man who spoke. You go up first, and I will come up later.

Qin Yuexin didn't want to have anything to do with him. Seeing him turn around, she looked at him with a cool face: "Don't hinder Young Master Lu, I'll go first."

Saying that, he raised his leg and walked in the direction that was different from him.

The bouquet of red roses on his chest was very eye-catching, and it attracted the attention of many girls along the way.

Han Zhen walked beside her, without saying a word from the beginning to the end.

After a while, Lu Chenan glanced at the secretary beside him: "What day is today?"

Gao Minglang's heart trembled slightly, and he still answered his question: "Young Master Lu, today is Qixi Festival."

"Qixi."

Lu Chen'an smiled, Qin Yuexin's back had disappeared at the corner, he looked back, raised his legs and walked forward.

Han Zhen never opened his mouth. Ever since meeting Lu Chen'an, Qin Yuexin's whole person has changed. Just now, the two of them could occasionally exchange jokes in the restaurant, and she occasionally smiled back at him. Now, She sat on the co-pilot, turned her head and looked out the window, without saying a word.

Qin Yuexin never thought that she would be able to meet Lu Chen'an, a man she hadn't seen in over a month. Every time she watched the news, as long as she had a premonition that he would appear, she would immediately turn off the TV.

She couldn't even hear his voice, and she almost forgot his appearance.

She seldom dreams now, maybe because she deliberately wants to forget such a person, when she dreams at night, she dreams of his back more often.

It was a strange but real dream, Lu Chen'an with his back facing him, no matter how she ran, they were always separated by a distance where they couldn't touch each other.

In the past half month, she has rarely dreamed of him, and her life seems to have escaped from the confinement that this man gave her.

She didn't know how difficult it is to forget someone until she met her tonight.

As soon as she sees him, the past is like a tide rising up, and she can't even stop it.

The scenery outside the car window swayed quickly. At seven or eight o'clock in the night, there are still many cars on the road.

The car was parked by the river, and as soon as she opened the door, the river wind blew over, making her hair a little messy.

On the road, many couples were walking hand in hand, kissing each other deeply. She and Han Zhen were a bit out of place here.

It was only at this moment that Qin Yuexin realized that she did not come here alone, there was Han Zhen beside her.

She turned her head to look at the silent man beside her, feeling a little guilty: "Senior brother."

Han Zhen smiled, raised his hand to help her press her hair, and looked up at the riverside: "Yue Xin, you don't have to be so harsh on yourself, sometimes, the more you want to accomplish something, the more often Backfired. Let nature take its course and time will tell.”

She turned her head and looked at Han Zhen in a daze: "Will you?"

She was afraid that if she wasn't so harsh on herself, she would always be trapped in Lu Chenan's swamp.

He glanced back at her: "People's memory is limited. Many things will be slowly picked out by time as they experience more and more things, and finally disappear little by little." He said, He smiled: "Of course, this process may be a bit long, just like if you want to fill your bookcase, you can't fill it with your favorite books in a month. You have to keep going Discover, then continue to choose, and finally put what you want on it, and then slowly, let the bookcase be filled.”

"It's the same with relationships. How long have you been separated from him, but it's been four months. But you've been together for two years. Four months are in those two years, but they only occupy a corner. What you can squeeze out is only a corner space."

He stopped and looked down at the person beside him, "Some things, rather than forcing yourself to forget, it's better to let yourself get used to it."

Qin Yuexin raised her hand to cover her cheek, blocking all the embarrassment: "I understand the truth, but I can't do it."

She knew that she was still not as good as Ye Huiyun, and she was always not open-minded enough.

There was a sudden warmth on the wrist, and Han Zhen pulled the hand covering his face away little by little. He looked down at her with a faint smile on his face: "It's okay, Yue Xin, one day, you will do it, You are the smartest girl I have ever seen."

Tears flowed down the end of his eyes, two lines of tears slipped across the light makeup on his face, a little embarrassed.Han Zhen took out a tissue and wiped away her tears little by little: "Or, you can go for a walk."

Qin Yuexin pursed her lips, and then said in a daze for a while: "Brother, am I useless?"

It is impossible to forget a person.

He reached out and rubbed her hair, wanting to hug her into his arms, but he still held back: "It's okay, according to what you said, I might be even more useless."

It has been more than five years, and he still hasn't forgotten her.

It is a pleasant thing to blow the river breeze in summer, if not for meeting Lu Chen'an halfway, tonight would be a pleasant evening.

It was past ten o'clock when we went back. She was a vagrant, but Han Zhen was not. He had to go on a business trip the next day.

As soon as the car stopped, seeing that he was about to stop, she quickly said: "Brother, don't send me in! It's getting late, you go back and rest, it's only a few minutes away, I'll just walk back by myself."

Han Zhen smiled: "It's only a few minutes away, it doesn't matter if I send you off."

She pushed the car door open, holding the flowers in one hand and closing the door with the other: "Don't give it away! Thank you for the flowers. I'm very happy tonight. Good night, brother."

She walked fast, and Han Zhen was left alone. Before the car door was opened, she had already run tens of meters forward.

He smiled, but in the end he still didn't catch up.

Hearing the sound of the car's engine, Qin Yuexin slowed down.

She had already reached the corner, and when she saw the man standing at the door of her house, she subconsciously frowned.

Lu Chenan was wearing the black suit she had seen for a few hours, leaning against her doorway, with a half-smoked cigarette in his hand, and smiled when he saw her: "You're back?"

Qin Yuexin pursed her lips, raised her legs and walked up the steps, pushing aside the small fence and walking over step by step: "What are you doing here?"

"One more thing for you."

She took out the key and paused: "I have nothing left for you."

He raised his eyebrows, and his eyes fell on the bouquet in her arms: "The flowers are quite beautiful."

Qin Yuexin didn't speak, she inserted the key into the keyhole, pushed open the door, raised her leg and walked in, put the flowers aside, then looked back at Lu Chen'an who raised her leg and walked in: "Young Master Lu, it's getting late, It's not convenient for you to come in."

But as if he didn't hear her words, he raised his hand and pulled the tie on the collar: "I'm a little thirsty, is there any water?"

She took a step forward and looked up at him: "Lu Chen'an, don't you think you are too much?"

He stretched out his hand as if to touch her, but Qin Yuexin dodged it subconsciously: "Too much?"

He raised his eyebrows, and the corners of his eyes raised as he moved, making those peach eyes very beautiful.

Qin Yuexin looked at him, her heart throbbing with pain, she was afraid that the man in front of her would say something that made her unable to restrain herself.

She took a slight breath, raised her hand and pushed him: "Please leave."

He let her push him all the way to the threshold of the door, and his heel was stuck on the threshold. Lu Chenan finally pressed her hands with his hands, and tried his best to prevent her from pushing him back.

"this is yours."

As he spoke, he took out a ring box from his pocket.

The ring inside was the one she donated for auction more than a month ago, and it just lay straight in the ring box.

She looked up at him, "Lu Chen'an, are you sick?"

He smiled, shrugged, and walked out of her house automatically: "I said before, Xinxin, whoever I give it to, it belongs to him. No matter how many times you donate, I will give it to you." I will take pictures for you."

After speaking, he turned around and left, the ring was stuffed in her palm by him, Qin Yuexin looked at his back blankly.Uncomfortable and shameful, she raised her hand and threw the ring at him: "Lu Chen'an, you are too much!"

It's too much, why should you treat her like this!

Why!
She stood there, trembling with anger.

The ring hit Lu Chenan's shoulder, and finally rolled to the side of the flowers.

He looked back at her, with the smile on his face undiminished, he lowered his head and reached into the flower bushes, touched the ring box out again, then raised his legs and walked back step by step, and put it back in her hand: "As long as I I can see that even if you throw it away, I will still pick it up for you."

She looked at him, trembling and unable to speak, her palm was tightly clasped around the ring box.

The two confronted each other like this for a while, before she sneered with the corners of her lips curled up: "Okay, you want to give it to me, okay, I think Lu Shao's fiancee will definitely like this gift I gave her! "

He looked at her with the same expression: "Xinxin, you have to know that I am very stubborn. If you don't want to make trouble, you'd better keep it alone."

He said every word without knowing that what he said was enough to drive anyone crazy.

She couldn't see through Lu Chen'an, she had never seen through the man in front of her.

The two had been together for more than two years, and it wasn't until later that she realized that Lu Chen'an who shared the bed with her was just an illusion made up by him.It's like a character played on TV, but in reality, she has never had any contact with Lu Chen'an.

But now, he has come to challenge her bottom line again and again.He stomped on her body once, but he didn't feel it was enough, and when she turned around, he stomped on her again when the wound was almost healed.

His words made her a little hysterical: "Lu Chen'an, how can you go so far! We are already divorced, I don't want your things, why do you force me to want them!"

"No reason, I just think it looks good on your hands."

His calm words were enough to explode all her forbearing emotions.

She had endured in front of him for so long, and finally couldn't bear it any longer. She raised her hand and picked up the small wooden chair beside him and threw it at Lu Chenan's body: "Lu Chenan, get out of here! Get out! Don't ever appear in front of me !"

With quick eyes and quick hands, he pressed her wrist with one hand, and with skill, the small wooden chair in her hand fell off her hand.

Qin Yuexin's whole body was pulled by him, and she was directly pulled into his arms.

She had tried her best to keep the distance between the two of them before, so she didn't notice it, but now that she got closer, she could smell the faint smell of alcohol on his body.

Qin Yuexin was slightly taken aback: "Are you drunk?"

Lu Chenan looked down at her, the two of them were extremely close: "No."

His eyes were like water, with a little smile inside.

She looked at him, a little dazed, as if she had returned to two years ago, and he looked at her in the same way, bowing his head and whispering "Xinxin" in her ear, pampering him like a child Same.

There was a stray cat passing by outside the door, she was slightly startled, raised her hand and pushed him away, the emotion on her face had returned to ice-cold: "Young Master Lu, please go back."

Lu Chenan seemed to be taken aback, looked down at her for a while, then turned around and walked out.

She stood there watching him disappear step by step into the night, the ring box was still in her hand, after a while, she came back to her senses, raised her hand to close the door, and put the ring on the table , turned around and picked up the bouquet of flowers on the side to trim it.

Qin Yuexin hasn't had a dream for a long time. When she woke up in the middle of the night, she found that she started to recall the events of those two years little by little.

Memories are sometimes a very terrifying thing. It will eat away at your will and consciousness little by little, dragging you into a world where you can’t go back and feel sorry for yourself.

He raised his hand and touched his forehead, sweat dripping from his palm.

There is no air conditioner in the old house, the fan is whistling, and the wind blowing in from the window is a bit cool.

Qin Yuexin raised her head and looked out of the window, suddenly remembering every word Lu Chenan said a few hours ago, her eyes became hot little by little.

Looking up, the tears will fall back.

She got up and took a cigarette, wanted to smoke, but finally put it down.

She smoked more during this period than she had in the past 25 years.

She has to love herself well, if she doesn't love herself anymore, who else will love her.

Waking up in the middle of the night is a very cruel thing. The sleep in the middle is interrupted, and it is difficult for most of them to fall asleep again.

Qin Yuexin was in a state of half-asleep and half-awake in the second half of the night. The dog at the door kept barking and kept barking, so she basically didn't fall asleep.

When the sun rose the next day, I couldn't sleep. The sun hit my body and it was a little hot.

Her room was sunny, and it was fine and cool at night, but it would be a little hot during the day.

In late August, City A was still an oven, and lying on the bed felt as uncomfortable as frying fish.

I woke up in the middle of the night last night. Qin Yuexin woke up now, her head was groggy, she didn't have any energy, and she felt extremely uncomfortable.

She sat on the bed for a while, and her pajamas were half wet.

There was a lot of food piled up in the refrigerator, and she didn't have much appetite today, so she ordered noodles casually, planning to have a meal like this.

She had just picked out the noodles when someone knocked on the door. During lunch time, every household was filled with the smell of food, and Qin Yuexin frowned from hunger.

She really couldn't think of the person who came to her at this time.

Han Zhen went on a business trip today, and Xu Huainan and the two of them usually had nothing to do, so basically they would never see each other.Now that the news about the two's engagement has slowly cooled down, and not many people remember it, she plans to return the ring to Xu Huainan when he finishes his busy work.

After all, it is not a good behavior to always occupy the title of fiancee like this.

She was wondering who it was, when she opened the door, she saw Lu Zijie.

If I remember correctly, the two of them hadn't seen each other for more than two months, except that day when they met at Qin Zhiru and Lu Chenan's engagement banquet.

Qin Yuexin frowned, the door only opened a little, just enough to reveal her: "Mr. Lu."

Lu Zijie looked at her, his expression was not very good, but he still raised his eyebrows: "Don't let me go in and sit for a while?"

Her actions like this obviously wouldn't let him in, but he still asked.

Qin Yuexin didn't like Lu Zijie in the first place, but Ying Lu Chen'an, now she doesn't want to have anything to do with anyone who has a relationship with Lu Zijie.

She still maintained that posture: "No, I don't want Mr. Lu to come in. After all, my friendship with Mr. Lu is not enough to let you in."

He smiled, raised his hand and rubbed his temples: "You don't want to know about Lu Chen'an?"

"Do not want to."

As she spoke, she raised her hand to close the door.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Lu Zijie raised her hand and pushed her door, his face turned cold, and his expression was a bit mocking: "You can't help this, I came here today, I just want to make you unhappy."

Qin Yuexin was so angry that her face turned red: "Lu Zijie, are you sick?"

He sneered, held the door open, and pushed it open with all his strength: "Yeah, I'm just sick!"

He was wearing a silver suit, and raised his hand to pull his tie: "It's so hot, is there any water?"

He walked in carelessly, without any sense of being a guest.

Qin Yuexin stood at the door and looked at him, then raised her leg and walked up to him: "You Lu family are all annoying."

"Grandma, do you hate it too?"

He looked up at her.

There was her freshly cooked noodles on the table, and Qin Yuexin saw that the noodles had begun to absorb water and swell, if she didn't eat any more, it would be a big plate later.

She walked over to pick up the noodles to eat, and didn't intend to pay attention to Lu Zijie.

But Lu Zijie hadn't eaten anything all morning. Although the bowl of noodles was very plain, with only one egg, the smell of oil and salt made his stomach wriggle uncontrollably.

Before Qin Yuexin reached out to take the noodles into his hand, he had already brought the noodles to himself first, picked up the chopsticks unceremoniously, and started eating: "It's okay without water, I'm hungry, let's eat first." have eaten."

Qin Yuexin was so angry that her whole body trembled.

Last night Lu Chenan was so angry that she couldn't sleep, and this morning Lu Zijie came over so angry that her stomach hurts.

She stood there looking at Lu Zijie, her face getting colder and colder.

But the culprit didn't seem to notice it, and was still eating with gusto.

Qin Yuexin felt a bit of stomach pain, so she had to go into the kitchen to make a new noodle.

When she went out with the noodles again, Lu Zijie had already finished eating. He wiped the corner of his mouth with a tissue, and glanced at her: "Eat first, don't say I have no conscience, I'm afraid you won't be able to eat later."

Her face froze, she sneered at him, and quietly ate noodles from the side.

Lu Zijie really came here today to disgust Qin Yuexin on purpose, and he couldn't say why, he just wanted to make her feel uncomfortable and embarrass her.

If it wasn't for her 5.00% shares, Lu Chenan wouldn't have squeezed him out so easily.

He has been guarding against Lu Chen'an for so many years, but with Lu Qihua before and Lu Chen'an after, he has been a little slack over the years. He never thought that Lu Chen'an would play such a big game of chess.

He already knew that he couldn't beat Lu Chen'an at the moment, but he didn't expect that Lu Chen'an was so ruthless that he was going to go to Southeast Asia to open up the market all at once.

He's not stupid, if he really goes, Li Hua will really become Lu Chen'an's world in the future.

Just after the meeting, I was so angry that I didn't even have a place to vent.Out of nowhere, she thought of Qin Yuexin, Lu Chenan's ex-wife.

If he can't fix Lu Chen'an, then let's make Qin Yuexin sick.

Qin Yuexin ate very slowly, but she moved her hands smoothly, which was very pleasing to the eye.

It's not like the two of them had eaten at the same table when they were in Lu's house, so she knew that she could eat in slow motion now.

Lu Zijie was not annoyed, he sat on the sofa like an old man, lit a cigarette, and looked down at her.

When the strong smell of cigarettes came, Qin Yuexin couldn't help but frowned: "Mr. Lu, please go out if you want to smoke."

Although she herself smokes, she wants to quit smoking this month, and she hasn't touched cigarettes for more than half a month.

She always did what she said, quit smoking when she said quit smoking, she was so uncomfortable last night, she just hugged herself and gritted her teeth and slowly endured it.

She was used to venting with cigarettes when she was sad, and she suddenly quit smoking. Last night, she met Lu Chen'an. When the two things collided, it was simply torture for her.

But no matter how hard she was tortured, she still didn't touch the cigarette.

Now that Lu Zijie was smoking so carelessly, the smell of nicotine came from her, and she felt that she couldn't help it.

Ever since she divorced Lu Chen'an, whenever she got upset, she couldn't help but want to smoke.

Just like now, someone seemed to have set fire to her heart, and she was so irritable that she couldn't control it, but Lu Zijie was still smoking here to tease her.

Lu Zijie shrugged his shoulders, took a look, but found no ashtray, reached out the paper towel and snuffed out the cigarette, then threw it into the trash can: "I won't smoke."

Qin Yuexin took a slight breath, "Mr. Lu, I eat very slowly."

"It's okay, you eat slowly, I have plenty of time."

Qin Yuexin really felt that the Lu family members were not good people.

Because of Lu Zijie, she didn't like eating noodles very well, and even felt a little worried.

But the culprit sat there, not conscious at all.

In the end, she simply ignored him. For Lu Zijie, her only way was to ignore him.

After all, he is not Lu Chen'an, she can easily pretend that this person doesn't exist.

No matter how slow you eat, a bowl of noodles will be finished by the time.And Lu Zijie said that there is plenty of time to wait, and he is indeed waiting.There was no impatience at all, just sitting there watching her, playing with a lighter by herself.

Seeing that her bowl was empty, he asked, "Are you full?"

Qin Yuexin took out a tissue to wipe the oil on her mouth, looked up at him coldly: "If you have anything to say, tell me quickly, I have something to do this afternoon."

"Are you in a hurry? I'm afraid that if I tell you, you won't be in the mood to do things this afternoon."

She sneered: "Lu Zijie, do you know why I hate you?"

After hearing her words, the smiling Lu Zijie suddenly turned cold, and looked at her: "Why?"

This is indeed a question that Lu Zijie has been thinking about. From the day Qin Yuexin married Lu Chenan, he couldn't understand why she was willing to marry even a "cripple".

Qin Yuexin looked at him with a cold face, and told him word by word: "Because you are self-righteous."

"Heh, where's Lu Chen'an?"

She looked at him and sneered: "You came to find me today, and what you want to say is not a good thing, maybe it will really disgust me. If I guess correctly, it's about Lu Chen'an, right?"

Lu Zijie frowned: "What do you know?"

"Look, I said you are self-righteous. I don't know anything, but to me, what you want to say is irrelevant. I was stuck in that scene, and you wanted to disgust me. You have to think about yourself, haven't you been deceived by him?"

I have to say that Qin Yuexin impressed him once again.

It's just that he didn't believe that Qin Yuexin was really so calm.

He took a cigarette and wanted to smoke it, but when he saw Qin Yuexin, he put it back: "You may not care, but I want to say, you can't stop me."

From the first time she met Lu Zijie, she knew that Lu Zijie was such a narrow-minded person, she couldn't do anything about it, so she came to find her to vent her anger.

He wanted to disgust her, but she wouldn't show mercy: "What did Lu Chen'an do to you to make you bite someone if you caught him today."

Although Qin Yuexin looks elegant and generous most of the time, if she really wants to play tricks, she is not at all inferior.

It's not the first time Lu Zijie has seen her, but she still turned blue with anger: "I think you will be more interested. Since when did Lu Chenan start plotting against you?"

Her face turned pale: "What do you mean?"

(End of this chapter)