The strongest sword fairy

Chapter 123 Grief
Stepping lightly, Bai Hong looked at everything in front of him and trembled involuntarily. His eyes flickered, and his eyes were hazy for a while. The old family was gone, and all that was left was this large area of ​​ruins, broken bricks and tiles, huge Stone weeds, telling the desolation here.

Bai Hong's legs seemed to be filled with lead, and every step weighed as much as ten thousand feet. It was only a few tens of feet long, but he walked for half an hour!Xiao Ji and Long Xuan came behind Bai Hong, they looked around lightly, they couldn't help sighing slightly when they saw the mess of the place, the huge family turned into the ruins of today, it can be seen how tragic the battle was at the beginning, There is still a little bright red blood on the ground, and the blood here has not completely disappeared after ten years!
Time kills everything!But it can't kill the tragedy here!Bai Hong stood in front of a broken house, dazed in a daze. He looked at the house, and couldn't help stretching out a hand to gently caress the stone wall that had been severely eroded by time, his arm twitched slightly.

"20 years!" Wei Wei opened his mouth, Bai Hong murmured, one hand gently rubbed the already yellowed stone wall, the whole person actually smiled slightly, he shook his head helplessly, the whole person seemed to be in great pain, but there was a smile on his face , that smile is so helpless, it is so self-deprecating!
"In 20 years, you all left me first, leaving me to live alone. The world is so big, what is it worthy of me to survive?" Xuan understood clearly that her delicate body trembled slightly, and her whole body staggered.

"With a snap of the fingers, the entire family will be wiped out!" Xiaoji said, sighing slightly, looking at the dilapidated family, shaking his head slightly, he felt touched in his heart, there was a little sympathy and emotion in his eyes, and there was also a pain in his heart At this time, the same scene appeared in front of his eyes, which made him feel pain in his heart.

"The years of the fingers! The years of the fingers!" Bai Hong suddenly raised his head, his whole body was incomparably crazy, his black hair fluttered randomly, and his eyes were not red but made Long Xuan slightly frightened. What kind of eyes are those!pain!Grief and indignation!despair!disappointment!abjection!crazy!Emotionless!
A pair of eyes full of dead silence, but there was endless grief and anger in that dead silence, he was extremely excited, roared continuously, suddenly raised his hand and smashed the stone slab in front of him, the stone scattered and rolled down to Long Xuan's feet, overwhelming everyone The weeds made Long Xuan's heart ache.

Bai Hong ignored the two and continued to move forward. His eyes were blurred, as if he was constantly recalling memories. He walked slowly. Every time he passed a house, he would stand for a long time. His mood was extremely unstable, and his feet floated as if he was weightless.

Finally he came to his residence, looking at this well-preserved house, Bai Hong's eyes trembled suddenly, and the depths of his eyes were instantly filled with tears. He staggered and walked towards the house with trembling steps. Walking to the door with difficulty, he raised his hands slightly, but did not dare to touch the mottled wooden door.

"boom!"

As if he felt something, the wooden door collapsed and fell into the house by itself, splashing a large amount of dust, the dust filled the air, and the whole house seemed to be shrouded in clouds and mist, looking a little hazy, Bai Hong stood there, his body trembling slightly, he looked at the house Scenes are constantly emerging in front of my eyes!

He walked into the house lightly, and his footsteps made a rattling sound on the dilapidated wooden door. The wooden door was severely eroded by time, and it was broken into pieces after Bai Hong stepped on it. At this moment, Bai Hong's footsteps were surprisingly steady. Walk into the house and watch the house burst into tears in an instant!

Can't help it!

He could no longer forcefully swallow back his tears. At this moment, his heart was completely enveloped in pain. He looked at the window, and it was there!There it is!There was the window where his mother often leaned against, and he would never forget it in his life. A woman with a yellowish complexion gently leaned against the window, quietly waiting for the person who let her guard her life. When they came back, they could see Xiaoyun leaning here, waiting quietly for Shangguan Baifeng's return.

right here!That back figure seemed to appear again, she seemed to be leaning there again, as if she was still looking forward to that person, as if time went back, as if everything was turning around, the whole room became clean in an instant, and everything seemed to return to 20 years ago forward!

"Mom, why are you crying again?" A child rushed into the room from the door, and immediately saw that there were tears in the eyes of the woman leaning on the window, but the woman smiled slightly, and inadvertently wiped away her tears. The child's head looked extremely pampered.

"Hong'er, didn't you go to play with your sister? Why are you back?" Xiaoyun said, the business was still so pleasant, and the voice made Bai Hong want to throw herself into his arms immediately, holding her tightly. Never let go of my arms!

"mother!"

Opening his mouth suddenly, Bai Hong's figure rushed forward, her arms wanted to hug the woman's figure, but the woman's figure suddenly turned into dots of starlight and dissipated in mid-air, disappearing, and the surrounding scenery changed instantly, and he came back again. Into this dilapidated house.

Xiaoji and Long Xuan were outside the house. Hearing Bai Hong's call, they immediately flew into the house, only to find that Bai Hong was leaning against the window in a daze, his eyes were blurred, and a line of crystal tears rolled down his face. It reflects a little bit of light under the sunlight, which is extremely dazzling!
Her body trembled, Long Xuan looked at Bai Hong like this, her whole heart seemed to be pierced by needles, although she couldn't understand Bai Hong's mood, but her heart felt extremely miserable, this was the first time she saw Bai Hong Baihong sheds tears, but men don't flick their tears easily!But now Bai Hong is no longer a boy, but a homeless child, everything in his heart is shattered, his heart has been shattered by the cruel reality!
"This is..." Xiaoji looked around the room, and suddenly found an opened box. The box was made of bronze. Even after 20 years, it hadn't rusted, but it was covered with dust. The lid of the box had obviously been opened, but it was only half covered, revealing a trace of bright red inside.

Hearing the sound, Bai Hong turned around suddenly, and immediately found the box. He walked quickly, but accidentally tripped over a raised floor, and fell in front of the box, splashing a cloud of dust. Long Xuan's heart suddenly jumped. As soon as she felt the pain, she immediately wanted to go forward to help Bai Hong up, but was held back by Xiaoji.

With trembling fingers, Bai Hong didn't care about the mess on her body. She just lay down on the ground and touched the bronze box lightly. There was a little red inside the box, but it was also covered by dust. Fortunately, the box was half covered and covered it up. For the most part, the contents inside are just a little dusty.

Gently flipping the lid of the box, a pair of tiger shoes appeared in front of the three of them, and Bai Hong's expression was shocked!These shoes are obviously not new. Although they look brand new, there are traces of wearing them. Bai Hong clearly recognizes those shoes!

These are my shoes!It was Xiaoyun who made it for herself when she was two years old. Xiaoyun sewed these shoes for herself stitch by stitch, thread by thread, hole by hole, and eye by eye. Looking at the position of the bronze box, it was obvious that it fell from the big bed. After coming down, Xiaoyun put the shoes on the bedside all the time!
It can be imagined that a middle-aged woman thinks about her child day and night, but she can't see it in the end, so she has to put this pair of little tiger shoes on the bedside and watch them from time to time. As if seeing a white rainbow, her eyes were full of kindness. She caressed the shoe and put it on her chest. She missed it so much!

"mother!"

Suddenly raised his head and roared!Bai Hong's whole body trembled, he hugged the pair of little tiger shoes with both hands and tears fell wantonly, his heart felt as if a knife had been twisted!That kind of pain, that kind of heartbreak, that kind of heartache, is beyond anyone's comprehension. Bai Hong's eyes were blurred, tears kept falling down, and wet the pair of little tiger shoes on his chest.

"Bai Hong, as far as I know, a total of 860 people died in your Shangguan Bai family in that battle, and there is a large tomb in the back mountain of your Shangguan Bai family. The names of 380 people are displayed on the tombstone." Xiao Ji said, looking at Bai Hong, his heart was also very sad.

"Houshan!" Raising his head suddenly, Bai Hong's expression was a little excited, and he climbed up from the ground. Bai Hong's figure flashed and came out of this courtyard. He looked like a ghost, and disappeared in the ruins in an instant. Xuan and Xiaoji hurriedly chased them out, the three kept jumping in the air, and arrived at the back mountain of Shangguan Bai's house in a short while!

The back mountain of Shangguan Bai's house, Tianfeng Gorge!
A tomb like a hill lies there!A huge tombstone stands in front of this tomb!

Bai Hong's body fell from the sky and landed in front of the tombstone. He fell with a bang, and his knees hit the ground hard, causing the ground to tremble slightly, and a big deep hole appeared on the ground!His knees sank deeply into the ground, and he looked up to see the names of the huge tombstone appearing in his eyes!
"Shangguan Baiyong, Shangguan Bailong, Shangguan Bailuo, Shangguan Baihuang..." Bai Hong softly recited these names, suddenly, his body shook, and the tears that had stopped in his eyes rolled down again !He grabbed the ground with both hands, and put those little tiger shoes in the lapel of his chest, tightly attached to his heart!

The veins on his hands were bulging, and the nails penetrated fiercely into the soil. That name was so dazzling, so piercing!That name is extremely blood red!The small vermilion characters were placed in Bai Hong's eyes but they occupied his eyes and his mind!
"Shang-guan-bai-feng!" Spit out these four words with difficulty, Bai Hong was like a thunderbolt, all of his hands suddenly fell into the mud and sand, and suddenly grabbed a large piece of bluestone!Traces of blood oozed from his fingers, he suppressed his true energy and gave up his defense, but the pain on his fingers was not worth the pain in his heart!

"Father! My son is not filial! My son is late, I have not been able to fight side by side with you, my son will not even have a glass of wine with you in your lifetime, and I will not be able to have a real heart-to-heart talk with you! My son is not filial! My son is not filial!" Bai Hong screamed, tears fell wantonly, dripping on the bluestone board, rolling gently!

"Father's name! Where's Xiaoyu? Where's Xiaoyu's name? Where's mother? Where's mother's name?" Suddenly, Bai Hong's expression was shaken, and the tears stopped falling. Searching in the Internet, his pupils trembled slightly, and Xiaoyun's name was impressively listed!
"Shangguan Baizhan! Shangguan Bailing! Shangguan Baifu! Shangguan Baibeard! Shangguan Baiyu!" Bai Hong said the names one by one, and every name made him tremble. My whole body felt like five thunderbolts, trembling crazily!
"Xiao Yu! Xiao Yu! Didn't even you escape the disaster? Did you even die in this ridiculous war? How could you do this? How could you do this? Do you remember what you promised me? Do you remember?! You said, you have to wait for me to come back, you have to wait for me to come back to drink your wedding wine, you said, you won’t get married if I don’t come back, you said you must have me on the day you get married The one who combs your hair, why are you such a rascal! How can you be so talkative?!"

"How could you lie to me? How could you lie to me! I'm your brother! I'm back now, I want to watch you get married with my own eyes, I want to drink your wedding wine, I want to get drunk! I I want to bless you! I want to comb your hair! I want to marry you with my own hands! Xiao Yu! Answer me! Answer me!"

"Father! Mother! You all answer me! Why is this? Why! Why did you all leave me, why did you leave Hong'er alone? How lonely is Hong'er in this empty world? Why? Why can't you wait for Honger? Do you know how Honger spent the past 20 years? Honger doesn't want to go home all the time, and Honger misses you all the time! Now that I'm back, where are you? ?”

Bai Hong was crying, he formed fists with both hands, and slammed down on the bluestone board, but those fists became weaker and weaker, and finally fell on the blue stone board, but there was no trembling at all, and Bai Hong's hands were already a piece of flesh and blood Blurred, bright red blood splattered on the bluestone board, extremely dazzling!

He was like a heart-piercing arrow, his heart was broken, and his mouth kept roaring, making Long Xuan and Xiaoji beside him tremble slightly, especially Long Xuan, she couldn't bear the tears anymore when she saw Bai Hong's heart-piercing roar. If you can't stand it, you will fall down.

"What's wrong with you all? Why don't you talk? Is everything here fake? Are you still alive? This is just an empty tomb? I don't believe it! I don't believe it! I am a huge family of Shangguan Bai's family. How could it be destroyed? All of this was a lie to me, right? All of this was agreed upon by you, right? You want to punish Hong’er, right? Hong’er is wrong! Hong’er is really wrong!”

"Hong'er doesn't want any heroes anymore, Hong'er doesn't want any power anymore, Hong'er doesn't want any power anymore! Hong'er only wants you! Hong'er begs you, please don't treat Hong'er like this, Hong'er is so scared! Father! Mother! Come out, come out and meet Hong'er!" Bai Hong squirmed, knelt on the ground, and kept crawling towards the huge tombstone, his eyes were blurred, and he was crying with tears in his eyes!

He wriggled around the huge tombstone and came to this hill-like tomb. He pushed aside the clumps of grass with both hands, and suddenly began to dig the huge tomb with both hands. His fingernails had already been peeled off from his fingers. His hands were bloody, and the soil was stained with his blood, which immediately stuck to his hands.

With claws in his hands, he actually wanted to dig open this big tomb. He still has a glimmer of hope in his heart. He still believes that Shangguan Baifeng and the others are still alive, and his heart still can't believe the reality.
(End of this chapter)