Harem Changwu Biography

Chapter 93 Qiu Changwu, Do You Have a Heart?
I have been with Mingqi for ten years. Although I have feelings for Mingqi that I shouldn't have, I always remember my identity with Mingqi and know that there is no relationship between me and Mingqi.

So these years I have always kept my identity in mind, and I dare not get too close to Mingqi, and I dare not show my half-distracted thoughts to Mingqi.

In the past ten years, from the day when I had that inappropriate thought about Mingqi, I knew that Mingqi would eventually grow up.

In his life, there will eventually be a woman who is not me who will come to him.

After that woman came, he would love her, spoil her, and put her on the tip of his heart.

Therefore, when I heard from the previous court two years ago that Mingqi was going to accept a concubine before taking office, although I felt sad, I still took care of it myself and made arrangements for the concubine selection.

Therefore, when Chu Bufan asked me to persuade Ming Qi to allow Han Yuting and Qi Xiayun to enter the palace, although there were a thousand and ten thousand voices in my heart saying that I did not want to, I still nodded to Chu Bufan in the end.

Over the past ten years, I have already done enough preparation and comfort in my heart.

I thought about any woman coming to Mingqi's side, and every woman who might be put in Mingqi's heart, but I never thought that that person would be Chang Ruo.

"The queen mother thinks, how is Qiu Changruo?"

Mingqi probably doesn’t know about it until now, but when he suddenly asked me this question on the day of the draft, he stabbed me in the heart.

"What? Mother doesn't like Chang Ruo?"

Oh, do you like Chang Ruo?

How could I like Chang Ruo?
When I was young, Chang Ruo and her mother sent Aunt Lu and me to a side courtyard, which made me have enough hard life early.

When I was a teenager, because she said that she didn't want to marry the old emperor, and because of her mother's reluctance to be a widow, the person who entered the palace became me.

Because of Chang Ruo, my life has become a hopeless foregone conclusion.

How can I like Chang Ruo who buried my whole life?
What's more, what's more, she also snatched away that person who was hidden deep in my heart, and lived in that person's heart.

"Changruo, that girl was lively and lovely when she was young, so she is even more charming now?"

At that time, I looked at Mingqi with soothing eyes when talking about Changruo. I couldn't tell Mingqi what I didn't like about Changruo at all. I could only answer Mingqi in an ambiguous way. .

It's a pity that Mingqi didn't hear my thoughts in my ambiguous words.In the end, he insisted on accepting Chang Ruo, and among the concubines who entered the palace, Chang Ruo was also the first to be favored by him.

"Mingqi, there are so many women in the world, who do you like? Why is it Qiu Changruo?" Why is it Qiu Changruo who buried my life and made my life hopeless?

After I finished this sentence, I stopped talking, and at the same time, I loosened the hand around Mingqi's waist.

I raised my head, looked at the flickering candle not far away, and once again had a faint smile on my face when Ming Qi asked me how I looked like.

As for Mingqi, Mingqi froze after my words.

I don't know what Mingqi was thinking when his body froze, and what he was thinking in his heart and mind. When his body froze, I withdrew from his arms and leaned against the wall behind the bed, my eyes still looking at him. Candlelight in the distance.

I didn't watch Mingqi, but Mingqi kept looking at me. After I withdrew from his arms, he kept looking at me.

Ming Qi has been looking at me, his eyes are dark and hidden, under the eyes that can't see through the bottom, it seems that something is brewing.

After a while like this, Mingqi pursed his lips, and then opened his mouth.

"You said, I like Qiu Changruo?" Ming Qi stared straight at me, with his lips tightly pursed.

"In your heart, have you always decided that the person I like is Qiu Changruo?" Ming Qi asked.

Maybe Mingqi's eyes were too hot, maybe Mingqi's question touched me, I turned my head after Mingqi's words, and looked at Mingqi too.

"Isn't it?" I turned my head and looked at Mingqi and asked.

Is not it?
If Ming Qi didn't like Chang Ruo, then why did he ask for an order to allow Chang Ruo to join the draft?

If Ming Qi didn't like Chang Ruo, then why did Chu Bufan and other court officials object to Chang Ruo's entry into the palace so much, but he still insisted on accepting Chang Ruo regardless of the advice of the ministers?
If Ming Qi didn't like Chang Ruo, why was he the first to favor Chang Ruo?Why among all the concubines, Chang Ruo is his favorite?And why after the death of the fox Xiaozi, for Bo Changruo's smile, he spent a lot of manpower and financial resources to go to Tianshan Mountain to catch a fox exactly like Changruo?

If Mingqi doesn't like Chang Ruo, then why, every time he sees Chang Ruo, why does he always have a smile on his face?

"Heh," Mingqi laughed after my words.

Mingqi smiled and looked at me.

The smile on Mingqi's face was getting bigger and bigger, but it was also getting more and more exaggerated. At the end of the exaggeration, there seemed to be a bit of bitterness and sadness in that smile that I couldn't see through.

"Qiu Changwu," Mingqi called me after laughing.

This is the first time Mingqi is in the palace, calling my name when we are all sober.

When I heard Mingqi's shout, my heart trembled suddenly.

Mingqi didn't care about me, he said while holding my hand under the quilt.

"Qiu Changwu, have you never thought about it?" Ming Qi grabbed my hand and placed it on his heart, pressing it tightly.

"Have you never thought that what is pretending here may be a woman named Qiu Changwu?" Ming Qi pressed my hand tightly on his heart and asked.

But this time, it was my turn to say that my body froze in Mingqi's words.

Have I thought about it?

The one Mingqi puts on the tip of his heart is not Qiu Changruo, nor other women, but me, Qiu Changwu, have I thought about it?
thought about it.

How can you not think about it?
When I felt wrong about Mingqi, I thought about it;

When Mingqi put me in the carriage to be intimate with Meng Qingcheng because of his taste, he also thought about it;

When Mingqi personally carried me to the Fahua Temple and admitted to a strange woman in the Hall of Eternal Life that he and I were husband and wife, I was extremely looking forward to it.

However, after seeing Mingqi insisting on marrying Changruo, seeing Mingqi laughing because of Changruo, and loving Changruo unconditionally, she didn't dare to think about all of this.

After Mingqi asked that question, he kept looking at me straight. I was looked at by Mingqi like this, and finally looked away.

Just the moment I looked away, I clearly felt that Mingqi's hand holding me tightened.

"I see." Then Mingqi's words sounded.

While talking, Mingqi let go of me, and at the same time laughed softly.

"Mingqi." Hearing Mingqi's inexplicably sad smile, I felt uncomfortable.

"Qiu Changwu, sometimes, I really want to know if you really have a heart." Ming Qi suddenly said mockingly.

Because of Mingqi's words, my heart skipped a beat again.

But Mingqi didn't care about me. After he finished speaking, he raised his head again, looked at me, and asked, "Tell me, what do you want me to do?"

"I,"

How to do Mingqi, I have already thought about it in my heart, but now I look at the smile on Mingqi's face, but I can't say how.

"Speak." I couldn't speak, but Mingqi took the initiative to urge me.

"You know, as long as you open your mouth, I will do it for you." Mingqi said.

"It's just like the answer I gave you when you asked me what I would do if you didn't want me to marry Qiu Changruo. No matter what you want me to do today, as long as it is what you want, I will I will do it for you." Ming Qi said again.

Because of this, I couldn't speak even more.

I didn't open my mouth, and Mingqi didn't urge me anymore.

The two of us, you looking at me, and I looking at you, are clearly supposed to be extremely gratifying scenes, but because of the silence and the remaining smile on Mingqi's face, the taste has changed.

The candlelight in the bedroom was dim, and the night was silent.

At this time, Mingqi and I seemed like two trapped beasts, as if they were about to fight and bite each other, but they faced each other for a long time because of the remaining feelings for each other in their hearts.

"I want you to promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you will never be the queen."

I don't know how long after this, I finally became the trapped beast that took the initiative to attack, and opened my mouth first.

However, after saying this, I didn't have the pleasure I thought before, but was full of anxiety and despair.

I looked at Mingqi in despair.

"it is good."

Mingqi didn't know if he could see the despair in my heart, he replied without thinking after my words, just like what he said just now, as long as I want, he will do it for me.

It's just that the more Mingqi is like this, the despair in my heart becomes deeper.

"What else?" Mingqi asked me after answering, "Do I need to swear?"

"I don't believe in oaths," I said, and the despair in my heart deepened.

I looked at the corner of the opposite side's mouth that was always raised, and there was a bright chess on my face that made me smile, and I thought about stopping here.

But as soon as this idea came up, I immediately thought of Aunt Lu.

I just think of Aunt Lu who died alone, was buried alone in the wild, and usually had no one to worship;

As long as I think that the Qiu family not only ruined my life, but also lied to me for ten years, making Aunt Lu's wish of seeing me before she died, I can't stop the hatred in my heart.

When the hatred for the Qiu family and the despair for Mingqi were fighting back and forth in my heart, in the end, hatred defeated despair after all.

"Have you already made arrangements?" Mingqi looked at me for a long time after my words, and then asked, the smile on his face increased a bit.

"Yes." I nodded with a smile in Mingqi's eyes.

"So, let's arrange it according to what you said." Ming Qi said.

It's just that after he finished speaking, he stopped looking at me.

When I saw Mingqi like this, I felt extremely sad.

I followed Mingqi's gaze, and followed him through the window lattice, looking at the silent night outside the window, I looked at Mingqi's face that had lost his smile under the candlelight, and finally opened my mouth: "An Fulai, Chuanqiu Zhaoyi See you at Changwu Palace; Qihe, prepare what Aijia ordered you to prepare."

"promise."

"promise."

(End of this chapter)