I heard that the moonlight found the ocean

Chapter 14 Accident
Zhou Xiaochen stood outside that gym. She had been here three times, and each time she silently looked at the man on the treadmill.She wanted to find a chance to talk to him, but after two days of watching, she still had no chance.Today, she could only go home dejectedly. When she was walking on the sidewalk alone, she suddenly heard someone shouting, "robbery."

Zhou Xiaochen didn't have time to turn her head when she saw a short and thin man running towards her. She instinctively stopped her with her leg, and the thin man fell to the sidewalk.

When she realized that her actions were very dangerous, the man who called to catch the thief had already caught up. His obsidian eyes were full of wonder: "You are too powerful."

He didn't call out her name, Zhou Xiaochen was a little annoyed, but she didn't say anything, just smiled.

Shen Qiao snatched back her wallet from the thief, took out her mobile phone and made a call, and soon the patrolling police came and took away the man who snatched the bag.

"Probably a repeat offender, thank you very much this time."

"Is that all?" Zhou Xiaochen was anxious, "At least treat me to a meal."

Could it be his fans?But when a girl asks to treat her to dinner, how can a boy refuse?Shen Qiao only agreed with a headache.He thought the girl would give him a big blow, but he didn't expect that she only chose a fast food restaurant.During the meal, she didn't ask for autographs or group photos, but just chattered: "Are you from Hong Kong?"

Shen Qiao shook her head, she looked regretful: "Then you must have never heard of the liquid nitrogen leak back then?"

"I haven't heard of it, it must be very miserable."

"Oh, it's tragic. A group of workers were injured, two died, and a family was missing. I heard that the father of the missing family operated liquid nitrogen in the cold storage. Everyone guessed that the worker made a mistake and ran away. Lost." Zhou Xiaochen added, "I'm only sorry for the boss's family, the boss went bankrupt, and his wife is stupid."

Shen Qiao's complexion changed: "It's not good to mention such things when eating."

Seeing his disgust, Zhou Xiaochen immediately kept silent, but her eyes kept paying attention to the changes on his face.But he seemed very calm, and he didn't mention it again until after the meal.

After dinner, Zhou Xiaochen handed him a business card: "This is my business card. If you don't have any friends in Engang, I don't mind going shopping with you."

Shen Qiao accepted the business card politely, and said goodbye without saying anything more.

Back home, Zhou Xiaochen didn't say a word, is that person Lu Haiyang?There was no shy, cautious air about him.

But when he mentioned the accident just now, his expression changed obviously.Normal people will definitely change their expressions drastically when they hear such a tragedy, and some even ask questions.

But he didn't want to hear it, he wanted to pretend he didn't care, he wanted to stay out of it, but a person who hadn't experienced the tragedy at that time would not have that kind of terrifying expression.

Is he Lu Haiyang?If he was Lu Haiyang, why did he change his appearance?If he wasn't Lu Haiyang, his actions would be a little suspicious.

Is he Lu Haiyang?
Zhou Xiaochen has a strong will, she needs to clarify this matter, and she must clarify this matter.

Su Mei was a little surprised when she received Zhou Xiaochen's call. Although the three of them had a good chat last time, Zhou Xiaochen hadn't contacted them since they separated.

At first, Su Mei thought that Zhou Xiaochen was reminded of those bad memories in high school, so she automatically blocked her and Liang Yi.

The meeting place was in the coffee shop downstairs of Zhou Xiaochen's company. On the day of the meeting, there was a winter rain, and she was stuck in a traffic jam on the road.Obviously Zhou Xiaochen came earlier, the pot of coffee in front of her was running out.

Su Mei shook her rain-drenched hair and looked around: "Where is Liang Yi, hasn't she arrived yet?"

"I didn't ask her out. I came to you because I have something to tell you."

"What's the matter, making it so mysterious?"

"Shen Qiao is Lu Haiyang."

The heavy rain started again, and the leaves of some kind of trees were flying in the wind. The trees were green and white, and the world was quiet. For a while, she suspected that what Zhou Xiaochen said just now was because she had an auditory hallucination.

"What did you say?" Su Mei slowly sat on the chair.

Zhou Xiaochen looked at her, Su Mei panicked a little, almost brought the chair down when she sat down.The topic of herself must have frightened her.Zhou Xiaochen did not repeat that sentence, but put a stack of materials in front of her.

"Su Mei, here is a stack of documents."

"what?"

"I found it with a private investigator."

Su Mei took the file, and it was indeed Lu Haiyang's file.She asked puzzledly: "I also looked for a private detective, but I couldn't find him. How did you get it?"

"Vanke's commercials were so popular some time ago, every time I watch TV, I have an illusion. I always think that model is Lu Haiyang, so I suspect that model is Lu Haiyang."

The thing that she had thought about thousands of times might really happen. At this moment, Su Mei was not happy. On the contrary, she was a little scared. She took the information and said, "You can't make a mistake, maybe it's just because you look alike."

Seeing that she was scared, Zhou Xiaochen grabbed her hand: "Su Mei, we are all friends of Lu Haiyang. We haven't heard from him in the past five years. We are all worried. I have been looking for him everywhere. Now he has finally shown up. Whether it is There is no reason for him to deliberately conceal his identity, but this person is really back."

He's back, is he really back?Isn't she dreaming?
Seeing that Su Mei still had a look of disbelief, Zhou Xiaochen said anxiously: "Look at this document, it is very detailed. Shen Qiao is Lu Haiyang."

With a hint of doubt, Su Mei flipped through the materials.

She looked at Shen Qiao's life for the past five years, no, it should be Lu Haiyang's life for the past five years.It is clearly stated in the information that he had a car accident in the second year after leaving Engang. The car accident was serious and his face was hit, so he underwent plastic surgery.After plastic surgery, he changed to the name Shen Qiao.He used this false name to set up a street stall on the street and worked as a warehouse keeper. His life seemed to be very hard and poor.

She closed the document, her eyes were a little wet, she said: "Why did he hide? Why did he use another identity to approach us when he came back?"

Zhou Xiaochen tentatively said: "Maybe he has some difficulties, after all, such a big thing happened back then."

"Then why did he come back after five years?" Su Mei thought that the person she had been looking for for five years was by her side.Although he had many chances to get him back, he refused to admit it.

The coffee shop is playing a slow song at this time.

Her favorite singer is singing: "Who has taken care of my feelings, treated me tenderly, kissed my wound..."

She thought of what happened to herself, she gave so much, but what about that person?When did he treat her tenderly?She suddenly felt very sad and shed tears.

Seeing her crying, Zhou Xiaochen suddenly lowered his head and said, "He must have his reasons, that's why he didn't dare to recognize us."

"What reason does he have? What reason does he have to hide from us for five years? Doesn't he know how many people have been tortured because of his avoidance in the past five years?" Su Mei suddenly screamed out of control, "How can he do that? Like this? Leave as soon as you say, come as you say. "

After venting, she rushed out of the coffee shop.

She took the stack of documents and ran quickly on the street.She felt her heart twitch violently, very sad.As she ran, she thought, his reason, what reason does he have?What kind of reason made him so cruel, meeting each other but not recognizing each other?

She cried and ran back to her apartment, and found the shirt from the closet that had been to Ali, Guangdong, and India.She grabbed it and ran to Shen Qiao like crazy, no, it should be Lu Haiyang's rented place now.

When he knocked on the door, he was washing his hair, and the hair was still dripping. He was startled when he saw her red eyes, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

She probably cried for a long time, her throat was sore, she couldn't say anything, she just hugged the shirt and stared at him.

He looked at the shirt, his eyes suddenly sore, but he restrained himself.He handed her a tissue, and the shampoo bubbles from his hair dripped down his face, but he couldn't care less about it anymore, he knew that what should come had already come.

Su Mei, who was originally silent, jumped up suddenly, and she shouted a name: "Lu Haiyang, Lu Haiyang..." She shouted crazily.Shen Qiao suddenly hugged her tightly, and she hit him, kicked him, and bit him in his arms.Shen Qiao didn't let go, he said softly: "Fool, why are you so stupid."

Why are you so stupid?How can you not know how to forget such a timid person?
"Coward." She yelled madly as if she had received some kind of encouragement. "You are a coward. You came back obviously. Why do you pretend to be someone else so cruelly? Why do you refuse to admit my mistake every time?" Admit it?" She pushed him away, dropped the shirt in her hand, and stepped on it vigorously: "I have been carrying it for five years, and I feel like I am carrying a heart." Su Mei forcefully said Sniffing, "Because I have been carrying it all the time, I never dare to go far. I have always stayed in Engang."

Her words twisted his heart like a knife.When we first met, she was still young, had enough money, was beautiful enough, and had enough pride, so she provoked him everywhere.

He thought he was unlucky, and the whole world was talking, but she chose him to fight.She just wanted to find an opponent, how could she like him, so he hesitated, frightened, and liking him became like a silver bottle bursting into water.How can you not hesitate?She is so touching, so beautiful.Her straight eyes full of evil, her expression when teasing others, her indifferent smile, and her teeth like shells are all hard to put down.How could that lucky person be him?

So he carefully hid his liking in his heart, and even reached out to push her away.At that time, he thought, wait until one day, he also has a good enough family background and enough money for her to squander, and then he will tell her that he also liked her once.In fact, when he kissed her lips, the heart in his chest was already drowning.

But it was too late, before he could take any action, such a big accident happened to her cold storage.He was so cowardly, even at the last moment, she had nothing, and when his father begged him to escape together, he still ran to his family and abandoned her.

Although he dreamed back at midnight, he thought about how she could get out of the predicament, and also thought about going back, but just thinking about it, he never dared to go back to Engang.He didn't dare to come back with another identity until he saved a sum of money and underwent fine-tuning surgery on his face.When he came back, he thought that she might have forgotten him long ago.But five years later, she was still like this, as if she had decided to spend all her life's love on him.Such unrestrained indulgence and devotion gave him no reason to be silently by her side.

He picked up the shirt she discarded, and walked steadily in front of her step by step. He didn't know whether he was moved by her or he was too tired to pretend to be another person, so he said seriously: "Su Mei, I'm Lu The ocean, I, is back."

She had been waiting for these words for five years, but when these words came to her ears after more than 800 days and nights and more than 4 hours, she was at a loss.

Lu Haiyang looked at her. He originally planned to just take a look at her. It was justifiable, and he stopped looking at her furtively.But he couldn't help it, and with a sudden force, he pulled her into his arms.Rubbing her long curly hair with his chin, he said softly, as if dreaming, "Su Mei, I'm back."

She heard his steady breathing, they were so quiet, the sound of breathing that was so shallow that it was almost inaudible was like a drum at this moment.She quietly let him hold her, she had endured so much, she once loved him alone, and the memories she carried were very quiet and rich, but now she finally got the chance to stay in his gentle embrace without leaving again, There is nothing happier than this.

There was a trance in the moment of happiness, as if when she was a little girl, she was unruly and willful, and asked him to kiss her, and when he kissed her, the whole world became soft and amiable.

Now her world is also soft and amiable.

He hugged her for a while, and finally let go of her. She returned to her normal state and said willfully, "Lu Haiyang, you are not allowed to leave in the future."

"Okay, I won't leave from now on."

"Lu Haiyang, why did you disappear for five years?"

The question came after all, fear creeping up his spine like a cold snake.He bit his lip and said in a weak voice: "When the accident happened, my dad was very scared and afraid of being implicated, so our whole family moved away." Lu Haiyang said guiltily, "At that time we thought that as long as we left , nothing will happen, but I didn’t expect that so many things will happen later, which will make your house like this. I’m sorry, I’m sorry...” He was extremely guilty, and said repeatedly: “I know I should be with my dad I asked for forgiveness in front of you, but my dad also suffered retribution, his health was very bad, and he spent almost all these years in the hospital."

She listened to his explanation, she never hated anyone in this matter, let alone at this time, hearing him say that he has not had a good time in the past five years, so she decided to forgive him, she turned to him Stretch out your hands: "Lu Haiyang, come here and hug me."

She still loves to use the imperative sentence so often, as if the years between them have never passed.

He walked towards her, opened his hands to her, and held her tightly in his arms.

Although he said everything in an understatement, everything that happened in the past five years has already played in his mind like a movie, and those pictures have been going back and forth, going around and around.

On that morning five years ago, he remembered that his father had a sudden stomachache that day.He looked at his father's face pale with pain, so he decided to accompany his father on duty without thinking.Later, my father came to work after his stomach pain improved.He remembered that the port was very busy that day, and a large group of workers were loading goods. He did not go home immediately, but kindly helped the workers to carry the goods.When he was moving the goods, his mother suddenly became ill and ran over. His father just comforted his mother and left for a while, and the accident happened.

At that time, he didn't know what happened. He only saw a group of people swarming out, and his father dragged him and his mother and ran home.It was only when he got home that his father dared to tell him that the liquid nitrogen had leaked. His first reaction was to call the police, but the phone hadn't been dialed yet, only to hear a "pop", and it turned out that his father was kneeling in front of him.He trembled all over, and the hand that dialed the phone suddenly lost strength.

The father kept talking: "I must not escape the responsibility, let's go, take your mother, and let's leave Engang."

Lu Haiyang only saw his father's mouth opening and closing, his head was buzzing all the time, and it took him a while to regain his strength: "No, what should we do if we leave Su Mei?"

Hearing that he refused to leave, his father stood up abruptly from the ground, his lips quivered, and pointed to his mother who was playing alone: ​​"Don't think about me, but also think about your mother. She is sick and can't bear it." hit."

Even though Lu Haiyang had thousands of reasons to look at his mother, he couldn't say a word. His hand holding the phone kept shaking.Seeing that he was still hesitating, his father rushed forward and grabbed the phone.At this time, the mother who had been playing alone suddenly rushed up to snatch his phone like his father: "No, no."

He remembered his mother's desperate eyes. Although she was a mental patient, she seemed to be soberly protecting his father at this moment.He couldn't make a decision to hurt his mother, he let go and the phone fell to the ground.He sat on the ground, blankly watching his father pack his luggage, and blankly let his father drag him into the car.

Behind the car, the tumultuous crowd gradually receded.Sitting in the car, he gradually felt a little breathless.For a moment, he almost rushed out of the car.But he did nothing, could do nothing.The car was slowly going away, and he suddenly felt his face was cool, and when he touched it with his hand, his face was full of tears.

After leaving Engang, he couldn't sleep all night, always dreaming.Dreaming about waves, groupers, that stray cat, and about those running desperately after the accident.Because of insomnia, his handsome face was frighteningly pale, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was so haggard that he lost his shape.He just sat there all day long, sometimes looking at his mother playing alone, he would say to himself uncontrollably: "Mom, I can't forgive myself... I feel so hopeless that everything I do is wrong Yes. I shouldn't leave Su Mei alone, but I know I was wrong, but I can't go back, I can't go back again, I don't know if she can forgive me, and will she forgive me? No way? Is the courageous me worthy of her liking?" What a person is afraid of is losing his spiritual support, and since then, no matter what he does, he will be in a trance.

Once when crossing the road, the oncoming car kept honking, but he couldn't hear it, and he didn't feel much pain when he was knocked into the air.The accident hurt his face, and the doctor said that he needed plastic surgery to restore his previous appearance.He faced all this calmly, but his father kept crying all day in the hospital and stayed by his side all the time, for fear that he would be overwhelmed.Only he knows why he can be so calm.He was grateful for the car accident from the bottom of his heart, because he felt that this was an opportunity God gave him, and he could become another person after having his face corrected.Then, he can use another identity to get close to Su Mei.

All this finally came true after five years of hard work, and he returned to Engang with guilt.But why didn't he dare to recognize each other at first?
No one knew the uncertainty in his heart.He couldn't be sure that after five years, the girl who was by his side would still like this humble him, and would forgive himself who ran away five years ago.

He wants to become better, or hide his bad self before, so that he can feel that he is worthy of Su Mei.

Song Wenqi drank a little wine with the client, as if drunk, his mind was muddled.

The client reminded him to drive carefully, and he drove crookedly to Su Mei's apartment.He parked the car far away, and sat in the car, looking at the darkness in the apartment.Where is she at this time?He must be with Shen Qiao again.Thinking of this, he felt annoyed, and drove the car to leave this very familiar street.

On the way, he suddenly saw Su Mei, she came back from nowhere, with Shen Qiao by her side.She kept talking, and her lips could be seen moving and closing from the car.It's just that she didn't see him and they passed each other like strangers.

No matter how much effort and dedication I put in, I still lost to Shen Qiao in the end.This is probably the cruelest thing in love. Treating someone well for so many years, paying so much, and waiting for so many years, thinking that one day it will be impossible.But one day, a stranger and a smile easily took away all her hearts.He remembered that not long ago, his mother begged him to watch a Korean movie with him. It was a popular movie recently, and the title was also very tender, "The Eraser in My Mind".

But the film is not very warm. The film is about a girl who suddenly suffers from Alzheimer's disease.This disease is like an eraser, it will erase the memory in the mind bit by bit.

In the end, all the memories in my mind are like paper full of pencil words, which are erased bit by bit with an eraser.

She can't remember anything, including her loved ones.

After reading it, he went back to the study silently, maybe it touched his nerves.He really hopes to become the girl in the movie, so that he can have an eraser to erase the impression Su Mei left in his mind.

Then he wouldn't be so sad.

Who would have thought that a man with status and money in Engang, who would have enough beautiful women around him as soon as he stretched out his hand, would have such desolate thoughts.What's even more bleak is that this idea will never become a reality, which means that he will live with the memories related to Su Mei for the rest of his life, watching her slowly calcify from a grain of sand into a pearl in his heart.His heart is that poor shell.

Once he drank desperately, he thought that alcohol could paralyze himself, but in the end alcohol could not be an eraser, and no one could redeem him.

I miss you very much, miss you very much, Su Mei.

How much I want to be the person who is by your side, how much I want to be the person who you have been looking for and loving for five years.

But in the end, I could only drive away from here exhausted.The only comfort I can give myself is - in the car, lighting a cigarette, covering my mouth, and coughing violently.

He curled up in the car and lit a cigarette. Looking at the fireworks between his fingers, he suddenly understood that he thought that as long as he stayed where he was, he would always have a chance to have her, but in the end he was just a fragile grand show in her sky. Happiness often explodes when it is fragile.

She has deep memories on her body. If the person she loved at the best time was not him, it would never be him.

(End of this chapter)