Chapter 233

To Chiang Saen:
I'm too dirty, I've taken many baths and used your favorite incense, so it should be cleaner.

I'm not dead, Ching Saen.

It's surprising, the master only took my blood and a piece of my heart, and I was still alive.

You're fine, but you're not awake yet.

The master said, your Gu is not dead, but has fallen into a deep sleep.

He said, that Gu affects your memory, if you keep forgetting that there is a Gu in your body, you will be safe.

You want to forget me, forget Gu.

Forget everything, and you'll be fine.

……

To Chiang Saen:
Master used a trick to make you forget everything about me.

It's okay Chiang Saen, as long as you get better.

I followed Master and left. Before I left, your mother fell ill. She hugged me and cried all the time, saying that she was sorry for me, and that even the palace was sorry for me.

Then beg me, let me keep this matter a secret forever, never say it, keep it in my heart forever, until I die.

She said she wanted her daughter to be safe.

She said, just as she begged me, let Ah Yue just die like this, and let her daughter never think about it.

I agreed, it's okay Qingsheng, it's really best if you get better.

……

To Chiang Saen:
We got on the road and heard you woke up.

But the effect of the memory medicine at that time hadn't started to work, you were crying and calling for me.

Your brother said I was dead, you had a big fight with him and said you would never talk to him again.

You say you hate your mother, you say you hate your father, you say you want me, you want me.

Chiang Saen can't be like this.

How nice it is to have someone love you.

How good it is to have you remember me, what a pity.

Wait until you sleep again.

You really forgot.

……

To Chiang Saen:
When Master and I were about to arrive at Luofo Temple, he fell ill.

I took him everywhere to ask for help, and was finally rescued by the lady of the Luoyang governor's family.

They fed Master the best decoction, and Master's illness gradually recovered.

Before leaving, I gave her the jade pendant your mother gave me as a token.

I said, I will come back to repay the favor.

She is different from you, Qingsheng.

I looked at her and all I could think about was you.

我 很想 你.

……

To Chiang Saen:
When I arrived at Luofo Temple, Master gave me a Dharma name and changed my name to Xu Qingyi.

He said that I was unclean, that I had killed someone, and the defilement should be removed.

I came to this cold spring, it was really cold and cold.

He made me soak in the cold spring all day long, and there seemed to be a lot of bugs in my body.

Master said, I was chosen by God and also a child who was abandoned.

People like me don't live long.

It's ok, hope to see you again.

I still want to see you again.

……

To Chiang Saen:
I have become a national teacher.

Monks should not wear worldly things on their bodies, but I can't forget you, and I'm destined not to become a Buddha.

You forgot about me, and you began to pursue the young general all the time.

If you say that you will not marry unless he is the one, you pray to me and let me count your marriage to him.

In fact, the calculated result is not good, I told you, you are angry with me.

It's all right Ching Saen.

As long as you are happy.

It's enough for me to keep looking at you.

……

The following papers are all blank, and it should have been a long time since I wrote any more.

And the papers in Gu Qingsheng's hands were completely soaked, her big teardrops fell on the papers crackling, her body was trembling all the time.

The sentence he asked when he got on the sedan chair in the previous life.

He asked again when he got on the bridal sedan chair again in this life.

Are you happy?

Am I happy...

In that prison cell, he mixed everything he ate and made rice soup.

He has repeatedly forgiven himself.

He is Ah Yue!Why do I...

Why can't I remember it!

In the end, the silent crying turned into howling, she felt exhausted, a sudden pain in her heart filled her nerves, and her face turned pale in an instant!
She fell down with a bang, clutching her chest tightly, crying uncontrollably, the ice cubes were somewhat wet with tears.

Because I remembered that Gu thing.

After so many years, the Gu worm relapsed.

"I...I can't die here..."

Her tone was also choked with sobs, she crawled on the ice bit by bit, the blood drops from the tears she cried.

The ice surface was not slippery, his fingers were already bleeding, and he couldn't breathe smoothly.

It hurts.

pain.

However, many times, Xu Qingyi should have hurt her more than herself.

"I can't, I can't die here, I want to go back to see him...I want to see him..."

"At least before I die, I want to see him... Poof..."

A large piece of blood spewed out of her mouth, and the ten-year-long repression made the Gu worm even more rampant, and her consciousness gradually became unclear. Her seven orifices were bleeding, and she kept yelling
"I haven't...I haven't..."

After all, he lost consciousness.

……

"You came?"

After waking up, it was pitch black in front of him, and in front of him was a little girl sitting on the ground.

Her clothes are very strange, she has yellow hair, but her face is very lively, and her two eyes are like a rising crescent moon.

"You are……"

Because she had never seen this girl before, Gu Qingsheng was a little wary, and it was too dark to see anything, which made her even more flustered.

"It's normal that you haven't seen me, but I don't have much time, so I may have to wrong you."

After finishing speaking, Gu Qingsheng's mouth and body were suddenly unable to move. She struggled for a while to no avail, and could only look angrily at the girl.

"Don't be so angry, we are old acquaintances."

"My ancestors did a lot of evil and used Gu to do whatever they wanted, so all these retributions fell on the descendants."

"Our generation is all single-handed, and the death rate is getting earlier and earlier. When I came here, I died without even talking about love."

"Originally, my soul should never be reborn, but that bald donkey saved me and kept nourishing my soul."

"After he saved me, the first thing he asked me was whether he could cure this Gu. This Gu is a fatal Gu, so there is no antidote."

"Although he saved me to save your life, I haven't found a way after so long, so I owe him my life."

"The dream about Ah Yue that you fainted when you got married was made by me. I made you a voodoo."

Gu Qingsheng's struggling body gradually calmed down, and he looked at the smiling girl with wide eyes.

She seemed to know who she was.

"In the future, if you want to find out about A Yue, I will secretly trick you to make you think of A Yue from time to time, and let you find the truth."

"Qing Sheng."

Miao Lanlan blinked

"You should remember."

"He has endured too much by himself, so sooner or later, he will be crushed."

"He is a national teacher of a country, with a country on his shoulders, and you are on top of that country."

 Perfectly whitened!Is the national teacher ready now!
  
 
(End of this chapter)

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