I met you, I fell in love

Chapter 13 Obsession is the ignorance of childhood

Love?
Wen Shi subconsciously resisted such a word, but it was clearly profound but made her feel vague, not sure enough, and she could not completely deny it. After all, during that youthful time, she almost exhausted all her energy to pursue Li Mingkai.

Yes, in the relationship, she is the one who chases after others, not the one who is pursued with all her heart.So much so that after the accident, for a long time, she almost couldn't get out.

Seeing the person he likes lying in front of him with blood dripping, but powerless, at that moment, it was like falling into the darkness of an abyss, completely wrapped in the biting cold, eroded by despair...

At that time, Wen Shi thought, if only she hadn't pursued Li Mingkai so willfully.

At the age of first love, if you like someone, it is really in your heart. When you wake up every morning, you start to look forward to the chance encounter in school.Every coincidence is actually carefully planned in the heart for a long time.

Wen Shi's crush is no different from other girls. When she meets Li Mingkai, she will blush and get hot, her heart will beat faster, and she will try her best to attract his attention in all the occasions where he may appear.

Unfortunately, she pursued with a serious face, but Li Mingkai always kept a close distance like a person who couldn't understand or understand, until he went to college.

Speaking of which, what Wen Shi gained most from his secret love was seriousness in his studies. Li Mingkai was a typical academic master, but she was the legendary stupid bird who spent double the time studying, but the effect was not great.If it wasn't for catching up with Li Mingkai, she thought, there would be no other reason in this life to support her to spend all her free time making up lessons.

Later, when they were admitted to the same university and had a class reunion during the summer vacation, when the two of them appeared together, they were treated as objects of ridicule.Everyone thought that they were together, after all, getting married is not a matter of a day or two.Even Wen Shi began to feel confused. Li Mingkai's gentleness and whether he refused, did it mean that he was also interested in himself.

Between men and women, the most fearful thing is the unclear and ambiguous relationship. If you don't talk about it for a day, it will be like a feather in your heart, which is very itchy.

Wen Shi wondered, if she was braver and stood up and said clearly, would Li Mingkai agree to be with her.It was at that time that the club organized a trip. She thought it was a good opportunity, and carefully extended an invitation to Li Mingkai. When he agreed, she was so excited like a child, she couldn't sleep for days and nights, and she was full of thoughts about What clothes to wear, what kind of little surprises to create...

All emotions can't be hidden, the little girl's mind is clear to anyone who looks at it.

only……

"Are you still thinking about that?"

Jiang Ting and the tentative voice brought Wen Shi back to his thoughts.

A gust of wind blew, and she shivered. Under her messy long hair, was her pale face covered by the night. Even after such a long time, when she thought about it again, she still felt scared.

"No one is blaming you."

Wen Shi pursed her lips and sneered, it was someone else, but in her heart, this would always be a scar.Every time I touch it, the thinking ability seems to be grabbed by someone, and then push into the dark and boundless abyss to feel the biting despair again.

"Don't say it, don't say it." There was moisture in his eyes, and he bit his lips tightly. When Wen Shi spoke again, he seemed to say to Jiang Tingyu, and also to himself, "I only pray for his well-being in this life. , As for other things that have no fate, it is the best choice not to mention it."

"if……"

"Tingyu." Wen Shi stroked the messy hair around his ears, took a deep breath and looked at the lights in the distance, "If, it's the most useless assumption in the world."

I deceived my heart for a while, gave unrealistic expectations, and ended up with nothing.

"I'm with Chu Jingxi now, and I'll have a good time."

Having said that, Jiang Tinghe shrugged her shoulders and did not continue. She was on Wen Shi's side from the bottom of her heart and wanted to bless her.The reason why Li Mingkai was mentioned was on the one hand to test, and on the other hand to see if the two people who had been entangled for so many years could still be together.

Wen Shi went back to the room, the glass door was closed again, and Jiang Ting was left standing alone on the balcony with the wind blowing, the coffee in her hand was already completely cold, taking a sip, it was tasteless.

"Where did you two sisters go? You can't see a single person when you come out." Jiang Zishan rubbed her hair and bumped into Wen who was hurrying towards her. After asking, she noticed that her daughter's expression was not very good, "What's the matter?" ? Are you fighting again?"

Wen Shi was very dizzy, his feet were numb at this time, and he couldn't speak clearly: "It's not noisy...I'm tired, I'll go back to sleep first."

"Hey? Shall I make you a cup of ginger tea? Is it raining..."

What responded to Jiang Zishan was the "bang" sound of closing the door.

It happened that Jiang Tinghe appeared, and she went up to hold her back: "What's wrong with your sister? I'm not in the right mood."

"Ah?" Jiang Tingyu was stunned for a moment, and helped Wen Shi cover up calmly, "Maybe it's because she was too tired today. We chatted just now, and she kept yawning. Auntie, why don't you use a hair dryer? It's cold , You can’t just wipe it with a dry towel, walk around, I’ll help you dry your hair.”

"Is your sister really alright?"

"It's okay, don't worry..."

The voices outside the house gradually disappeared, Wen Shi covered his head with a quilt and wrapped himself tightly, and countless thoughts rushed to come up in his heart.

It turned out that when Li Mingkai was mentioned, she still had so many emotions and forced herself not to think about it, but her mind was like a revolving lantern, with several scenes appearing in turn.

When did I fall asleep, it seemed that there were still tears in the corners of my eyes.

In the dreams that came and went, someone softly called Wen Shi and reached out to her: "Come up, hold my hand."

The cold fingertips were held by the warm palms, he raised his small face, and smiled with difficulty. People who have not exercised all year round agreed to the club to go hiking. This is simply the most failed decision Wen Shi has ever made. The key Yes, Li Mingkai was also implicated.

"very tired?"

On the mountain after the rain, every inch of the air is cool, and every step is also slippery, and you will fall if you are not careful.Li Mingkai stood one step above her, reaching out to smooth her wind-blown hair.

Facing those clear eyes, she was dazed for a moment, and even forgot how to answer the question.

"Can you still hold on? Hold me."

Looking down at the hand stretched out in front of her eyes, she pursed her lips, suppressed the pounding heartbeat, and held it gently.In the second half of the mountain road, because of Li Mingkai's support, she didn't have much difficulty walking.

When Wen Shi and Li Mingkai arrived, the others had already sat around and rested. Seeing them coming up together hand in hand, they laughed and joked.

Wen Shi blushed and didn't speak, and ran over as soon as he found his little friend, ignoring Li Mingkai who was standing behind him.Obviously she was the one who dragged him here for a trip, so it doesn't matter?
Fortunately, most of the people in the club knew each other, so Li Mingkai didn't have to stand alone, and soon some boys asked him to smoke together.

The people walked away, and the girls surrounded Wen Shi to tease her——

"Just now, I saw his expression was so gentle when he took your hand and walked up step by step!"

"That's right. Other boys may not be so patient. They're still waiting for you."

Wen Shi puffed up his cheeks and pretended to be innocent: "Then it couldn't be that he was tired? He couldn't move anymore?"

"Are you kidding me? Who is Li Mingkai? The basketball school team is fine, and his physical strength is higher than those of us. I was afraid that you would be alone and took care of you, so I climbed slowly."

"Yes, Wen Shi, why are you so lucky to have such a gentle boyfriend."

"When did you get together? I heard that you were classmates in high school. Could it be puppy love?"

Everyone booed, but Wen Shi blushed in embarrassment, and explained in a low voice: "He's not my boyfriend..."

As soon as the words fell, they all looked unbelievable. With such a way of getting along, others thought they were a couple.

"You don't like him?"

"No no no..."

The few "no" words subconsciously uttered caused a burst of malicious laughter.Wen Shi blushed, and pushed the little friend who was pushing towards her: "He doesn't know..."

Everyone knew what the little girl was thinking, and the shyness between her brows and eyes was nothing more than the words "deep affection".After inquiring clearly about the situation, and knowing that Wen Shi intends to express his heart to Li Mingkai during this trip, everyone came up with ideas one after another, and finally planned to create opportunities for Wen Shi together.

There is a small farm on the mountain, which is the place to rest tonight.After dinner, the vice president raised his head and suggested a bonfire party to add to the fun, and everyone got ready for it.Not many things are needed, but wine is a must, no matter when and where, it is always the best weapon to create an atmosphere.

Wen Shi planned to confess to Li Mingkai after the bonfire was over. Before that, she was as nervous as a child who made mistakes and was always afraid of being caught by her elders.

"It's getting late, let's go here first today. Li Mingkai, can you stay and help clean up? Wen Shi is a girl, and I'm afraid she won't be able to do it."

The vice president "kindly" arranged for the girl to assist and go online, and Li Mingkai nodded without noticing it.The crowd dispersed, and Wen Shi concentrated on tidying up alone. Because of drinking too much wine, his movements seemed very slow.

"Let me help you, so hurry up."

Li Mingkai took the things in Wen Shi's hands, and walked to the trash can with his long legs. Wen Shi would have to wobble for a long time with his long legs, and he had to keep an eye on whether the things in his hands would fall.

As the saying goes, men and women are matched, and work is not tiring.

Wen Shi thought it would take a long time to tidy up, but it saved more than half of the time. He looked down at his watch and hiccupped nervously. He was about to confess, what should she say first?
"Will you wash your hands?" Li Mingkai interrupted Wen Shi's meditation.

Seeing him stretching out his hand towards him, someone who didn't hear the beginning clearly blushed, jumped forward and handed the little paw up without saying a word.

Looking at the hand in the palm, Li Mingkai was stunned for a moment, his pupils narrowed, and the corner of his mouth twitched: "I'm asking you, do you want to wash your hands together, it's dirty."

Wen Shi: "..."

How stupid she was just now...

"That..." After washing his hands and walking back side by side, Wen Shi kicked the pebbles on the ground, licked his dry lips and suddenly said, "Li Mingkai, I have something to tell you, can you give it to me?" I have a moment?"

In the middle of the night, without the warm reflection of the bonfire, the surroundings are pitch black, only the moonlight shines down, so quiet that even the sound of breathing can be heard clearly.

"Ok?"

Wen Shi raised his finger to a place. The terrain had already been surveyed during the day. It was a small hillside, which was relatively hidden. The key point was that if she was rejected, not only could her red eyes be invisible there, but it was also closer to the small farm, so it was easier to run away. easy.In short, it was the perfect venue for her confession.

"Where did we go to talk?"

Li Mingkai narrowed his eyes, as if he had something to say, but finally held back, and walked slowly behind Wen Shi to accompany her.

After the rain, these mossy grasslands are very slippery. During the day, you can see it and avoid it. At night, you can’t see your fingers. If you walk in a hurry, you may come to the mud at any time.

Wen Shi had a hard time walking, and his vision became blurred due to the strength of alcohol, he almost fell several times, and finally found a clean place to stay, and there was a big stone beside him to support him, and when he looked up, the bright moon was right in front of him .

Everything is picturesque, except that I like you.

"We've known each other for... more than three years?"

Wen Shi counted with his fingers, and Li Mingkai corrected her. To be precise, they only met after two years in high school.However, she doesn't care about these details. She has typed countless drafts in her stomach, and even the content she unconsciously recited in her dreams is as stiff as reciting texts at this moment——

"The person I like, loves to play basketball, is tall, and has a good personality. Anyway, he has many advantages. I have liked him for a long time. I don't know if he has discovered it."

The sound of the wind couldn't cover Wen Shi's thumping heartbeat. She didn't dare to raise her head to look at Li Mingkai's expression. She clenched her fingers tightly and tried her best to express what she wanted to express clearly.

"Compared to him, I have many shortcomings. I am not beautiful, my body is not good, and my grades are average. The only thing I know is playing the piano. But a long time ago, because I was too lazy, I gave up practicing again."

Li Mingkai frowned. He probably guessed what Wen Shi was going to say next, and there was a hint of meaning in the corner of his mouth.

"However, I am very serious about liking him." As if to confirm his words, Wen Shi mustered up the courage to raise his head and looked straight at Li Mingkai, "The person I'm talking about is you, Li Mingkai, I like him." You, can we be together?"

This may be the bravest moment she has grown up. The few seconds waiting for the answer is more nervous than waiting for the report card after the college entrance examination.

He didn't dare to blink his eyes, it was better to ignore Li Mingkai's expression if he couldn't see clearly, and he didn't dare to breathe, for fear that his voice would cover his answer, his heart beat like a drum, and he was worried that he would faint due to overdoing it.

For a few seconds, Wen Shi's mind went blank, and he didn't dare to think about anything.

"Wen Shi." Li Mingkai finally spoke, his voice was like a sharp sword piercing through the tranquility of the night, his magnetic voice was by far the best in the world in Wen Shi's opinion.

But he said—

We are not suitable.

Not liking, not being together, but inappropriate.

It could be seen that Li Mingkai was in a dilemma. He didn't want to be so direct, it would hurt Wen Shi, but if he didn't make it clear, he was afraid of giving the other party hope. From the beginning to the end, he really just regarded her as a good friend.As a high school classmate, it is a kind of fate to be admitted to the same university. I want to cherish it, but I never want to let the other party misunderstand.

He tried his best to explain his thoughts sincerely, trying to minimize the damage, but as a result, Wen Shi turned and ran away with red eyes.

It was the first time in my life that my confession was rejected, and all the hints that I thought I liked were self-righteous, and I couldn't explain the feelings in my heart, like being stabbed by a knife, like being frozen, and the sadness was accompanied by layers of sourness.And the shame and indignation of not being able to lift his head seemed to be the last straw that completely crushed Wen Shi's self-esteem.

For a moment, tears blurred her vision, so that she couldn't see the road in front of her clearly. What woke her up was Li Mingkai's exclamation and a huge force that pushed her away...

In the middle of the night, what pierced the tranquility of the small farm was Wen Shi's screams——

"Li Mingkai!"

Sitting up, taking a deep breath, I couldn't see anything clearly in my chaotic vision, and I slowly raised my hand to wipe it, but I couldn't tell whether it was sweat or tears.His throat was so dry and uncomfortable that he couldn't make any sound. Waiting for the panic in his heart to subside, Wen Shi slowly crawled to the bedside to turn on the light, squinted his eyes to avoid the glare of the light, and groped for the cup on the cabinet. Glasses.

His sight returned to clear, and he glanced at the time, it was four o'clock in the morning.

It turned out to be a dream about the past, so clear and profound as if it happened yesterday, I was at a loss at that time, and thinking about it now, my hands and feet are still cold.

If the rescue is not timely, if Li Mingkai really dies, she will never forgive herself in this life. The memory of that man is no longer about liking and crush, but life and death and scars.

Inadvertently touched the side of the pillow, and it was all wet.It was still a few hours before dawn, but Wen Shi couldn't fall asleep anymore. She leaned against the head of the bed, waited for the tension in her heart to subside, then took out her phone and thoughtfully posted a Weibo.

Wen Dabao: "If one day you recall that person again, there are still tears and sourness, does it mean that he is in your heart and has never left?"

It is not the indulgence and sweetness in the good night stories in the past, nor is it a funny joke, but the depth and sensibility that rarely appears in Wen Shi's Weibo, at this point in time, it has aroused the concern and resonance of many people.

Many netizens replied to her, if they bring it up again, it is not an understatement, it means that there is still that person in their hearts.It's not that I don't love, it's the helplessness of not being able to love.

From ancient times to the present, the perspective of the bystander is always the most accurate. A few words made Wen Shi start to reflect on himself, and his fingers unconsciously swipe the page to refresh, and a new comment suddenly appeared in his sight, from Kourou.

"If he comes back, will you still be with him?"

Since she posted a blind date story last time, this ID called Kourou has rarely appeared. If it wasn't for this comment, Wen Shi almost forgot that there was such a person.

Different from the feeling when I saw other comments, my fingertips even paused for a long time in these words, feeling an indescribable subtlety in my heart.How should she answer?The subconscious mind is negative, not only because she has a boyfriend now, but also because she can't even explain her feelings for Li Mingkai.

The youthful liking seems to have been worn away by the years, and the rest is guilt towards him. When we meet again, she may be afraid, not knowing how to face it, not knowing what to say.

In the end, she did not reply to this comment, and after liking it, she quit Weibo.At this time, the sky was turning white, but she lost sleepiness, so she got up early to take a shower, and changed out of the pajamas that were wet with cold sweat.

When Chu Jingxi called, Wen Shi had just changed into his sports clothes and was about to go out for a run.

"I'm on vacation today, take you somewhere?"

Wen Shi glanced at the wall clock on the wall, and asked curiously, "How do you know I woke up so early? There is no class today, and I used to wake up very late."

Chu Jingxi pursed his lips, and said in a very soft voice, "Good luck, did you hit the right one?"

"Then I'll wait for you at the door later, how long will it take?"

"15 minutes."

"it is good."

Perhaps because of the noise, Jiang Zishan came out of the room, yawned, and was startled when she saw Wen Shi standing in the living room with all her clothes on, "Where are you going so early?"

"I was planning to go to morning exercises, but Chu Jingxi just called and said that he would take me out."

"Are you going out like this?" Jiang Zishan rubbed her forehead, she couldn't bear it anymore, she pushed Wen Shi into the room until she stood in front of the mirror, "The dark circles under her eyes are almost as big as eggs, and with this complexion, look , did you not sleep well last night?"

Wen Shi: "..."

It's really a bit... I can't bear to look directly at it.

"If you want to go out on a date, you should put on some makeup to look better. Don't always be sloppy and unkempt, you are a girl, why don't you always know how to dress yourself up?"

Early in the morning, I made my mother worry as much as teaching elementary school students. Wen Shi had no choice but to return to the dressing table obediently. While waiting for Chu Jingxi for more than ten minutes, she put on light makeup and was satisfied with Ms. Jiang Zishan's inspection. To go out with a bag on your back.At that time, the male protagonist had already leaned against the car and waited.

"Sorry, I could have come down earlier."

As the saying goes, a woman is the one who pleases herself.As Wen Shi approached, Chu Jingxi could tell at a glance that she was a little different today, with a beautiful peach blossom makeup, coupled with this pink sportswear, she really had the temperament of a little girl.

"Waiting for girls is one of the compulsory courses for gentlemen."

"Oh, you can really talk."

She bent down to get into the car, fastened her seat belt consciously, smelled the aroma and found a breakfast bag next to her, Wen Shi suddenly felt hungry, and she only drank a glass of warm water before going out.

"Haven't you had breakfast yet? Stop by a time-honored breakfast shop and buy it. It's run by an old Chinese couple. The craftsmanship is pretty good. Try it."

"It's soy milk and fried dough sticks?" Wen Shi was surprised.

And it smells very good. It's been a long time since I had such a traditional Chinese breakfast. For a while, Wen Shi didn't even have the intention to talk to Chu Jingxi, so he concentrated on eating.

"Where do you want to take me?"

After eating and drinking, she raised her head only to find that the surroundings were surrounded by mountain scenery, which sent a chill down Wen Shi's spine. After all, she had just experienced the familiar scenery last night.If it weren't for the fact that there are no ghosts and monsters in the world, she would be afraid of being possessed by evil spirits, and even her dreams would be spied on.

"Take you for a ride."

Chu Jingxi used to come to this place quite often, occasionally hiking with friends, and occasionally racing in small groups. The air on the top of the mountain is good, and there are not many people. Driving can be said to be a very enjoyable thing.

"When there are holidays, many families will set up tents here for picnics and outings. Look, is there a tent on the little green flat over there?"

Looking over where Chu Jingxi pointed, Wen Shi leaned against the frame of his glasses and squinted with difficulty, and he really saw a few little Baotou.

"Go back yesterday, did your mother say anything?"

"Ok?"

"I."

Chu Jingxi was a little concerned about his poor language skills. On occasions like yesterday, he didn't talk much, for fear of leaving a bad impression on Jiang Zishan.

"My mother didn't say anything."

This is the truth, last night Jiang Zishan went to wash and rest as soon as she came back, and Wen Shi's own condition was not good, so it was impossible for her to spare any effort to make a first impression.

Turning around and seeing Chu Jingxi pursing his lips and not speaking, Wen Shi thought he was worried: "My mother is easy to get along with."

Passing a small rock pile, the car bumped, and the conversation was forced to be interrupted. Wen Shi tightened his seat belt, poked his head to look at the road conditions outside, and soon came to the bottom of a small hill.The temporary parking spaces were separated by simple wooden piles, and the steering wheel was turned almost without a trace of hesitation, and it came to a smooth stop.

"This is your textbook parking method."

"It seems that you have never been asked if you have a driver's license. Last time, I wanted you to drive by yourself."

Wen Shi shook his head while unfastening his seat belt: "I didn't take the test for an international driver's license, but there is one in China, but it was taken a long time ago, and I have never practiced it."

She just has a small problem, and she shrinks before she even gets started.Every time I go home from vacation, I will nest in the room every day. Whenever my father has time, he will ask her if she wants to practice driving together on the road, but she refuses every time.It's not that she doesn't want to, but that she is afraid of being talked about by her father.

Dad Wen, who was born as an educator, likes to preach the most.It's not a professional driving school coach, but every time I take her to practice driving, I can always train her like a dog.

Once or twice, and the third time I was unwilling. They are all in their 20s, and they were scolded for driving a car. How aggrieved.

After she finished explaining the reason, Chu Jingxi reached out and patted her on the head: "Don't always think about sitting in the co-pilot, you still have to get used to it at critical moments. I'll teach you when I have time, and you should study hard."

"Are you going to train me?" Wen Shi covered his head and looked up at him, "I don't like having someone chattering beside me all the time when I'm driving."

"Ok?"

Chu Jingxi didn't quite understand what it meant. Wen Shi tried his best to explain, but he pretended to be serious: "If you are serious, no one will say anything about you."

After getting off the car, Wen Shi walked behind Chu Jingxi, took a look at the surrounding environment, and saw a green field of vision, which was very open.When you come to this kind of place when you are in a bad mood, you really feel that your body and mind are opened, which is very refreshing.

"Well, the scenery is very nice, isn't it?"

"Well, it would be interesting if I could come over with my family and set up a tent for a picnic."

Wen Shi was thinking about everyone, and Chu Jingxi turned around and asked, "Next time, if you have time, organize one? How long will your mother and sister stay in the United States?"

"do not know."

She hadn't asked her mother this question, but Jiang Ting and He probably didn't have much vacation time, let alone this time, it was just to test her attitude towards Li Mingkai.

"Give."

"Kite? When did you prepare it?"

Wen Shi looked surprised, no wonder Chu Jingxi's hand was always behind his back after getting off the car, hiding it, it turned out to be a small kite, and the handwork was pretty good.

"The direction and strength of the wind are very suitable today, so I will bring one here for you to play with, will you?"

"Of course, do I look like someone who can't even fly a kite?"

Just kidding, how could she not know this kind of children's toy.Wen Shi straightened his chest, stood on tiptoe and snatched the kite, and walked forward muttering. Five minutes passed, and after the kite stumbled countless times, the sound of slapping the face was clearly audible.

"This is, you know how to play?" Chu Jingxi crossed her arms and watched Wen Shi who was busy arranging the kite strings, not daring to dampen her self-confidence.

"There was no wind just now. Also, what are you doing standing there? Don't you know how to help me? I will run ahead, and you will follow me with your hands. If I say let go, you will let go."

After doing so, the kite still could not escape the fate of falling down.

Chu Jingxi gave a "tsk", even though it was very soft, Wen Shi still heard it, she held the kite in her hand fiercely: "What do you mean? Huh? Are you tsk me?"

Chu Jingxi clenched his fist into his lips and coughed lightly, pretending to be calm: "No, you heard it wrong. I'm questioning the quality of this kite. Maybe it's not well done, and it's not scientific enough to let it fly like this. Get up. It's not your problem, it's the kite's problem."

After explaining so much in one go, Wen Shi listened, but thought in his heart——

This person's desire to survive is really strong, she just got aggressive, and he made a lot of nonsense.

She looked down at the kite in her hand, and she had no energy to run anymore.

"Come on, drink water first." Chu Jingxi helped unscrew the bottle cap like a dog's leg, and handed the mineral water to Wen Shi. Seeing her bangs sticking to her forehead in a mess, she helped tidy it up.

"Warm time."

"Ok?"

Chu Jingxi pondered for a moment, reached out and wiped the sweat from her forehead with a tissue, and asked casually, "Will you stay in the United States forever?"

When this question came up, Wen Shi was completely dumbfounded.

"I heard you're graduating soon, is this semester?"

"Why did you suddenly think of asking this?"

There was wind blowing, and there was tremor in his voice, he lowered his head to screw on the bottle cap, and fiddled with the string on the kite unconsciously, trying to divert his attention.

But Chu Jingxi didn't intend to let go of this topic: "We are together, have you ever thought about our future life? Will we stay in the United States to accompany me?"

When Chu Jingxi looked at Wen seriously, there was an imperceptible tension in his voice.He didn't dare to blink, for fear of missing any subtle expression on her face.

As if the surrounding air had been emptied, Wen Shi clenched the kite tightly in his hand, suppressing the chill and numbness that surged up his back, trying to force a smile but even she didn't know it, it was actually ugly— —

"Isn't it too early to say this now?"

His throat was dry, and every word he uttered seemed to be pulled.The hair on her temples fluttered with the wind, and she was about to raise her hand to stroke it when Chu Jingxi held her hand.

Compared with her, his palm is also very cool.

It's obviously not winter, why is my body temperature still so cold.

"Even once, just once, have you ever thought about this question. Will you stay after graduation? After you are with me, will you stay for me?"

The wind blew past his ears, Wen Shi pursed his lips and looked at the man in front of him. In the distance were layers of mountains, and from time to time, there were off-road vehicles passing by on the road.

But all of this seems to have nothing to do with them.

Wen Shi is not good at lying. She sighed and looked at Chu Jingxi again: "I never took the time to think about this issue seriously, but I didn't come to study in the United States to get a green card and live here. I am an only child, and I My parents are all in the country, and my good friends are also in the country, I want to go back, Chu Jingxi."

I want to go back.

Struggling to finish this sentence, it seemed that even the last trace of warmth had faded from the palm of her hand. Wen Shi frowned, watching Chu Jingxi let go of her hand little by little, and her heart felt like a hole was broken, blown by the wind. Come in, whoosh.

He obviously didn't say anything, but she seemed to understand all his expressions.

"I……"

"For him, will you go back?" Chu Jingxi interrupted Wen Shi's words, and asked softly with the corner of his mouth hooked.

"What?" Wen Shi didn't understand what this meant.

But Chu Jingxi didn't ask any more, raised his hand to cover Wen Shi's eyes without saying a word, took a step forward and brought her into his arms, and said to himself, "It's nothing, I understand."

The chin rests on the top of her hair, and the drooping eyelashes cast a thick shadow under the eyelids, just like the thick fog that cannot be removed on a cloudy day, which is incompatible with the scenery at this time.

"Chu Jingxi." Wen Shi leaned into his arms and said in a muffled voice, "Do you want me to stay in America?"

"We're not going to talk about that."

Wen Shi fell silent for a moment, not daring to speak again.

(End of this chapter)