Chapter 41 Distorted Memory

In the dead of night, Du Ran's face was numb and his body was stiff. After a lot of effort, he climbed onto the bed with both hands and feet. He huddled under the quilt with his hands wrapped around his knees, curled up like a baby. curled up.

I could hear my roommate whispering in his sleep, the cats downstairs, and the insects chirping outside the window. It was just a normal night.

Du Ran opened her eyes, but she didn't close them even though they were sore. Then she shook violently as if she had been scalded. In the darkness, she stretched out her hand, as if she could still feel the pain she held in it not long ago. temperature.

It was so hot it was almost scalding her.

The uncontrollable sense of humiliation hit her like a flood, and she began to sob softly, licking her wounds alone like a wounded little beast.

At this moment, Du Ran hated her memory so much that she could clearly remember every detail, every touch, every bit of humiliating memory.

[Don't run away, don't be afraid. 】

【obedient. 】

【You are mine, mine. 】

[Duran, mine. 】

"Ugh..."

Sobbing turned into whimpering, Du Ran bit her lower lip tightly, not to cry again, she could have covered her mouth with her hand to prevent the sound from leaking out, but she couldn't bear it, couldn't bear the pain that was still in her hand. The temperature and touch, dirty, dirty to the extreme, no matter how much you wash it, you can't wash it off.

【I will accompany you. 】

[Follows like a shadow. 】

This sentence is like a nightmare, firmly engraved in my mind.

Du Ran, who was tired from crying, fell asleep unknowingly, even in her sleep, her brows were tightly furrowed, her restless expression seemed to be tortured.

Soon, a black figure stood quietly beside Du Ran's bed, staring at Du Ran's sleeping face like a piece of wood, with obvious stubbornness in those dark eyes.

The person lying on the opposite bed quietly closed his eyes with a gap, and in the darkness, the figure on the bed could be seen to be very stiff.

It was dawn, and there were sounds of washing and tidying up. The whole dormitory, no, even the whole floor was very lively. There was no other reason. I could move out of the school today. How could this not be exciting?
The damn high school is finally over!The three-month holiday is full of temptations.This is the heart of almost every college entrance examination candidate. They can't wait to let themselves go.

Du Ranshi woke up from Xiao Li's calling, her eyes were sore, because she cried so much that they swelled into walnuts, which shocked Xiao Li.

"Xiaoran, what's the matter with you?"

Because she just woke up, Du Ran's consciousness was a little sluggish, and she sat up slowly after a while. Her eyes hurt, but she wasn't sleepy. It's ridiculous, after what happened last night, she actually slept deeply , The body also got enough rest.

"fine."

Du Ran's voice was a little hoarse.

Xiao Li smiled, "Xiao Ran, I know you are very excited, after all we graduated, but there is no need to cry secretly by yourself!"

Regarding Xiao Li's misunderstanding, Du Ran wisely kept silent and accepted this excuse.

"Hey, how did you remove the bandage? But it seems to heal quickly, and it's not too deep!"

Du Ran subconsciously reached out and touched his neck. The strap was broken last night, and now he felt only a thin mark, without any pain, as if he had recovered for many days.

This position was the one that was focused on 'cleaning' last night. Just thinking about it, Du Ran's body immediately recalled the tactile sensation. She quickly put down her hand, bit her lower lip tightly, and forced herself to ignore it.

"By the way, pack your things quickly! I'm going to move out of the dormitory today! What are you going to do during the summer vacation?" Xiao Li spoke with great interest, without seeing the slightest hint of impatience hidden in Du Ran's eyes.

Du Ran's nerves were tense all the time, too many things happened that constantly tormented her reason, she just woke up with a little bit of getting up, and at this time, she ran into Xiao Li who was chattering, even though she knew she shouldn't She lost her temper, but Du Ran couldn't control her temper.

"Okay, let her brush her teeth first, your bag is almost full."

Dong Jieyun on the side took the lead to block Xiao Li's mouth. After seeing Du Ran's pale face, the latter hesitated for a while before saying anything. Xiao Li always had the illusion that Du Ran seemed to be at a distance from her. .

Du Ran raised his head and showed a grateful smile to Dong Jieyun, while Dong Jieyun looked at the busy dormitory around him, hesitated for a moment, moved closer, and said to Du Ran: "I saw it."

Du Ran froze, and said unnaturally, "What did you see?"

Dong Jieyun lowered his voice, "You ran out last night, what did you do?"

This sentence made Du Ran find no excuses, but just lowered his head and refused to answer.

Dong Jieyun sighed, and said: "There is something wrong with you, Du Ran, and your complexion is very bad now, if something happens, don't hold on."

"I am fine."

Seeing that Du Ran was still resisting, Dong Jieyun didn't force others, but moved closer, then hesitated, and said, "I still saw it...I mean, no, it might be because my eyes are dazzled, anyway, I saw it Yes, when you come back... there is a figure beside your bed."

Du Ran suddenly raised his head, stared at Dong Jieyun blankly, his face was extremely pale, and he replied directly: "You are wrong!"

Dong Jieyun was startled, and subconsciously did not refute, "Well, maybe my eyes are dazzled."

Du Ran pushed Dong Jieyun away, went to brush her teeth by herself, and began to pack her things in silence. Her heart was flustered, and she felt like someone was spying on her. Even though it was an illusion, she was still flustered.

No, it must not be discovered!
Du Ran, who was holding the quilt in his hand, made a decision in his heart.

She didn't have many things, so she packed them up quickly. When she was about to leave, Du Ran didn't feel any reluctance. Her feelings were very rare, and she wouldn't be too sentimental, not to mention that the memory of staying in this dormitory was not How wonderful, but to my surprise, she didn't take pictures anymore. Instead, those classmates who usually couldn't say a word said a few words hypocritically, nothing more than wishing each other graduation.

Du Ran agreed with a blank face, and did not smile as they expected, but just looked at them with eyes full of deep meaning.

Du Ran knows better than anyone else that the guilt in the hearts of human beings, they feel guilty for what happened in ktv, and they feel guilty for standing on the sidelines. Now, they want to make up for the guilt in their hearts, so at this moment, the first He gave her a good-natured smile once.

But Du Ran didn't agree, why should she show a flattered look to reassure them, she knew that such a behavior, such a self was naive, and she also knew that she was irritable, but she was no longer in the mood to control it.She is determined to be the bad guy.

Putting everything away is nothing more than a backpack and a luggage bag in his hand. Du Ran's luggage is less than everyone else's. Seeing the rest of the people in the dormitory packing their bags, Du Ran gently spits out She said two words that only she could hear: "Goodbye."

Goodbye, my three years of youth.

(End of this chapter)

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