Confused school belle, rely on you

Chapter 48 Confused Life in High School (1)

A few days ago, a desolate autumn rain made the depressed mood even colder.

Looking back at the sophomore year of high school, too many helpless stories happened, which gave me mature desire and reverie, and made me fall into endless melancholy and sadness in this clear autumn.In the cold drizzle, how many dead leaves are flying, how many fallen flowers are falling, and the countless sorrows are from the brow of the moon to the full moon, day by day, looking through the autumn water and breaking the sorrow.

On this bright autumn day, trim your mood, for grandpa, for yourself, and for that love!

Gently dusting off the flower dust, the lingering fragrance hits the nostrils, unknowingly refreshing, even though there is a touch of sadness in the air.I can't bear to cut off the memories of the past. After all, it has decorated several seasons of glory and once performed a feast of flowers.While hesitating, the shadow of the wind passed by, and inadvertently overturned the already decadent scenery. The already withered and withered leaves withered alone, leaving the already unbearable flower branches standing still in the clear stream of light.

In the third year of high school, living with test papers every day is like living with someone you don't like every day.The only difference is that I cannot part with the test paper.Every time I do a test paper, some students will fall on the table.Are they dead?Certainly not, because they were still breathing.They fell asleep?No, because their eyes are open.Apparently they got bored, because besides that, sometimes they flip a coin.Maybe they're picking AB or CD, maybe they're predicting the future.If it were me, I would toss it many times to test the answer.Exam papers make me tired...

I have always felt that the life in the third year of high school is so fulfilling and happy. Although there are endless exercises and intense review rhythms every day, I can still welcome the daily life with a smile. I always shouted arrogantly: I Believe that my future is bright.

But now it seems that it is a fool's behavior!

Recently, I really feel the rapid passage of time.For me who is facing the college entrance examination, no matter how reasonable it is to have fun, it seems pale.This year is going to be a crazy year.

So are they!

"Zhou Chen, I'm going to a mental hospital now!" I leaned against the tree, whining with a cigarette in my mouth!

"My mother always nagged that XX was admitted to XXX University and lost ten pounds in the third year of high school. I was shocked and asked my mother whether I could go to Peking University if I lost twenty pounds, but my mother said I was slippery and didn't want to study!"

"Hey, don't mention it, I'm no better than you! We are at the same table, you don't know my situation!" Zhou Chen also said with a sad face!

"Damn, who knew you, plunged into the sea of ​​questions, and I haven't come out to catch my breath for a long time! I don't have time to take care of myself, and I'm still studying your shit!" I scolded him with a smile!

"Fuck, Xia Tian, ​​you are really not a thing, I know why you don't want to talk, why is He Jiajia sitting in the back! You are so hypocritical" Zhou Chen mercilessly tore off my disguise!

"Zhou Chen, there are some things that can only be understood but cannot be expressed in words! No one like you!" I punched it with my fist!
"Hey, it's all about everything, Jiajia treats you so well, even your stubborn stone should be influenced!" Zhou Chen had a hopeless look on the child's face!
"Forget it, Zhou Chen, let nature take its course! Don't mention it again!" I smiled wryly and shook my head!
"Hey, Jiacheng is here!" Zhou Bing said suddenly!I turned my head and saw that Zhang Jiacheng was almost approaching!
"Jiacheng, why do you look constipated? Have hemorrhoids?" Zhou Chen teased Zhang Jiacheng jokingly!
"Damn, you have hemorrhoids!" Zhang Jiacheng retorted weakly!

"Jiacheng, what's the matter? Are you sick?" I looked at his sickly look and asked!

"Don't mention it, it's not that I was destroyed by the shadow of the college entrance examination. My mother is really, always nagging and nagging! Now the whole head is full of the word college entrance examination, my God!" Zhang Jiacheng Squat there and asked me to give him a cigarette, and after lighting it, there was a burst of complaints!
"It's a piece of cake for you! My mother always stood beside me and nagged me when I was doing a problem. I told myself that it would be true if I could solve the problem in a noisy environment." Zhou Chen even smiled wryly. Shake your head!
"Hey!" The few of us looked at each other and sighed in unison!

When I got home and listened to a few songs, I suddenly felt a sense of guilt while doing these, so I plunged into the sea of ​​questions again.I never knew whether the sky was blue or not, and whether the night wind was gentle or not. I missed the night when we sat on the stone steps and watched the moon rise over the treetops and cast a silver light in the second year of high school.

But that kind of day will never come back. I have a lot of realistic things in my mind, I have shouldered huge responsibilities and pressure, and I have taken on the dreams of too many people.

Living now is undoubtedly lonely and depressing, but it is not lonely, because there are many exercises in Chinese, mathematics and English to accompany me, for which I wasted a lot of passionate youth, the passion of life is on the desk in the classroom The past dissipated bit by bit, drifting farther and farther with the passing wind, holding on there with a numb face, for the place I yearn for in my heart.

(End of this chapter)