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Chapter 56 The Moment of Destiny Arrives (2)

All of a sudden, the students who were still crazy just now dispersed!There are only piles of evil books that have not been burned yet!We rushed out of the campus with the flow of people!Shouting and laughing presumptuously along the way!

"Hahaha, fun, fun, go, let's go drink and drink hard!" Zhang Jiacheng pulled us to run with all our strength like a madman, and went straight to the barbecue stand!
"Let's go, go drink! Hahaha!"

"Zhou Chen, you, you are such a bastard, bastard, just now, why didn't you just drink with me!" Zhang Jiacheng swayed from side to side and scolded Zhou Chen!I shook my dizzy head, slapped myself on the face a few more times, and stepped forward to support Zhang Jiacheng!
"Damn, Zhang, Zhang Jiacheng, I, why am I drinking with you! Hey, I'm drinking with Xia Tian! Vomit..." Zhou Chen staggered, cursing, and who knew that before he finished speaking, he started to vomit while holding the telephone pole !
"Damn, Zhou, Zhou Chen, if you spit on me, I, I'm not playing for you!" Zhang Jiacheng and I supported each other, squatting on the ground and cursing!
"Get up, get up, Xia Tian, ​​you drank too much!" He Jiajia on the side pulled me hard, trying to pull me up!
"Hey, Jiajia, I didn't, I didn't drink too much, the two of them drank too much!" I squinted my drunken eyes and looked at He Jiajia sideways!
In fact, at this moment I was really sober, very sober, my heart hurt like a piece was gouged out by a knife, I knew that I might never see He Jiajia again in more than two months!Our fate is really over!

"You're drunk, get up quickly, it's late, and all the street lights will be off! We won't be able to get home!" He Jiajia pinched my arm and twisted it hard!try to wake me up!
Enduring the excruciating pain in my arm, I helped Zhang Jiacheng to stand up, and then helped Zhou Chen, and staggered towards home!
We walked and cursed, cried and laughed under the street lights!Just like a clown is performing our comedy!
In this summer, on the dark side of the street, I spent a night of relaxation. Tears blurred my vision. In the raving, I understood, the kind of Buddhist verse called growth.

Head hurts!
Lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, a ridiculous thought suddenly popped up in my heart, "Everything is just a dream!"
The incandescent sunlight outside the window plunders the darkness and temperature of the bedroom through the curtains, and burns away the little bit of alcohol left over from last night!
It's so quiet, the house is very quiet, only a few things made by my mother, and the tempting aroma comes from time to time!
No one at home, no one!All that's left is my numb old high school form!
Thinking back to the last class that day, the head teacher walked into the classroom with a graduation guest book from class 4 of senior high school, and the densely packed messages exuded bitter sighs!At that moment when we were about to part, we finally realized:

The third year of high school should be the most fulfilling time in our lives.These sorrows and sorrows may also be mixed with some people's yearning for future life!
This is the end of my high school life.A little more helplessness, a little more parting, I lost a year of time, but I gained a treasure that I cherished all my life!

"Xia, relax? There is a feeling of unloading! Hehe!" Zhang Jiacheng asked me with a smile, but the confusion in his eyes was really deep!No confidence in sight!

"Hehehe, what about you, Jiacheng, don't worry, I have confidence in you!" I patted his shoulder knowingly!

"Yes, Jiacheng, we all have confidence in you, even Zhou Bing replied this time, saying that you will definitely pass the exam!" Zhou Chen also said in a tone full of confidence in Zhang Jiacheng!
"Hehe, I don't know if I can find Xiaoxian, and I don't even know how my future will shine!" Zhang Jiacheng asked me for a cigarette, lit it, and shook his head with a wry smile!
Zhang Jiacheng's words finally tore into pieces the strength I had worked so hard to build up during this holiday, and my peaceful heart went from gradually rippling to turbulent!

Anxiety and deep uneasiness are deeply entangled in my heart along with the upcoming fate ruling!
I don't know in which way I didn't expect the score to come to me aggressively holding a butcher's knife!
I don't even know how the admission notice appeared in front of me in a way that I couldn't resist!

Is this holiday season spent in this anxious and restless mood?

"It's going to rain, mother wants to see people, some things are beyond our control! Let nature take its course!" Seeing my dazed look and the confusion in Zhang Jiacheng's eyes, Zhou Chen said calmly!

I woke up, looking at Zhou Chen who was like a deep pool, I was shocked!I really didn't expect Zhou Chen to be the most attractive!It turned out to be Zhou Chen who drank wildly and vomited that night!

During the period of scoring, I always woke up in a dream countless times, and the most unfortunate scenarios kept lingering in my mind.

During the day during the holidays, I played loose, chic, and even a bit indulgent, and everyone around me seemed to think that I had "degenerated".

Who would have known that at night, in the endless darkness, I was only accompanied by anxiety, fear and fear.My dreams are filled with countless pessimism, repetition, low grades, being reprimanded by parents, abandoned by relatives... These pressures are buried deep in my mind during the day, but at night, after I relax the last line of defense , struck mercilessly, impacting my self-conceived fortitude and tortured my truest self.

So, who can say that you can carnival after the college entrance examination?Who said that after the college entrance examination, you can be carefree and crazy?

I am full of anticipation, waiting for every flower to bloom, how much I have been lost, how many times I have been confused, how many times I have shed tears, how many times I have cried... In the end, I still can't see the ending, give me a perfect explanation.I was still defeated by the score, thrown aside by the God of Destiny, and trampled on!The scythe of death cut across my heart mercilessly, and the wound as smooth as a mirror reflected my misery!

What kind of helplessness is this, the persistent entanglement of pain and tears!

When I returned home with a very heavy heart, I saw that my mother and father were there, and I was surprised to find that it was getting late.They didn't say anything when they saw me, as if they already knew everything!
I went back to the room in silence, and the moment I closed the door, the tears I tried my best to restrain finally came out.

Heart hurts!Didn't pass!

There is no over-scoring line, and there is a difference of [-] points. This [-] points seems to be a gap that I will never be able to cross. It nails me to this shore, and any beauty on the other side is out of my reach!Even Xi'an Jiaotong University waved goodbye to me~
All my beautiful fantasies have come to naught...

Looking back on the excitement of other students, I feel even more disappointed.How many times have I excitedly imagined the scene of being admitted to Wuhan University, or felt that scene, experienced that mood, and I would also feel relieved!
But now, I am like a fly lying outside the glass, unable to reach the world inside the window.For me, this blow is really a bit big, it is related to my future and the destiny of my life.

Tears were still running down my cheeks, over and over again over the dried up stains, I don't know how long I cried, but it must have been a long time!
After crying for such a long time, I felt very relaxed and happy, not only because I used tears to express my painful feelings, but more importantly, I wanted to understand a lot.

The reason why I was so sad after learning the result today is because I had too much hope. I thought that with my performance, Wuhan University is not far away from me!But the cruel ending made me feel overwhelmed, knowing how painful it is to fall from the sky to the bottom in an instant, I can hardly accept it.

Perhaps at the beginning, I shouldn't have such high hopes, so I believe the result will not be so unexpected to me.

After all, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

In the face of blows, it is okay to vent with tears appropriately, but after that, you should regain your spirits and face new challenges.This will be the last tear in this matter, I thought, wiping my tears!
"Xia, why are you crying? It's not a big deal. If you don't pass the exam, you won't pass the exam. Man, hold back!" Dad's voice suddenly appeared at the door!

"Son, it's okay. Didn't you pass the admission line of Shaanxi Normal University? If not, let's go here, it's closer!" Mom looked at my eyes that were red from crying, and stepped forward to pull me said the hand!
"Mom, Dad! I was wrong, I didn't pass the exam!" Looking at Dad with comforting eyes, tears flowed down again!
"You unlucky boy, hold back, hey, if it doesn't work, you can go to our side! Zhengzhou also has a good university!" Seeing my depressed look, my father slowly lowered his tone!

"It's okay, Dad, okay, I'm not sad anymore! I can stand it!" I wiped away my tears, stood up and took a deep breath and said!

"Well, this is the seed of my Xia family, hehe, let's go, let your mother cook some dishes, let us have a few drinks!" Dad saw my resolute expression, nodded and smiled in relief!
It's night, once again alone and drunk!My dad and I were both drunk, chatting back and forth!

So, I comforted myself - it doesn't matter if I didn't get into the university of my choice, at least I'm still within one year, and all the hard work was not in vain, and a year's time was not wasted!Those sorrows and sorrows can be regarded as the end of all hardships!
(End of this chapter)