doomsday son-in-law

Chapter 1518 Difficult Love
I can only be alone. Although the Demon King has ignored me for ten years, his tentacles are everywhere.

There have actually been a few times where I've met a few nice guys and I've hit it off with them and they all like me and want to love me.

But it was just one meal, and then they died.

I know that all this is done by the devil, he just told me that I am his person, and my body and mind can never escape from him.

In the end, it was even more exaggerated. Any man who talks to me will be mercilessly killed, no matter who it is!

So in this way, I became a lonely patient in the crowd.

I can walk in the crowd, but almost everyone in the magic city recognizes me. They no longer dare to talk to me, or even approach me, and regard me as a bastard.

I understand that this is the conspiracy of the devil.

Let only him remain in my life.

This is my doomsday. In this world, everyone dies in this disaster, and only me and him are left in the end.

A woman, and a man, if I want to get rid of, I can only get close to him, because only when I am with him, can I obtain superficial normal happiness, and these are all things I long for after a long period of silence. And an inescapable fantasy.

In desperation, I can only try to start to be more active.

Is it ridiculous?
Humble?
You may laugh at me.

But that's because you've never felt this kind of loneliness.

I am a normal human being.

When my desires, hopes, and needs are squeezed out of nothing by the devil, I can only actively pursue them, that is, actively pursue the devil.

On my initiative, we have met several times, and he is still so gentle to me.

He can put down everything and stay with me for a few days, and take me around to make me live a very happy life. Every moment with him really makes me feel very happy.

However, I knew that he would not let me go like this.

Because he didn't accept my love, he would always ask me, do you still remember that I killed your whole family?

Of course I haven't forgotten.

But I have learned to be good. I can shake my head with a smile and tell him that I remember, but I don't mind. After all, it was 100 years ago.

It's just that he doesn't believe it, he thinks that I still haven't forgotten it in my subconscious.

"Do you love me?"

He occasionally asks me that too.

I didn't answer directly.

I really can't understand my own mind.

In fact, I don't understand love.

Do I love dark magic?
This is the only man I have had in a hundred years. Although we have not had any close contact, there is only me and him in my world, and there is no third party.

I would love to tell him I love him.

But in fact, I also want to tell him that I don't know what love is.

How far is the distance between love and hate?

This was originally the man I hated the most in the world, yet he wanted me to fall in love with him?

Ha ha.

I can only sneer.

This kind of coldness is not for anyone, just laughing at myself.

And the source of this sneer is from the bottom of my heart, it is the trembling of the fear of the devil, I can be sure that he is a very perverted man.

I never answered his question, I thought he would be angry about it, and then put me on the shelf again, making me a abandoned woman again.

But he didn't.

One day, we were having dinner together, and he asked me.

"Do you want to see what I look like?"

Of course I was shocked. It is said that no one has seen the appearance of the Demon King for many years.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he slowly raised his hand, and took off the mask directly and simply.

I can't describe the feeling of meeting the Demon King for the first time.

In my mind he was once a devil.

And the appearance of the devil is often ferocious, such a guess is normal, otherwise why does he always not show his true face?
But it was all wrong, I have never seen such a handsome face.

Yes, gender-neutral beauty, looks delicate like a woman, but also handsome as a man. A perfect neutral face should be a face that both men and women will fall in love with after seeing it.

He is very satisfied with my performance.

"Do you like me a little bit?"

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"Well, if you don't answer, I think you are acquiescing. Hehe, I don't like this face. A king shouldn't be so handsome. This is my own idea. Well, I will see you with your true face today. It’s been a long time since you said something sincere, but Zhiyue, I still have to say sorry to you, I’m sorry, because of my bad taste, I killed your whole family.”

To hear him even apologize for the incident made my heart flutter again.

"People are selfish. I think that after living for so many years, you should have the same experience. I am the same. I like the feeling of killing and conquering since I was a child. It is not only the territory, but also the heart. I have been doing it for so many years This kind of thing broke into your home back then, and I killed many people. I don’t think it’s wrong at all, because there is no pain, no memory after death, so there is no hatred, no right or wrong. It’s a pity for your whole family I left you brothers and sisters among the people, Xin has completely forgiven me, he is no longer a child, he is a heavier burden than you, he has a whole family, these are all given to him by me, you don’t know, Of all his wives, his favorite was actually one of my daughters, which I don't think he told you."

Hearing the body shaking, shaky.

What can i say?
The devil is destined to be my nightmare, and I am destined to never escape him.

In fact, I still hate him, but I found that maybe from the moment he took off the mask, I also began to love him.

My only man.

If he can give me a family, I will give him a few children, maybe this is a lifetime.

However, things are not that simple at all.

The devil didn't make me his woman.

He hasn't been sure of my sincerity yet.

I'm not sure myself.

And what he wants is sincerity, to let me fall in love with him completely and completely without impurities.

After seeing him for the first time, I thought he was not too bad a person.

But after getting along for another 100 years, I realized that he is a sensitive, cruel, out-and-out bad man.

There are countless women around him, most of them were snatched by him, and most of them were killed by him.

He tortured these women as he tortured me.

The difference is that those women were easier to surrender than me, and they all got what they wanted, became his women, gave birth to him, and lived a happy and comfortable life in the harem.

Only I haven't, even though I've been with him for 200 years, even though I think I've surrendered.

But the Demon King told me.

"You didn't fall in love with me. From the way you looked at me, I could tell that it wasn't love, it was just being forced. Honey, I don't want to force you. I want to wait for you to fall in love with me. You know, I love It's never your body, it's your heart."

Ha ha.

I almost lost my mind.

Really.

The reason why I am not crazy may be because of my selfishness after all.

No matter how bad my life is, no matter how much I compromise, even if I forget the hatred I had 200 years ago, I still just want to live a good life.

Is there no love for the Demon Lord in my eyes?
I don't know myself, because I can't see through my heart at all.

As time continued to pass, I began to become reclusive.

I know he doesn't let me have contact with men, and in the garden, I have a few female friends.

For example, Ailan, the youngest daughter of the devil, Mudan, the gardener, and Yangyang, the little girl who took care of me, they all became my friends.

I don't even actively want to see the devil anymore.

I endured loneliness and adapted to it, and this time it was real.

Sometimes I even forget that I was ever a woman.

Even though I am still beautiful, still fragrant, and still not old.

The only confidant around me is my younger brother.

In fact, he is not a confidant, but he is the only man who can see me besides the Demon King, and he is also the only person who can bring me external news.

I heard about the greatness of the Demon King through his mouth. He often led troops to fight, and then killed many people and robbed the land. This continent is so vast. He not only robbed the land, but also selected talents to govern them well. , although in some places it is said that the methods are very cruel, but at least he has merged the black demon, a giant, into one place, which is not easy.

Just a little ironic.

The current Demon King turned out to be Xin's idol.

In Xin's mind, he is perfect and powerful, and Xin also wants to be like him?

What's even more ironic is that I can't criticize Xin at all, because why not myself?

The Demon King will often visit me now, and every time I come, I am as happy as a girl.

I will cook for him with my own hands. Those are all his favorites. I have almost figured out what he likes to eat. This is the result of getting along with him for many years.

After eating, I will massage his shoulders. I only know the strength he likes best, and I also know where to massage the most comfortable for him.

I like when he sits on the sofa and reads short passages of books to me. I have read those books, but his neutral voice always fascinates me when he reads them to me.

I love walking with him by the artificial lake in the palace, especially under the night sky, the smell of the lake is always so kind.

I don't mind everything about him, I just live with him quietly when he appears.

Finally one day, he asked me.

"Zhiyue, do you still hate me?"

"Huh? What?"

I was picking wildflowers on the hillside at that time, because the grass grew very high there, and the grass had branches, and I walked through it, and the leaves hung on me and on top of my head.

He looked at me, smiled, reached out and took off a leaf on top of my head, and then said softly again:

"I mean 340 years ago, I killed your whole family, in front of you."

"Oh, no, you let me and Xin go, so we can be together now."

I said calmly, it's been too long since this happened, and I really don't have the slightest bit of hatred anymore.

"Then do you love me?"

He asked again, I looked into his eyes and said softly:
"After 340 years of being together, can I still fall in love with someone else?"

He and I looked at each other for more than ten seconds. I don't know if he really saw love in my eyes, but he let out a long breath and said to me:

"Zhiyue, let's get married. I will hold the wedding in the style of National Day and invite all the generals from all the cities across the country to attend, okay?"

I was so surprised, so surprised that I was a little excited. In fact, I was not very excited, but when I spoke, I did hear myself trembling.

"Okay!~ I'm married!"

(End of this chapter)