Silly female mad concubine, I will not marry this prince

Chapter 354 Definitely, I won't go back!
Shangguan Pao Pao's face was full of sadness, and he couldn't tell whether it was joy or worry, but he felt bitter and at a loss.

Is he doing it for his own good?
Or maybe, back then he longed for the memory in the blood jade that much, just like he is now.

Ever since he knew that he came from another world, he has always wanted to retrieve his memory, and now that the opportunity is in front of him, should he want it or not?

Did he really come to this world for Qianqian and become what he is now?

Is she really so ambiguous with Qianqian?
She already has her own destination, even if he doesn't remember her, it won't change anything, right?
But such an opportunity might never come again in the future, right?
After all, he has already promised Huangfu Yueze, this is the last time with her...

When he was struggling, Elder Tang walked slowly to the door, and at the same time opened the door gently, leaving only one sentence when he went out.

"It's your right to drink or not to drink. After she walks away, it will be useless if you drink again."

With a soft "squeak", the door was gently closed again.

For a moment, Shangguan Pao Pao was the only one left in the temple, and he didn't know what he was hesitating or struggling with.

Elder Tang, on the other hand, smiled meaningfully, and then walked away slowly.

Everything is fine with your heart.

It is even better if you become a fan.

Just as he was slowly walking away, Liu Qianqian and Huangfu Yueze on the other side had unknowingly walked to the outermost courtyard, watching the surrounding young monks still engrossed in practicing martial arts, the two of them There was an indescribable melancholy on people's faces.

He probably heard too many unacceptable things, such as Huangfu Yueze's mother, he always thought that she was just missing, as long as he looked for her, he would be able to find her.

But the result didn't seem to be what he thought. He didn't even think about such a result.

He didn't even dare to think that the so-called "going back" method actually existed. For a moment, he couldn't help feeling a little scared.

If Qianqian really followed his mother back to her world, then what should he do?
Thinking about it, he couldn't help holding Liu Qianqian's little hand tightly, with such strength that Liu Qianqian frowned secretly.

Regarding the matter of the blood jade, she was also tangled and bitter in her heart. What did the phrase "always by her side" mean?Why is she a little confused?
But what Elder Tang said was extremely reasonable. Even if she knew who that person was, she couldn't do anything at all.

Not to mention repaying, since she traveled over here, she was destined to pay back what she owed to that person.

Ever since, even after they left the gate, the two of them were still thinking about each other in silence.

On the other hand, Huangfu Yueze stopped suddenly, and then said in a slightly disappointed voice, "Qianqian, are you really not going back?"

Liu Qianqian was slightly taken aback, then stopped for a while, only stared at him and said, "Why do you ask such a question?"

A little bit of worry flashed in his eyes, "I'm a little scared. Although the queen mother left, although she went to another world, she was separated from me after all. Year after year, I have been looking for it for so long, but in the end there is nothing. I've seen her before, and I'm afraid that one day you will disappear suddenly like her, and you won't be able to find it no matter how hard you look for it."

Hearing this, Liu Qianqian understood everything in an instant. It turned out that he was worried about this!

He thought that at this time he would be sad for his empress mother for a long time, but after thinking about it, he finally thought about her, and even worried about her every move.

Compared to him, she seemed a little sorry for him.

Because she was thinking about that person who didn't even exist in her memory!

From this point of view, she really shouldn't be entangled in those things, just live well now, maybe in this way, the person who helped her will also be happy, at least she tried her best to make herself happy.

Thinking about it, she couldn't help but slowly stretched out her hand to caress his face, "Do you know who I saw under the influence of the magic flute that day?"

Huangfu Yueze frowned, "I'm really curious about that incident, you who are usually not afraid of anything, what did you see? But what does this have to do with whether you will go back?"

Liu Qianqian smiled, but slowly withdrew her hand, then walked to a big rock beside her as if nothing had happened, and at the same time sat on it calmly, "Naturally, it's because, ah, I saw my mother. "

When the words fell, Huangfu Yueze couldn't help but became more puzzled, and walked quickly to her side, "Even if you saw your mother, why did you get scared?"

She lowered her eyes, but continued bitterly: "Not all mothers love their children deeply. In my impression, my mother never hugged me or fed me since I was a child. She has never tied my hair, she is like a stranger, when she sees me, she always has a cold face."

As she said that, she couldn't help laughing at herself, "At that time, I didn't know why she hated me, but I found out later that it was because I was a woman. Do you understand the horror of patriarchy? She is obviously a Girl, but she hates my daughter very much!"

Huangfu Yueze at the side was slightly taken aback, patriarchal?
Come to think of it, it's the same even in this time and space...

It must be very painful to be hated by one's own mother, right?

Thinking about it, he couldn't help but slowly took a step closer, and gently hugged her towards him.

Liu Qianqian, who was leaning in his arms, had blank eyes, and only continued in a very low voice: "Probably when I was very young, my mother died in a fire, because I am a daughter, she can't use me To get my father's family property, so she joined forces with my uncle, and they burned the whole family! Thinking about it, I can't remember clearly now."

"I just remember seeing a big fire when I was a child. As a mother, she was arguing in the house with the uncle who doted on me, arguing, as if dividing up the property. The uncle pushed her into the fire, which frightened the one who was hiding aside. I."

Speaking of this, she couldn't help but clenched her fists suddenly, and then continued with some excitement: "The fire burned her into a fire man, and suddenly, she rushed towards me! She blamed me for being a girl, and blamed my grandma for being a boy." Young girl, blame me for letting her have no status, at that time, I didn't quite understand the world of their adults, and I don't know why all of my family members disappeared all of a sudden."

Huangfu Yueze was so distressed that he couldn't help but patted her on the back lightly.

But she continued bitterly: "What impressed me most is that I was running away, running non-stop, and she was finally burned to death, just so alive, you probably don't understand, that kind of fear, because it is Mother, so be even more afraid! You don’t want to run away but you have to run away, you want to save her but you can’t do anything!”

As she spoke, she got up slowly, and at the same time gently pushed Huangfu Yueze away, only to continue with a solemn expression:
"In the phantom mirror created by the magic flute, I also saw my uncle who wanted to kill me. My memory has begun to blur, but I still clearly see the knife I inserted into his stomach. I don't want to kill him! He wanted to kill me, I was just not careful, I was really careless at that time, so I was afraid, very afraid!"

Huangfu Yueze sighed slightly, "Qianqian, if you don't want to remember, then stop..."

She shook her head slightly, and continued again: "I have never wanted to touch the memories of my family. In the whole family, the only person who makes me feel warm is my father. At least he didn't ignore me so deliberately. He will hug me, like all fathers, I still remember his appearance, and I think he is somewhat similar to General Liu."

While talking, she looked up at the sky and said: "For my world, all I miss is advanced technology. Even my best friend has become an enemy with me. I will come here because of death." Here, part of it is because of him, if I hadn't died in his hands that day, I probably wouldn't have come here."

Hearing this, Huangfu Yueze took a step forward and slowly hugged her from behind, then whispered into her ear: "I understand, in such a cruel world, you will definitely not go back... ..."

When the words fell, Liu Qianqian just nodded lightly, "Yes, so don't worry, I won't go back, and besides, you should feel lucky that you have a mother who loves you, you don't have to Sad because you can't see her, you have to know that she will be happy where you can't see her."

The earnest words fell slowly, and the gentle tone was full of comfort.

At that moment, Huangfu Yueze deeply understood what she meant.

She opened her wounds to him, just to make him feel at ease. She was telling him about the uneasiness she encountered, the terrible childhood she experienced, and telling him her secrets openly!

She said so much, and even pulled out the memories of herself and her mother again, just to comfort him.

Yes, she has such a mother, he is much happier than her.

Her mother hated her even when she died.

His queen mother had to arrange everything for him even before leaving.

What right does he have to anger his mother?

She loves him, but she has her own home, so going back is not unforgivable!
At this moment, Huangfu Yueze not only finally let go of his heart, knowing that Qianqian will definitely not go back, but also let go of his heart, because his mother is a very good mother.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help hugging Liu Qianqian tightly, and at the same time whispered into her ear with a little excitement: "Qianqian, I couldn't take care of you before, but I will definitely protect you now. In the future, I will never remind you of any unhappy things!"

Liu Qianqian closed her eyes slowly, and finally raised her lips with some peace of mind, "It's fine if you can think about it, today is our first day as a husband and wife, don't mention those unhappy things anymore, wait for Bubbles to talk about it." After we come out, let's go to the street and have fun for a day before returning to the palace? It's a rare opportunity."

When the words fell, Huangfu Yueze's eyes suddenly flashed with sadness, so after a long silence, he slowly let go of her and said: "Actually, the two of us can go back first."

Liu Qianqian frowned slightly, and couldn't help but asked curiously: "Aren't you waiting for him? He's still talking to Elder Tang about his family."

But Huangfu Yueze shook his head lightly, "There's no need to wait, Brother Shangguan once said that once the matter of the blood jade is clear, he will leave, and it will probably be difficult to see each other again in the future."

(End of this chapter)