Chapter 751 The first time

This was the first time Qin Ruyu walked into Pei Jing's office.

The cool-colored decoration is calm, just like Pei Jing's impression.He obviously looks like a gentle and refined person, but he has an inexplicable sense of distance.

And now she was standing in front of him, she had this feeling.He was clearly in front, but she couldn't get close.There seemed to be an invisible barrier between them.

"I want to thank you for what happened today." Pei Jing looked up at her and said in a deep voice.

Pei Ruyu suddenly raised her head, and looked at him incredulously: "You said thank me?"

Pei Jing nodded: "Well, if you hadn't made such a fuss, this matter might not be resolved so quickly."

"I...are you complimenting me or hurting me?" Qin Ruyu immediately lowered her face and muttered in a low voice.

She took a deep breath and said in a low voice: "I know I'm too impulsive, are you going to scold me again? I know what I've been doing all this time is annoying to you."

"Ruyu." Pei Jing suddenly called him seriously, looked at her and said, "I never hated you, but sometimes you do make me feel very troublesome."

Qin Ruyu raised her head abruptly, and looked at him in disbelief, but the circles of her eyes slowly turned red for some reason.The grievances that have been held back for so many years seem to be pouring out at this moment.

She was holding back the mist in her eyes, she was excited, but more afraid.

She looked at him and murmured, "Brother Pei Jing, what do you want to say to me?"

Pei Jing looked at the girl in front of her with worry and fear in her eyes, and finally became cruel, thinking that she should make it clear to her.

He pointed to the sofa and said, "Go and sit over there." Then he walked over by himself.

Qin Ruyu followed behind, his legs seemed to be filled with lead.She wanted to run away subconsciously, but she knew that if she missed this time, maybe they would never have the chance to get together and talk alone like this again.

Pei Jing poured a cup of tea for her, and poured a cup for himself. He just sat on the sofa, sipping tea lightly, not in a hurry to speak.

But all this seemed to be suffering to Qin Ruyu.

"Brother Pei Jing, just say what you have to say, I can bear it." Qin Ruyu took a deep breath, holding the teacup tightly with both hands, and said in a deep voice.

Pei Jing turned to look at her, saw the little girl's nervous look, suddenly smiled and said: "You don't have to be so afraid, I can't eat you."

It's fine if he doesn't say anything, but Qin Ruyu became more nervous when he said something, looked at him cautiously and said, "You'd better just say it, you make me feel very scared."

Pei Jing shook his head helplessly, put the teacup on the tea table and said, "You did a good job today, don't blame yourself."

Hearing him talk about what happened today, Qin Ruyu lowered her head in shame and said, "Do you think I'm stupid? I thought they would admit it when I took out the recording, but I didn't expect that it would make things worse and worse. bad."

Pei Jing smiled and said, "You haven't experienced these things, so it's good to be able to deal with them like this. Your parents and little uncle know that they will be proud of you."

"Don't comfort me. If my little uncle knows, he will say that I am so useless. He will say that when he was my age, he had already turned other people around. "

Pei Jing didn't know what the 20-year-old Qin Feng was like, but he knew that his 20-year-old brother could already bully him badly.

"Ruyu, you are only 20 years old. You will experience many things in the future, and you will continue to encounter such things. You will grow up, so you don't have to worry about it." Pei Jing said.

Obviously he is only one year older than her, but he is like his elder.

This was the first time they talked like this, and Qin Ruyu suddenly didn't know what identity to use to face him.

She has always regarded him as her peer, but she has to admit that Pei Jing has always been much more mature than her.

"Thank you Brother Pei Jing." Qin Ruyu lowered her head and whispered.

"You don't have to thank me, I'm not complimenting you." Pei Jing said.

Qin Ruyu straightened her body suddenly and sat upright, vaguely feeling that there was something behind Pei Jing.

Sure enough, Pei Jing said, "Do you still like me now?"

Qin Ruyu turned her head to look at him in a snap, her eyes widened, as if she had heard a tale from the Arabian Nights.

Did she hear correctly?She actually heard Pei Jing ask her if she still likes him?

"You...are you alright?" Qin Ruyu murmured.

How could the Pei Jing she knew ask such a question?

But Pei Jing looked at her very seriously, without any emotion mixed in, just as if he was asking a very ordinary and serious question.

When Qin Ruyu saw his gaze, the beauty that rose in her heart suddenly disappeared.

Yeah, what was she thinking.Pei Jing seemed to be unfeeling and unloving.So far in his life, he would probably be kind to his sister-in-law, and cold to other people, even his own mother.

Such a person asked her if she still liked her, how could it be for love?
"Think about it carefully, and then answer me when you think about it." Pei Jing said.

Qin Ruyu bit her lip, thinking about this question seriously.

For a while, the office became quiet, and the time slowly passed, quiet and peaceful.

Even after many years, Qin Ruyu still remembers this scene today.Sitting beside her, Pei Jing spoke to her seriously for the first time, asking if she still likes him now?

Qin Ruyu thought very seriously, and quickly went over everything the two of them had known each other over the years, and also over the past five years of silently waiting for her.

After a long time, she didn't know how long it had been before she slowly shook her head and said with some frustration: "I don't know. All I know is that I want to be with you, as long as I can see you, I will be happy. I want Sharing the burden for you and being able to work with you will make me feel very happy. I don't really want to possess you, but just want to be by your side silently like this."

Pei Jing looked at this younger sister who was one year younger than him, and a soft look flashed in his eyes.

Qin Ruyu has been attached to him since the first time she saw him, and she can't get rid of him no matter how hard she shakes her.In the past nine years, the two have been noisy and experienced too many things.

His sister-in-law said that it is a very happy thing to be pursued by such a girl, but it is also a very tiring thing.Let him not be burdened, and think according to his own heart.

But his world is really busy, he has too many things to do every day, he really doesn't have time to think about personal relationship issues.

He admitted that if Qin Ruyu said he didn't like him anymore, he might feel a little bit disappointed.If Qin Ruyu said that she fell in love with someone else, he might feel a little uncomfortable.

But is this love?He doesn't know either.

If he saw Qin Ruyu being bullied, he would be angry.He will help her get ahead and do many things for her, but is this love?He doesn't even know.

After being silent for a while, Pei Jing said: "If I love someone, I can't accompany her silently behind my back. I will try my best to stand by her side, possess her, and make her mine."

Qin Ruyu raised her head suddenly, not understanding what he meant.

Pei Jing looked at Qin Ruyu and said, "This may be the difference in our views on love. The person I love, I will do everything possible to make her mine."

"I……"

"Ruyu, there may be love in this world, but it is not suitable for us. Ask yourself, if you really love someone, can you really bear to just look at him silently from behind?"

"I..." Qin Ruyu was stunned. He had never thought about this question before, but now that Pei Jing asked him this question, she found that she couldn't answer it.

"Sometimes, if you do something for a long time and do it too often, it will become a habit, and when you want to stop, you will become uncomfortable. You may just be used to me over the years. "

"I..." Qin Ruyu was completely speechless.She really wanted to refute, but there was another voice in her heart telling her: What Pei Jing said is right, admit it girl, you are just used to him.

"I don't know." Qin Ruyu suddenly covered her face and began to cry, "I really don't know. I have been following you since I was sensible. My outlook on life, values, and career are all in line with yours. You're related. You tell me it's just a habit, so what the hell am I living for?"

(End of this chapter)

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