Meeting is doomed, falling in love is doomed

Chapter 27

The ruffian hugged her, and patted her back with his palms, as if to comfort her and please her not to be sad, begging her not to cry anymore.

The hard-lined face was full of distress and pity.

He stood not far away, his hands tightly clenched into fists, full of anger and pain.

After he saw them hug each other with his own eyes, he was disappointed in her.He didn't believe that there was really nothing between them.

When Xu Tong came to school again, he clearly felt that Pang Meng treated him coldly.

The mother suddenly fell ill and fell into a coma, and was sent to the hospital. She stayed there for a few days in undressed clothes, and finally woke up.After being discharged from the hospital, on the first day back home, I thought everything was over, but the hospital issued such a medical certificate—they said that my mother had terminal cancer and time was running out.

She felt great grief in her heart, but she didn't dare to cry in front of her mother.Tang Zhuang took her to the alley, and she cried secretly.After crying, she forced herself to act as if nothing had happened, and tricked her mother back to the hospital.

From then on, maybe my mother will never be discharged from the hospital again.

She thought sadly, sitting in front of the desk and chair, absent-minded.

Mother's life and death are at stake, although she knows that Pang Meng's condition is not right, she has no time to ask and comfort her.

She just wants to keep her mother, no matter what the price is.

She is silent because she is sad.Pang Meng thought she was guilty and didn't know how to explain it.

After waiting for a long time, but she didn't speak, he was the one who couldn't hold his breath in the end.

He asked her coldly: "What's the relationship between you and Tang Zhuang?"

After hearing his question, she was stunned, and countless things filled her eyes in an instant.

Shocked, sad, and disappointed.

But Pang Meng thought: Heh, why should she be disappointed?He should be disappointed, shouldn't he, after all, he saw with his own eyes that she and Tang Zhuang hugged each other and wept.

In the end, she put away all the emotions in her eyes, and asked calmly: "Who said something to you? Is it Zhang Zhentong? Do you believe her or me?"

He couldn't help getting annoyed, "Don't bring it up to your sister, we are not talking about the same issue. Your sister, she is a simple girl. Although the relationship between your family is complicated, it is after all that the previous generation did not deal with each other. A good emotional tragedy is the emotional problem between your mother and your father. The next generation is the next generation. Why do you reject your sister like that and can't tolerate her? Is it because, what does she know?"

His words made her too angry.

How much did he know about her family, her family affairs, and her "simple younger sister"?How dare you accuse her so righteously and righteously!He just listened to Zhang Zhentong's many one-sided remarks, why didn't he come to ask her if the other real side of the matter is like that?
Facing his questioning, she didn't say anything.She was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would not be able to help but say the word breakup.She was afraid that after saying these two words, she would regret it.

When get out of class was over, she quietly went to find Zhang Zhentong.

She must tell her face to face, that's enough, don't jump up and down anymore, she doesn't care about those people before, but Pang Meng is different, if she wants to continue to act badly, she will definitely not spare her.

In order to intimidate her, she finally said viciously: "You heard that my brother-in-law is a gangster, right? If you dare to talk nonsense again, I will forgive you, and my brother and the others may not agree! Take care of yourself Mouth and tongue, be careful not to be cut off!"

However, Pang Meng, who was following her, saw this scene exactly.

In the past, she was thoughtful and cautious in her actions, so she would never make such a mistake of being careless.Recently, her mother has been ill, and she has been flustered for a long time, so she doesn't have the heart to do everything without leaking.

So, the strong she threatened her weak sister, and Pang Mengquan saw it.

He rushed over, pulled Zhang Zhentong away from her hand, and stared at her with anger and shock on his face, "Unexpectedly, you would do such a thing! What is the difference between you and those gangsters! "

Zhang Zhentong stood there, weeping timidly, pretending to be pitiful.While choking with sobs, he said: "Xu Tong, you are my older sister. My older sister loves my younger sister, but why are you doing this to me? What did I do wrong?"

Deep irritability rose in Xu Tong's heart.She couldn't understand why Zhang always thought he had an innocent and pure crystal heart.

She heard the crystal girl crying: "If you like your elder brother, don't provoke Pang Meng again, it will make him sad!"

She couldn't bear the almost shameless nonsense of sister Crystal, and instantly raised her hand and slapped her hard.

Normally, she might not be so restless.However, recently, with all the pressure on her, she has become so irritable that she doesn't want to bear it any longer.

But Pang Meng pulled her away, pulled Zhang Zhentong to his side, and asked caringly, "How are you, are you okay? I'm sorry!" When he turned to look at her again, he was already very angry, "Xu Tong! How can you hit someone! She is your sister!"

Her good sister, taking this opportunity, threw herself into the arms of the angry boy, crying so much that she was wronged and sad.

Looking at the scene in front of her, she just felt absurd.Mingming's heart ached terribly, but she actually laughed.

She heard herself saying to him: Pang Meng, let's break up.

She didn't go to No. [-] Middle School again, and soon transferred to the ordinary high school where Tang Zhuang was.

I did this not to compete with anyone, but to make it easier to take care of my mother.

Pugao is very close to the hospital.

Pang Meng didn't think so.While he was sad that Xu Tong proposed to break up with him, he was upset and angry at her resoluteness to leave.

He thought fiercely, well, then break up, then forget about each other!

Her sister has been around him.He didn't care about people at first, but that was her younger sister, who had the same blood relationship as her, maybe Ai Wu Ji Wu, he allowed her to stick to him and didn't drive her away.

Gradually, he heard rumors that his girlfriend had changed, from his elder sister Xu Tong to his younger sister Zhang Zhentong.

He didn't deliberately correct anything, because he felt that Zhang Zhentong must know that what he liked was his sister, and he only regarded his sister's sister as his own sister.

After breaking up for a long time, he missed that cunning girl with an unusually beautiful smile day by day.

Finally one day, he couldn't bear it anymore and ran to Pugao to find her.He wanted to tell her that it would be better to start from scratch.

But what did he see in Pugao?When he let go of his self-esteem and wanted to start anew with her, he actually saw that once refreshing and bright girl and that ruffian named Tang Zhuang, leaning side by side by the window, talking and laughing happily while swallowing fog!
In such a short period of time, she had fallen into this state, and he felt heartbroken and extremely disappointed in her.

He couldn't help yelling at her angrily: "Xu Tong, do you still remember that you are a girl? Girls should know etiquette, justice and shame, and pay attention to influencing you, do you know that!"

She lay on the window, tilted her head to look at him, but did not explain anything, even smiled at him provocatively, and then slowly exhaled a puff of smoke.

At this moment, he seemed to hear the voice of his heart breaking.

Back at school, he was disheartened.When Zhang Zhentong came to look for him again, he said to her: "Your sister and I have completely broken up, so don't come to me again in the future."

Zhang immediately shed tears and begged him: "My sister doesn't know how to cherish you, but I do! Let me accompany you, okay!"

He couldn't help being surprised.She actually liked him!
But she knew that he liked her sister.He thought, why should she be so stupid.His heart has been broken, she should be cherished by better people.

So he said: "Forget about me, in the future, you will find better boys!"

She left crying.

The next day, news of her suicide came.

He was taken aback!She actually committed suicide for him!

If, her sister, no, no, she doesn't have to commit suicide for him, she just needs to be soft and accommodate him, and don't be so stubborn and tough, it would be great.

Her mother came to him at school, crying and begging him to be nice to her daughter.

He was disappointed by his sister's ruthlessness, and moved by her dedication. Although he knew it was inappropriate, he still nodded and agreed.

From then on, there was another girl's figure sticking to his side day and night.

But he doesn't really like her.What he likes is her sister.

After leaving Pang Meng that day, he never came to Pugao again.

In fact, she wants to explain to him that she smokes, not because she really wants to be bad, but because she feels the pressure of breaking up and her mother's illness is too great, she must find a way to vent, otherwise she will go crazy .

But when she thought that he would rather help Zhang Zhentong than her, and would rather trust that shameful girl than doubt herself, she couldn't open her mouth.

She regretted it a little, but she actually missed him that much.She obviously likes him and looks forward to him, but she can't restrain herself from wanting to anger him when she sees him.She didn't know what happened to herself.

Until one day, my mother told her that this is called, deep love, deep responsibility.

My mother is getting weaker day by day. After almost all the treatment options have been implemented, my mother's condition still hasn't improved.

Finally, on a sunny morning, my mother called her for the last shake.

The day her mother left, she seemed to be in an unreal world.There was a constant buzzing sound in my ears, my heart was beating chaotically and flustered, and my mother was laughing at her in circles in my mind.Sometimes, occasionally, the smiling person becomes Pang Meng.

She never cried.It was suffocating and uncomfortable, but she really couldn't cry, as if all her emotions were choked up and she couldn't find a way out.

At this time, she felt unprecedented hesitation and helplessness.She seemed to have lost her way during a long journey, panicked in her heart, and desperately called a person's name, thinking that he could take her away, but she couldn't respond.

As if in a long dream, when she woke up, she heard herself calling Pang Meng's name.

It turned out that at such a helpless moment, she hoped to have him by her side.

Leaving aside the condolence wreaths all over the yard, she quietly went to No. [-] Middle School.She wanted to find Pang Meng, wanted to tell him that she was very sad when her mother passed away; wanted to tell him that he was not around and she missed him very much; wanted to beg him to start over together because she couldn't bear him.

She grew up so big, she never thought about letting go of her self-esteem to anyone.It is better to take her life than to ask her to bend down and give in.

She never imagined that she would have such a weak moment, and there would also be a time when she wanted to let go of her self-esteem to a person, and she wanted to ask him to be by her side, to accompany her through difficulties, and to accompany her to regain her strength.

Walking on the former campus, those former classmates looked at her with strange eyes.

There seemed to be some secret hidden in those eyes, which made her terrified and nervous.

When she found Pang Meng, she finally found out what the secret in everyone's eyes was.

It turned out, it turned out that he was already with her crystal sister!
This time she didn't turn around and walk away. She walked up to the two of them and asked him softly, "Are you together?"

Thinking that he would deny it, expecting him to deny it, but after hesitating, he nodded to her and said, "Yes!"

She didn't know that he was telling lies, he was worried that if he denied it, the fresh life around him might turn into a piece of foam and fly away the next day.

But his two words made the other girl taste what despair is.

The girl suddenly laughed.The smile is empty and helpless, but so beautiful. "Didn't she commit suicide? So, are you together?"

How many times does she have to play this trick?

But he frowned and scolded her: "Xu Tong! You are really disappointing! Please respect other people's feelings and lives!"

Her crystal sister took advantage of the situation and slipped into his arms.And he, as if he was afraid that she would hurt her, hugged her carefully.

Looking at the two people huddled together in front of her, her heart was almost numb with pain.

She nodded, smiled, looked at him, and said softly: "Did you know? There is a kind of injury in this world. After the injury is deepest, what is left is no longer pain, but numbness. This The wound will never heal, and this pain makes people never want to turn back. Now you have made me experience such a wound. I think we should be two strangers from now on." She smiled, smiling Sad, with a kind of soul-stirring beauty on his face.She smiled and said to him, "Pang Meng, goodbye; I hope we will never see each other again!"

Goodbye, Pang Meng; I hope we will never see each other again.

Unexpectedly, these were the last words she said to him.

After a long time, he was far away from the place of sadness and was studying abroad. Only then did he know that the day Xu Tong came to her was the day her mother passed away.

She and her mother depended on each other for life, and she must be very sad when her mother left.

Such a proud girl, on such a day, Ken bowed her head to look for herself, but he said to her: Yes, I am with your sister!

He said: Xu Tong, you really disappointed me!

He said: Please respect the feelings and lives of others!
How ironic, he taught her to respect other people's feelings and lives, but he trampled on her feelings and life unreservedly.

Thinking about it afterwards almost broke his heart.

He remembered that she kept smiling to himself, her smile was so beautiful that it would break if touched, and she said to him: There is a kind of injury in this world. After the injury is deepest, what is left is no longer pain, but pain. is numb.This wound will never heal, this pain will never go back.Now you have made me experience such a kind of injury.I think we should be two strangers from now on.

She said: Goodbye, Pang Meng; I hope we will never see each other again!

He hurt her to the deepest point, didn't give her a chance to explain, didn't listen to the reasons for her sadness, and decided to the end that she bullied her sister--ah!That simple girl, it turned out that she liked him only because her sister liked him; when her sister didn't want him, she didn't want him right away.

How stupid he was, he mistook the mud for crystals, and stepped on the crystals for mud.

Even if she really had a better time with Tang Zhuang before, so what?Didn't he deeply feel that she liked him later?It's rare to have a lover, why bother so much?
However, it was too late to say anything.

After all, he hurt her to the deepest point, and in this life, he might never get her forgiveness again.

Knowing that it was impossible to be with her, he could only force himself to forget her.

From the time he went abroad, until he was able to forget her, he disciplined himself not to touch a drop of alcohol, not to be close to women - after drinking, he will remember her even more; They are all her substitutes.If this continues, he will never be free.

Every time I dreamed back in the middle of the night and woke up slowly, a name seemed to emerge in my heart.He dared not read it out.I'm afraid that once these two words are uttered, it will bring a heart full of pain and tears.

Today, he has nothing else to ask for.I only hope that the person named Tang Zhuang can cherish her well and bring her happiness.

(End of this chapter)