The rest of my life is no longer sad for you
Chapter 3 He Comes From the Lonely Planet
Chapter 3 He Comes From the Lonely Planet
{In the end, she understood that the encounter arranged by fate had shown from the very beginning that in this universe, there was no one to give her joy, no one to wake her up, no one to love her for her, no one to give her joy in this universe. Be with her forever. }
001
On the last day of May, according to the old imperial calendar in the north of the city, it is advisable to mourn and form a net.
The funeral home in Jiangzhou was holding a farewell ceremony, and the small hall was crowded with people. Except for those who came to see his father off on his last journey, most of the others were media reporters carrying shooting equipment.Standing on the family seat, Shu Yan looked at the burning coins in the brazier and thought, how did things turn out like this?
Her father died in a doctor-patient dispute. Shu Yan did not personally experience that incident. She only learned about it from Jiangzhou media reports. Because of a failed operation, Shu Yan, a doctor at Minghua Hospital, was held hostage by the family members of the out-of-control patients, and unfortunately died.In the silent video surveillance released on the news, it was just the father walking towards the gathering place of the patient’s family members. After talking for a few words, the patient’s family members put a knife on his neck. The two twisted together and stood in a stalemate for several minutes , the final picture is frozen in the hands of the patient's family members.
The vermilion blood smeared on the father's white coat, which had a kind of tragic and strange.
Every time Shu Yan recalled such a picture, her eyes would hurt badly, as if she had been burned, she reached out and rubbed her eyes unconsciously.
A reporter caught her movement, rushed over and handed the microphone in front of her, and asked, "After your father passed away, how do you feel now?"
Shu Yan was stunned, looked at the reporter, and blurted out: "Mood? Your father is dead, how do you feel?"
As soon as the voice fell, there was no sound in the funeral home.A few people walking in carrying wreaths not far away also stopped what they were doing and looked over curiously.
"Student Shu, why didn't you cry when your father passed away?"
"Is your relationship with your father not good?"
"Someone said that when the incident happened, your father's rude words aroused the anger of the patient's family. Do you know about this?"
The microphone almost drowned her, and Shu Yan was blinded by the crazily flickering lens lights.Suddenly, someone threw a piece of clothing at her, covered her head, and then squeezed her out of the crowd by holding her hand.
"Let let, let let!"
The boy pulled her on a rampage, and all he could see was feet.Shu Yan staggered, almost tripped, something fell out of her pocket, and was kicked to the back by disordered feet, but Shu Yan didn't notice, she lifted the clothes covering her head, and whispered: "Ou Zichen."
"There are too many people, please bear with it." Ou Zichen turned his head to look at the reporter who followed him unwillingly, cursed "Damn", and waved his arms to separate the people in front of him.
Shu Yan also turned her head to look, her eyes suddenly swept across a group of people who were incompatible with the reporter waving the microphone, a few people in black suits opened the way ahead, pushed aside the crowd, and reached the door, opened a black umbrella, from The thin boy who walked out from the back row of the men in black slowly stepped under the umbrella, and then the group walked out, as neatly as the phalanx at the school's military parade.
When I wanted to see more clearly, the group of people had been blocked by the wall.Before Shu Yan could turn her head, she bumped into Ou Zichen who had stopped suddenly.
The two stood in the dark place blocked by the wreath, Ou Zichen supported her shoulder: "Why are you so absent-minded today?"
Shu Yan touched her nose: "I'm a little tired."
Ou Zichen was silent, and comforted in a deep voice: "Don't be too sad..."
Shu Yan lowered her head, and finally, she tugged on Ou Zichen's sleeve, and said with difficulty: "Ou Zichen, those reporters asked the right question, I can't cry, from receiving the news... to today, seeing my father being pushed into the incinerator, I I didn't shed a single tear... Ou Zichen, that's my father, how can I be so indifferent?"
Ou Zichen looked at the girl's red but dry eyes, her face was full of entanglement and pain, but what she thought of was the little girl who had taken care of the chores at home early in the past few years, buying rice by herself, paying utility bills by herself, and repairing light bulbs by herself .
He couldn't say a word to enlighten her, and for the first time in his life, he hated his own clumsiness.
As far back as I can remember, the word "father" has been very special to Shu Yan.
My father is a doctor. He leaves early and returns late on weekdays. He doesn’t even go home for a few days when he has a major operation or is busy.When there are rare days off, he would rather spend his time on research than taking his daughter to the playground. After moving to Jiangzhou, his father devoted these rest days to his precious patients.
At the beginning, Shu Yan would fight with her father because of these injustices, and his father would comfort her with words like "Daddy is a doctor".Later, Shu Yan grew up, and seeing some family members of the patients came to express their thanks, the gratitude of the family members and the comfort of Shu Xiaoguang all fell into Shu Yan's eyes. Over the years, she suddenly developed feelings of envy and admiration for Shu Xiaoguang.She also wants to become a person like her father, turning decay into magic, to help those who need her, and her father is the direction of her efforts.
She actually loves her father very much.
It's definitely not what the TV station broadcast, saying that her father has a flawed personality, and even his own family relationship is not good. No wonder there will be disputes with the patient's family, and he even came to the conclusion that poor people must have something to hate.
At this moment, Shu Yan was standing in front of the canteen in the family compound, watching her mosaiced on TV, she just said "Your father is dead" with a blank face, all the words before and after were cut out, and she jumped directly to her The back of leaving.
In front of the canteen, the onlookers had different opinions.
"This little girl speaks so badly, isn't she teaching by precepts and deeds?"
"Doesn't everyone in their department spread the word that it was Dr. Shu's surgery that caused the death of the patient, and that the patient's family had a reason for the incident?"
"I heard that Dr. Shu's character is inherently problematic."
Some people couldn't listen anymore, and said something for the widow of the Shu family: "Doctor Shu is not that kind of person." Immediately, he was covered up by a burst of condemnation: "He is not that kind of person? Then why does something happen to him when others are fine? "
The more Shu Yan heard it, the more angry she became. The death of her father was an accident that no one wanted to happen, and after his death, she would suffer from unexplained speculation and insults.She rolled up her sleeves and wanted to go forward to argue, when suddenly a figure sprang up from behind, walked to the TV aggressively, the red-faced young man pulled off the power, then grabbed Shu Yan's hand, and ran.
The short-lived parents were shocked by this series of situations, and after realizing it, they turned to the two running away and said, "Hey, isn't that Ou Zichen and Shu Yan?"
The two of them ran all the way to the vegetable field behind the family courtyard. Ou Zichen ran fast and grabbed Shu Yan's hand tightly. Shu Yan didn't shake it off a few times. In a panic, she lifted her foot and kicked him on the knee , Ou Zichen was kicked so badly by her that she fell to the concrete floor in a funny pose.
Shu Yan yelled at the boy who had just got up from the ground angrily: "Ou Zichen, what are you doing?" Her eyes caught sight of Ou Zichen's exposed arm, which had been worn off by the rough concrete floor, and blood oozes out.Shu Yan's heart twitched, and the last syllable dropped significantly.
Ou Zichen shook his hand in pain, and pulled Shuyan with his unbroken hand, but Shuyan didn't appreciate it, and slapped his hand off: "Who told you to meddle in your own business and drag me away? Where do you stand?" ?”
Ou Zichen said quite sadly: "Where do I stand? Shuyan, I have treated you for nothing for so many years! I have been punished so much by my mother for nothing!"
"Don't you help me by standing on my side? My father's bones are still cold, and that group of people are chewing their tongues." Anyway, she must repay her grievances, and she can't swallow her grievances. Thinking about it, Shu Yan feels that the humiliation in her heart is due to Ou Zichen The obstruction became more and more serious, and the words became harsh, "It's not your father anyway."
Ou Zichen's face turned red with anger: "Shu Yan! What are you talking about!"
Shu Yan turned her head to the side, not looking at him, she knew she had made a slip of the tongue, but she didn't want to apologize at the moment.
After being silent for a while, Shu Yan still turned her head and said: "I'm sorry, I said something wrong, anyway, you won't have a chance to meddle in my business in the future."
Only then did Ou Zichen realize that he came to her for business: "Fatty Wang said you and your mother are going to move out? What's going on? Just because someone said something? Don't worry if I tell you about it, don't forget This is the family compound of the hospital, I will go back and talk to my dad..."
Shu Yan's anger, which had calmed down a lot, came out again, staring at him and laughing coldly: "Ou Zichen, why did my mother and I move, you'd better go back and ask your father." to go.
"Why is my dad involved again?" Ou Zichen was in a hurry, snatched the bag from Shu Yan's hand, and put it behind him, "Don't worry if you tell me, wait, I won't let you move away."
"Give me back the bag!"
Shu Yan didn't bother to argue with him about this matter, she rushed to grab the bag, but Ou Zichen deftly dodged it, and lifted the bag above her head, Shu Yan, who was half shorter than him, couldn't reach it no matter how high she jumped.
"Ou Zichen, can you stop being so childish! Whether I move or not is none of your business!"
Ou Zichen ignored her, holding the plastic bag and ran away, turning his head and shouting at Shuyan, "I'll take care of this matter, I'll tell my dad, don't go, just wait here for me."
Shu Yan stared at his fast running back, gritted her teeth: "Who wants you to care!"
002
The first interview was actually broadcast two days ago. Not long after the broadcast, Ou Zichen's father, Dean Ou, came to her home and had a long talk with her mother. Shu Yan, who was doing homework in the room, could also hear it clearly. .Dean Ou meant that the family compound is for the doctors, nurses and their families working in the hospital. No place yet.
Although Dean Ou didn't say it directly, the meaning in his words was already expressed clearly, and his mother naturally understood, she politely said that she would move out in two days and vacate the house.
Dean Ou pretended to be polite, and then asked the mother and daughter if there was anything they needed help with. After getting a negative answer, he left in satisfaction.
That day, my mother sat alone on the sofa holding my father's portrait and was silent for a long time.Shu Yan opened the door of the room slightly, and in the dim light, only the silhouette of her mother and the slight sobbing sound could be seen.
Shu Yan was very distressed. She didn't understand why she and her mother had to be bullied like this even though they were the victims, and why everyone's faces changed just after their father passed away.She hated Dean Ou and Ou Zichen from that moment on.
In fact, Shu Yan also knew that Dean Ou's decision had nothing to do with Ou Zichen, but she was angry when Ou Zichen slammed into the door again, so she took all the resentment towards his father on him.
So, even though Shu Yan scolded Ou Zichen, she obediently stood there and waited for a while.Later, when her mother came to look for her, she and her mother walked out of the family compound.
The moving company's truck was already parked on the side of the road, and in order to save money on the bus, my mother took Shu Yan to squeeze together with the furniture and pots and pans in the rear compartment.
The mother and daughter leaned together, and as the car bumped up and down, they were speechless for a while.My mother suddenly thought of something: "Didn't you just go back to get the clothes...where are the clothes?"
Shu Yan hugged her knees and said weakly: "Ou Zichen snatched it away. Like a father, like a son."
Mother sighed disapprovingly: "Yanyan, don't think that way, Dean Ou is also very difficult to do."
Shu Yan suddenly thought that a few months ago, people from his father's department came to him and asked him to prescribe expensive medicines for patients to make profits from it. The Disciplinary Committee came down to investigate, and the hospital was in a particularly embarrassing situation.The hospital was ordered to rectify and reform. No one dared to stand up to the crime and lost a large source of income. Because of this, many people in the hospital had great opinions on their father. They even made a few riots in the family compound, clamoring for their family to get out of the family. The compound, but they were all suppressed by Dean Ou.With such a sensitive doctor-patient dispute happening this time, plus that interview, how could those people miss such an opportunity to drive them away...
To take a step back, when her father passed away, she was no longer a doctor in the hospital. She and her mother were not in the hospital, so there was really no reason to live there anymore.
Shu Yan actually doesn't really want to understand these worldly ways, the world of adults is too complicated.She just wants to dream her tiny dream, to be a simple person.
She also wanted to know, Ou Zichen asked her to wait for him, but she waited for so long, why didn't he come?
The new home is on the top floor of a self-built building in the village in the city. Although the house is simple, it is cheap. It was already dark when the mother and daughter cleaned up the room.The facilities in the self-built building are very simple, the water pressure does not reach the top floor, and you need to go to the first floor to fetch water for washing.
Taking advantage of the time when she went downstairs to fetch water, Shu Yan cheekily knocked on the landlord's door: "Auntie...can I borrow your phone?"
Amidst the rhythmic beeping, Shu Yan let out a long sigh of relief in her heart, fortunately she was still able to get through.
The phone number she called belonged to her father. In this era when mobile phones were not popular, even Dean Ou didn't have one.The mobile phone is the only luxury my father has in his life, and it was a birthday present from his patient last year.After her father passed away, she should have kept the mobile phone as her father's relic, but when she moved to her new home today and packed up her father's relics, she found that the mobile phone was missing. where is it.
The phone rang for a long time, and just when Shu Yan was about to hang up, the beeping on the other end stopped abruptly, and then there was silence.
She tentatively said "Hello", but did not get any response, and then looked at the phone's display screen, it was indeed in the middle of a call.
"Hello, this phone is my father's relic, it is very important to me. I accidentally lost it, thank you for finding it, can you return it to me? I will buy you the same As a reward." She clenched the phone tightly and finished speaking in one breath, for fear that the person who found the phone would hang up, and she spoke too quickly, choking on saliva, causing a coughing fit.
After she finished coughing, a leisurely sentence came from the other end of the phone: "Tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon, Xihe clubhouse."
After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
Shu Yan put down the phone, breathed a sigh of relief, and when she looked up, she found that the landlord's family was looking at her.She thanked her embarrassingly, bowed and retreated, and ran upstairs with a bucket full of water.
In the afternoon of the next day, Shuyan arrived at the Xihe club at 02:30.
The first time she came to this place, she took two buses and walked a lot before she found an elegant house hidden among the shadows of green hills and trees. A big cursive character - "Xihe".
When she asked the landlord about the location of the Xihe Club, the landlord's aunt asked her curiously: "Why did you go to that place?"
She casually made up a friend gathering to prevaricate. At that time, the landlady's face changed rapidly, and she hesitated to speak.
Only now did she understand why the landlord's aunt was weird. There were two men in suits and leather shoes standing at the door of the Xihe clubhouse.Just as she was about to approach with her schoolbag on her back, she was stopped. No matter what she said, she refused to let her in.She had no choice, so she sat by the stone and studied the words on it.
While looking fascinated, the sound of parking suddenly came from my ears.
Shu Yan looked up, and saw a long black car stopped by the side of the road, and a person stepped out of the co-pilot's seat, got out of the car and opened the rear door, revealing a straight leg.Shu Yan just glanced at it, then retracted her gaze and continued to study the cursive script on the stone.
Scattered footsteps passed by, stopped suddenly after a few seconds, and then heard someone say: "It must be her." She raised her head subconsciously, and saw two boys looking at her, one of them was dressed in gray The boy in the shirt was looking at her with interest with one eyebrow raised. Her eyes flicked on the face of the boy who was looking at her curiously, and then fell on the boy standing quietly next to him.
The boy who looked about her age was obviously in summer, but he was wearing a long coat. Although he was tall but thin, his eyelids were half-covered. He stood on the side of the sun, under the light and shadow, his eyelashes were fluffy, like two The cluster of dandelions is not a particularly handsome appearance, but the facial features are soft and gentle, like Zhao Mengfu's running script, and Yun Sheng's eyes.Shuyan suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart. I don’t know if other people on the earth have experienced this feeling. It’s the first time you see this person, but you feel that you’ve known him for a long time. That feeling is not a heartbeat, but It's not a heartbeat, but a kind of drunkenness that has gone through the years.
The dark white walls, dark-colored tiles, and the breeze blowing past him to her have haunted her countless dreams since then.It was only after a long time that she realized that if you really like someone, every glance you see will be deeply engraved in your heart, and one glance is the companionship of many nights of dreams.
003
The boy held a black handkerchief in his hand, covered his lips and coughed a few times, turned his head slightly as if he was whispering something to the people around him, he didn't even look at Shu Yan, turned around and took a step after he finished his order Walking into the clubhouse without a pause, the two people who stopped Shu Yan earlier stood respectfully on both sides of the gate as if they hadn't seen him.
The boy who stayed behind smiled at her and waved, "You lost your phone? Come on, go in and talk."
"Do not……"
I used it, I took my phone and went back...
The remaining half of the sentence was interrupted in the throat by the boy's involuntary walk into the club.
Shu Yan touched her nose in embarrassment, and followed. When she stepped over the threshold, Shu Yan looked around hesitantly. The guard didn't stop her anymore. She stuck out her tongue and trotted after the two people in front.
The boy who walked in front seemed to have weak legs, and his steps were not steady. He was already walking slower than ordinary people. The boy in the black shirt who followed him walked very steadily, but slowed down to cooperate with him.Shu Yan followed behind, and it was not easy to walk faster than them, so she followed them, walking two steps and stopping one step, this was also good, and she could enjoy the scenery here slowly.
Looking at the ordinary and old houses from the outside, it was only after entering that I realized that there was something wrong with it.Shu Yan also knows why the house has to be backed by mountains and forests. The architect seems to want to build this place into a hidden paradise. After the long corridor arches, there is a greenery, among which there are many bamboo buildings, or surrounded by mountains. Or near the water, the gravel path on the grass is natural, with pines and shallow streams on both sides, the gurgling water and the birdsong among the trees are the only sounds in this world.
Shu Yan was fascinated, and her pace gradually slowed down compared to those two people. When she reached a stone bridge, the young man who had crossed the bridge couldn't help but stop, turned around, frowned and called out in a low voice: "Follow me!" Come on, lost it, but no one came to find you."
Shu Yan was attracted by the swarms of small fish in the stream, and said "Oh" without raising her head, seeing that the stream was not very wide, she jumped across without thinking, and happened to land in front of the boy.
The trousers were splashed wet, and Shu Yan, who lowered her head, said "Oh", and saw the dark trousers that did not belong to her.
The two were very close to each other, where she was looking at his chest.
Shu Yan raised her head slowly, under such a close gaze, Shu Yan finally saw him clearly, even a brown mole under the tail of his left eye, she could see clearly.
Shu Yan was taken aback for a moment.
"Huh? Is that you?"
It was the last summer of the [-]th century, and the sound of cicadas, the smell of green grass, and the increasingly hot temperature were not different from the past.Except for the prediction of Nostradamus centuries ago that the world will perish in July in this year, however, the world has not perished. It continues to rotate peacefully along the orbit of the universe, moistening the planet Earth. every living being.
And many years later, Ning Zechuan's only memory of this special summer is the girl who tilted her head and said, "Hey? It's you?"
Meet in thousands of mountains and rivers, among mountains and seas of people.
Thousands of words can't be worth one sentence: It turns out that it's you.
Even in that year, Ning Zechuan and Shu Yan never thought that this sentence of raising their eyes would tie them up for ten years.
Unexpectedly, in the past ten years, this long road, the sun rises and the moon sets, the wind is blowing and the clouds are calming. Looking back, it seems like a big dream. When I wake up, it has been a hundred years. It is too late for everything except getting to know each other.
Shu Yan recognized Ning Zechuan.
He is Shu Xiaoguang's precious patient.
Shu Yan is not a local. When she was 13 years old, she came to Jiangzhou as a family member with her transferred father. During the conversation with her parents, she learned that her father was transferred to Jiangzhou to treat a patient.At that time, Shu Yan became curious about this special patient. When she went to deliver food to her father, she always wanted to sneak a look at him.At first, she couldn't see it. The ward he lived in was different from others. The door opened and closed at will, with thick curtains, and the people who came in and out were wearing sterile equipment. She had sharp eyes once, and the doctor came from inside. When she came out, she saw the hospital bed and several pipes through the crack of the door from a long distance away, nothing more.
After another year, people who go in and out finally don't need to wear sterile equipment, but they still go in and out very carefully, as if they are afraid of being seen by others.She couldn't help but ask her father who was the patient living there, and why he never came out of the ward.The father sighed in a low voice: "It's a poor child who is seriously ill." Then, the father patted her on the head and said, "Yanyan, you have to be grateful, God gave you a healthy body, you know, For some people, being able to bask in the sun while walking on the road is a luxury."
Just three months before Shu Xiaoguang's death, Shu Yan saw the appearance of that person for the first time.
That day when Shuyan was delivering meals, she passed by the ward, and when she was distracted while humming a song, she happened to meet someone coming out of that ward, and the wind he brought attracted her attention. Big, Shu Yan glanced back at the man's back in the dark corridor, and when she turned her head again, she was taken aback.
The door of the ward was pushed so hard that it couldn’t be retracted, and it was stuck in the middle. Shu Yan’s position just happened to be able to see the inside. It was different from the darkness before, but now the inside is bright, and the half of the bed exposed in the field of vision was dressed in light blue hospital clothes. The boy in uniform sat there with his head bowed.
Shu Yan's first reaction was, oh my god, he is so skinny.
The hospital gown was like a huge snakeskin bag on him, which made his bowed head look very distressing.
When I tried to take a closer look, the door was closed from the inside by the nurse delivering the medicine.
Looking back now, I didn't look at his appearance very carefully at the beginning, and only had a quick glance, and I don't know how to connect that vague appearance with the person in front of me.
If you recognize the wrong person, you will lose face.
Shu Yan is a person who puts all her thoughts on her face, so Ning Zechuan, who has been good at observing words and expressions since she was a child, can clearly see the changes in her heart.
Looking at those innocent eyes like elk for a while, even though he didn't want to pay more attention to her, he couldn't help but responded in a low voice.
"Ok?"
Shu Yan licked her lips, and asked cautiously, "I...you...know Dr. Shu Xiaoguangshu?"
He nodded.
"He's my dad."
After another few seconds of silence, Shu Yan was a little embarrassed: "I've seen you before, in the hospital."
Apart from blinking normally, he still didn't have any expression on his face, didn't make a sound, and just looked at her indifferently.
This man... is neither deaf nor dumb, but why, he doesn't speak a word, just like a wooden man.
Shu Yan felt like she was singing a one-man show, and the embarrassment was even heavier.The person you want to communicate with does not want to communicate with you. How to continue or end this topic is a difficult problem.
The boy watching the play next to him finally couldn't help it, and sighed with his forehead: "My young master, you should just say something."
The young man who cherishes words like gold finally uttered two words leisurely: "It's me."
Shu Yan, who was already depressed, thumped in her heart, raised her eyes suddenly, looked at him and smiled.
He is the exclusive patient her father has treated for three years, which made her feel a special sense of closeness to him, so, forgetting the distance, she stretched out her hand to him, smiling pleasantly and shyly: "My name is Shu Yan is the daughter of Dr. Shu Xiaoguang, how about you? I don't know your name yet."
His eyes finally moved, staring at her hand hanging in mid-air. Due to the close distance between the two, her fingertips were touching his stomach as if nothing.
After taking a step back, turning around, and taking a few steps forward, the voice came faintly.
"Zechuan."
The boy in the black shirt leaned over and grinned: "Your name is Shu Yan, I'm Gong Yu, ah, don't we have the same name together, there is Yan Ruyu in the book."
He shook his head in a decent manner, and Shu Yan couldn't help laughing because of his sunny and pleasing face, but his eyes followed Ze Chuan who had already walked forward, just in time to catch his impatient glance when he turned his head inside.
Shu Yan's heart skipped a beat, she suddenly realized that this boy named Ze Chuan, if he said it nicely, he didn't like her, and if he said it worse, he just hated her.
He hates her.
Shu Yan is not a person who is good at observing words and expressions, and the reason why she can see that this boy named Ze Chuan hates her is probably because he expresses the emotion of "hating her" too clearly.
As soon as he entered this antique decorated room, he pointed to the place near the arched window and motioned her to sit.
Shu Yan walked over and sat down, just as she raised her eyes, she saw the white robe passing by in front of her.
She was a little dumbfounded watching Ze Chuan sit down on the stone platform four chairs away from her, Gongyu skillfully put a blanket on his lap, and then sat down next to him.Shu Yan looked at the distance between herself and them, and couldn't help wondering, after such a distance, could he really hear what she said?
Clearing her throat, she stretched her neck and raised her voice subconsciously: "That..."
The man who was concentrating on caressing the folds of the blanket glanced at her, his brows furrowed indistinctly, clearly dissatisfied with her for being too loud, Shu Yan choked, and opened his mouth, not knowing whether to say or not down.
Gong Yu raised her finger to her lips and hissed: "Then who are you scaring with loud noises, come over and say it."
"Okay." She was about to stand up.
Zechuan turned his head and stared at Gongyu: "I don't like being so close to people."
Shu Yan heard it clearly, and stood awkwardly at the same spot, and saw Gong Yu gesticulating the close distance between him and Ze Chuan with a shocked expression: "Could it be that I have never been alone in your heart?"
Zechuan didn't speak, and kept staring at him coldly.
Gong Yu smiled and said: "Just kidding, don't be angry, I know what you're thinking, but Shu Yan sits so far away, it's hard to talk, you can't hear too loud, can't you also can't speak too loudly, I care about you."
With a tense face, Ze Chuan turned his head to look at Shu Yan, and pointed to a low stool near the stone platform: "Sit there."
"Oh……"
004
The low stools were really short, she sat on them, and when she looked at them again, she had to look up.
Zechuan also noticed this. He pointed at it casually and didn't notice what kind of stool he was pointing at. She sat on it, which was just as high as the stone platform. Dispersed, the exposed round face was full of embarrassment and embarrassment.
Gongyu poked her head to look at her, and burst out laughing: "Like a puppy."
Shu Yan was uncomfortable at first, and it was even more embarrassing to be teased by him like this. She casually grabbed the teacup that had been placed on the tea table next to the stone platform and put it in her mouth, and then spit it all out with a "poof". Speak out: "What is this? It's so bitter!"
"This is my medicine." Someone reminded her lightly.
The movements of Shu Yan's hands froze, and her face turned red immediately: "Ah, I'm sorry, I thought it was water..."
Ze Chuan ignored her, and lowered his eyes to stare at the cup in her hand, the chill on his face getting heavier and heavier.
Shu Yan looked at Ze Chuan, then at the cup in her hand, and tentatively said, "But I only took a sip, there is still some in the cup, is it enough for you?"
Seeing Ze Chuan's speechless and furious look, Gongyu walked down from the stone while laughing, and walked directly to the bar counter in the other corner of the room. After a while, he brought over two glasses of water, one of which was placed on the coffee table, A cup was handed to her, and she said solemnly: "It will be fine if the medicine is boiled again, but the cup in your hand is made of Song Baici, which our young master likes very much. It's just this one, very precious."
Shu Yan took the water glass and drank it clean in one gulp, the bitterness at the base of her tongue was still lingering, paralyzing her entire mouth, she licked her lips, and said politely at Gong Yu's words: "Oh, this glass is really beautiful, and there are flowers carved on it. "
As soon as the words fell, Zechuan looked at her with a swish, and his eyes became a little colder.
Shu Yan felt a sudden chill down her spine, and couldn't help shivering.
Gongyu couldn't bear it any longer, she clutched her stomach and fell down on the stone platform laughing, thinking that this blind girl was really interesting.
"He doesn't like others touching his things, so this cup can only be thrown away." Gongyu pointed to Ze Chuan, and made a decision for him in a concise manner.
Shu Yan was stunned with her mouth open, it was obvious that she was obsessed with cleanliness.She felt that today was really a day for doing something wrong, so she said to Zechuan apologetically, "I'm sorry, I will pay you a cup."
"It's all said to be like this, you can't buy it, Shu Yan, you are finished, I'm afraid you can only bet on yourself to our Young Master Ning." The girl's face turned pale and red as he thought. , Gongyu folded her arms and gloated, looking like she was watching the fun.
"Gongyu," Zechuan finally couldn't bear it anymore, "Go to the kitchen and ask them to cook another medicine."
Gongyu's laughter was missing in the room, and the silence was depressing.Shu Yan's heart was pounding, how would she pay for such a precious cup?
"You don't have to pay for the cup."
Ze Chuan suddenly made a sound, Shu Yan looked up at him, and blinked her big eyes in disbelief. His expressionless face really made her unable to see what was going on, so she could only thank you rashly: "Thank you...and thank you very much I found my dad's mobile phone, it's like this, I only took two classes off, and I have to rush back to class, if there's nothing else, can I get the phone back now?"
The expressionless boy didn't make a sound.
She quickly added: "I will reward you."
The expressionless boy still didn't make a sound.
Shu Yan was waiting for him to speak, but he was silent, and when she was about to run away from the embarrassment, he finally made a sound, picked up the water glass in front of him, sipped it, and did not look up , A faint sentence floated out: "Why didn't you cry?"
"what?"
Shu Yan was taken aback by his thoughtless question, her brain froze for a moment.
Zechuan put down his water glass, looked at her with his shiny black pupils, and asked word by word: "Is this mobile phone really important to you?"
Without thinking about it, she nodded and answered, "Sure, it's very precious!"
I don't know if it was her illusion, but when she said the word "precious", there seemed to be a hint of disgust in his eyes.
Someone knocked lightly on the door, and the wooden sliding door was pushed open, and a waiter in a white coat and black trousers stood at the door and said, "Master Ning, Mr. Jiang is here. I heard that you are here, and I want you to come over for a while." trip."
Young Master Ning was like a statue of Buddha, he didn't answer or move, as if the waiter had never appeared, his already cold face seemed to be even colder.
After waiting for a while, no one spoke.
The waiter stood there, neither leaving nor staying.
It was only then that Shu Yan realized that he wasn't targeting her. It seemed that except for Gongyu, he treated everyone else like this.This person is really a walking embarrassment machine.
Shu Yan grinned dryly twice, trying to break the awkward atmosphere: "Ah... so your surname is Ning, I thought your surname was Ze Mingchuan."
He glanced at her, looking a little unhappy, turned his head and lifted the blanket, and stepped down the stone platform. The moment the waiter closed the sliding door, Shu Yan couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"So I still lose my temper."
Shu Yan was reprimanded by him, but she didn't feel anything, anyway, his thunder was loud and rainy, probably because of his illness, his voice was very low and soft, even the scolding was like being blown by the wind, it didn't hurt or itch , on the contrary, it was a little bit like Jiao Chen, which made Shu Yan feel like laughing, but she just smiled, as if she had forgotten something important.
Seeing the blanket thrown to the ground by Ning Zechuan, Shu Yan slapped her thigh and shouted, "Ah, he hasn't given me the phone yet!"
She trotted over to open the door, stretched her head to look out, and there was no one in sight on the wooden corridor.
She chased forward along the corridor for a long time without giving up, but she still couldn't see Ning Zechuan's shadow, so she went back to the room just now, and happened to meet Gongyu who ran out of it, and saw Shu Yan. Then he breathed a sigh of relief: "Where's Xiao Chuan?"
"Leave with the waiter, what did Mr. Jiang want him to go over there?" Shu Yan told the truth, and seeing Gongyu was about to leave after hearing this, she grabbed his sleeve, "You are going to him There? Can you take me there? I haven't got my phone back yet."
Gong Yu said succinctly: "He's going to talk about business, so don't join in the fun." He turned his head and pointed to the room, "I took some snacks from the kitchen, which can only be eaten in Xihe, you can wait while you eat It won't be long."
Watching Gongyu quickly disappear into the winding corridors, Shu Yan went back to her room in a dazed manner, took a taste of the green peach blossom-shaped dessert on the plate, squinted her eyes and nodded appreciatively.She put down her schoolbag, took out a tissue from inside, carefully picked out a few snacks, wrapped them in the tissue, and carefully put them in the schoolbag.Her mother loves this kind of snacks. She thinks the snacks here are delicious, and her mother will definitely like them too.
Shu Yan looked around boredly, saw the blanket still lying on the ground, went over to pick it up, and spread it on the stone platform.
She made the bed, and stroked the wrinkled place, Shu Yan was startled suddenly, lifted a corner of the blanket, and touched the smooth stone platform with her hands.
"Huh, it's hot?!"
The stone platform was actually warm. She pressed her face to it, and then slowly laid half of her body on it, smiling happily as if she had discovered a new continent.
The temperature of Shitai is neither high nor low, and it will not feel overheated in this early summer season, but it is very comfortable.The Xihe clubhouse is close to mountains and rivers, so it is a bit shady and cool. Lying on this stone platform, the temperature is just right.It suddenly occurred to her that when she was young, one summer, her mother did not return from a business trip. She was so young that no one took her with her. Her father, who was busy with work, had to take her to Beijing to attend a seminar. The organizer provided a break at noon. The place has air-conditioning. Ten people live in Datong bunk. The air-conditioning is very low. Dad is afraid that she will be cold, so he wants to bring two quilts. One is a mattress, and the other covers the father and daughter. It has become the most comfortable temperature.She snuggled into her father's arms, and she had never slept so soundly. The strange and familiar feeling, at this moment after many years, finally reunited after a long absence.
She closed her eyes and stretched comfortably.
When Ning Zechuan and Gongyu came back and opened the door, what they saw was a girl curled up on the stone platform like a cat, half of the blanket was draped over her body, and the other half was held in her arms. She seemed to have dreamed of something good , the corners of the mouth are curved upwards, and the slightly opened mouth cannot hide the sharp little canine teeth.
Ning Zechuan didn't move for a while, the girl's defenseless sleeping face made him inexplicably angry.He didn't know why he felt this way, and what was mixed with it was the envy he had to admit.
Envy her heartless, as if no worries can affect her.
Gong Yu laughed and said, "She fell asleep just like that."
Ning Zechuan said in a low voice, "There is cinnabar in the medicine."
Gong Yu understood: "No wonder."
Ning Zechuan's body has not been around for a long time, and he cannot use western medicine, but can only use traditional Chinese medicine to recuperate slowly. In addition to detoxification, cinnabar also has the effect of calming the nerves, and has been added to the prescription.Although Shu Yan spit out most of it, she also swallowed a lot, no wonder she sleeps so well.
"Let's go." Ning Zechuan turned around.
Gong Yu hesitated: "Don't you need to wake her up? She has been waiting for you."
"I've been here, but she missed it."
Gongyu glanced at Shu Yan who was sleeping soundly on the stone platform again, clicked her tongue, and gently closed the sliding door.
(End of this chapter)
{In the end, she understood that the encounter arranged by fate had shown from the very beginning that in this universe, there was no one to give her joy, no one to wake her up, no one to love her for her, no one to give her joy in this universe. Be with her forever. }
001
On the last day of May, according to the old imperial calendar in the north of the city, it is advisable to mourn and form a net.
The funeral home in Jiangzhou was holding a farewell ceremony, and the small hall was crowded with people. Except for those who came to see his father off on his last journey, most of the others were media reporters carrying shooting equipment.Standing on the family seat, Shu Yan looked at the burning coins in the brazier and thought, how did things turn out like this?
Her father died in a doctor-patient dispute. Shu Yan did not personally experience that incident. She only learned about it from Jiangzhou media reports. Because of a failed operation, Shu Yan, a doctor at Minghua Hospital, was held hostage by the family members of the out-of-control patients, and unfortunately died.In the silent video surveillance released on the news, it was just the father walking towards the gathering place of the patient’s family members. After talking for a few words, the patient’s family members put a knife on his neck. The two twisted together and stood in a stalemate for several minutes , the final picture is frozen in the hands of the patient's family members.
The vermilion blood smeared on the father's white coat, which had a kind of tragic and strange.
Every time Shu Yan recalled such a picture, her eyes would hurt badly, as if she had been burned, she reached out and rubbed her eyes unconsciously.
A reporter caught her movement, rushed over and handed the microphone in front of her, and asked, "After your father passed away, how do you feel now?"
Shu Yan was stunned, looked at the reporter, and blurted out: "Mood? Your father is dead, how do you feel?"
As soon as the voice fell, there was no sound in the funeral home.A few people walking in carrying wreaths not far away also stopped what they were doing and looked over curiously.
"Student Shu, why didn't you cry when your father passed away?"
"Is your relationship with your father not good?"
"Someone said that when the incident happened, your father's rude words aroused the anger of the patient's family. Do you know about this?"
The microphone almost drowned her, and Shu Yan was blinded by the crazily flickering lens lights.Suddenly, someone threw a piece of clothing at her, covered her head, and then squeezed her out of the crowd by holding her hand.
"Let let, let let!"
The boy pulled her on a rampage, and all he could see was feet.Shu Yan staggered, almost tripped, something fell out of her pocket, and was kicked to the back by disordered feet, but Shu Yan didn't notice, she lifted the clothes covering her head, and whispered: "Ou Zichen."
"There are too many people, please bear with it." Ou Zichen turned his head to look at the reporter who followed him unwillingly, cursed "Damn", and waved his arms to separate the people in front of him.
Shu Yan also turned her head to look, her eyes suddenly swept across a group of people who were incompatible with the reporter waving the microphone, a few people in black suits opened the way ahead, pushed aside the crowd, and reached the door, opened a black umbrella, from The thin boy who walked out from the back row of the men in black slowly stepped under the umbrella, and then the group walked out, as neatly as the phalanx at the school's military parade.
When I wanted to see more clearly, the group of people had been blocked by the wall.Before Shu Yan could turn her head, she bumped into Ou Zichen who had stopped suddenly.
The two stood in the dark place blocked by the wreath, Ou Zichen supported her shoulder: "Why are you so absent-minded today?"
Shu Yan touched her nose: "I'm a little tired."
Ou Zichen was silent, and comforted in a deep voice: "Don't be too sad..."
Shu Yan lowered her head, and finally, she tugged on Ou Zichen's sleeve, and said with difficulty: "Ou Zichen, those reporters asked the right question, I can't cry, from receiving the news... to today, seeing my father being pushed into the incinerator, I I didn't shed a single tear... Ou Zichen, that's my father, how can I be so indifferent?"
Ou Zichen looked at the girl's red but dry eyes, her face was full of entanglement and pain, but what she thought of was the little girl who had taken care of the chores at home early in the past few years, buying rice by herself, paying utility bills by herself, and repairing light bulbs by herself .
He couldn't say a word to enlighten her, and for the first time in his life, he hated his own clumsiness.
As far back as I can remember, the word "father" has been very special to Shu Yan.
My father is a doctor. He leaves early and returns late on weekdays. He doesn’t even go home for a few days when he has a major operation or is busy.When there are rare days off, he would rather spend his time on research than taking his daughter to the playground. After moving to Jiangzhou, his father devoted these rest days to his precious patients.
At the beginning, Shu Yan would fight with her father because of these injustices, and his father would comfort her with words like "Daddy is a doctor".Later, Shu Yan grew up, and seeing some family members of the patients came to express their thanks, the gratitude of the family members and the comfort of Shu Xiaoguang all fell into Shu Yan's eyes. Over the years, she suddenly developed feelings of envy and admiration for Shu Xiaoguang.She also wants to become a person like her father, turning decay into magic, to help those who need her, and her father is the direction of her efforts.
She actually loves her father very much.
It's definitely not what the TV station broadcast, saying that her father has a flawed personality, and even his own family relationship is not good. No wonder there will be disputes with the patient's family, and he even came to the conclusion that poor people must have something to hate.
At this moment, Shu Yan was standing in front of the canteen in the family compound, watching her mosaiced on TV, she just said "Your father is dead" with a blank face, all the words before and after were cut out, and she jumped directly to her The back of leaving.
In front of the canteen, the onlookers had different opinions.
"This little girl speaks so badly, isn't she teaching by precepts and deeds?"
"Doesn't everyone in their department spread the word that it was Dr. Shu's surgery that caused the death of the patient, and that the patient's family had a reason for the incident?"
"I heard that Dr. Shu's character is inherently problematic."
Some people couldn't listen anymore, and said something for the widow of the Shu family: "Doctor Shu is not that kind of person." Immediately, he was covered up by a burst of condemnation: "He is not that kind of person? Then why does something happen to him when others are fine? "
The more Shu Yan heard it, the more angry she became. The death of her father was an accident that no one wanted to happen, and after his death, she would suffer from unexplained speculation and insults.She rolled up her sleeves and wanted to go forward to argue, when suddenly a figure sprang up from behind, walked to the TV aggressively, the red-faced young man pulled off the power, then grabbed Shu Yan's hand, and ran.
The short-lived parents were shocked by this series of situations, and after realizing it, they turned to the two running away and said, "Hey, isn't that Ou Zichen and Shu Yan?"
The two of them ran all the way to the vegetable field behind the family courtyard. Ou Zichen ran fast and grabbed Shu Yan's hand tightly. Shu Yan didn't shake it off a few times. In a panic, she lifted her foot and kicked him on the knee , Ou Zichen was kicked so badly by her that she fell to the concrete floor in a funny pose.
Shu Yan yelled at the boy who had just got up from the ground angrily: "Ou Zichen, what are you doing?" Her eyes caught sight of Ou Zichen's exposed arm, which had been worn off by the rough concrete floor, and blood oozes out.Shu Yan's heart twitched, and the last syllable dropped significantly.
Ou Zichen shook his hand in pain, and pulled Shuyan with his unbroken hand, but Shuyan didn't appreciate it, and slapped his hand off: "Who told you to meddle in your own business and drag me away? Where do you stand?" ?”
Ou Zichen said quite sadly: "Where do I stand? Shuyan, I have treated you for nothing for so many years! I have been punished so much by my mother for nothing!"
"Don't you help me by standing on my side? My father's bones are still cold, and that group of people are chewing their tongues." Anyway, she must repay her grievances, and she can't swallow her grievances. Thinking about it, Shu Yan feels that the humiliation in her heart is due to Ou Zichen The obstruction became more and more serious, and the words became harsh, "It's not your father anyway."
Ou Zichen's face turned red with anger: "Shu Yan! What are you talking about!"
Shu Yan turned her head to the side, not looking at him, she knew she had made a slip of the tongue, but she didn't want to apologize at the moment.
After being silent for a while, Shu Yan still turned her head and said: "I'm sorry, I said something wrong, anyway, you won't have a chance to meddle in my business in the future."
Only then did Ou Zichen realize that he came to her for business: "Fatty Wang said you and your mother are going to move out? What's going on? Just because someone said something? Don't worry if I tell you about it, don't forget This is the family compound of the hospital, I will go back and talk to my dad..."
Shu Yan's anger, which had calmed down a lot, came out again, staring at him and laughing coldly: "Ou Zichen, why did my mother and I move, you'd better go back and ask your father." to go.
"Why is my dad involved again?" Ou Zichen was in a hurry, snatched the bag from Shu Yan's hand, and put it behind him, "Don't worry if you tell me, wait, I won't let you move away."
"Give me back the bag!"
Shu Yan didn't bother to argue with him about this matter, she rushed to grab the bag, but Ou Zichen deftly dodged it, and lifted the bag above her head, Shu Yan, who was half shorter than him, couldn't reach it no matter how high she jumped.
"Ou Zichen, can you stop being so childish! Whether I move or not is none of your business!"
Ou Zichen ignored her, holding the plastic bag and ran away, turning his head and shouting at Shuyan, "I'll take care of this matter, I'll tell my dad, don't go, just wait here for me."
Shu Yan stared at his fast running back, gritted her teeth: "Who wants you to care!"
002
The first interview was actually broadcast two days ago. Not long after the broadcast, Ou Zichen's father, Dean Ou, came to her home and had a long talk with her mother. Shu Yan, who was doing homework in the room, could also hear it clearly. .Dean Ou meant that the family compound is for the doctors, nurses and their families working in the hospital. No place yet.
Although Dean Ou didn't say it directly, the meaning in his words was already expressed clearly, and his mother naturally understood, she politely said that she would move out in two days and vacate the house.
Dean Ou pretended to be polite, and then asked the mother and daughter if there was anything they needed help with. After getting a negative answer, he left in satisfaction.
That day, my mother sat alone on the sofa holding my father's portrait and was silent for a long time.Shu Yan opened the door of the room slightly, and in the dim light, only the silhouette of her mother and the slight sobbing sound could be seen.
Shu Yan was very distressed. She didn't understand why she and her mother had to be bullied like this even though they were the victims, and why everyone's faces changed just after their father passed away.She hated Dean Ou and Ou Zichen from that moment on.
In fact, Shu Yan also knew that Dean Ou's decision had nothing to do with Ou Zichen, but she was angry when Ou Zichen slammed into the door again, so she took all the resentment towards his father on him.
So, even though Shu Yan scolded Ou Zichen, she obediently stood there and waited for a while.Later, when her mother came to look for her, she and her mother walked out of the family compound.
The moving company's truck was already parked on the side of the road, and in order to save money on the bus, my mother took Shu Yan to squeeze together with the furniture and pots and pans in the rear compartment.
The mother and daughter leaned together, and as the car bumped up and down, they were speechless for a while.My mother suddenly thought of something: "Didn't you just go back to get the clothes...where are the clothes?"
Shu Yan hugged her knees and said weakly: "Ou Zichen snatched it away. Like a father, like a son."
Mother sighed disapprovingly: "Yanyan, don't think that way, Dean Ou is also very difficult to do."
Shu Yan suddenly thought that a few months ago, people from his father's department came to him and asked him to prescribe expensive medicines for patients to make profits from it. The Disciplinary Committee came down to investigate, and the hospital was in a particularly embarrassing situation.The hospital was ordered to rectify and reform. No one dared to stand up to the crime and lost a large source of income. Because of this, many people in the hospital had great opinions on their father. They even made a few riots in the family compound, clamoring for their family to get out of the family. The compound, but they were all suppressed by Dean Ou.With such a sensitive doctor-patient dispute happening this time, plus that interview, how could those people miss such an opportunity to drive them away...
To take a step back, when her father passed away, she was no longer a doctor in the hospital. She and her mother were not in the hospital, so there was really no reason to live there anymore.
Shu Yan actually doesn't really want to understand these worldly ways, the world of adults is too complicated.She just wants to dream her tiny dream, to be a simple person.
She also wanted to know, Ou Zichen asked her to wait for him, but she waited for so long, why didn't he come?
The new home is on the top floor of a self-built building in the village in the city. Although the house is simple, it is cheap. It was already dark when the mother and daughter cleaned up the room.The facilities in the self-built building are very simple, the water pressure does not reach the top floor, and you need to go to the first floor to fetch water for washing.
Taking advantage of the time when she went downstairs to fetch water, Shu Yan cheekily knocked on the landlord's door: "Auntie...can I borrow your phone?"
Amidst the rhythmic beeping, Shu Yan let out a long sigh of relief in her heart, fortunately she was still able to get through.
The phone number she called belonged to her father. In this era when mobile phones were not popular, even Dean Ou didn't have one.The mobile phone is the only luxury my father has in his life, and it was a birthday present from his patient last year.After her father passed away, she should have kept the mobile phone as her father's relic, but when she moved to her new home today and packed up her father's relics, she found that the mobile phone was missing. where is it.
The phone rang for a long time, and just when Shu Yan was about to hang up, the beeping on the other end stopped abruptly, and then there was silence.
She tentatively said "Hello", but did not get any response, and then looked at the phone's display screen, it was indeed in the middle of a call.
"Hello, this phone is my father's relic, it is very important to me. I accidentally lost it, thank you for finding it, can you return it to me? I will buy you the same As a reward." She clenched the phone tightly and finished speaking in one breath, for fear that the person who found the phone would hang up, and she spoke too quickly, choking on saliva, causing a coughing fit.
After she finished coughing, a leisurely sentence came from the other end of the phone: "Tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon, Xihe clubhouse."
After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
Shu Yan put down the phone, breathed a sigh of relief, and when she looked up, she found that the landlord's family was looking at her.She thanked her embarrassingly, bowed and retreated, and ran upstairs with a bucket full of water.
In the afternoon of the next day, Shuyan arrived at the Xihe club at 02:30.
The first time she came to this place, she took two buses and walked a lot before she found an elegant house hidden among the shadows of green hills and trees. A big cursive character - "Xihe".
When she asked the landlord about the location of the Xihe Club, the landlord's aunt asked her curiously: "Why did you go to that place?"
She casually made up a friend gathering to prevaricate. At that time, the landlady's face changed rapidly, and she hesitated to speak.
Only now did she understand why the landlord's aunt was weird. There were two men in suits and leather shoes standing at the door of the Xihe clubhouse.Just as she was about to approach with her schoolbag on her back, she was stopped. No matter what she said, she refused to let her in.She had no choice, so she sat by the stone and studied the words on it.
While looking fascinated, the sound of parking suddenly came from my ears.
Shu Yan looked up, and saw a long black car stopped by the side of the road, and a person stepped out of the co-pilot's seat, got out of the car and opened the rear door, revealing a straight leg.Shu Yan just glanced at it, then retracted her gaze and continued to study the cursive script on the stone.
Scattered footsteps passed by, stopped suddenly after a few seconds, and then heard someone say: "It must be her." She raised her head subconsciously, and saw two boys looking at her, one of them was dressed in gray The boy in the shirt was looking at her with interest with one eyebrow raised. Her eyes flicked on the face of the boy who was looking at her curiously, and then fell on the boy standing quietly next to him.
The boy who looked about her age was obviously in summer, but he was wearing a long coat. Although he was tall but thin, his eyelids were half-covered. He stood on the side of the sun, under the light and shadow, his eyelashes were fluffy, like two The cluster of dandelions is not a particularly handsome appearance, but the facial features are soft and gentle, like Zhao Mengfu's running script, and Yun Sheng's eyes.Shuyan suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart. I don’t know if other people on the earth have experienced this feeling. It’s the first time you see this person, but you feel that you’ve known him for a long time. That feeling is not a heartbeat, but It's not a heartbeat, but a kind of drunkenness that has gone through the years.
The dark white walls, dark-colored tiles, and the breeze blowing past him to her have haunted her countless dreams since then.It was only after a long time that she realized that if you really like someone, every glance you see will be deeply engraved in your heart, and one glance is the companionship of many nights of dreams.
003
The boy held a black handkerchief in his hand, covered his lips and coughed a few times, turned his head slightly as if he was whispering something to the people around him, he didn't even look at Shu Yan, turned around and took a step after he finished his order Walking into the clubhouse without a pause, the two people who stopped Shu Yan earlier stood respectfully on both sides of the gate as if they hadn't seen him.
The boy who stayed behind smiled at her and waved, "You lost your phone? Come on, go in and talk."
"Do not……"
I used it, I took my phone and went back...
The remaining half of the sentence was interrupted in the throat by the boy's involuntary walk into the club.
Shu Yan touched her nose in embarrassment, and followed. When she stepped over the threshold, Shu Yan looked around hesitantly. The guard didn't stop her anymore. She stuck out her tongue and trotted after the two people in front.
The boy who walked in front seemed to have weak legs, and his steps were not steady. He was already walking slower than ordinary people. The boy in the black shirt who followed him walked very steadily, but slowed down to cooperate with him.Shu Yan followed behind, and it was not easy to walk faster than them, so she followed them, walking two steps and stopping one step, this was also good, and she could enjoy the scenery here slowly.
Looking at the ordinary and old houses from the outside, it was only after entering that I realized that there was something wrong with it.Shu Yan also knows why the house has to be backed by mountains and forests. The architect seems to want to build this place into a hidden paradise. After the long corridor arches, there is a greenery, among which there are many bamboo buildings, or surrounded by mountains. Or near the water, the gravel path on the grass is natural, with pines and shallow streams on both sides, the gurgling water and the birdsong among the trees are the only sounds in this world.
Shu Yan was fascinated, and her pace gradually slowed down compared to those two people. When she reached a stone bridge, the young man who had crossed the bridge couldn't help but stop, turned around, frowned and called out in a low voice: "Follow me!" Come on, lost it, but no one came to find you."
Shu Yan was attracted by the swarms of small fish in the stream, and said "Oh" without raising her head, seeing that the stream was not very wide, she jumped across without thinking, and happened to land in front of the boy.
The trousers were splashed wet, and Shu Yan, who lowered her head, said "Oh", and saw the dark trousers that did not belong to her.
The two were very close to each other, where she was looking at his chest.
Shu Yan raised her head slowly, under such a close gaze, Shu Yan finally saw him clearly, even a brown mole under the tail of his left eye, she could see clearly.
Shu Yan was taken aback for a moment.
"Huh? Is that you?"
It was the last summer of the [-]th century, and the sound of cicadas, the smell of green grass, and the increasingly hot temperature were not different from the past.Except for the prediction of Nostradamus centuries ago that the world will perish in July in this year, however, the world has not perished. It continues to rotate peacefully along the orbit of the universe, moistening the planet Earth. every living being.
And many years later, Ning Zechuan's only memory of this special summer is the girl who tilted her head and said, "Hey? It's you?"
Meet in thousands of mountains and rivers, among mountains and seas of people.
Thousands of words can't be worth one sentence: It turns out that it's you.
Even in that year, Ning Zechuan and Shu Yan never thought that this sentence of raising their eyes would tie them up for ten years.
Unexpectedly, in the past ten years, this long road, the sun rises and the moon sets, the wind is blowing and the clouds are calming. Looking back, it seems like a big dream. When I wake up, it has been a hundred years. It is too late for everything except getting to know each other.
Shu Yan recognized Ning Zechuan.
He is Shu Xiaoguang's precious patient.
Shu Yan is not a local. When she was 13 years old, she came to Jiangzhou as a family member with her transferred father. During the conversation with her parents, she learned that her father was transferred to Jiangzhou to treat a patient.At that time, Shu Yan became curious about this special patient. When she went to deliver food to her father, she always wanted to sneak a look at him.At first, she couldn't see it. The ward he lived in was different from others. The door opened and closed at will, with thick curtains, and the people who came in and out were wearing sterile equipment. She had sharp eyes once, and the doctor came from inside. When she came out, she saw the hospital bed and several pipes through the crack of the door from a long distance away, nothing more.
After another year, people who go in and out finally don't need to wear sterile equipment, but they still go in and out very carefully, as if they are afraid of being seen by others.She couldn't help but ask her father who was the patient living there, and why he never came out of the ward.The father sighed in a low voice: "It's a poor child who is seriously ill." Then, the father patted her on the head and said, "Yanyan, you have to be grateful, God gave you a healthy body, you know, For some people, being able to bask in the sun while walking on the road is a luxury."
Just three months before Shu Xiaoguang's death, Shu Yan saw the appearance of that person for the first time.
That day when Shuyan was delivering meals, she passed by the ward, and when she was distracted while humming a song, she happened to meet someone coming out of that ward, and the wind he brought attracted her attention. Big, Shu Yan glanced back at the man's back in the dark corridor, and when she turned her head again, she was taken aback.
The door of the ward was pushed so hard that it couldn’t be retracted, and it was stuck in the middle. Shu Yan’s position just happened to be able to see the inside. It was different from the darkness before, but now the inside is bright, and the half of the bed exposed in the field of vision was dressed in light blue hospital clothes. The boy in uniform sat there with his head bowed.
Shu Yan's first reaction was, oh my god, he is so skinny.
The hospital gown was like a huge snakeskin bag on him, which made his bowed head look very distressing.
When I tried to take a closer look, the door was closed from the inside by the nurse delivering the medicine.
Looking back now, I didn't look at his appearance very carefully at the beginning, and only had a quick glance, and I don't know how to connect that vague appearance with the person in front of me.
If you recognize the wrong person, you will lose face.
Shu Yan is a person who puts all her thoughts on her face, so Ning Zechuan, who has been good at observing words and expressions since she was a child, can clearly see the changes in her heart.
Looking at those innocent eyes like elk for a while, even though he didn't want to pay more attention to her, he couldn't help but responded in a low voice.
"Ok?"
Shu Yan licked her lips, and asked cautiously, "I...you...know Dr. Shu Xiaoguangshu?"
He nodded.
"He's my dad."
After another few seconds of silence, Shu Yan was a little embarrassed: "I've seen you before, in the hospital."
Apart from blinking normally, he still didn't have any expression on his face, didn't make a sound, and just looked at her indifferently.
This man... is neither deaf nor dumb, but why, he doesn't speak a word, just like a wooden man.
Shu Yan felt like she was singing a one-man show, and the embarrassment was even heavier.The person you want to communicate with does not want to communicate with you. How to continue or end this topic is a difficult problem.
The boy watching the play next to him finally couldn't help it, and sighed with his forehead: "My young master, you should just say something."
The young man who cherishes words like gold finally uttered two words leisurely: "It's me."
Shu Yan, who was already depressed, thumped in her heart, raised her eyes suddenly, looked at him and smiled.
He is the exclusive patient her father has treated for three years, which made her feel a special sense of closeness to him, so, forgetting the distance, she stretched out her hand to him, smiling pleasantly and shyly: "My name is Shu Yan is the daughter of Dr. Shu Xiaoguang, how about you? I don't know your name yet."
His eyes finally moved, staring at her hand hanging in mid-air. Due to the close distance between the two, her fingertips were touching his stomach as if nothing.
After taking a step back, turning around, and taking a few steps forward, the voice came faintly.
"Zechuan."
The boy in the black shirt leaned over and grinned: "Your name is Shu Yan, I'm Gong Yu, ah, don't we have the same name together, there is Yan Ruyu in the book."
He shook his head in a decent manner, and Shu Yan couldn't help laughing because of his sunny and pleasing face, but his eyes followed Ze Chuan who had already walked forward, just in time to catch his impatient glance when he turned his head inside.
Shu Yan's heart skipped a beat, she suddenly realized that this boy named Ze Chuan, if he said it nicely, he didn't like her, and if he said it worse, he just hated her.
He hates her.
Shu Yan is not a person who is good at observing words and expressions, and the reason why she can see that this boy named Ze Chuan hates her is probably because he expresses the emotion of "hating her" too clearly.
As soon as he entered this antique decorated room, he pointed to the place near the arched window and motioned her to sit.
Shu Yan walked over and sat down, just as she raised her eyes, she saw the white robe passing by in front of her.
She was a little dumbfounded watching Ze Chuan sit down on the stone platform four chairs away from her, Gongyu skillfully put a blanket on his lap, and then sat down next to him.Shu Yan looked at the distance between herself and them, and couldn't help wondering, after such a distance, could he really hear what she said?
Clearing her throat, she stretched her neck and raised her voice subconsciously: "That..."
The man who was concentrating on caressing the folds of the blanket glanced at her, his brows furrowed indistinctly, clearly dissatisfied with her for being too loud, Shu Yan choked, and opened his mouth, not knowing whether to say or not down.
Gong Yu raised her finger to her lips and hissed: "Then who are you scaring with loud noises, come over and say it."
"Okay." She was about to stand up.
Zechuan turned his head and stared at Gongyu: "I don't like being so close to people."
Shu Yan heard it clearly, and stood awkwardly at the same spot, and saw Gong Yu gesticulating the close distance between him and Ze Chuan with a shocked expression: "Could it be that I have never been alone in your heart?"
Zechuan didn't speak, and kept staring at him coldly.
Gong Yu smiled and said: "Just kidding, don't be angry, I know what you're thinking, but Shu Yan sits so far away, it's hard to talk, you can't hear too loud, can't you also can't speak too loudly, I care about you."
With a tense face, Ze Chuan turned his head to look at Shu Yan, and pointed to a low stool near the stone platform: "Sit there."
"Oh……"
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The low stools were really short, she sat on them, and when she looked at them again, she had to look up.
Zechuan also noticed this. He pointed at it casually and didn't notice what kind of stool he was pointing at. She sat on it, which was just as high as the stone platform. Dispersed, the exposed round face was full of embarrassment and embarrassment.
Gongyu poked her head to look at her, and burst out laughing: "Like a puppy."
Shu Yan was uncomfortable at first, and it was even more embarrassing to be teased by him like this. She casually grabbed the teacup that had been placed on the tea table next to the stone platform and put it in her mouth, and then spit it all out with a "poof". Speak out: "What is this? It's so bitter!"
"This is my medicine." Someone reminded her lightly.
The movements of Shu Yan's hands froze, and her face turned red immediately: "Ah, I'm sorry, I thought it was water..."
Ze Chuan ignored her, and lowered his eyes to stare at the cup in her hand, the chill on his face getting heavier and heavier.
Shu Yan looked at Ze Chuan, then at the cup in her hand, and tentatively said, "But I only took a sip, there is still some in the cup, is it enough for you?"
Seeing Ze Chuan's speechless and furious look, Gongyu walked down from the stone while laughing, and walked directly to the bar counter in the other corner of the room. After a while, he brought over two glasses of water, one of which was placed on the coffee table, A cup was handed to her, and she said solemnly: "It will be fine if the medicine is boiled again, but the cup in your hand is made of Song Baici, which our young master likes very much. It's just this one, very precious."
Shu Yan took the water glass and drank it clean in one gulp, the bitterness at the base of her tongue was still lingering, paralyzing her entire mouth, she licked her lips, and said politely at Gong Yu's words: "Oh, this glass is really beautiful, and there are flowers carved on it. "
As soon as the words fell, Zechuan looked at her with a swish, and his eyes became a little colder.
Shu Yan felt a sudden chill down her spine, and couldn't help shivering.
Gongyu couldn't bear it any longer, she clutched her stomach and fell down on the stone platform laughing, thinking that this blind girl was really interesting.
"He doesn't like others touching his things, so this cup can only be thrown away." Gongyu pointed to Ze Chuan, and made a decision for him in a concise manner.
Shu Yan was stunned with her mouth open, it was obvious that she was obsessed with cleanliness.She felt that today was really a day for doing something wrong, so she said to Zechuan apologetically, "I'm sorry, I will pay you a cup."
"It's all said to be like this, you can't buy it, Shu Yan, you are finished, I'm afraid you can only bet on yourself to our Young Master Ning." The girl's face turned pale and red as he thought. , Gongyu folded her arms and gloated, looking like she was watching the fun.
"Gongyu," Zechuan finally couldn't bear it anymore, "Go to the kitchen and ask them to cook another medicine."
Gongyu's laughter was missing in the room, and the silence was depressing.Shu Yan's heart was pounding, how would she pay for such a precious cup?
"You don't have to pay for the cup."
Ze Chuan suddenly made a sound, Shu Yan looked up at him, and blinked her big eyes in disbelief. His expressionless face really made her unable to see what was going on, so she could only thank you rashly: "Thank you...and thank you very much I found my dad's mobile phone, it's like this, I only took two classes off, and I have to rush back to class, if there's nothing else, can I get the phone back now?"
The expressionless boy didn't make a sound.
She quickly added: "I will reward you."
The expressionless boy still didn't make a sound.
Shu Yan was waiting for him to speak, but he was silent, and when she was about to run away from the embarrassment, he finally made a sound, picked up the water glass in front of him, sipped it, and did not look up , A faint sentence floated out: "Why didn't you cry?"
"what?"
Shu Yan was taken aback by his thoughtless question, her brain froze for a moment.
Zechuan put down his water glass, looked at her with his shiny black pupils, and asked word by word: "Is this mobile phone really important to you?"
Without thinking about it, she nodded and answered, "Sure, it's very precious!"
I don't know if it was her illusion, but when she said the word "precious", there seemed to be a hint of disgust in his eyes.
Someone knocked lightly on the door, and the wooden sliding door was pushed open, and a waiter in a white coat and black trousers stood at the door and said, "Master Ning, Mr. Jiang is here. I heard that you are here, and I want you to come over for a while." trip."
Young Master Ning was like a statue of Buddha, he didn't answer or move, as if the waiter had never appeared, his already cold face seemed to be even colder.
After waiting for a while, no one spoke.
The waiter stood there, neither leaving nor staying.
It was only then that Shu Yan realized that he wasn't targeting her. It seemed that except for Gongyu, he treated everyone else like this.This person is really a walking embarrassment machine.
Shu Yan grinned dryly twice, trying to break the awkward atmosphere: "Ah... so your surname is Ning, I thought your surname was Ze Mingchuan."
He glanced at her, looking a little unhappy, turned his head and lifted the blanket, and stepped down the stone platform. The moment the waiter closed the sliding door, Shu Yan couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"So I still lose my temper."
Shu Yan was reprimanded by him, but she didn't feel anything, anyway, his thunder was loud and rainy, probably because of his illness, his voice was very low and soft, even the scolding was like being blown by the wind, it didn't hurt or itch , on the contrary, it was a little bit like Jiao Chen, which made Shu Yan feel like laughing, but she just smiled, as if she had forgotten something important.
Seeing the blanket thrown to the ground by Ning Zechuan, Shu Yan slapped her thigh and shouted, "Ah, he hasn't given me the phone yet!"
She trotted over to open the door, stretched her head to look out, and there was no one in sight on the wooden corridor.
She chased forward along the corridor for a long time without giving up, but she still couldn't see Ning Zechuan's shadow, so she went back to the room just now, and happened to meet Gongyu who ran out of it, and saw Shu Yan. Then he breathed a sigh of relief: "Where's Xiao Chuan?"
"Leave with the waiter, what did Mr. Jiang want him to go over there?" Shu Yan told the truth, and seeing Gongyu was about to leave after hearing this, she grabbed his sleeve, "You are going to him There? Can you take me there? I haven't got my phone back yet."
Gong Yu said succinctly: "He's going to talk about business, so don't join in the fun." He turned his head and pointed to the room, "I took some snacks from the kitchen, which can only be eaten in Xihe, you can wait while you eat It won't be long."
Watching Gongyu quickly disappear into the winding corridors, Shu Yan went back to her room in a dazed manner, took a taste of the green peach blossom-shaped dessert on the plate, squinted her eyes and nodded appreciatively.She put down her schoolbag, took out a tissue from inside, carefully picked out a few snacks, wrapped them in the tissue, and carefully put them in the schoolbag.Her mother loves this kind of snacks. She thinks the snacks here are delicious, and her mother will definitely like them too.
Shu Yan looked around boredly, saw the blanket still lying on the ground, went over to pick it up, and spread it on the stone platform.
She made the bed, and stroked the wrinkled place, Shu Yan was startled suddenly, lifted a corner of the blanket, and touched the smooth stone platform with her hands.
"Huh, it's hot?!"
The stone platform was actually warm. She pressed her face to it, and then slowly laid half of her body on it, smiling happily as if she had discovered a new continent.
The temperature of Shitai is neither high nor low, and it will not feel overheated in this early summer season, but it is very comfortable.The Xihe clubhouse is close to mountains and rivers, so it is a bit shady and cool. Lying on this stone platform, the temperature is just right.It suddenly occurred to her that when she was young, one summer, her mother did not return from a business trip. She was so young that no one took her with her. Her father, who was busy with work, had to take her to Beijing to attend a seminar. The organizer provided a break at noon. The place has air-conditioning. Ten people live in Datong bunk. The air-conditioning is very low. Dad is afraid that she will be cold, so he wants to bring two quilts. One is a mattress, and the other covers the father and daughter. It has become the most comfortable temperature.She snuggled into her father's arms, and she had never slept so soundly. The strange and familiar feeling, at this moment after many years, finally reunited after a long absence.
She closed her eyes and stretched comfortably.
When Ning Zechuan and Gongyu came back and opened the door, what they saw was a girl curled up on the stone platform like a cat, half of the blanket was draped over her body, and the other half was held in her arms. She seemed to have dreamed of something good , the corners of the mouth are curved upwards, and the slightly opened mouth cannot hide the sharp little canine teeth.
Ning Zechuan didn't move for a while, the girl's defenseless sleeping face made him inexplicably angry.He didn't know why he felt this way, and what was mixed with it was the envy he had to admit.
Envy her heartless, as if no worries can affect her.
Gong Yu laughed and said, "She fell asleep just like that."
Ning Zechuan said in a low voice, "There is cinnabar in the medicine."
Gong Yu understood: "No wonder."
Ning Zechuan's body has not been around for a long time, and he cannot use western medicine, but can only use traditional Chinese medicine to recuperate slowly. In addition to detoxification, cinnabar also has the effect of calming the nerves, and has been added to the prescription.Although Shu Yan spit out most of it, she also swallowed a lot, no wonder she sleeps so well.
"Let's go." Ning Zechuan turned around.
Gong Yu hesitated: "Don't you need to wake her up? She has been waiting for you."
"I've been here, but she missed it."
Gongyu glanced at Shu Yan who was sleeping soundly on the stone platform again, clicked her tongue, and gently closed the sliding door.
(End of this chapter)
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