The rest of my life is no longer sad for you

Chapter 5

{You don't know when the leaves will turn yellow, when the flowers will bloom, or when you will fall in love with someone.A butterfly flapping its wings in the Amazon rainforest may cause a typhoon on the Asian continent two weeks later.All the unbelievable happened in silence. }
001
After working in Xihe for a month, the two crickets brought by Ning Zechuan had been grown up by Shu Yan, and the glass jar couldn't fit anymore, so Shu Yan made a small bamboo basket for the crickets as their new home.

The bamboo was collected locally from the bamboo grove behind the Xihe clubhouse. Gongyu became playful and encouraged her to cut it together.

Shu Yan was still very worried at first, thinking that Gongyu was unreliable, and wanted to run away, but Gongyu seemed to be afraid that she would slip away, and kept walking around her neck: "Such a large bamboo forest, let's just cut one tree. Who will find out."

So, each of them held a fruit knife, squatted in front of the thick bamboo of sugar cane, and concentrated on sawing the bamboo.After sawing for about ten minutes, Gongyu's movements became slower and slower. Finally, she dropped the fruit knife and said to Shu Yan, "I'm in a hurry to pee. You should saw first. Don't be lazy."

Then, he hopped and ran away.

After a while, there was a rustling sound behind her, Shu Yan thought it was Gong Yu who came back, and said without turning her head: "Stop peeing, help me quickly."

"What are you doing?"

Shu Yan trembled, turned her head slowly, and sneered at the disbelieving Gu Taozhi: "Sister Taozi...I..."

"I'm not on duty during working hours, but I'm chopping bamboo here." Gu Taozhi frowned, "Shu Yan, you'd better give me a good explanation."

Shu Yan was a little helpless and scratched her head: "I... just want to weave a bamboo basket for the young master's crickets."

Gu Taozhi snorted coldly in his heart, she was really right, this little girl was all focused on pleasing Young Master Ning.

"Shu Yan, this is not a reason. The bamboo forest is Xihe's private property...Although I brought you into Xihe, I can't condone this kind of self-stealing behavior."

"I allow it."

For a moment, both of them paused, following the sound, Ning Zechuan was standing a few meters away, and beside him stood a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes.

Gu Taozhi was a little unconvinced: "But young master, this is Xihe's bamboo forest..."

Ning Zechuan glanced at her indifferently. He had a little impression of Gu Taozhi. He was the daughter of his father's fellow countryman. She worked here when Xihe first started business. In his impression, she was decent and able to deal with the rich and powerful. He was the hero of Xihe's growth in his father's mouth, but such an aggressive posture did not look like her, so he turned cold and said, "Xihe is mine."

"Director Zhou is coming over later, Xiao Gu, go get ready." The middle-aged man standing beside Ning Zechuan stepped forward to make a rescue.

Gu Taozhi bit his lip, glanced at Shu Yan, turned around and left.

"Hey, why are you all gathering here to join in the fun?"

Gongyu passed Gu Taozhi by, looking at them curiously.

Shu Yan winked at Gong Yu, wanting him to come forward to explain, but he walked towards Ning Zechuan with a smile like he didn't see it, Shu Yan heard him call "Dad" to the middle-aged man, the middle-aged man nodded, whispered something close to his ear.

Gongyu's smiling face immediately became so serious that it was comparable to Ning Zechuan: "Think of me at this time? Don't go, what about their family, what does it have to do with me, my surname is Gong."

Gong Peilin showed embarrassment, and if he wanted to say something, Gong Yu left, and Gong Peilin gave Ning Zechuan a signal before chasing after him.

For a moment, only Shu Yan and Ning Zechuan were left in the bamboo forest.Shu Yan was still holding a fruit knife in her hand, and wanted to go with the others, but Ning Zechuan kept staring at her, and she didn't leave or stay, sweating from being stared at, she was so ashamed that she just wanted to find a place She sneaked in, grabbed the corner of her clothes and said in a low voice, "Master, I'm sorry, and... thank you."

Young Master Ning seemed to be waiting for her words, snorted coldly, turned and left.

After get off work, Shu Yan went out of her way to apologize to Gu Taozhi.

Gu Taozhi smiled indifferently: "I made a fuss out of a molehill, my words are too serious."

Seeing that she was not angry, Shu Yan happily took her arm: "Sister Taozi, let's go together, the fried skewers next to the bus station are delicious, I invite you."

"Okay, I'm going to change clothes, you go outside and wait for me first."

Watching Shu Yan go out bouncingly, the smile on Gu Taozhi's face gradually cooled down. She used to think that Shu Yan was heartless, but today's incident told her that this girl is not simple. She was favored by Young Master Ning and acted recklessly in Xihe. She worked hard in Xihe for five years before she climbed to her current position, but she was no match for Shu Yan's one-month "effort".

Shu Yan's ability is only due to Dr. Shu Xiaoguang's relationship.

Gu Taozhi snorted coldly, she also has this bargaining chip, she can get whatever Shu Yan can get.

The next day, as soon as Shu Yan finished cleaning the room, someone knocked on the door, threw down the rag and opened the door. Standing outside the door was Gong Yu's father, Gong Peilin. He said gently: "I took the bamboo to be processed by others, this is what you want."

Shu Yan was dumbfounded for a while, then took it in a daze: "Thank you, thank you, uncle."

Gong Peilin smiled slightly: "You're welcome."

He looked at Gongyu again, and called out tentatively: "Yu..."

Gongyu didn't know when she was lying on the stone platform, her eyes were closed tightly, her mouth was slightly opened, and she let out an exaggerated grunt.

Gong Peilin sighed, bowed to Ning Zechuan, then left and closed the door behind him.

While working, Gong Yu kept looking for a chance to talk to Shu Yan, but Shu Yan was still angry with him for his dishonest behavior yesterday, as soon as he came over, Shu Yan dragged her face to the other side.

Gongyu was unhappy: "Why are you so stingy."

Shu Yan couldn't bear it anymore: "Why are you so shameless."

"you……"

"If you keep arguing, go out."

Ning Zechuan raised his head from the book, his brows and eyes were full of displeasure.Gongyu has a restless temperament, and it's not that he has never seen it when it was more noisy, but when Gongyu and Shu Yan were mixed together and making a scene, he felt uncomfortable no matter how he saw it.

Gongyu leaned towards him like a dog, pointed at Shuyan and complained: "Master, you have to make the decision for me, Shuyan bullied me."

What responded to him was the young master's cold snort and pushing him away from his hand.

After Shuyan finished her work, she took out the bamboo strips and started weaving bamboo baskets.Her grandfather is a carpenter, and his craftsmanship has been included in the local intangible cultural heritage. Her craftsmanship has been deeply passed down by her grandfather. She skillfully plays with bamboo strips, and the tail is just two or three feet in front of her. After a while, the bottom of a bamboo basket is completed.

Gong Yu's eyes widened, and she simply climbed down from the stone platform and squatted in front of her to watch, rubbing her chin and making a clicking sound.

That day Shuyan was so forgetful about her work, she just wanted to drive out the bamboo baskets that day, but when she closed her mouth, she looked up and found that it was already dark, and Ning Zechuan didn't leave, leaning on the stone platform near the low stool. At the other end, the books she held in her hand had long been thrown aside, and she was staring at the finished bamboo basket in her hand.

Shu Yan thought it was very funny. Normally, he always leaned on the other side far away from her. Even though he was in the same room, he seemed to be separated from her by a river of Chu and Han. Now he is obviously very interested in bamboo baskets. look.

Subconsciously, Shu Yan raised the bamboo basket above her head, showing off childishly: "I made it, it looks good."

Ning Zechuan ignored her overtures, sat up straight, picked up the book and closed it, and said to Gongyu, "Let's go."

Shu Yan held up the bamboo basket in embarrassment, put it down awkwardly, and carefully transferred the crickets in the glass vessel.

When the door opened, Shu Yan found that Gong Peilin was still standing outside. Gong Peilin bent slightly and asked Ning Zechuan softly for his opinion: "Everyone in the family has gone to Commander Pei's place. It's past dinner time. I'm afraid there will be some trouble at home. If you don’t have rice left, why don’t you just eat here, the new dim sum chef was invited from Guangzhou, and the porridge is also very good.”

Ning Zechuan nodded, leaned back on the stone platform, and accepted it.

At this moment, Shu Yan was thinking to herself, usually she would leave work when Ning Zechuan left, but today it was at this point, should she leave now, or should she stay and wait for him to leave?

Just in trouble, Gong Yu came over again and poked her arm: "It's so late, you can stay and eat together." Afraid that Shu Yan would refuse, she added, "Anyway, our young master left you to get off work."

The mother's unit organized a staff trip, and when she was not at home, Shu Yan rubbed her withered stomach and secretly glanced at Ning Zechuan. Seeing that he didn't respond, she agreed generously.

Gong Peilin had probably greeted the kitchen a long time ago, and the food was quickly put on the table. It was overly rich, and the whole coffee table was filled with odds and ends.Ning Zechuan didn't like sharing the table with outsiders, so he prepared two servings of each dish, and set up a table a little far away from the coffee table, with Shu Yan and Gong Yu at the same table.

Gong Yu kept pestering Shu Yan to ask her to weave him a bamboo hat, but Shu Yan naturally refused, and was annoyed by the pestering, so she said harshly: "No! If you don't want to weave it, you won't do it!" Gulu Gulu drank a bowl of porridge in an instant, and was about to taste other dishes when he raised his head.Shu Yan froze for a moment, and turned her chopsticks to another plate, but was also quickly stopped.

Shu Yan glared at the culprit: "Gongyu, are you still letting people eat?"

Gongyu's mouth was full of vegetables, and he said vaguely: "Who won't let you eat, but I want to eat the piece you ate, so it's up to each other."

As soon as Shu Yan heard this, she understood that this guy did it on purpose, so she grabbed the bowl and grabbed the food with Gong Yu.

Ning Zechuan sipped the porridge without saying a word, seemingly devoting himself to eating, but in fact he kept looking at Shuyan's table. The bustle of that table was in stark contrast to the desertedness of his own table, and he suddenly lost his appetite , drank a few mouthfuls of porridge, then put down the chopsticks.

Just as he was about to greet Gongyu to leave, the sliding door was suddenly pushed open, and Gong Peilin's face was solemn.

"Master, Commander Pei... is dying soon."

Shu Yan saw that the hand on the opposite side who was clinging to the chopsticks and was about to snatch the siu mai in front of her trembled, and fell off with a "click".When looking up along the frozen hands, Gongyu's face turned pale.

002
A group of people left in a hurry. Although Shu Yan didn't know what happened, but being so suddenly frightened was boring, she packed up the unfinished food and tidied up the room before leaving get off work.

It's a long way to go by bus.It was already dark, Xi He's location was relatively remote, and there were no street lights on both sides of the road. It was the first time for Shu Yan to get off work so late, and she was the only one on the road, so she was a little scared walking on the dark road.

After walking for a while, a car parked on the side of the road suddenly appeared in front of his line of sight, with emergency lights flashing. From a distance, that car was surprisingly familiar.

Immediately, Shu Yan thought about it, and ran over in a hurry.

"Ning Zechuan?"

When she got close, she was taken aback. It was really Ning Zechuan's car.

This road is not paved with asphalt, but is paved with gravel. The reason for the rain is that the ground is wet and slippery. Looking at the black marks on the ground, it should be caused by the sudden skidding of the fast-moving tires and sudden braking.At this moment, the front of the car was tilted, and all the airbags in the car had been deployed. Gong Peilin in the driver's cab had his eyes closed with blood on his head, and Gong Yu in the co-pilot also had his eyes closed, but there was no injury on the surface. Judging from the most basic medical knowledge learned there, he should have just been shocked and fainted temporarily.

Ning Zechuan, the only sober person in the back seat, was squeezed between the airbags and couldn't move. He heard the voice and looked up at her. His face was so pale that it was almost transparent, and he was panting like an asthmatic.

"Ning Zechuan, you, how are you doing?"

Shu Yan circled the car anxiously, finally ran to the side of the road, picked up a stone, and slammed it on the car window several times before opening the car door.

She pushed aside the airbag, leaned in front of Ning Zechuan, and groped on him: "Medicine, medicine, shouldn't you always carry medicine with you." Her hands were trembling, and at that moment, she really Very afraid that Ning Zechuan stopped breathing in front of her.

Ning Zechuan, who was speechless, shook his head lightly, and pointed tremblingly at the position of Uncle Gong in front of him.

Shu Yan quickly got into the cab again, supported Gong Peilin's head, searched in her mind the common sense of first aid that her father had taught her, among those who grabbed him, they shouted anxiously: "Uncle Gong, Uncle Gong."

After pinching for a while, Gong Peilin slowly opened his eyes, frowning and staring vaguely for a long time before he recognized her: "Shu Yan..."

"Uncle Gong, where is Ning Zechuan's medicine? He, he is not well right now."

Hearing what she said, Gong Peilin was about to get up quickly, but his body was pulled down, and only then did he realize that his feet were stuck in the seat, and Gong Yu, who was sitting next to him, was still unconscious, with a pale expression on his face. Bai, bent over hard, took out the mobile phone that fell between the co-pilot's cracks, and instructed Shu Yan while dialing the number: "You, you quickly take the young master back to Xihe, where the medicine is, they will notify the car to come ...I'm calling the doctor now."

Shu Yan immediately ran back to the back seat, carefully dragged Ning Zechuan out bit by bit, then carefully carried Ning Zechuan on her back, and ran towards the way she came.

He was so light that he seemed to weigh nothing on her back.

Ning Zechuan leaned softly on her body, panting much more frequently than before, looking down, her shoes ran off at some point, her bare feet were stepping on the road covered with pebbles, the insteps of her feet There is also a hole in the top that I don't know when it was cut, and blood is bleeding out.

The blood was reflected in his eyes a little stinging, his heart tightened suddenly, and he wanted to remind her: "Shu Yan..."

"Don't be afraid, we will be there later, if we go a little further, we will arrive at Xihe, take the medicine, and you will be fine, don't be afraid."

As if Shu Yan didn't feel the pain, she lifted him up and quickened her pace.

Years later, when Ning Zechuan's eyesight gradually disappeared, and the darkness was about to gradually erode his world, and everyone was immersed in sadness, he didn't take it seriously. He said to them: "There is nothing terrible in the dark. I once lived in the dark." The most beautiful light I have ever seen."

It was a night without moon and lights, he was lying weakly on her shoulder, her face was close at hand, her face flushed from the weight was full of anxiety and uneasiness, and she looked like she was about to cry.

She can do this to a stranger, so, is she really the cold-blooded girl he saw?

Ning Zechuan's heart suddenly trembled violently. He always thought that Shu Yan was different from her father, but tonight, he suddenly saw Dr. Shu's shadow in her.

Ning Zechuan has a special feeling for Shu Xiaoguang. In his trash-like life, most people only think about how to use his trash. Only Shu Xiaoguang thinks about how to pull him out of the trash and make him He stands in the sun and lives like a normal person.

In the second year after his grandfather passed away, he moved from home to the hospital for a major operation.In the six months after the operation, he has not recovered well, and the hospital issued three critical illness notices.He seems to be integrated with the hospital bed. Except for the short-term thinking of the brain, he is in a deep sleep most of the time. When he is awake, he is like a rag doll, being fiddled with by the doctors. Acupuncture, puncture, anesthesia.

He couldn't feel the pain, he couldn't even say a word, he felt that he could no longer be called a human being, and that he would be better off dead than alive. If he had the strength at that time, he would definitely unplug and sustain himself without hesitation. The breather of life.

Time is long like poison, loneliness is the catalyst, no one knows how desperate and helpless he is.

Few people came to see him. Most of them were in a deep coma, he was like an embryo curled up in the mother's womb, unable to see and move, but he could actually hear outside voices.

He heard someone caressing his face gently and saying to him: "What are you still yearning for? You don't have to bear my fault, it's my fault that brought you into this world and made you suffer for so many years, Xiao Chuan , don't be afraid, go to sleep at ease."

The person who said this was his biological mother.

She had never spoken to him so tenderly.

He was brought up by his grandfather, and he knew from a young age that his parents had a bad relationship, and he didn't even have any feelings for him. Although he lived in a big house, he slept in a different yard.

In fact, he didn't think there was anything wrong with the weak relationship between his parents.

Most of the children who grew up in an environment like the Ning family were precocious.They enjoy the wealth and glory that others do not have, and they also suffer the loneliness and indifference that others do not have.

Wherever you are born, you will be what kind of person you are.This is what his grandfather told him.

Everything is fair.

He suffered without complaint or regret.

But even if he had no regrets, he would never have thought that his mother would gently persuade him to let go of everything in this world and leave.

He almost didn't wake up that time. It was Shu Xiaoguang who was transferred from the south. He was the one who received the first operation. It was Shu Xiaoguang who pulled him back from the death line.

It was the first time he met someone like Shu Xiaoguang. He was just his patient, but he regarded him as a relative.Shu Xiaoguang's care for him even surpassed that of his grandfather. He never pretended to be someone else and did everything by himself.In addition to what a doctor should do for patients, he also gave him infinite care and patience.

No one had ever been so close to him except his grandfather.

there has never been.

He has never experienced the relationship between father and son. He accepts the weak family relationship that he was born with, which does not mean that he does not want it. When he was sick and sat and chatted with him from the perspective of an elder, he thought that was all there was to it.

This is the origin of Ning Zechuan's special feelings for Shu Xiaoguang.

Every time before his treatment, Dr. Shu would always bend down, hold his hand and whisper to him, "Don't be afraid, everything will be fine."

The simple, honest and reassuring face in memory overlapped with the girl who was close at hand. In this moonless night, unconsciously, an inexplicable feeling slowly spread in Ning Zechuan's heart .

003
Half an hour after Shu Yan carried Ning Zechuan to Xihe, the doctor rushed over with Gong Peilin and Gong Yu. Ning Zechuan had already taken medicine and fell asleep weakly.

After a while, Mr. Jiang also came, and the whole Xihe was in a mess because of this incident. Many people gathered in the small room, pushing her away from Ning Zechuan to the outside.The doctor checked Ning Zechuan who was asleep, and said something to Mr. Jiang with a solemn face, and a group of people surrounded Ning Zechuan and carried him into the ambulance.

Shu Yan also wanted to squeeze into the car, but was stopped by Gu Taozhi, who said to her: "You don't need to go with so many people."

After saying that, she closed the car door, Shu Yan watched the ambulance disappear into the night, her heart couldn't let go when she raised her throat, she stayed up all night after returning home, and asked for leave to go to the hospital the next day.

Under the guidance of the nurse, Shu Yan found Ning Zechuan's ward. When she opened the door, she was surprised to find that Gu Taozhi, who was wearing a hospital gown, was sitting on a wheelchair next to his bed with a hanging water bottle.

"Sister Taozi, why are you here like this... What happened?"

Gu Taozhi smiled at her, with a triumphant gleam in his eyes: "The young master had an operation and needed a large amount of blood transfusion, and the blood bank in the hospital was short of stock, but it was such a coincidence that among all the people present, I was the only one who was a perfect match for him." .”

Shu Yan was dumbfounded. She didn't expect Ning Zechuan to be so seriously injured. She walked to Ning Zechuan's bed a few steps and looked at his pale face worriedly: "What about now? Is he okay? He Haven't woken up?"

"Shu Yan... the young master needs to rest now." Gu Taozhi's smile froze on his face. She really hated that Shu Yan didn't have eyesight to see this, and her tone deviated from her usual gentleness, "Go back first."

"get out."

The sudden weak male voice made both of them startled, Ning Zechuan still closed his eyes, slightly parted his thin lips, and indifferently gave the eviction order.

Shu Yan said "Oh" in a daze, her eyes were red and she was about to go out, but the hem of her clothes was grabbed by a weak force.

Ning Zechuan said flatly, "It's not you."

It wasn't her, of course, it was another one.

Gu Taozhi silently clenched his hands on his knees, why was she the one who went out?Shu Yan was just the daughter of a doctor who treated him, and she did nothing in her father's honor.And now, she has a blood relationship with him, shouldn't it be her who stays in and stays with him?

The more Gu Taozhi thought about it, the angrier he became, but he still maintained the calmness he had learned over the years, and smiled slightly: "Then, I'll go out first."

When she rang the bell beside the bed, a nurse opened the door and came in immediately, pushing her out.

The door was gently closed by the nurse, and when the little nurse turned around and saw the fierce expression on Gu Taozhi's face, she was startled.

Gu Taozhi suddenly asked: "Has Mr. Jiang's guests left?"

"Ah... let's go, let's go."

"Please push me to see Mr. Jiang."

Gu Taozhi smiled politely at her, but the little nurse felt cold for no reason, so she quickened her pace and pushed Gu Taozhi upstairs to the VIP ward.As soon as the door was closed, Gu Taozhi got out of the wheelchair and said to the weak middle-aged man on the hospital bed: "Mr. Jiang, everything was done according to your instructions. The young master didn't know that you donated blood to him. He thought it was me."

Jiang Bozhou nodded: "You did a good job."

Gu Taozhi was a little puzzled: "Mr. Jiang, why did you hide the matter of donating blood to the young master? You are his father, so donating blood to him is not normal?"

Jiang Bozhou was silent and did not speak. He has been in the Ning family for many years, perhaps because of the strange habits of this big family, and because he felt ashamed, he has always treated his son with sternness and indifference. Then I don't know how to love him, what's more, I don't want to let him know if I love him.They are father and son, but they are worse than strangers.

Over here, in Ning Zechuan's ward, he was looking at Shu Yan with eyes half downcast. The concern on her face was very sincere, not like a fake. The first time her emotions appeared was last night when she was walking barefoot on the gravel road with his back on her back.

"I am fine."

His voice was very soft, and he didn't seem to have much strength.Shu Yan worried: "Such a major operation, you must be very uncomfortable, young master?"

Ning Zechuan snorted: "For me, this is a minor operation."

Shu Yan suddenly remembered that her father had mentioned to her mother at the dinner table that his patient had been admitted to the operating room so frequently that it was chilling. She didn't dare to think about what kind of crime he had suffered all these years, and she couldn't bear to ask, The feeling that the heart is being clenched is getting deeper and deeper, and it is indescribably uncomfortable.

Seeing that she was silent, Ning Zechuan moved his eyes down and landed on her feet, and his face slowly turned cold: "Why don't you treat the wound on your foot? Your father is a doctor, so he didn't teach you how to treat wounds?"

foot?
Shu Yan lowered her head in a daze, staring at the scabbed wound on her instep: "I've dealt with it."

The wound was accidentally scratched when Ning Zechuan was pulled out of the car last night. When she got home, she washed the dust on the wound with cold boiled water and disinfected it with alcohol.

Ning Zechuan's face became even colder: "What about bandaging?"

Shu Yan said "ah": "It's just a small injury, don't worry about it..."

Before he finished speaking, his face was covered by a black handkerchief thrown over, like a curtain.The handkerchief slowly slid down her face and into the palm she raised just in time.Ning Zechuan's face was also in slow motion, showing inch by inch in front of her eyes, and looking through her eyes, it was like a picture scroll that had been hidden for many years and was slowly opened by someone.

At that moment, Shu Yan stared blankly at the indifferent young man under the light, and suddenly felt that he was so beautiful that it made people blush and heartbeat. Fortunately, it was only for a moment, and fortunately, the hotness on his face happened to be blocked by the handkerchief.

"Take it to bandage."

His expression looked very serious, Shu Yan could only say "Oh", but in her heart she felt that it would be too much of a fuss to bandage up a small scratch.

Her hesitation landed in Ning Zechuan's eyes, like the sting of a burn.

The astringency in his chest erupted, and Ning Zechuan subconsciously added: "It's new, I haven't used it before."

"Thanks……"

Shu Yan looked over, and was about to say thank you, when she saw him slowly lowering his head, she was so startled by the fleeting look in his eyes that she fell silent.

What's up with him?
How could such a proud person show such a hurt look?

It was as if he had been stripped naked and thrown in a crowded downtown. The world was so big, and he was so small, but he had nowhere to hide.

She has seen such a look before, on the stray dogs besieged by ravenous children on the side of the road, on the classmates who were excluded in school, and on the ragged old scavengers on the bus.

But why did it appear on him?
She has always disliked his indifference, but at this moment, she would rather he be indifferent forever than show that look again.

She didn't know what happened in those short ten seconds, which made the heaven's favorite in her eyes humbled like dust at that moment.

When Shuyan left the hospital that day, she prescribed anti-inflammatory drugs and gauze, and when she got home, she carefully bandaged the scratches on her feet.

At night, she lay on the bed and raised her feet, looked at the circles of white gauze and said to herself: "Listen to you, so you won't be unhappy, right?"

She spread the handkerchief on her face, and there was a faint woody fragrance between her breaths.

She washed his handkerchief cleanly, and ironed it with a sandalwood stove without a single wrinkle.The black handkerchief, like his people, is as quiet as a bottomless pool of water.

In Shuyan's eyes, Ning Zechuan has some cleanliness. He loves cleanliness too much, can't stand a little dust in the room, and doesn't like to get close to people. These are all cleanliness.

Some people are like accidents, and some feelings are like bacteria hiding in the air.

In one breath, it spreads in the blood vessel texture and becomes a part of the cell molecules.

After realizing it, the day is too late. The first truth that Shu Yan learned from Ning Zechuan as an adult is that people in this world, apart from blood relationship, can transform one person into another in such an intimate way. If she wanted to part with a part of a person, she couldn't think of any other way except to die.

004
Gu Tao was discharged from the hospital a week later, and returned to Xihe to work. Just like a triumphant hero, everyone swarmed up to praise her for her act of donating blood, and Shu Yan was one of them.

"Isn't each person only allowed to donate 400 CC of blood at most? Sister Taozi is really amazing, she donated 800 CC at once."

"That's right, Sister Taozi, you are too, you're not afraid of accidents when you drain so much blood all at once?"

"It takes as much as you eat to make up for it."

Gu Taozhi smiled modestly: "It's nothing, as long as it's for the young master's benefit, if it were you, you would all do the same thing as me."

Some people laughed, some shook their heads and said that I would not dare to donate so much blood at once, but Shu Yan smiled and nodded in agreement: "Yes, yes."

Her perfunctory was seen by Gu Taozhi calmly, piercing his heart like a needle.

After that, a long time later, one morning when Shu Yan arrived at Xihe, Gu Taozhi dragged her to the kitchen. After carefully arranging the snacks and tea, he hurriedly dragged her to the depths of Xihe.

On the way, Gu Taozhi told her that Mr. Jiang came to Xihe suddenly, and everyone else was busy, so she couldn't handle it alone.

Shu Yan didn't feel that there was anything wrong, she was taken aback, Mr. Jiang?
Ning Zechuan's father?

Because it was Ning Zechuan's father, she was a little curious in her heart, and when she was laying hands on Gu Taozhi, she secretly glanced at Mr. Jiang.

This glance scared her so much that she almost dropped the plate.

The refined man who was about the same age as her father was staring at her with a kind and familiar gaze.How should I put that gaze, it's too naked, but it doesn't make her feel uncomfortable, like an elder she hasn't seen for a long time.

When she was wondering, Mr. Jiang talked to her familiarly: "Shu Yan? It's you? Why are you working here as a summer job?"

His voice was very gentle, with a kind smile on his face. She subconsciously wanted to answer, but her arm was jerked violently, and the plates in her hand slammed onto the wooden floor, before she had any extra reaction , It was pulled out of the room, the sliding door was pushed hard, hit the door frame with a bang, and bounced open again.

She didn't even have time to put on her shoes, and Ning Zechuan dragged her bare feet for a long distance until she reached a bamboo forest surrounded by no one, before he stopped. Because of the rush, he was holding on to a bamboo tree, gasping for breath, unable to speak, covering his belly with one hand, his pale face was covered with beads of sweat, staring fixedly at the smiling Shu Yan.

Shu Yan let out a nervous "ah" and wanted to lean over to look, but remembered that he didn't like to get too close to people, so she slowly lowered the hand that was stretched out, and asked worriedly, "Master, are you okay?" ?"

He is not good at all!

He didn't know what the reason for the growing urgency in his heart these days in the hospital?
It is the environment he is more familiar with than home since he was a child, he has been used to it for a long time, but when he looks away from the empty room in his spare time, he always thinks of the girl holding her chin, picking crickets with a bamboo stick in extreme boredom, and from time to time Play a few sleepy yawns silly.

That's right, cricket, he has to go to her to see if she has taken good care of the cricket he dropped.

The urgency of the past few days finally had an explanation.

As soon as he was discharged from the hospital, he couldn't wait to go to Xihe. He drove the sliding door open, and the person who should have bowed to him there and called him a very useful "Master Ning" was not there, and the room was empty.

I called someone to ask, and what I got was that she was going to bring refreshments to Mr. Jiang's room.

Good guy, when he wasn't here, she found his father.

Jiang Bozhou was still smiling at her until his wrinkles were piled up, and she was still foolishly approaching Jiang Bozhou.

This Shu Yan, he really couldn't underestimate her!

When Shu Yan came out of the bamboo forest dejectedly, she met Gong Peilin, and Gong Peilin greeted her: "Shu Yan, you are here, have you seen the young master?"

Shu Yan looked up at him, then pointed to the gravel path on the right: "Master Ning just passed by."

Gong Peilin looked at Shu Yan's eye circles that were obviously red when she heard "Young Master", swallowed the words again, thanked her and chased in the direction she pointed.

Shu Yan looked at the back of Gong Peilin hurriedly chasing after him, and felt that all this happened too inexplicably and too suddenly.

She was worried about him, and the next second he said to her aggressively: "You have been fired."

Then, before she could react, Ning Zechuan left, and bumped her shoulder as he passed her.

His strength was so strong that he knocked her almost to the ground. Shu Yan thought that he had slammed the door at Mr. Jiang's place a few minutes ago. Apart from his volatile temper, he didn't look like someone who just came out of the hospital.

Returning to the lounge inexplicably, Gu Taozhi was not there. Shu Yan guessed that Mr. Jiang's affairs hadn't been finished yet, so her eyes fell on the small bamboo basket with two crickets on the table. Shu Yan took them with her every day. Going to and from get off work, I thought about returning it to Ning Zechuan together with the handkerchief when I met him. Now it seems that even if she returns it, he will not ask for it.

Shu Yan held the small bamboo basket, and felt sympathy for the crickets with their beards hanging down in it: "Anyway, there are plenty of crickets in the world, and Young Master Ning is not short of you two."

Shu Yan put the work clothes neatly in her locker, tore off her name tag on the locker, and left with a small bamboo basket.

Along the way, people greeted her and asked curiously, "Shu Yan, where do you go during working hours?"

Shu Yan is a shameless girl, she was embarrassed to say that she was fired early in the morning, so she shook the small bamboo basket and said, "I'm walking crickets for Master Ning." She covered it up lightly.

Sitting on the bus, Shu Yan became more and more aggrieved as she got farther and farther away from Ning Zechuan.

Of course she was wronged.

Whoever it was, would feel like they were stepping on dog shit if someone threw a tantrum early in the morning.What's more, the joy that filled my heart when I saw him was extinguished before it could erupt. No matter how I think about it, I feel aggrieved.

She was angry with Ning Zechuan, and also angry with her own inaction, which allowed him to gain the upper hand. She should win the round. When he shouted to fire her, she should have thrown her sleeves and faced the paper that was harder than a rock. The face said: "Your uncle, aunt, I don't want to do it anymore!"

But what did she say?
"And what about the money I owe you?"

She feels ashamed of herself now thinking about it.

She thinks that she is not a calm and self-sufficient person, and even a little impulsive.When I first arrived at the family compound of the hospital, those children bullied and ganged up on her to make trouble for her. Every time, she would fight back unceremoniously. Leave something on your face, and you must never let yourself suffer.

Mother still had a headache because of her impulsive temperament, but if she saw her in front of Ning Zechuan, her jaw would probably drop in shock.

She also didn't know why she could just endure it blindly in front of Ning Zechuan, even though he often got angry with her for no reason and made her unhappy.Perhaps it is because of the maternal brilliance and delicate emotions in the girl's bones, and her natural sympathy for the weak.When she looked at Ning Zechuan, she would always think of the first time she saw him in the hospital, and what Shu Xiaoguang said about him, and she would feel that Ning Zechuan was so pitiful.He is a patient, and he has been ill for a long time. Her father once said that if a person is ill for too long, his psychology will be affected, and he will be irritable and irritable.

He is not in good health, if she cares about him again, it will be too unreasonable, and she is even more afraid of provoking his relapse, then her sin will be serious.So, as soon as he pulled his face, she was full of thoughts about her mistakes.As soon as he frowned, she didn't even dare to speak louder.

That's why Ning Zechuan felt that she was easy to bully, so he must always bully her.

She bit her lip, as if a hand was squeezing lemons in her stomach, it was sour and astringent, making her extremely uncomfortable.

(End of this chapter)