Nong Zhaohua

Chapter 110

Yan Zhaohua never thought that one day he would do such a crazy thing.Following a man, sneaking around the streets and playing wildly, this is a feeling that I have never experienced before. Pei Xuan took her to Chengxiang Tower for dinner, and took her to Chang'an Avenue after the meal. At this moment, the two of them are standing on the Huating Bridge at the end of Chang'an Street, looking at the entire brightly lit Chang'an Street, feeling the breath of thousands of lights, there is no one on the bridge, Yan Zhaohua is standing at the highest point, and the people on the bridge The wind was blowing her veiled hat, Pei Xuan didn't look into the distance like her, but leaned against the bridge pier, folded her arms and looked at herself leisurely.

As soon as Yan Zhaohua turned his head, he saw his fiery eyes, as if he was completely attracted by something, and couldn't take his eyes away anymore. Pei Xuan looked at Yan Zhaohua's vague side face and said:
"I always thought that I would never be tempted by any woman in my life until I met you. Before I met you, I had already planned to die alone."

Yan Zhaohua asked in surprise, "Lonely forever?"

In her impression, she had never heard of Pei Xuan's marriage in her previous life, but now she was a little shocked when she heard it mentioned for the first time.

Pei Xuan nodded, and said seriously: "Yes, if you can't meet someone you like, what's the point of getting married? Although I come from a noble family, I have seen through those hypocritical back houses. Living in falsehood, if I can't meet someone worthy of my heart, I would rather die alone."

Yan Zhaohua looked at Pei Xuan firmly, and said after a while:

"Your thinking is a little different from other men. What they want is not true love, but a group of wives and concubines, but what you want is to love each other."

Pei Xuan's hearty smile made the lights of the entire Chang'an Street dim, and Yan Zhaohua was stunned.What he said next surprised Yan Zhaohua even more.

"Pigs, dogs, cattle and sheep also live in groups of wives and concubines. The reason why people are human must do something different from pigs, dogs, cattle and sheep."

Yan Zhaohua couldn't laugh or cry, he didn't know how to answer Pei Xuan's words. Seeing her surprised, Pei Xuan couldn't help reaching out and rubbing the top of her head, saying:
"Are you surprised?"

Yan Zhaohua lowered his head meekly, and his obedient appearance made Pei Xuan's smile deepen. Passers-by on the bridge saw the appearance of these two people, especially Pei Xuan's outstanding handsome appearance, and they all looked sideways and guessed whose family it was. The young couple came out to play.

Pei Xuan took Yan Zhaohua's hand and said, "I will use time to prove that what I said is true. Last time I didn't mean to belittle you, but I saw that the man next to you was interested in you, so I did it in a moment of urgency." Things like that happen, I don't usually do that."

Yan Zhaohua lowered his head and looked at the hands they held together, remembering his domineering that night, couldn't help but blushed, na na said:
"There is no other man who is attracted to me. Besides, I don't like whoever is attracted to me. You don't have to do that. "

Pei Xuan looked at her and pursed his lips: "Although I was a little impulsive that night, I don't regret it. Since I like you, I won't give you up to anyone. I have the ability and confidence to be your reliance , can give you a lifetime of happiness, that's why I do such impulsive things. I know that my thoughts are a bit extreme and selfish, and I don't take your feelings into account, but you are still young, and you are very ignorant about men and women. If I didn't tell you earlier You, how do you know my mind?"

Yan Zhaohua's face was as red as a boiled shrimp, and her heart that had been silent for many years seemed to resume its beating violently at this moment. She had never experienced the love between a man and a woman. Although she had lived two lives, Pei Xuan said that he did not He had met a woman who moved his heart, so he would rather die alone than marry at will. The reason he was able to do this was because he was a man and Yan Zhaohua was a woman. The fate of the previous life was in the hands of Xie. Things, she can't make the decision by herself, she can only be like a mule and horse, and let people match others at will. If she can make the decision by herself, she has the same idea as Pei Xuan.

I hope to find someone who likes me and who I also like to spend my whole life with. I don't need a high family background, I don't need to have a mountain of money, as long as the two love each other, it is the best time.It's a pity that she didn't wait for it in her last life.

"All I did was not to force you, but to strive for it. I hope to give you the best and let you see my heart. You are still young, so you don't have to rush to answer me, but promise me, when you start When you think about this, please think of me first, okay?"

Pei Xuan's eyes were so bright that Yan Zhaohua didn't know how to respond. She was no longer young, and she had longed for things like feelings for so many years that when she really felt them, she was a little at a loss. She didn't know what to do, but as long as she calmed down a little, she could see her heart clearly.

She may have paid attention to Pei Xuan from the first time they met, but the two of them had different identities, and she didn't dare to think about it, but it wasn't until Pei Xuan confessed to her that Yan Zhaohua dared Face up to her own heart, Pei Xuan is a miracle to her, a miracle she thought she could not have, and now the miracle is in front of her, waiting for her to reach out to grab it, if she hesitates, will this miracle follow her? disappear?If this is really a miracle for her... Will she be willing to let go?
"I..." Yan Zhaohua pondered for a moment before saying, "I'm not young anymore."

Yan Zhaohua's voice was very low, but Pei Xuan didn't doubt that he had heard it wrong. After a brief surprise, he was ecstatic. He never knew that a woman's response could make him so excited. He bent down and held Yan Zhaohua down. Pei Xuan couldn't wait to confirm with her:
"what do you mean……"

Yan Zhaohua bit his lip, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I mean it's getting late, I should go back, if it's later, my maids should be suspicious."

However, Pei Xuan didn't let go, and didn't want her to change her mind after going back and thinking about it. Since she opened her mouth, she had to speak clearly.

"You promised me, didn't you?"

Pei Xuan's question made Yan Zhaohua very nervous, and he didn't dare to say anything, but lowered his head shyly, Pei Xuan asked again: "You give me a definite answer, just nod your head, and let me know."

Yan Zhaohua struggled a little, then turned to the side. She had never experienced the shyness of a young girl, and thought that these emotions were far away from her, but she never expected that she would experience it right now.

He whispered again: "Is there any uncertainty?"

Hearing her talk like this, Pei Xuan finally couldn't help laughing, turned his eyes to Chang'an Avenue on both sides of the river, he didn't even find the heat after midsummer annoying, and there was an indescribable happiness in the air, Sweet, soft and glutinous, he simply forgot all his usual decisiveness, didn't want to do anything, just wanted to stand here with her, even if it was forever.

Yan Zhaohua secretly glanced to the side, and Pei Xuan just turned his head to look at her. Their eyes met. Although there was a layer of gauze curtain between them, they had never been so close for a moment.

Pei Xuan took a deep breath, as if he had a thought, and said reluctantly: "Let's go, it's getting late, I'll take you back."

Yan Zhaohua looked up at him, and asked in a low voice: "Then we..." What are these words? The ladies of the scholar are connected with each other and break the etiquette, but after all, it is a storybook. In reality, she still can't accept private contact with a man before marriage. Although she agrees, she doesn't even know what she promised.

"Then even if we have confirmed our relationship, we are the No. 1 candidates for our respective marriages. You still have a filial piety period, so it is inconvenient for me to come to propose marriage. During this period, we will get along normally."

Yan Zhaohua was too ashamed to look up at Pei Xuan's words, and in the end, relying on the veil to cover his face, Yan Zhaohua squeezed out a sentence from his lips:
"Then... like that night, will you... still do it?"

Now Pei Xuan was a little stunned, but he didn't hesitate too much, and solemnly said to Yan Zhaohua: "That kind of thing is caused by emotion and happens naturally, but if you don't want to, I promise you will never do it again." Forced, but if I promise that I will never touch you, then I still have self-knowledge, I will definitely not be able to do it, and the promise will be false, but I can guarantee that it will be at that level before marriage at most, and it will never develop further , more in-depth behavior, we... well, save it after marriage and do it well."

Hearing such blunt words in Yan Zhaohua's ears, he really wanted to get into a hole in the ground. The roots of his ears were hot and gradually extended to his whole body. Although Pei Xuan's words sounded blunt, they were still to the point. The promise made Yan Zhaohua unbelievable, and he made her feel at ease by explaining the relationship so thoroughly.

Seeing Yan Zhaohua bowed his head and remained silent, Pei Xuan was also a little nervous and said:

"I, that's all I can promise. But if you really don't want to contact me before marriage, I... will try my best to control it for you. You don't need to put too much pressure on yourself. What I said may be too straightforward To put it bluntly, but I really have no malice, you have to believe me, I respect you very much, and I don't want to make you feel wronged in the slightest."

It was the first time Yan Zhaohua saw Pei Xuan who was so eager to explain. After thinking about it, he pursed his lips and gave him a reassuring response:

"A relationship is a matter between two people. There is no reason for a unilateral promise. Since I promise you, I am ready. I am not very good at talking, and I don't know how to be soft with people, but I believe that as long as the two keep getting closer , continuous integration, mutual respect, and a happy ending. So... I understand what you said."

After hearing these words, Pei Xuan really felt that he hadn't picked the wrong person. He was really picky about his feelings, and he was so picky that he didn't want to give up. It's worth it, for her, with a slight smile and a soft sentence, no matter how much hardship he has to pay, he is willing.

This is his idea, there is no extravagant hope that someone will understand, he thought, even if he treats her unilaterally, he is willing, but what he didn't expect is that a girl born in such an aristocratic family can have such Open-minded courage, this is really not easy for a girl who is deeply bound by ethics. If the words he said just now were heard by others, they would definitely criticize him for being romantic, but he just He told the truth, and didn't want to deceive her with false lies. Unexpectedly, she didn't doubt it at all, but quickly digested it, agreed, and said something that surprised him.

No other girl would say these words so openly, because they care more about their own reputation and their own reserve. Even if they are interested in you, they seldom dare to express it directly.Pei Xuan found that he really liked this kind of pure and unaffected person, who dared to speak out his ideas, was not hypocritical, did not deceive, and took every decision of his own seriously.He believes that if there is no love between them, they will become bosom friends who cherish each other, just because of their sincerity.

(End of this chapter)