Destroyed outside, gold and jade inside

Chapter 208 Can Hatred Make You Happy?
The moon jumped out from behind the clouds and cast a silver glow on the ground.The two servants ran quickly, exited the small remote gate, boarded the horse waiting outside, put the sheet and the things wrapped in the sheet in front of them, and galloped away.

Huang Shuaiyin also left the mansion quietly. Although he did not ride a horse, he followed behind them vigorously, but his speed was not slow at all.

The two servants rode their horses to Dengtai Mountain in the outskirts of the city, reined in their horses, and pushed off the things on the horse's back.One of them hit the horse and was about to leave, but the other didn't move, "Don't hurry!"

The man reined in the horse again, "What else are you doing? It's really bad luck to have this job in the middle of the night!"

"Talking! You can say that?" the companion scolded, "We must take the sheets back and burn them, so as not to leave anything behind."

"No one has passed by here for a long time, who can see it!" The man curled his lips in disdain.

The companion didn't talk nonsense, and still felt that it was better not to leave any traces, so he got off the horse, grabbed the blood-stained bed sheet, and with a violent shake, pulled the bed sheet out.

Under the white moonlight, the things shaking out from the bed sheets can be seen clearly from a distance.

Huang Shuaiyin, who was standing on a branch in the distance, trembled and nearly fell off the branch.

It's really...

He suffocated for a while, but restrained his steps and did not move.

Watching the two servants gallop away, he paused for a while before jumping down from the tree.The footsteps are a little vain and staggering.

He came to the female corpse, who lay face down on the ground.

He shook his hands and stepped forward, intending to turn the female corpse over, but there was not an inch of hair on the female corpse, and there were only some shocking bruises on the white skin under the moonlight.For a long time, he didn't seem to find a place to start.

He gritted his teeth, and finally reached out and turned the female corpse over.

There was not much warmth left on the female corpse, and there were fatal bruises on her throat... Under the slightly cold skin, there was also a bit of lifeless stiffness.

That familiar face, not long ago, was still vivid on his chest, looked up at him, and begged with a slight cry, "You let me go, my father will never sell me, I am not bought Come, I was plundered..."

Not long ago, he was holding her wrist. Although her wrist was slender and weak, he could clearly feel the vigorous beating of her veins.

How long has it been?A life that is as fresh as a morning flower and has not bloomed wantonly has no possibility of blooming.

It won't be long before she becomes completely cold and stiff.

On the white and immature body, there were rough scars that were pinched or bitten, showing no mercy.There were bloodstains on the slender legs.

Huang Shuaiyin clenched his teeth, took out a handkerchief from his arms, and wanted to wipe off the unbearable blood on her body, but shook his hands, but he couldn't get close no matter what.

She died, such a humiliating and tragic death, does he also have unshirkable responsibility?Should he also be responsible for her tragic death at such an early age?
He could have saved her, he could have let her go... But he didn't do anything!did nothing!

Huang Shuaiyin let out a hoarse and heavy growl, and raised his hand to grab the ground beside him.He poured internal energy into his hands, and his fingers were like eagle claws and sharp blades, throwing up the dirt on the ground at once.

After a while, under the peaceful moonlight, he was pawing the ground like crazy.

He seemed to be trying to numb himself with movements, not letting himself think deeply about what happened these days, not letting himself think about how the senior brother found these ten beautiful girls.Don't let yourself think about the words the girl said to him before she died.

I don't know how long it has passed, but the moon has already moved to the west.

He finally dug out a half-sized hole in the ground.He shook his arms, and put the girl's cold body into the pit.

"I'm sorry..." His lips twitched, and he seemed to spit out a sentence, but he couldn't hear it clearly.

The girl curled up in the pit, if one didn't look at her distressed body, the mottled blood, the pained look on her face, and the purple pinch marks on her slender neck, her figure curled up at the bottom of the pit would look like sleeping. It's normal.

Huang Shuaiyin stood still for a moment, then waved the soil piled on the side of the pit back into the pit, burying the girl bit by bit.A little bit never to be seen again.

The night crows croaked and sang mournful tunes, and there seemed to be faint howls of wolves deep in the forest.

All he can do now is to bury her and prevent her from being eaten by wolves, that's all.

When Huang Shuaiyin returned to the guest room courtyard, the sky in the east had turned white.

There was a lingering smell of alcohol in the courtyard of the guest room.

Huang Shuaiyin frowned, first looked at the locked door of the guest room, then squinted, looking for the smell of alcohol.

"Where have you been?" In the shadow of Xiaoye Ziwei, Zhang Mingzhi's questioning voice suddenly came out, "Didn't I tell you to stay here and not leave?"

Huang Shuaiyin moved his mouth, but said nothing.

Zhang Mingzhi's figure walked slowly from the shadow of Xiaoye Ziwei, squinting at him, "Didn't senior brother ask you something?"

Huang Shuaiyin hesitated for a moment, then turned his eyes away from his senior brother, and looked away, "I, I'm a little bored, so I went out for a walk."

"Going out in the middle of the night? Walking up to now?" Zhang Mingzhi was not so easy to pass, and while talking, he had already walked towards him step by step, "Junior Brother, you will not lie. When you lie, your eyes will be closed." Look away."

Huang Shuaiyin's heart froze, he frowned and turned his gaze back to his senior brother.

"Where have you been?" Zhang Mingzhi asked, looking straight into his eyes.

"Brother, can I ask you a question?" Huang Shuaiyin finally couldn't help it, and clenched his fist hanging in his sleeve, "Did you really... buy these little ladies?"

Zhang Mingzhi narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at him. There was a moment of silence between the two of them.

The morning breeze blew, and the sky seemed to be a little brighter.

"I didn't bring it back, we brought it back, Junior Brother." Zhang Mingzhi said suddenly, and we bit the words very hard.

Huang Shuaiyin's face changed slightly, "Did you buy it? Did his family sell him voluntarily?"

"Junior brother, your complexion is a little pale?" Zhang Mingzhi looked at him with a smile on his lips.

"Brother, is that right?" Huang Shuaiyin was extra persistent this time, and ignored his interruption.

"No." Zhang Mingzhi chuckled, "Some don't even need money. I just say that they are dedicated to Uncle Guo. Their families are eager to send money to me."

Huang Shuaiyin moved his mouth when he heard the words, but he couldn't say a word.

"Junior brother, don't be naive. Do you still remember when I saved you in Lingshan? I risked my life to save you. What did you say?" Zhang Mingzhi asked.

"Senior brother is so kind to me, and he will be with me in life and death in the future." Huang Shuaiyin's voice was dignified, but he did not hesitate to speak.

"Just remember." Zhang Mingzhi nodded and snorted softly, "Then Lu Bei, taking advantage of our senior brother's absence, somehow managed to heal Uncle Guo's shoulder injury. Uncle Guo is now He relied on him so much that he wanted to go past me. I thought he was honest! In the past, when I was important in front of Uncle Guo, he did his best, but now he actually fights with me."

"What tricks is he playing?" Huang Shuaiyin asked obediently though his heart was heavy.

"He said that he concocted a secret medicine and healed Uncle Guo's shoulder injury. I don't think it's an easy matter. I can't do anything about that injury. If he has the ability to make medicine and heal it, how can he wait until now?" Zhang Mingzhi snorted coldly With a voice, "He is deliberately taking advantage of my absence to provoke our relationship with Uncle Tong Guo, how can I tolerate him?"

"What should senior brother do?" Huang Shuaiyin's expression also became serious.

Zhang Mingzhi seemed satisfied with his reaction, smiled, and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, these ten girls have already pleased Uncle Guo, and he won't be able to shake my position for a while, you just need to pay attention to them The three of you, don't tell them to take advantage of your loopholes!"

"Yes, senior brother!" Huang Shuaiyin cupped his hands at him.

Zhang Mingzhi's sharp eyes fell on his fingers, which still had some traces of dirt on them.

The corner of Zhang Mingzhi's mouth was slightly raised to one side, with an inexplicable expression on his half-smile.

Huang Shuaiyin didn't pay attention, he bowed and watched his brother turn and leave.

"The five guardians around Yu Tai are about to have internal turmoil." Shen Xinniang said slowly, playing with a few copper coins in her hand.

Fang Yan embraced her from behind, "Woke up early in the morning and thought about this?"

Shen Xinniang was silent for a moment, "No, I think about it all the time."

Hearing this, Fang Yan looked solemn, sat up straight from the bed, half hugged her shoulders, and turned her face to himself, "Xin'er, can you be happy like this?"

Shen Xinniang looked up at him, "Why aren't you happy? I want to watch him lose everything he has now bit by bit, see him suffer, and see him living a life worse than death. How can I be unhappy?"

"Xin'er, one cannot live for hatred." Fang Yan stared at her with deep eyes, and said slowly.

Shen Xinniang lowered her eyes, "You didn't see the destruction of Lingshan with your own eyes, you didn't see the blood mist filling the sky, and you didn't see the people from the same sect who had been with you all day and night fall beside you one by one. You want to save them? The scene where you can't do anything if you want to pull them, you didn't see Master..."

Shen Xinniang stopped talking, and after a long time, she gently hooked the corners of her mouth, the corners of her mouth were raised, but there was no smile on her face, and her black and white eyes were even colder, "Fang Yan, on this point, We may never reach a consensus."

Fang Yan frowned slightly, raised her hand to embrace her, let her soft long hair rest on his shoulder, and his chin stroked her hair, "Although I haven't seen it with my own eyes, it hurts my heart." ...but it doesn't work, it doesn't bring them back to life, it doesn't change history."

"How can it be useless?" Shen Xinniang sighed softly in his arms, "It is useful, you can remind yourself that the revenge has not been repaid, and the person I regard as the closest relative is dead, but the enemy is still living freely."

Fang Yan sighed softly and didn't go on, he knew her stubbornness.The brutal massacre that year left indelible marks in her heart, but hatred will never be salvation.If her heart is only filled with hatred, he is afraid that she will live in more pain than others.

"You don't have to worry, I'm sober, I won't be impulsive anymore." Shen Xinniang said slowly, "I'm not in a hurry, and I won't want his life like when I just recovered my memory."

Fang Yan hummed lightly.

Shen Xinniang held the hand he placed in front of her, and slowly stroked the hard calluses on the palm of his hand, "It doesn't matter whether he really won't live to be 45 or not, I want to look at him and lose everything , struggling in pain."

He gathered his fingers, put her hand in his palm, and said softly, "Okay, let's watch together."

(End of this chapter)